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AnonymousThen, God created all the animals and plants. Finally, He created woman as a helper to man. You may not believe in God, whatever, this is just what it says in the first couple of chapters of the bible.
Did anyone actually read this piece?
Don’t need to. The gender war ends here and MGTOW are the final word on it. She can battle and talk complain and challenge but the female opinion on “MGTOW” is toilet paper. As MGTOWER once put it…. it’s like throwing punches at smoke.
It’s not surprising that some bitch didn’t approve of MGTOW. After all, bitches like this believe that men are on this planet to serve women. Women like this are why MGTOW exists.
Here’s one of them now.
If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.
AnonymousI am so glad to have come across the MGTOW movement as it really adheres to how I want to live my life now after 20 years of being a brainwashed Mangina!
To summarize my life so far with woman has been a tale of 2 very different women, but with inevitably the same outcome. I adored and cherished both women only to have both of them eventually cast me aside when I was no longer of use to them, basically when I started standing up for myself. I was with my ex-wife for most of my 20’s and I was with my ex-girlfriend for all of my 30’s. During that time I was 100% faithful and loyal as well as being a good provider on so many levels not just financial.
I am a confident guy, but always seemed to lack the required daily self-respect for myself around women because I falsely put them on a pedestal above myself. I used to be an athlete (played 1 year of University football), but then my ex-wife came into my life and athletics took a back seat to her. My ex-wife who was less attractive then what I usually dated, but much smarter and had much better character. But eventually I got tired of always doing what she wanted to do and started standing up for myself more, which caused many fights. By the time our child was born she could tell I was not going to take her s~~~ anymore and she filed for divorce which came as a real shock to me as we recently bought a home together and just had a newborn child. But she got what she wanted, which was a child from me and after that I was of no utility to her anymore. Even though my ex-wife was a grad “A” Bitch towards me sexually and emotionally she is a person of character and we agreed to share custody 50/50 of our child with no child support and split all cost 50%. It’s been 10 years of this arrangement, and I love it, as I get to raise my daughter how I feel like without some woman hoovering over me looking for my faults.
Soon after my divorce, as part of my grieving I mistakenly got into a rebound relationship with my ex-girlfriend of 10 years. I now know she must have borderline personality disorder (BPD). She has 9 out of the 10 symptoms of BPD. My life so far with woman has been lived on both ends the spectrum. My ex-wife and ex-GF could not be any more different from each other. Ex-GF is a 10 out 10 for looks, a rare naturally beautiful woman who did not need any make-up for her to look stunning. Initially I thought she was out of my league for looks, but we fell hard in love for each other as she thought I was the best thing ever, which was a real ego boost. She said and did things sexually and emotionally that my ex-wife would never do. I thought I won the lottery with that woman, then reality hit, but I was too pussy whipped by this beautiful woman that it took me 10 years to see the truth! Her constant emotional manipulation, LIES, financial drain and deception towards not only me but everyone around her took a toll on me both mentally and physically. I gained weight and my life revolved around pleasing this woman. I could tell things were coming to an end with her because she knew I was not going to be any easy prey for her anymore and she wanted someone more “exciting” and “carefree”. Well I am sorry that at 40 I am a responsible MAN who does not live like I am 25 years old anymore, but that’s what she wanted. So after 10 years she dumped me for a more “exiting guy”. Looking back I am actually surprised she stayed 10 years with me, because she never really grew up past the mentality of a woman in her 20’s. I mistakenly thought it was love, but in reality it was an addiction to sex and adoration of a beautiful woman with way too many drawbacks. If that is love, then count me out. I have loved 2 women with all my heart and only now realize that NO woman in the world will love me like I love them and I am leaving the plantation for good!
One of the best decisions in my life was to get a man-chop (vasectomy) after my one and only child was born. If I had a child with my crazy ex-GF I would be so f~~~ed!!! I still have my house, my friends, financial stability after a 10 year s~~~ storm. I spent a lot of money on that Crazy lady, but at least debts can be paid off, and the financially bleeding is at done for ever from me!
I love living MGTOW as I can’t remember being so happy and free. I constantly feel like Andy Dufrene from the movie ‘Shawshank Redemption’ when he was finally free. Even though I spent the first 20 years of my life chasing the ungrateful golden vagina, I feel blessed now that I can spend the next 20 + years not being a Mangina anymore! I am 40 years old and I love life so much now! I am not angry, sad or anything towards my ex’s or woman in general, as I am indifferent, which is the best feeling.
I look back at that pussy whipped fool I was all those years and I am so grateful not to be that person anymore and thanks to the men’s rights movement and MGTOW that help out so many men! I am finally free at last !!!! And I will never give that up again! I will never again be subservient to woman and will always choose to be FREE to live my life how I choose!
Resenting women is like pissing yourself, only you feel it! Knowledge and indifference of a women’s true nature leads to real freedom.
*I will greatly condense writing in order for this not to turn into a book. There are a lot of details that I will leave out but I will only include details that I personally think are most important for now unless you ask otherwise. Thanks for your time.*
I’m 27. She was a month younger than me. We met in college 6 years ago. Our relationship lasted 4.5 years. The first two years were good. Can’t say too much about the rest. After the two-year honeymoon phase, things went sour.
During a random day, I remember going to work, and she called me and asked me “What are we going to do? What do you have planned for me?” We all should know what this means.
This became our very first argument. I responded by saying I’m not ready. Neither of us were. Of course, in the end she didn’t care.
From this point on, we took a turn for the worst. The morale we had went from “great” to “meh” to “s~~~” really fast. There were many arguments, lies, secrets, social media bulls~~~, family pressure, pressure from her friends, religious pressure and a myriad of other things that smacked me in the face all at once. This was around the time where I started to notice there was something very wrong here. To be honest, I had no choice but to notice the changes.I consider myself an attentive person, someone who recognizes patterns and pays attention to detail. This awareness spans from tone of voice, to body language, to patterns with relationships and women in general. It was a good thing for me even though it was painful, but a bad thing for her. She needed someone a little less informed than me to coerce into full blown provider mode.
As time went on my mental health was plummeting. My personality was changing, my sleep patterns were effected, I was way less light hearted than I usually am. I couldn’t say I was as happy, and yet I didn’t walk away. I had so many clues to walk away so many times. I stayed anyway. Things got so crazy in my mind, that I snapped on her. I couldn’t hold all the bulls~~~ in. I got tired of it all. My emotions overwhelmed me, but they still didn’t make me stupid enough to make ill-advised decisions.
So how did we end? A day after we hung out, I didn’t hear from her. The next day she called me while I was at work to have the “talk”. She made one last push to make me her provider. She failed again. I stood my ground. I saw too many red flags. Then she said “Then I have some things to think about.”
An argument ignited again and the phone call dropped. She called back. I didn’t answer. She later used this to ghost me saying she needed space. She said many things to shame me and put me down stating that her reasoning for doing so dated back to the first time we had “the talk”. She used this to take away all accountability from herself. I never expected her to say certain things but that showed me how much she wanted her rewards and how unimportant and disposable I was to even contemplate leaving. She made me question “love” itself. Got out with no kids and no wife, and didn’t even move in with her. I knew better from observing others. No crazy horror story here, but it was enough for me to reach my limit of bulls~~~ after I thought I had something real.
After 3 days of “space”, I decided to tell her to delete all of my contact information. She refused. She contacted me for a little while afterwards, to no avail, and she finally gave up. I did make mistakes of course. My biggest one was staying too long for “the sake of the relationship” and thinking that she would “go back to what she used to be”. I learned differently.
How did I find this place? Googled “Marriage Ultimatum”-> Found a relationship forum on Reddit (such s~~~ty advice but very eye opening) -> Found Red Pill->Then I ended up here.
So many dots connected from looking around places like this. I saw the truth in it, but it also brought me down a little. Briffaults Law, AWALT, the Wall, all of it freed me and it destroyed whatever I thought I knew. Honestly, I wouldn’t have it any other way. Bring on the pain, I’d rather not be fooled.As far as MGTOW goes, I’ve noticed some of the ridicule you guys were getting, even from some “red pill” guys by using the same shaming language women use. I had to come and see for myself and I’m glad I did.
I’m looking forward to sharing ideas and experiences with you guys. The knowledge you guys carry is invaluable to me. Godspeed on your journeys.
Billionaire Elon Musk who got taken to the cleaners TWICE by the same woman in the tried and true Marriage/Divorce scam has been seeing the Con Artist who screwed up her con game against Johnnie Depp.
(Some guys NEVER LEARN – Don’t be one of them! MARRIAGE is a SCAM!)
Amber Heard moving on with billionaire Elon Musk after Johnny Depp divorce – report
A judge finalised Heard and Depp’s divorce paving the way for a £5.6m payout in her favour.
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As Johnny Depp and Amber Heard’s much-publicised divorce is finalised, the actress is reportedly planning her life ahead with billionaire businessman Elon Musk.According to reports, Heard is elated that her divorce proceedings are over and now she can go public with the SpaceX CEO. “Amber is over the moon about her divorce but she is even happier about being able to go public with Elon,” a source told Mirror shedding light on the aftermath of Heard’s divorce.
“She was telling friends over Christmas how smitten she is with Elon,” the source added.
The Rum Diary actress was first linked to the South Africa-born business tycoon last summer. Following rumours of a blossoming romance, the two were spotted together on a number of occasions – including a trip to Miami.
If reports are to be believed, 45-year-old Musk “became infatuated” with Depp’s ex after the two worked in the 2013 film Machete Kills. Although, they did not have any scenes together, Musk allegedly tried to get in touch with the actress later and even mailed the film’s director Robert Rodriguez hoping for a meeting.
However, Daily Mail suggests that the businessman later retracted saying that he was not looking to date Heard. “Am not angling for a date. I know she’s in a long-term relationship, but … Amber just seems like an interesting person to meet,” Musk had said.
Meanwhile, a judge finalised her divorce from Depp and paved the way for her £5.6m ($6.8m) payout. Musk is also believed to be in the process of divorcing his wife Talulah Riley.
Before Riley, Musk was married to Canadian author Justine Wilson.
Trump’s Delusion: Halting Eurasian Integration And Saving ‘US World Order’
This is an extract from a post by Federico Pieraccini via Strategic-Culture.org. http://www.strategic-culture.org/news/2017/01/15/trumps-delusion-halting-eurasian-integration-saving-us-world-order.htmlIn this analysis I will focus on a possible strategic shift in the approach to foreign policy from Washington. The most likely hypothesis suggests that Trump intends to attempt to prevent the ongoing integration between Russia, China and Iran.
The failed foreign-policy strategy of the neoconservatives and neoliberals has served to dramatically reduce Washington’s role and influence in the world. Important alliances are being forged without seeking the assent of the United States, and the world model envisioned in the early 1990s – from Bush to Kagan and all the signatories of the PNAC founding statement of principles – is increasingly coming undone.
Donald Trump’s victory represents, in all likelihood, the last decisive blow to a series of foreign-policy strategies that in the end undermined the much-prized leadership of the United States. The ceasefire in Syria, reached thanks to an agreement between Turkey and Russia, notably excluded the United States.
The military, media, financial and cultural assault by Washington finally seems to have met its Waterloo at the hands of the axis represented by Iran, Russia and China. The recent media successes (RT, Press TV and many alternative media), political resistance (Assad is still president of Syria), diplomatic struggles (negotiations in Syria without Washington as an intermediary) and military planning (Liberation of Aleppo from terrorists) are a result of the efforts of Iran, Russia and China. Their success in all these fields of operations are having direct consequences and implications for the internal affairs of countries like the United Kingdom and the United States.
In Syria, Washington and its puppet allies have almost exited the scene without achieving their strategic goal of removing Assad from power. Within the American political system, the establishment, spanning from Clinton to Obama, was swept away for their economic and political failures. The mainstream media, spewing an endless stream of propaganda aimed at sustaining the political elite, completely lost their battle to appear credible, reaching unprecedented peaks of partisanship and immorality.
Donald Trump has emerged with a new approach to foreign policy affairs, shaped by various political thinkers of the realist mould, such as Kenneth Waltz and John Mearsheimer. Trump does not believe in the central role of the UN in international affairs, reaffirming this repeatedly during his campaign and there will be no more UN resolutions deviously employed as cover to bomb nations back into the stone age (Libya).
The Trump administration intends to end the policy of regime change, interference in the internal affairs of foreign governments, Arab Springs, and color revolutions. Such efforts, they argue, are ultimately ineffective anyway and are too costly in terms of political credibility. In Ukraine the Americans have allied themselves with supporters of the Nazi Stepan Bandera, and in the Middle East they finance or indirectly support al Qaeda and al Nusra Front.
These tactics, infamously branded as ‘leading from behind’, never achieved their desired results. The Middle East is in chaos, with a Moscow-Tehran axis emerging and going from strength to strength. In Ukraine, the government in Kiev not only seems incapable of complying with the Minsk agreements but also of prosecuting a new military campaign with no guarantees from their European and American partners.
The strategy will focus on the inherited chaotic situation in the Middle East and Ukraine. Obama will be blamed for the previous chaos , it will be argued that sanctions against the Russian Federation should be removed, and Moscow will be given a free hand in the Middle East.In one fell swoop, the future president may decide not to intervene directly in the Middle East or in Ukraine, avoiding any further involvement and instead finally making a decision in the national interest of his country.
Over two years the EU has suffered from economic suicide in the name of a failed policy strategy imposed by Washington. The Trump presidency will seek to normalize relations between Moscow and Washington as well as with European allies more willing to actively collaborate with the Trump administration.
The implicit message is to seek dialogue and cooperation with all nations. Probably what lies behind these overtures is actually an explicit willingness to try to break the cooperation between Russia, Iran and China. The motivations for this action stem from the implications for the United States if a full military, cultural and economic alliance between Beijing, Moscow and Tehran is formed. It would almost ultimately consign the United States to irrelevance on the grand chessboard of international relations.
More realistically, Trump aims to shift the focus of the United States from the Atlantic to the Pacific, where the largest US commercial interests will reside in the future; a shift of focus from the Middle East to the South and East China Seas.
Trump intends to accelerate Obama’s Asian pivot to China, bringing about profound changes to US foreign policy. Smoking the peace pipe with Russia will free up resources (to “build up our military” in naval terms) to be focused in the Pacific. He intends to emphasize the importance of bilateral relations between allies (“free riders” Japan and South Korea) to focus on containing China.
Trump hopes for a reprise of Kissinger’s strategy with China in 1979, with the addition of a promise of non-interference in the Middle East against Iran and Syria by the United States. In an exchange unlikely to happen – the American administration is hoping to convince the Kremlin that no action will be taken in the Middle East against Moscow and its allies, including Iran, in exchange for help in containing the Republic of China.
The real problem for the future administration in this strategy is offering a consistent plan of non-interference in the Middle East. Putin is well aware, in any case, that Washington is not able to intervene and change the fate of the balance of power that is forming in the Middle East. Trump’s indirect offer not to take action in the Middle East is at best a bluff that will not last long. Trump ignores (or, being a good negotiator, pretends not to want to see) that very few cards in his deck can be attractive to Moscow. The alliance between Moscow, Beijing and Tehran is firm and certified by strategic exchanges in many fields, a trend promising tremendous growth. The war in Syria has shown the results of effective coordination between the three nations.
During the period of sanctions, Russia and China signed the most important and immense trade agreement in history, sealing Moscow’s turn toward the east. Such a move involves a level of strategic planning that goes well beyond the four years of a presidential term. If Trump hopes to achieve cooperation of some kind with Putin to further his grand strategy, he is deluding himself. However, he must out of necessity cooperate against terrorism in the Middle East with Russia and moderate Washington’s allies in the region.
Trump knows he is in an inferior negotiating position vis-a-vis Moscow and Beijing. He is well aware that effecting a rupture of relations between China, Russia and Iran is almost impossible. The only advantage, from his point of view, is having more room to negotiate with Moscow, given the abysmal levels of relations between Putin and Obama.
Putin will have very few problems in playing Trump to his advantage. Moscow has everything to gain from this situation. Trump hopes to have on his side the Russian Federation, then proceed to convince countries like Japan, the Philippines and South Korea that containing China is the only viable strategy for limiting China’s influence and future domination over Asia.
These actions will provoke the opposite effects to those intended, thereby promoting further integration of Eurasia (AIIB and Silk Road 2.0), as shown by Obama’s Asian pivot.Any attempt to impose a new Asian pivot will end up in flames, as has been the case with the commercial Trans-Pacific Partnership Agreement.
In the meantime, with the removal of sanctions, many EU countries will finally be able to resume their energy and technology integration with the Eurasian continent, especially with Russia. Japan will in all likelihood be able to sign a peace treaty with Russia without violating its obligations to Washington.
Realistically, it is hard to think that the new administration would alter the strategic partnership formed between China, Iran and Russia. After all, Trump would retrace the same steps of his predecessors, simply by changing the angle of approach and trying to further shuffle the cards of international relations. The decision to improve the world through cooperation and mutual respect does not exactly match the aspirations of the American deep state that seeks war, chaos and conflicts.
The big difference we will see with a candidate like Trump is easy. Once all diplomatic efforts have failed against Beijing, instead of doubling down with military or terrorist efforts, the strategy will be abandoned in silence. The strong expressions against Beijing, the feared increase in military spending for the Pacific (to satisfy the industrial-military apparatus), and the rhetoric against Iran (to appease the Israel lobby), will be used to moderate the deep state’s intentions, while Trump will try to focus on economics and security (counter-terrorism) and much less on foreign policy.
The key to a sustainable future world order is the synergy between the newly formed Beijing, Moscow and Tehran axis as an economic, military and cultural counterweight to the US. The union and the alliance of these three nations has created a new super-pole, able to balance effectively the often destructive actions of Washington. Rather than a multipolar world order, we are actually faced with a situation of two superpowers, one of which is based on the integration between dozens of nations on more than two continents. It is a new era that will accompany us over the coming decades. The unipolar world is over – forever!
Citations
http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2017-01-15/trumps-delusion-halting-eurasian-integration-and-saving-us-world-order
http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2017-01-01/how-united-iran-russia-china-are-changing-world
AnonymousThey both were born by C-section and it was my face that was the first thing they saw after being removed form their mothers womb. Its amazing the things you remember in such moments, they are as clear as if i had just witnessed it. My son is 27, my daughter 24 and has her first child. I always wanted to be a Dad, to do the things with my children that my father never did with me, I knew I would be good at it because I knew what not to do, having experienced a pluthers of horrible abuses not only by the hands of my biatch step mother , but also by the hands of my blue pill mangina father.
My son weighed in at 9# 14 ounces , my daughter 10 pounds right on the money, he was blessed with a full head of black hair like his mothers and my daughters had patches of red tufts sparsely scattered all over her head. AS they got a little older I was a horse for my son to ride all over the house, and a shoulder for my daughter to ride on when she couldnt walk any more, I remember those walks with her because she had this habit of twirling my hair up and around her index finger and trying to pull my hair out. My son was a sensative little boy like his dad was when I was his age. You could see both of us parents in these two beautiful creations.
When my little boy was 8 years old and I worked for an ambulance service, I let him ride along with me in the biggest ambulance in southern california, outfitted for the smallest patience, in a parade they were having down town and while he was turning bottons and making the siren do all the things it does , he looks up at me and he say, “Dad I want to be just like you” with a big grin on his face as he goes back to playing with nobs and buttons. I was proud that day to be a father , to be his father, knowing that he wanted to be like me, I thought I must be doing something right. Even though his mother every other weekend took the time to say infront of my kids what a loser i was, what a bad father I was, she always had to have the kids present whenever she went off on me.
Fast forward two years, I had left the biatch ass c~~~ and was trying to figure out how to deal with the whole situation. One of my co-workers allowed me to rent a bedroom and a bathroom in her home until i got on my feet. It had been about two weeks since i had seen my kids and i went over to their school to see my son. I walked into his class room and is teacher nodded at me as i went to sit next to my son. As I sat down next to him I noticed he was acting really funny, he didnt greet me with a smile, in fact he wouldnt even look at me, and he was visibly shaking. I asked his teacher if i could talk with him outside the classroom, and as I got down to talk with him tears were in his eyes and he said daddy dont take me from mommy to that woman who kidnapps kids all the time, he was sore afraid of me, the look in his eyes just broke my heart. I reassured him that no one was going to do that to him and then talked about he and his sister comming to visit me, then I took him back to his class and he was fine, that memory i will never forget and it haunts me to this very day, because i knew that bitch of a whore was working in him, allowing him to hear all the horrible stories that her and her stupid biatch of a mother had to say about me , and they probably made him sit there and listen to it all. Fast forward another two years, and i am now living almost 2,000 miles away, because I could get better paying jobs and the cost of living was better . 65% of my income was goping to pay biatch support, and child support, why because they can, and they get to do whatever they want, the long arm of the gubmant. And $3.50 hr is not enough to pay rent let alone all the bills associate with living expenses. One day i received in the mail a change of address from the Biatch with a new phone number on it. So I decided maybe this Biatch is finally comming to her senses, but what i didnt know was this was a trick, a set up, and I fell for it, i called the number and the biatch answered then immediately hung up, so i called again and this time my son answered I said hello son and the first thing he said to me was this “your not my father”!! atimate and angrily, a nine year old angry boy started chewing me out , now i hadnt had any conversations with him since two years ago, they knew where i was I had sent them my new address, and i also sent the Biatch the plans as to how we could work out visitation and that information was supposed to be worked out between the bitchass c~~~ and me , and now my son is belting out lie after lie after lie about me and when questioned about how did he know this stuff , he told me “I figured it all out” after a breif exchange the bitch put my daughter on, and in her cuute way she said “Hi Daddy” not angry or scrweamming at me , but the she kept repeating a mantra “why did you leave us here without any money” over and over and over , then she said at the end of that “I dont ever want to see you anymore” this is a five year old little girl, my little girl and little boy whom I loved more than anything on this planet, and they were being charged with the God awful task of hating their daddy. And pressured into doing so by their egg donor biatch. I made sure I had a recording of that conversation, so that maybe someday I could get payback from the stupid state where they live for helping to enable the heartbreaking destruction of the relationship i had with my children. Fast forward another four years to 2002, the courts in cali wanted to increase my support payments to the stinky assed biatch and child support. So I thought this will be a great opportunity to get somethings straightened out because I still had joint legal custody of my kids, So i initiated a court hearing went out there , called the number I had and went to the address to visit with my children, they no longer lived at that address and i had no information as to where they had moved to. turns iut that the lady who answered the door knew exactly where they lived, They had moved exactly a block away from that address. And that biatch knew the other biatch and had been instructed what to say should I show up one day.
So I went to the court and could only set another date for a hearing a few months dow the road. And that meant another 4000 mile raod trip fast forward a few months down the road , I knew that there was going to be a mediation visit with my kids and the Biatch at the court and I knew what time it was going to be , so i planned to be there at the court that day so I could visualy see my children. I waited outside in the courtyard , and i saw them as they came out the Biatch my son and my daughter. they came directly at me , my son didnt recognize me, the biatch didnt recognize me, but my daughter stopped and stared at me for just a moment, then turned and caught up with the biatch. You may wonder why i didnt go and try to talk with them, I couldn’t I wasnt supposed to be within 600 feet of them, and If I had, I wouldve gone immediately to jail. You dont know how hard It was, but then again maybe some of you do, that was the last time I saw them in person and that was in 2002. If any of you men have experienced this type of behavior from an ex biatchass stinky c~~~ whore, the term is called “Parental Alienation Syndrome” unfortunately for me that term was just starting to get noticed and was starfting to get traction . So for my kids its too late, they have been so brain washed and manipulated by the biatch , unless a miracle happens I probably will never hear from or see them again.
there was no reason for the bitchass c~~~ to do or say anything bad about me to those two children, i never abused them or mollested them. My crime was that I left their biatchass mother.This type of behavior is not exsclusive to men though, it happens with equality.If you Brothers are experiencing this kind of abuse at least you now have a name to put to it.
Sincerely:
Steve
AnonymousBrothers If I can tell you anything that is of value to your wellbeing, health, mental health, soul, person. This is the topic I hope you get the most out of, because this is where they will try and manipulate you the most in, the stanky c~~~ ass biaatches that is.
I am first and foremost a recording artist, that is where my inner passions lie and my outer expression of the inner me. Its what I love to do. Some like growing hot pepper plants , some of us like metal working and woodworking, or restoring cars, or knitting, sewing whatever floats your boat, whatever is you , you should have the ability and the right to pursue that passion without any interference from anyone.
Ive known brothers who have been stuck in good paying jobs. Making money out the ass but married and miserable as hell.
Now if you are in your element and making tons of money, may you and your life be prosperous and successful to no end.
But entre the stanky ass c~~~ biatch and you might as well go to the bottomless pit open it up and throw yourself in because she is about to make you wish you had done that to begin with.
The old saying “give a king an inch and he thinks he’s a ruler” doesnt even come close to what a bitch will do to you. If you allow her to have anything to do with what you love , i am not talking about “approving of what you do, because if your good at it and making money well you are the perfect mangina slave, because in her eyes you are not making money for the both of you or the family , you are making money for her. You are only a good resourse joint, atm, bank, and if you are like all “good” blue pill manginas you will give her unlimited access to your wealth, the fruits for your labors. And she believes it is her right to this, there is no such a thing as your money anymore, and if she has any money she will spend yours before ever thinking that maybe she should help financially. Again experiences have taught me this lesson in a very hard way.
But if she knows a little bit about your talent, or has a smidge interest in what you are doing, trust me she is not only going to try to influence what you do , instantly she will become the expert, with minimal involvement or experience in the subject.
Now mind you there are some very educated women out there ,smart, intelligent, but when it comes to having a relationship with a biaatch, she instantly knows everything about what you have been doing for decades and she will try to influence you to either do it her way, or belittle the way you do it. It is not about what you are doing, its all about the “C” word CONTROL………
Example: the last bitch c~~~ I was unfortunately chained to told me outright that she was a professional singer and had been for many years. She told me that she had been flown all over the nation to go and do backup music for big name artist. Now understand this I had already paid for and recorded a full album in Nashville Tenn , all of them my original songs, I knew how to do it , and I learned how to do multitrack recording during my experience, was i perfect at it no , as any “real” artist will tell you throughout your life you will continue to learn , and you will never stop. Any one who says they have made it to the top is only fooling themselves and trying to fool you. There is always room for improvement to fine tune your craft,passion, hobby.
So my first mistake was believing this bitch to begin with and not using the head on my shoulders.The second was thinking that she had something to offer in the way of performing because of her “hmmmmm” professional past. Thirdly I gave her credit for things she didnt earn, didnt create.
Trust, respect, I say are the pillars of any relationship especially in a “romantic one” without any of those two the relationship is done because each one goes hand in hand, If you cant trust her stinky ass c~~~ , you will not respect the c~~~. And if you dont respect the biatch you will not trust the Biatch and it is absolutely impossible to “love ” such a low life Biatch that you cannot trust or respect.
I have to my song writting credit over 300 songs, have been writing since and before 1979. Many a song writer has alot more to their credit I just stopped writing for a thirteen year period and youll never guess why……… because the stupid low life Biatch I was married to the first time was very critical of anything I wrote , get this men…… after I married the c~~~!!!!.
If a biatch is critiquing everything you do with your passion its not because you do it poorly, again its the “C” word and will always be that way. So I drew writers block, and didnt continue to practice my passion, except when she wasnt around, the i’d get out my guitar and play a little here and there ,mostly my premarital songs. A biatch will stifle you creatively make no mistake about it.
The second Biatch tried to control the style of music I ventured into. I love different styles and genere of music. There again the ‘C” word, I strayed off the style she liked and she lamented that because i was trying some bluesy soul music that I mustve wanted to go out with a black woman. Grant it I was working with a black woman who absolutely loved my music , but she expressed interest in all of my music.
The third Biatch she was nothing but a lying s~~~bag c~~~ of a woman all the way around. She could sing but more like an old woman, she never was any part of any group that flew around the country doing back up work.
and i shouldve caught this one , “I did Back up vocals for “the four seasons” why on earth would the four seasons need any “female” backups to begin with.
I didnt start questioning her “resume” until she started lying about me, then I conducted my own investigation, I made calls to people and organizations she claimed to be a part of, nada, nothing, zip.
I made one certain call to her first husband and he and I had a very good conversation this poor blue pill brother , that sick mindless heartless stanky assed c~~~ of a Biatch woud go out and bed all kinds of men then come home and tell him all about it, but he didnt want to divorce her, even though he had grounds, because he was “so in love with her” and he still professed his love for her. I felt sorry for him.
But he also confirmed for me that this bitch had never been in anything professional music wise in her life. She did sing here and there , and of all places churches. But that was it.
But in the beginning I trusted every stupid word that came out of her pie hole.
I invited her into my creative relm and tried to use her talent in a possitive way, Involved her, the biggest mistake i ever made, because this lying carcass of a biatch tried to get the courts to give her every single song I had written before, while, and after I was through with the biatch. With the hope that she could benefit from royalties of my creations. In all honesty she does own the words only to two of the songs we did together. But I will not promote those, but of the ones I gave her to shut her stupid pie hole up , she doesnt know the words and she does not own the rights to the music production. She was not a musician, so that didnt apply at all. All i have to do now is change the words around and call it a different name lol right 🙂
The last biatch had wonderful tubes on her, but she did the worse thing any one could do to an artist, she called my songs insignificant, and worthless. Some of the best work I ever did I did while with this stinky whore. Of course she knew it would cut me to the bone, to the core of my being, because I being a blue pill mangina was dependent on her as well as all the rest to give my creativity validation, and that my brothers is not that lifeless c~~~s fault, it was all mine because I believed the lie that when you have a biatch and you two become one you always in everything support each other.Thats the way it was supposed to be, forget the vows for a moment, I dont know how many times I fought with this biatch over this topic, well we f~~~ed, I figured she in essence was my wife and I her husband arent “you supposed to at least act like we are “one”….. Brothers this is why I am so foul mouthed and spiteful at these heartless c~~~s. I call them names not because I want rating for my rants, I call them names because thats appropriate for the behavior they have displayed towards me, how can a person do to another what these heartless c~~~s of a beasts have done. I have never had men treat me this way, even the ones who didnt quite like me treated me with respect, dignity, my craft they took as their own “musicians” and made works of art that are timeless. They didnt shame me for the content, or the style , and when given the freedom to be expressive they took it and ran with it.
But a human female will criticize ( not constructively though) ,belittle, lie, and take and take and take and take and when you are all but used up and wasted, they will take whatever you have left , stick a knife in your back and claim all your good and hard work as their own, and then try to use it to their advantage.
They will use the courts and your friends, they will rumage through your things and take things that have nothing to do with them, and call it their own if it has any kind of value. It is not my anger that moves me through the RED pill , it is and will always be my experiences. And i do not want another of ny brothers to have to endure the same bull s~~~ I have year after year after year after year. It destroys very good and excellent men, men of honor it makes them hateful and angry, big powerful men. Wonderful men capable of anything and everything everyday are tossed into the great wide mouth of the man grinder and ground up and stomped into the dirt, by female intimidation,false accusations, pussy laws, rape culture, and greed then finally with the blessings of the courts.
Guys I get it , we are fix it dudes, Steve tell us how to fix this if thats the way the biatches truly are.
I think the only way to fix this situation is that life sucking Biatches need to be knocked down off of their priviledged pedestals, and man put back in control of the situation as it was before feminism went completely sideways and then off the tracks into the gutter.
But first there miust be a male withdrawal from this gynocentric society, and it is naturally occuring as we speak, called MGTOW. Then women might get the picture that they are not the only valuable and viable human species on this planet, maybe then they will come to understand that they need men more than men need them.
My Manhood Ball Recovering Brothers that is the only solution we have, and the revolution has begun.Sincerely: Steve
Anonymous
AnonymousUpdate – Indian Banking Crises Part 2
Hello everyone. I intended close the post in here but realised there was too much material to do justice to the topic. I will concentrate on the Indian Real and Shadow Economies in Part 2 and hopefully conclude the post in Part 3. See how we go. You can read Part 1 here
3. The Indian Economy – Causes and Consequences
Pre-independence India depended mostly on agricultural production, mining and raw materials under the British Colonial Era for its Gross Domestic Product (GDP). This period of India’s past directly influenced each sector’s growth and decline post-1947 after independence.
It is important to understand the scale of India in terms of population. Here is a size comparison chart. It will become evident that India can provide GDP data that can incorrectly show India is healthy – which is actually based on the work of a minority of the workforce even though the majority is suffering
http://www.medindia.net/health_statistics/general/images/population-indian-states.jpg
I will talk a bit about the overall economic data usually quoted for India and claimed as healthy. A quick look at the Current Account (nett external debt) as a percentage of GDP shows that India has consistently operated a current account-deficit (CAD).
Current Account (CA) is the net of all exports, imports, services, dividend/interest and transfer payments between a country and the world that have occurred during a year. The CA divided by the GDP is the CAD.
CA can also be interpreted as the difference between Forex or National Savings (Exports) and Foreign Investments (imports). India has accumulated Forex reserves worth nearly 360 Billion USD in 2016, which can fund imports for six months.
The deficit adds up to the country’s foreign debt and is repaid in a number of ways. In 1985, India paid off part of its foreign debt in physical gold.
CAD is also seen as a necessary feature of a developing economy such as India, as there is higher need for investments in the form of imports compared to mature economies. At the same time, high CAD is known for systematically undermining economic stability if not checked.
Maintaining CAD at a sustainable level is a primary concern, A CAD of 1.4% to 2.0% of GDP has been proposed as a sign of a healthy growth in the economy while running a deficit that is practically repayable.
In 2016 the GDP was INR 142 trillion, CA was INR 0.23 trillion – giving a CAD of 0.23/142 x 100 = 0.16% which shows a lower proportion of imports to exports than expected (at 2% of GDP). We will see if this is a good sign or not.
CAD is due to the operation and contribution of all the three main sectors – agricultural, manufacturing and services. However, contribution of CA by sector has not been considered in India’s GDP. This approach used by emerging economies is incorrect.
The CA is assumed to come from a proportional contribution by each sector to maintain a balanced growth model for the entire economy. Without this underlying assumption CAD can give incorrect or false conclusions – as in the case of India.
We will look at the contribution of the three different sectors – agricultural, industrial and services (including IT) on GDP. The growth and size of each sector must be proportional to its contribution to GDP.
At the same time we need to see whether the sectors are healthy in terms of worker wages, inflation and debt.
Below is a chart showing the relative percentage contribution of each sector. We shall look now at each sector in turn.
<<I will look at currency and wages in INR Indian Rupees (USD $1 = INR 70) and give a frame of reference for living wages.
As a minimum wage, INR 50 / day or INR 20 000 / year is required for a singe person. A family of 4 can survive on INR 150 / day or INR 55 000 / year. The actual minimum for a decent existence is about INR 500 / day or INR 180 000 / year. Anything above this is ‘middle class’.>>Agriculture
Although currently self-sufficient in food products, India is facing a crisis from diminishing food supplies due primarily to neglect of this sector. Agricultural and fishery assets are a major political time-bomb and the sector was left largely unchanged as being too hard to fix and not important enough to be cared about.With a proportion of 14% of GDP to 53% of the total workforce, it is the backbone of Indian subsistence and India is 100% food sufficient, employing the masses that have no other alternative work prospects in India. A culture of indifference to the plight of this sector continues to this day. In terms of wages, the agricultural sector famiiy earns about INR 185 (USD $2.7) per day or INR 67 000 per year as an average. About 20% live below the poverty level of INR 85 (USD $1.25) per day
The industrial sector that comprises 27% of GDP employs 22% of the workforce and is a consequence of legacy industrialisation.
Industry
Petroleum crude and oil-based products (that includes 80% of India’s oil) have been driving the imports and have risen by 22% in the past 5 years. Additionally from 1987 the value of non-petroleum import goods have increased by nearly 27-fold but major exports have only increased by 20-fold.Gold and silver have been contributing to the rapid increase in non-bulk imports as well – however these are considered as financial reserves not liabilities and are a major wealth item in every Indian household.
After liberalisation (1990 – ) India unfortunately tried too late in international markets to compete successfully with the European Union and China in the majority of important export areas, and the Indian agricultural and industrial sectors became primarily about meeting internal demand and maintaining limited export quotas in GDP.
The relatively high cost of investment with low returns and high capital risk (product quality, labour strikes, lack of proper infrastructure and a legal and taxation minefield) deters local and international investors and has seen the takeover of industry by large local monopolies which stifle competition.
These sectors are kept running through bank loans but with little improvement on worker suffrage or product quality. There are limited success stories in automotive products but this was more a production facility planned and paid for by Japanese and Korean car manufacturers with limited leverage to the Indian co-owners.
For the industrial and manufacturing sector, import substitution seems the only credible way for permanently tackling CAD as well as by investing in alternative energy projects.
As an important example, the Indian steel industry is unable to compete in world markets when China post-2010 began dumping steel worldwide to stave off a currency devaluation crisis. It has been approximated that China produced more steel in one year than the British Steel Industry did over the last one hundred years.
Investment bank Credit Suisse estimates that the INR 350 billion of debt in the books of the major steel companies is around 15 times their collective operating profit as nett GDP in fiscal year 2015. The sector has been allowed to continue borrowing from banks and is provided state or federal help to fund operations. In terms of wages, a family in the industrial sector earns about INR 370 (USD $5.5) per day or INR 135 000 per year.
http://delhi.gov.in/DoIT/DOIT_Labour/wage_graph1.JPG
Services and IT
The crises with both agricultural and manufacturing sectors is self-perpetuating – lack of funds to modernise create deficits that cause investment funding to be channelled into the services sector and in speculative banking activities with a proportion of 59% of GDP to 25% of the workforce. India was fortunate in that a global IT services and business process outsourcing (BPO) boom centred on its youth emerged in the 1990’s.Championed by the Andhra Pradesh Chief Minister Narasimha Rao, the IT sub- sector currently controls almost 8% of the GDP but employs 2.5% of the workforce (or 11 million people) in specific cities associated with IT development such as Hyderabad, Bangalore and Chennai. This sector also employs about 7.5% of the construction workforce. Massive bank loans to both commercial and residential borrowers in this sector are still outstanding but are logged as performing assets (PA) at this point in time.
The industry’s share of total Indian exports (merchandise plus services) increased from less than 4% in 1998 to about 25% in 2016 classed in the chart below as ‘Others’. The non-IT services make up 22% of the workforce for 50% of GDP. In terms of wages, the IT services sub-sector earns about INR 1700 (USD $25) per day or INR 600 000 per year, while the services sector in general earns about INR 400 (USD $6.0) per day or INR 146 000 per year. This is India’s real ‘Middle Class’ at about a 110 million people or 10% of the population.
So – what exactly is the problem in India – is the GDP telling the truth?
In a country like India, where the service sector comprises nearly 60% of the GDP, this is a sign of an extremely unbalanced economy. This sector drains away the investments and attention from other hard-asset and potential wealth-producing sectors, and is the major cause for inflation and as an interest rate setter. The wealth creation is therefore non-existent for the remaining 75% of the working population but the effects of inflation are felt more keenly.
This skew is a source of economy instability. A structural collapse of the underlying financial system is a possibility.
Discounted Workers
In India, bonded (slave) labour is a forced relationship between an employer and an employee, where the compulsion is derived from outstanding debt. Often the interest accrues at a rate that is so high that the bonded labour lasts very long periods of time, sometimes indefinitely. A 1978 estimate placed bonded labour in India to be 2.62 million or 0.5% of the labour force. This is labour that does not go into production costs and therefore produces cheap goods.
Inflation, Wages and Education
Let us consider the effects of inflation (which is an increase in the currency supply) on wages. Based on the data from the Reserve Bank of India (RBI) the following chart shows historic inflation in India:
http://www.inflation.eu/images/charts/infl-chart-3-1-56.jpg
The inflation rate accelerated from an annual average of 1.7% during the 1950’s to 9.0% in the 1970’s (when fiat money printing started), and currently expected at 5% in 2017. The increase in Indian wages year-on-year is about 5% for agricultural/manufacturing and 10% for services Again the services sector is the only area where real wages are increasing relative to inflation.
Let us look at the wage structure based on households and education to see how many are in financial trouble as a result of a lack of education.
In about 5% of the households, there are no workers. About 46% of the households have a single worker. In about 78% of households, there are no salaried persons.
A majority of 32.6% of the population is not educated to a primary school level, followed by 25.2% to primary (6 -14 years), 15.7% to middle (11-14 years), 11.1% to matric (14-16 years), 8.6% to higher secondary (16-17 years) and 4.5% to a graduate level. This directly affects their employment and economic status.
The education and skilled labour show the same thing – the lower and non-skilled workforce are also educated to less than a primary level and living below poverty levels for lack of salaried wages.
The poverty levels of India are shown in the chart below. Here the people live on less than USD $1.25 a day.
Health
Finally we look at health as an indicator of economic progress. With less than 10% of population insured, India has one of the lowest penetration levels of health insurance in the world. More than 50% of Indian healthcare spending is an ‘out of pocket’ expense, implying a serious risk to poor households who have to borrow money at exorbitant rates to pay for treatment.
Taxation
We now need to look at taxation and what is legally stolen by the government.
Looking at the Indian Taxation Code, the threshold for payment of personal income tax in 2017 is INR 250 000. This means simply that for about 95% of the population in India there is no need to pay personal income tax. However the indirect taxes are high and we are not considering other types of taxation in our study.
Conclusions on the Indian Economy
Based on the information collected above, a few general conclusions can be drawn about the economy.
(a) The GDP graph and the import / export charts identify that the major causes of the decrease in CAD were the drop in oil prices and the increase in exports from the services sector. It is important to also note these are two conditions that are outside India’s control. The GDP without a services sector growth fuelled by U.S. outsourcing and higher oil prices should show an unhealthy CAD, which could happen if there was a political or economic policy shift in the U.S, a rise in oil prices or a global trade slowdown.
(b) Generally about 51% of households live below INR 128 000 per year with one wage earner or less. About 95% of the population have at most a secondary education and are living at most on INR 146 000 per year per family. The remaining 5% of the population possibly have higher education with earnings about INR 600 000 per year or higher.
(c) Living wages per individual in India is at INR 150 000 per year in 2016 –which means 97% of the population is living below minimum wage with no real increase in wages year-on-year for 75% of the total workforce. This is not fully accurate but will serve our purposes.
The taxation conclusions is validated by official statistics from the Indian Tax Office for the assessment year 2012-13.
A total of 28.7 million individuals filed income tax returns for 2013, but 16.2 million of them did not pay any tax — leaving the number of taxpayers at just about 12.5 million which was close to one per cent of the country’s total population of about 1.23 billion.
4. The Shadow Indian Economy – A Question of Survival
There is an important aspect of Indian life that exists from their ancient times – the ‘shadow’ political and economic structure that co-exists side-by-side and within the official political and legal framework of the State. This shadow reality is able to meet the basic requirements of most Indians and ensures their survival in the most difficult of times without relying on the banking system or the government.
It has never been proven that the shadow economy and that related cash flows are illegal – Indian companies are reportedly misusing public trusts for money laundering. This is a claim only. The real claim is that all assets outside the control of the financial system are illegal.
Usually the agricultural sector (53%), the construction sector (11%), the industrial sector (11%) and transport (4%) – which is about 79% of the population – is the basis of this economy. This is close the lower economic class of 77% approximated by the Asian Infrastructure Bank and consistent with the population – wage trend of 78% with at least one non-salaried worker. Of the remaining 22%, only 3% are the upper class and the remaining 19% are the ‘educated’ middle class (as in having a passable education and a job).
The shadow economic wealth is estimated at 30% (total) and 15% (currency + gold) of GDP. This translates to INR 44 trillion for and INR 22 trillion respectively.
Assuming that all these assets owned by the 78% generate wealth that is required to be taxed as the income is illegal – as the government claims, this will not change the ‘not taxable’ status of the people owning these assets – hence they are not doing anything illegal. A quick calculation will prove this.
Example : Let us add the wealth generated by these assets to the wages of the people in the shadow economy say earning INR 146 000 per year – there should be a proportional gain of 30% to their current salary as the assets are 30% of GDP.
A INR 146 000 per year per family x 1.3 = INR 189 000 per family after any wealth gains. This is well below the tax threshold of INR 250 000 per person. There is no illegal tax money withheld as the government claims.
There is a trade and barter system under the shadow economy similar to how a financial system functions, but this is usually below the tax thresholds for people doing business under this system. VAT (Consumer Tax) is not required for their small businesses with an annual turnover of less than INR 500 000. Therefore the shadow economy is not illegal as no laws are being broken. There are schools, clinics and other essentials funded at the village level that the government gives no money for.
India has among the highest usage of cash and gold across global economies as asset protection outside the banking system. According to a 2015 report from PwC, 98% of all transactions by volume happen in cash. 68% of the total value of transactions is conducted in cash – this is not controlled by banks and is invisible to them.
This is not about criminal gangs using this system – as the government claims. That is not the function of the shadow economy which is used by the general public. Criminal activity is rampant in the mainstream banks, corporations and government institutions that deal blatantly in real black money by money laundering, employing workers below the minimum wage, exploiting them for unpaid work or blackmailing workers of goods and services.
It is interesting to note that in Tea-Seller Modi’s administration there is a blanket policy not to go after these large corporations and state –run sweat-shops.
The use of the shadow economy by the large majority in India is not for money-laundering but in keeping legal money out of the banking system and converting it into real hard assets and gold – which is not a criminal offence. This deprives the real thieves in the banking system of capital and therefore there is a push to eradicate this alternative economy.
Conclusion
In this part I gave reasons why the Indian economy had fundamental weaknesses despite its GDP and Current Account standings. The stronger GDP and lower CA are based on the strength of only one foreign-dependent services sector and from lower oil prices – this is not a good sign in terms of proper growth. These earnings can be lost anytime.
The majority of the households in the agricultural and industrial sectors are making ends meet in an unbalanced economy. These sectors are in high debt to the banking sector.
A shadow economy – separate from government institutions and the financial system – has been maintained along traditional lines to ensure the people’s survival.
In the next part I will look at the Indian banking system, reasons for de-monetisation and why it was enforced in this manner.
END OF PART II
AnonymousHello and a great morning to all of my Manhood Ball Recovering Brothers
“We all know the saying honesty is always the best policy” right? And that saying is usually impressed upon us as children to tell the truth no matter what, with one exception, our relationships within ourselves IE: we know beyond any shadow of any doubt that the massive land whale next to us face has been hit with the ugly axe just about one to many times, and all that caked on frosting called make up is not going to enhance anything on this beast except to draw attention to the mountainous mounds of flesh inbetween her ears called cheeks, and honestly you do not find anything about her attractive, but still we will tell ourselves that we dont want to hurt her feelings and in that moment we will undoubtably try to find something to say to her after we heave our guts out noticing that there is a french fry, thats probably a few weeks old, protruding out from the fleshy flabs of skin near her arm pit.
Again if you have a fetish for that kind of woman , more power to you, cause you gonna need all you can get to feed and fill the belly of that beast.
Both of the women I married were land whales, the first one not really when i met her , but by the time I left her she was 5’2″ bordering on 300 pounds, the second about four inches taller and 300+ pounds, there was always that 18 pounds that was constantly leaving then coming back, like she had a baby and didnt realize it everytime she stood on a scale. And in the minds of these “people” ( loosely used term), their weight gain was always my fault. I would constantly hear “why in the hell do you like candy so much, you know it only tempts me into EATING it”. So what do i do , I accommodated their fantasy and stopped bringing sweets
into the home. My 132 pound body could stand to loose a few pounds anyways right? So no more sweets, maybe that will help her dieting efforts, when the truth was if the bitch wouldve stopped downing gallons of ice cream before going to bed, or secretly in the middle of the night, she may have deflated down to a reasonable and attractive size, but instead I suffered, sacrificed, gave up for “her” cause. I wasnt being very honest or helpful with myself.
After my stint with being an EMT I decided I wanted to go and tryout 18 wheeler driving. Drove across the nation to Ohio and attended another school in which a person was schooled in the art of big rig driving. Within a month and you were on the road moving 80,000 pounds of freight back and forth across this nation one load at a time. I loved it, I traveled and saw most the states in the lower 48 including our nations capitol, “its this whole other country” . Something I had always wanted to go and take a peek at. I did that job for 6 months until my team driver decided he wanted to go solo, I was left without another driver and my kids were on the west coast and the company wanted to keep me on the east coast doing dedicated routes. I took their truck back to them and promptly returned home.
The bitch had been going to school to become an EKG technician, and i was fine with that , she would finally be able to help out with the expenses that up until that point had been left to me and her mother( thats another story for another time).
A month before i had left for Ohio I had gotten myself fixed, I had determined that I didnt want any more kids and was satisfied with my own decision and had it done despite the noisy protests from the bitching mouth.
Men make no mistake about this that is certain states a woman can destroy your unborn babies, get their tubes tied and cut with or without your permission, but you do not have those same rights, California laws require both partners to be in agreement before a man can decide to not have any more children if thats what he desires.
Back on topic sorry bout that. After I returned home I and the Bitch went to pick up our children from school, I decided to go down a certain raod that wouldve cut three miles off of the trip back home, but the Bitch literally asked me why i was going down the street I had chozen which was a route I had used many times previously before leaving to Ohio. I asked her why not take this street? Her reply was that that street went into a part of town she didnt want to be seen in since she was going to class now. But that just didnt make sense, so despite her I took the sensible route.
My trust in the bitch and my naivity prevented me from going into details as to the real reason why she didn’t want to be “seen with me”.
I would not understand that incident until after I left her.
Shortly after that incident the Bitch said she wanted to go and do studying with a fellow Male class mate, and when I protested she explained that he was gay and i had nothing to worry about, they were just going to study EKG s~~~. His name she said at the time was Arthur, no biggy until after we seperated she immediately had a new love interest whos name happened to be Art!!!!
My Manly Ball Recovering Friends throughout that relationship I had clues, there were tell tale signs, for instance, when she called me and asked me if I had had sex with anyone outside of her because her eye doctor was concerned for the clamidia he found in a viral test from her eyes. My immediate response was the truth, absolutely not, no way, why would I, I wouldn’t be unfaithful and havent been. But some how that STD got into her eye b~~~~, but my brain wouldn’t allow me to go where it naturally wanted to go, and accuse her. One of the many sayings thats true is hind sight is 20/20, but I think it is more 20/15, because things become more than just clear they become obviously, heinously, painfully clear.
I trusted her and in my denial tunnel vision, “my vagina” vision, I never considered that she would ever cheat on me, would never try to fond someone else to bed down with, based on this fallacy , that I would never cheat on her. Sometimes the truth is harder to bear then a fantasy, but in reality we must face it, draw away our own beliefs and consider this honest statement “anyone is capable of doing anything with everyone”, and here is the obvious things to observe, she tosses your hand off of her when you want sex, you go months without sex, she moves her mother in with you for moths on end, and continuously denys you sex based on the possiblity that her mother might hear you, or walk in on you. In your arguments she tells you exactly what and who she wants to have sex with, Big black man, another woman, your best friend, or she shoudve been born gay. These are indeed things she is using to hurt me , but they are truths about things she has already done or is planning on doing.
Even writing this stuff still hurts and draws emotions out of me that I have never shared before, not because of the truth of it all, or even her intent. What hurts me is the investment of my energy, time and finances the emotional abuses I put up with, the loss of my most treasured precious things on this planet, my relationship with my children, and sometimes facing that can be soo hard to do , but if i am to be honest with myself, the truth sits as it is, where it is and nothing anyone can do today will change any of those facts or undo the pain associated with those facts. So we either except those facts and move on or stay drenched in our woes.
But as I put clarity in the same basket with honesty, I understand this one thing, that although what was presented to me, was nothing but falsehood after falsehood one right after the other, was i supposed to have the gift of readiing the stupid bitches mind, was it my fault, this bitch and piece of trash could not be honest with me or with herself?
Was it my fault that she couldnt and didnt remain faithful…….. If I am to cling to “the best of policies” then the honest truth must win out every time.
Living with in a lie will only perpetuate that lie until you have deceived yourself into a state of such delusion that you cannot tell the difference between either.
I dont think that any man in this forum who has bitten at the bait of marriage ever goes into it thinking that within a few years Im going to divorce the nasty land whale bitch this person will eventually become.
The red pills efects force us into intraspection, to honestly look at how the things we missed sent us spiraling downward into the life sucking abyss called marriage, and male female relationships for us as men!
My young men MGTOW if i were you looking at all the destruction, dissatisfaction , and mental , emotional abuses that us older men have endured by the females of our species, I to would run away from this stinky pile of s~~~ and do just as you smart young men are doing. As raw and hard as this gets to express to you , it is not done for your entertainment, it is to do as the older men days long since passed would do with their youth, teach and instruct, so that you will become much stronger and better prepared for the life ahead of you, so our mistakes and trageties will not continue to be repeated, over and over and over again, these things, favors, nuggets of wisdom and knowledge we have aquired through our labors, trials, experiences and errors we share with you for the benefit of and to your sons for generations that follow you , if you and they make it that far !!!!Sincerely : Steve
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