Why do I feel like I do? Is it Red Pill Rage?

[ghostParticipant]

Ranger One wrote:

“Love is overrated. Biochemically no different than eating large quantities of chocolate”

This.

I also have faith in God that whatever happened was for the best.

[UntamedParticipant]

Certain realities are only hitting you now because events are triggering realisation as time goes by.
You may be fine with your pumpkin gone with Chad in your conscious, it has great advantages for you, but in your subconscious you know that the whole situation is f~~~ed beyond belief – hence the fist through the wall.
Having feelings for her is normal and the jealousy flows from that.
You may have many more instances such as loss of control, extreme emotions and sudden urges to inflict as much pain as you’re withstanding now.
Take it from someone who’s about to walk out Red-Pill Inn for more pleasant horizons; when wallowing in Red-Pill Rage I found the urge to Do Something! to be the most destructive of all, only seconded by the urge to somehow make the entire f~~~ing planet know about the injuries to the very core of your being.
Don’t.
That is now your Call Word every waking hour until you know that you can spend the rest of your life content with your lot and looking forward to better.
Better yourself.
Better your children.
Better your surroundings and better your friends.

Don't let them Blame, Shame or Tame you!
Give 'em NOTHING, not even an answer!
#GenderSegragationNow!

[Ranger OneParticipant 16836]

Many ways to deal with red pill rage.

One way I did was to f~~~ another Asian female, two big-breasted blonds, one no-breasted blond and a brunette multiple times in 6 month period.

I came up with the view that a wet meat hole is just a wet meat hole, and that all the ex really was: a wet meat hole that drained my energy, time and money.

All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

[DocParticipant]

ghost wrote:

Ranger One wrote:

“Love is overrated. Biochemically no different than eating large quantities of chocolate”

This.

I also have faith in God that whatever happened was for the best.

I do that Gambit. I call God many things in rage but when calm I calmly remind myself that this is His Will.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[DocParticipant]

Ranger One wrote:

If you ever get a chance to f~~~ your ex again, do what I’m going do if I get another chance: pop a big nut on her face and use it to fingerpaint the word “Slut”.

Not sure if I’d even bother though. ZFG, no-rage, and it would only give me moderate amusement. I’d enjoy watching my model trains run more.

I won’t pretend to be able to restrain myself when I would probably f~~~ her give the chance. I would probably.
I f~~~ing hate myself for being like that. Hostage.

I would rather find the inner strength to tell her to f~~~ off.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[DocParticipant]

Untamed wrote:

Certain realities are only hitting you now because events are triggering realisation as time goes by.
You may be fine with your pumpkin gone with Chad in your conscious, it has great advantages for you, but in your subconscious you know that the whole situation is f~~~ed beyond belief – hence the fist through the wall.
Having feelings for her is normal and the jealousy flows from that.
You may have many more instances such as loss of control, extreme emotions and sudden urges to inflict as much pain as you’re withstanding now.
Take it from someone who’s about to walk out Red-Pill Inn for more pleasant horizons; when wallowing in Red-Pill Rage I found the urge to Do Something! to be the most destructive of all, only seconded by the urge to somehow make the entire f~~~ing planet know about the injuries to the very core of your being.
Don’t.
That is now your Call Word every waking hour until you know that you can spend the rest of your life content with your lot and looking forward to better.
Better yourself.
Better your children.
Better your surroundings and better your friends.

Yes that’s is part of it. Now and again the reality of the situation hits home and hits hard.

I tell you what tho – if some chad thinks he can walk into my kids life and act like a dad he is dead wrong.

But I believe that no man wants another mans kids. All chad wants is the ex.

She is deluded too because she thinks she will find a white knight who will take her on with 3 kids in tow. My two plus the one she already had when I met her.

Aye she’s ancatch ain’t she?

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[DocParticipant]

Funny thing is I’m far more physically and mantelly robust as a single man compared to when in a relations~~~.

Always have been.
Other funny thing is that I don’t want her back. But I f~~~ing hate what divorce has done to the family.
My former step son is fatherless. Ex took him away from me when we seperated. His father sees him every few months when he can be bothered.
The poor kid has no Male role model now.
It’s a f~~~ing mess.

But I am lucky. I know that. Compared to some of you I have got off really lightly.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[DocParticipant]

Zarathustra wrote:

Just remember the time you are spending with your children now, in her absence, is building on a lifetime relationship with those children. Her time with Chad is only a temporary investment until one of them grows bored.

Just remember its a blip in time. You will reap better long term rewards.

She a fool for not spending her time with those kids.

So true Zarathustra. So true.
One thing I always knew even before I had kids and know all too well now is that the greatest gift you can give children is time. Nothing compares.
I try and spend as much time as I can with mine.
The funny thing is that I have always tried to explain to ex that she is making a mistake by not spending as much time as possible with the kids.
Now they always want to be with me and never want to be with her.
I told her that it’s a sign of what is to come for her.
They will choose.
I have told ex to be a grown up and accept that when the kids choose she respect their decision.
I would if the shoes was on the other foot.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[UntamedParticipant]

Doc wrote:

Aye she’s a catch ain’t she?

She chose her lot, be conscient of that and concentrate on the kids.
What happens to her now is hers to deal with, you’re free to deal with your problems and wishes and those of your kids.

Doc wrote:

Funny thing is I’m far more physically and mantelly robust as a single man compared to when in a relations~~~.

That’s why we call ’em relations~~~. They’re s~~~shows of manipulation and control.

Doc wrote:

Other funny thing is that I don’t want her back. But I f~~~ing hate what divorce has done to the family.

Thank God you still see your kids.

Don't let them Blame, Shame or Tame you!
Give 'em NOTHING, not even an answer!
#GenderSegragationNow!

[DocParticipant]

Thank you Untamed. Your words are helpful and appreciated.

Yes I instance myself from her s~~~ vortex which never stops spinning. Her mother is the same so you could view them as ‘twister sisters’

I focus purely on my work my kids and my personal development and try my best to ignore her nonsense. Very hard when it impact on the kids.

And truly truly truly praise be to God for allowing me to keep contact with my kids.
I have called Him literally everything in recent years but I thank Him for that.
I don’t even want to contemplate life without my kids.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[IRuleMeParticipant]

Carnage wrote:

What ranger said about love.

In my case I don’t care about the bitch, I just wish to pay her back for all the s~~~ she put me through.

So you DO care. That’s the opposite of NFG.

[Anonymous 13]

Hey Doc,

I’m sorry you’re feeling some conflicted emotions, it’s only natural.

I have no advice other than what’s been said.

All I do know is they’re all the most disloyal, disrespectful, self centred, narcissistic, compassionless C~~~S.

AND THEN SOME.

I hope you find your peace with it all.

[Golgotha777Participant 326]

Well, you would probably be a legit sociopath if you felt nothing, so at least you know you’re a normal human.

[DocParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

Hey Doc,

I’m sorry you’re feeling some conflicted emotions, it’s only natural.

I have no advice other than what’s been said.

All I do know is they’re all the most disloyal, disrespectful, self centred, narcissistic, compassionless C~~~S.

AND THEN SOME.

I hope you find your peace with it all.

Thanks Matrix. Appreciate your kind words.
You are totally right about them. 100% correct. They don’t understand the meaning of loyalty.

Golgotha777 wrote:

Well, you would probably be a legit sociopath if you felt nothing, so at least you know you’re a normal human.

Yeah you’re right Golgotha777. I wish I dodnt care a f~~~ about the state of my family but I guess I will for a long time. But it puts into perspective what to give a f~~~ about and what not.

IRuleMe wrote:

Carnage wrote:

What ranger said about love.

In my case I don’t care about the bitch, I just wish to pay her back for all the s~~~ she put me through.

So you DO care. That’s the opposite of NFG.

I think at some level we all care.
My view is that the NFG State of mind is transient. A bit like moods. Sometimes we can go for long periods in the NFG State of mind. Other times it last less.
I think we all want to be in a NFG State of mind as much as possible with certain things.

I truly hope and endeavour to reach a state of perpetual NFG about my ex. Like I am about my previous LTRs

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[ghostParticipant]

Hit the gym, Doc. It helps. Rip the faces off your enemies.

[nonameParticipant 746]

Nothing can f~~~ a man up as a woman he loves and cares for.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[ghostParticipant]

noname wrote:

Nothing can f~~~ a man up as a woman he loves and cares for.

Never love and care for a woman except for your mother. Problem solved.

[ZarathustraParticipant 2246]

Yes! You can even be a relatively s~~~ty person but if you spend time with your kids it matters to them and they grow to be healthy. I have no respect for parents who bring children into this world and won’t spend time with them for frivolous selfish reason. Both my parents neglected me and I eventually just stopped talking to them altogether. Its a long story but the short of it is you will have a relationship with your kids in the future. Your wife might not.

[DocParticipant]

ghost wrote:

Hit the gym, Doc. It helps. Rip the faces off your enemies.

Thanks Gambit.
The physical excerise defo helps.
I have a load of weights and a bench, a pull up bar, plus access to massive forest within minutes from front door. Hitting the forest trails on foot or bike is really good for straightening me out.

noname wrote:

Nothing can f~~~ a man up as a woman he loves and cares for.

I totally agree Nonname.
But Gambit is right. Better we exorcise that out of us.
I am not a selfish man but I am happiest when I dint have a woman In tow.

I spent best part of a decade casually dating and unknowingly being almost completely MGTOW. was at my happiest. Then I met my wife to be.
S~~~ vortex after s~~~ vortex boiled this frog to near death.
Literally.

I am striving for the NFG state and practicing holding it for as long as possible.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[nonameParticipant 746]

ghost wrote:

noname wrote:

Nothing can f~~~ a man up as a woman he loves and cares for.

Never love and care for a woman except for your mother. Problem solved.

I absolutely agree, that is the only way.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

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