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Building the Iron Wall by Chris Hedges [1]

Chris Hedges is a Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist, New York Times best selling author, former professor at Princeton University, activist and ordained Presbyterian minister.
Chris Hedges is a Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist, New York Times best selling author, former professor at Princeton University, activist and ordained Presbyterian minister. He has written 11 books, including the New York Times best-seller “Days of Destruction, Days of Revolt” (2012).
Hedges spent nearly two decades as a foreign correspondent in Central America, the Middle East, Africa and the Balkans. He has reported from more than 50 countries during his work for The Christian Science Monitor, National Public Radio, The Dallas Morning News and The New York Times, for which he was a foreign correspondent for 15 years
He writes a weekly column for the website Truthdig in Los Angeles, run by Robert Scheer, and hosts a show, On Contact, on RT America.

Sen. Ted Cruz of Texas, along with 18 members of the House of Representatives — 15 Republicans and three Democrats — has sent a letter to Attorney General Jeff Sessions demanding that the Qatari-run Al-Jazeera television network register as a foreign agent under the Foreign Agents Registration Act (FARA).
The letter was issued after Al-Jazeera said it planned to air a documentary by a reporter who went undercover to look into the Israel lobby in the United States. The action by the Senator and the House Members follows the decision by the Justice Department to force RT America to register as a foreign agent and the
imposition of algorithms by Facebook, Google and Twitter that steer traffic away from left-wing, anti-war and progressive websites, including Truthdig. It also follows December’s abolition of net neutrality.The letter asks the Justice Department to investigate “reports that Al Jazeera infiltrated American non-profit organizations.” It says that the “content produced by this network often directly undermines American interests with favorable coverage of U.S. State Department-designated Foreign Terrorist Organizations, including Hamas, Hezbollah, Palestinian Islamic Jihad, and Jabhat al-Nusra, al-Qaeda’s branch in Syria.”
“American citizens deserve to know whether the information and news media they consume is impartial, or if it is deceptive propaganda pushed by foreign nations,” the letter reads.
The ominous assault on the final redoubts of a free press, through an attempt to brand dissidents, independent journalists and critics of corporate power and imperialism as agents of a foreign power, has begun.
FARA, until recently, was a little-used regulation, passed in 1938 to combat Nazi propaganda. The journalists Max Blumenthal and Ali Abunimah do a good job of addressing the issue in this clip on The Real News Network.
Those who challenge the dominant corporate narrative already struggle on the margins of the media landscape. The handful of independent websites and news outlets, including this one, and a few foreign-run networks such as Al-Jazeera and RT America, on which I host a show, “On Contact [2],” are the few platforms left that examine corporate power and empire, the curtailment of our civil liberties, lethal police violence and the ecocide carried out by the fossil fuel and animal agriculture industries, as well as cover the war crimes committed by Israel and the U.S. military in the Middle East.
Shutting down these venues would ensure that the critics who speak through them, and oppressed peoples such as the Palestinians, have no voice left.
I witnessed and was at times the victim of black propaganda campaigns when I was a foreign correspondent. False accusations are made anonymously and then amplified by a compliant press. The anonymous site PropOrNot [9], replicating this tactic, in 2016 published a blacklist of 199 sites that it alleged, with no evidence, “reliably echo Russian propaganda.”
More than half of those sites were far-right, conspiracy-driven ones. But about 20 of the sites were progressive, anti-war and left-wing. They included AlterNet [3], Black Agenda Report [4], Democracy Now! [5], Naked Capitalism [6], Truthdig [1], Truthout [7], CounterPunch [8] and the World Socialist Web Site.
PropOrNot [9] charged that these sites disseminated “fake news” on behalf of Russia, and the allegations became front-page news in The Washington Post in a story headlined “Russian propaganda effort helped spread ‘fake news’ during the election, experts say.” Washington Post reporter Craig Timberg wrote in that article that the goal of “a sophisticated Russian propaganda effort,” according to “independent researchers who have tracked the operation,” was “punishing Democrat Hillary Clinton, helping Republican Donald Trump and undermining faith in American democracy.”
To date, no one has exposed who operates PropOrNot or who is behind the website.
But the damage done by this black propaganda campaign and the subsequent announcement by Google and other organizations such as Facebook last April that they had put in filters to elevate “more authoritative content” and marginalize “blatantly misleading, low quality, offensive or downright false information” have steadily diverted readers away from some sites.
The Marxist World Socialist Web Site, for example, has seen its traffic decline by 75%. AlterNet’s search traffic is down 71%, Consortium News is down 72%, and Global Research and Truthdig have seen declines. And the situation appears to be growing worse as the algorithms are refined.
Jeff Bezos, the owner of The Washington Post and the founder and CEO of Amazon, has, like Google and some other major Silicon Valley corporations, close ties with the federal security and surveillance apparatus.
Bezos has a $600 million contract with the CIA. The lines separating technology-based entities such as Google and Amazon and the government’s security and surveillance apparatus are often nonexistent. The goal of corporations such as Google and Facebook is profit, not the dissemination of truth. And when truth gets in the way of profit, truth is sacrificed.
Google, Facebook, Twitter, The New York Times, The Washington Post, BuzzFeed News, Agence France-Presse and CNN have all imposed or benefited from the algorithms or filters—overseen by human “evaluators.” When an internet user types a word in a Google search it is called an “impression” by the industry. These impressions direct the persons making the searches to websites that use the words or address the issues associated with them.
Before the algorithms were put in place last April, searches for terms such as “imperialism” or “inequality” directed internet users mostly to left-wing, progressive and anti-war sites. Now they are directed primarily to mainstream sites such as The Washington Post. If you type in “World Socialist Web Site,” which has been hit especially hard by the algorithms, you will be directed to the site—but you have to ask for it by name. Searches for associated words such as “socialist” or “socialism” are unlikely to bring up a list in which the World Socialist Web Site appears near the top
There are 10,000 “evaluators” at Google, many of them former employees at counterterrorism agencies, who determine the “quality” and veracity of websites. They have downgraded sites such as Truthdig, and with the abolition of net neutrality can further isolate those sites on the internet. The news organizations and corporations imposing and benefiting from this censorship have strong links to the corporate establishment and the Democratic Party. They do not question corporate capitalism, American imperialism or rising social inequality. They dutifully feed the anti-Russia hysteria. An Al-Jazeera report on this censorship begins at 14:07 in this link [10].
The Corporate Oligarchs, lacking a valid response to the discrediting of their policies of economic pillage and endless war, have turned to the blunt instrument of censorship and to a new version of red baiting. They do not intend to institute reforms or restore an open society. They do not intend to address the social inequality behind the political insurgencies in the two major political parties and the hatred of the corporate state that spans the political spectrum. They intend to impose a cone of silence and the state-sanctioned uniformity of opinion that characterizes all totalitarian regimes.
This is what the use of FARA, the imposition of algorithms and the attempt to blame Trump’s election on Russian interference is about.
Critics and investigative journalists who expose the inner workings of corporate power are branded enemies of the state in the service of a foreign power. The corporate-controlled media, meanwhile, presents the salacious, the trivial and the absurd as news while fanning the obsession over Russia.
This is one of the most ominous moments in American history.
The complicity in this witch hunt by self-identified liberal organizations, including The New York Times and MSNBC, will come back to haunt them. When the voices for truth are erased, they will be next.
The steps to tyranny are always small, incremental and often barely noticed, as Milton Mayer [11] wrote in “They Thought They Were Free: The Germans 1933-1945.” By the time a population wakes up, it is too late.
He noted:
But the one great shocking occasion, when tens or hundreds or thousands will join you, never comes. That’s the difficulty. If the last and the worst act of the whole regime had come immediately after the first and the smallest, thousands, yes, millions would have been sufficiently shocked.
If, let us say, the gassing of the Jews in ’43 had come immediately after the “German Firm” stickers on the windows of non-Jewish shops in ’33. But of course this isn’t the way it happens. In between come all the hundreds of little steps, some of them imperceptible, each of them preparing you not to be shocked by the next. Step C is not so much worse than Step B, and if you did not make a stand at Step B, why should you at Step C? And so on to Step D.
And one day, too late, your principles, if you were ever sensible of them, all rush in upon you. The burden of self-deception has grown too heavy, and some minor incident, in my case my little boy, hardly more than a baby, saying “Jew swine,” collapses it all at once, and you see that everything, everything has changed and changed completely under your nose. The world you lived in—your nation, your people—is not the world you were born in at all.
The forms are all there, all untouched, all reassuring, the houses, the shops, the jobs, the mealtimes, the visits, the concerts, the cinema, the holidays. But the spirit, which you never noticed because you made the lifelong mistake of identifying it with the forms, is changed. Now you live in a world of hate and fear, and the people who hate and fear do not even know it themselves; when everyone is transformed no one is transformed. Now you live in a system which rules without responsibility even to God. The system itself could not have intended this in the beginning, but in order to sustain itself it was compelled to go all the way.
Despots, despite their proclaimed ideological, national and religious differences, speak the same language. Amoral, devoid of empathy and addicted to power and personal enrichment, they are building a world where all who criticize them are silenced, where their populations are rendered compliant by fear, constant surveillance and the loss of basic liberties and where they and their corporate enablers are the undisputed masters.
The Israeli newspaper Haaretz reported that the Qatari government is seeking to improve relations with the Trump administration by forging alliances with right-wing Jewish organizations in the United States. It has promised Jewish leaders, the paper reported, not to air the Al-Jazeera documentary about the Israel lobby. Al-Jazeera in 2016 shut down Al-Jazeera America, which broadcast to U.S. audiences. With no broadcaster in the U.S., the program would have reached few American viewers even if Al-Jazeera had put it on the air.
Haaretz reported that Jewish organizational leaders who have visited Qatar in recent months include Mort Klein of the Zionist Organization of America; Malcolm Hoenlein, the executive vice chairman of the Conference of Presidents of Major American Jewish Organizations; Jack Rosen of the American Jewish Congress; Rabbi Menachem Genack of the Orthodox Union; Martin Oliner of the Religious Zionists of America; and attorney Alan Dershowitz.
“What these leaders share is that none of them are considered critics of the right-wing Netanyahu government in Israel or the Trump administration in Washington,” Haaretz correspondent Amir Tibon wrote in the newspaper.
The despotism of the United States and the despotism of Israel have found an ally in the despotism of Qatar. Professed beliefs are meaningless. Israel is bonded with the regime in Saudi Arabia and the Christian right in the United States, each of which is virulently anti-Semitic.
Dissidents, including Jewish and Israeli dissidents, are attacked as “self-hating Jews” or anti-Semites only because they are dissidents. The word “traitor” or “anti-Semite” has no real meaning. It is used not to describe a reality but to turn someone into a pariah. The iron wall is rising. It will cement into place a global system of corporate totalitarianism, one in which the old vocabulary of human rights and democracy is empty and where any form of defiance means you are an enemy of the state.
This totalitarianism is being formed incrementally. It begins by silencing the demonized. It ends by silencing everyone.
“You walk into the room with your pencil in your hand,” Bob Dylan sang in “Ballad of a Thin Man.” “You see somebody naked and you say, ‘Who is that man?’ You try so hard but you don’t understand just what you will say when you get home. Because something is happening here, but you don’t know what it is, do you, Mr. Jones?
Citations
[1] https://www.truthdig.com/articles/building-the-iron-wall/
[2] https://www.rt.com/shows/on-contact/
[3] https://www.alternet.org/
[4] https://www.blackagendareport.com/
[5] https://www.democracynow.org/
[6] https://www.nakedcapitalism.com/
[7] http://www.truth-out.org/
[8] https://www.counterpunch.org/
[9] http://www.propornot.com/p/home.html
[10] https://www.aljazeera.com/programmes/listeningpost/2018/03/headlines-hyperbole-covering-sergei-skripal-story-180317065638228.html
[11] http://www.press.uchicago.edu/ucp/books/author/M/M/au5456987.htmlBuilding the Iron Wall by Chris Hedges [1]

Chris Hedges is a Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist, New York Times best selling author, former professor at Princeton University, activist and ordained Presbyterian minister.
Chris Hedges is a Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist, New York Times best selling author, former professor at Princeton University, activist and ordained Presbyterian minister. He has written 11 books, including the New York Times best-seller “Days of Destruction, Days of Revolt” (2012).
Hedges spent nearly two decades as a foreign correspondent in Central America, the Middle East, Africa and the Balkans. He has reported from more than 50 countries during his work for The Christian Science Monitor, National Public Radio, The Dallas Morning News and The New York Times, for which he was a foreign correspondent for 15 years
He writes a weekly column for the website Truthdig in Los Angeles, run by Robert Scheer, and hosts a show, On Contact, on RT America.

Sen. Ted Cruz of Texas, along with 18 members of the House of Representatives — 15 Republicans and three Democrats — has sent a letter to Attorney General Jeff Sessions demanding that the Qatari-run Al-Jazeera television network register as a foreign agent under the Foreign Agents Registration Act (FARA).
The letter was issued after Al-Jazeera said it planned to air a documentary by a reporter who went undercover to look into the Israel lobby in the United States. The action by the Senator and the House Members follows the decision by the Justice Department to force RT America to register as a foreign agent and the
imposition of algorithms by Facebook, Google and Twitter that steer traffic away from left-wing, anti-war and progressive websites, including Truthdig. It also follows December’s abolition of net neutrality.The letter asks the Justice Department to investigate “reports that Al Jazeera infiltrated American non-profit organizations.” It says that the “content produced by this network often directly undermines American interests with favorable coverage of U.S. State Department-designated Foreign Terrorist Organizations, including Hamas, Hezbollah, Palestinian Islamic Jihad, and Jabhat al-Nusra, al-Qaeda’s branch in Syria.”
“American citizens deserve to know whether the information and news media they consume is impartial, or if it is deceptive propaganda pushed by foreign nations,” the letter reads.
The ominous assault on the final redoubts of a free press, through an attempt to brand dissidents, independent journalists and critics of corporate power and imperialism as agents of a foreign power, has begun.
FARA, until recently, was a little-used regulation, passed in 1938 to combat Nazi propaganda. The journalists Max Blumenthal and Ali Abunimah do a good job of addressing the issue in this clip on The Real News Network.
Those who challenge the dominant corporate narrative already struggle on the margins of the media landscape. The handful of independent websites and news outlets, including this one, and a few foreign-run networks such as Al-Jazeera and RT America, on which I host a show, “On Contact [2],” are the few platforms left that examine corporate power and empire, the curtailment of our civil liberties, lethal police violence and the ecocide carried out by the fossil fuel and animal agriculture industries, as well as cover the war crimes committed by Israel and the U.S. military in the Middle East.
Shutting down these venues would ensure that the critics who speak through them, and oppressed peoples such as the Palestinians, have no voice left.
I witnessed and was at times the victim of black propaganda campaigns when I was a foreign correspondent. False accusations are made anonymously and then amplified by a compliant press. The anonymous site PropOrNot [9], replicating this tactic, in 2016 published a blacklist of 199 sites that it alleged, with no evidence, “reliably echo Russian propaganda.”
More than half of those sites were far-right, conspiracy-driven ones. But about 20 of the sites were progressive, anti-war and left-wing. They included AlterNet [3], Black Agenda Report [4], Democracy Now! [5], Naked Capitalism [6], Truthdig [1], Truthout [7], CounterPunch [8] and the World Socialist Web Site.
PropOrNot [9] charged that these sites disseminated “fake news” on behalf of Russia, and the allegations became front-page news in The Washington Post in a story headlined “Russian propaganda effort helped spread ‘fake news’ during the election, experts say.” Washington Post reporter Craig Timberg wrote in that article that the goal of “a sophisticated Russian propaganda effort,” according to “independent researchers who have tracked the operation,” was “punishing Democrat Hillary Clinton, helping Republican Donald Trump and undermining faith in American democracy.”
To date, no one has exposed who operates PropOrNot or who is behind the website.
- But the damage done by this black propaganda campaign and the subsequent announcement by Google and other organizations such as Facebook last April that they had put in filters to elevate “more authoritative content” and marginalize “blatantly misleading, low quality, offensive or downright false information” have steadily diverted readers away from some sites.
The Marxist World Socialist Web Site, for example, has seen its traffic decline by 75%. AlterNet’s search traffic is down 71%, Consortium News is down 72%, and Global Research and Truthdig have seen declines. And the situation appears to be growing worse as the algorithms are refined.
Jeff Bezos, the owner of The Washington Post and the founder and CEO of Amazon, has, like Google and some other major Silicon Valley corporations, close ties with the federal security and surveillance apparatus.
Bezos has a $600 million contract with the CIA. The lines separating technology-based entities such as Google and Amazon and the government’s security and surveillance apparatus are often nonexistent. The goal of corporations such as Google and Facebook is profit, not the dissemination of truth. And when truth gets in the way of profit, truth is sacrificed.
Google, Facebook, Twitter, The New York Times, The Washington Post, BuzzFeed News, Agence France-Presse and CNN have all imposed or benefited from the algorithms or filters—overseen by human “evaluators.” When an internet user types a word in a Google search it is called an “impression” by the industry. These impressions direct the persons making the searches to websites that use the words or address the issues associated with them.
Before the algorithms were put in place last April, searches for terms such as “imperialism” or “inequality” directed internet users mostly to left-wing, progressive and anti-war sites. Now they are directed primarily to mainstream sites such as The Washington Post. If you type in “World Socialist Web Site,” which has been hit especially hard by the algorithms, you will be directed to the site—but you have to ask for it by name. Searches for associated words such as “socialist” or “socialism” are unlikely to bring up a list in which the World Socialist Web Site appears near the top
There are 10,000 “evaluators” at Google, many of them former employees at counterterrorism agencies, who determine the “quality” and veracity of websites. They have downgraded sites such as Truthdig, and with the abolition of net neutrality can further isolate those sites on the internet. The news organizations and corporations imposing and benefiting from this censorship have strong links to the corporate establishment and the Democratic Party. They do not question corporate capitalism, American imperialism or rising social inequality. They dutifully feed the anti-Russia hysteria. An Al-Jazeera report on this censorship begins at 14:07 in this link [10].
The Corporate Oligarchs, lacking a valid response to the discrediting of their policies of economic pillage and endless war, have turned to the blunt instrument of censorship and to a new version of red baiting. They do not intend to institute reforms or restore an open society. They do not intend to address the social inequality behind the political insurgencies in the two major political parties and the hatred of the corporate state that spans the political spectrum. They intend to impose a cone of silence and the state-sanctioned uniformity of opinion that characterizes all totalitarian regimes.
This is what the use of FARA, the imposition of algorithms and the attempt to blame Trump’s election on Russian interference is about.
Critics and investigative journalists who expose the inner workings of corporate power are branded enemies of the state in the service of a foreign power. The corporate-controlled media, meanwhile, presents the salacious, the trivial and the absurd as news while fanning the obsession over Russia.
This is one of the most ominous moments in American history.
The complicity in this witch hunt by self-identified liberal organizations, including The New York Times and MSNBC, will come back to haunt them. When the voices for truth are erased, they will be next.
The steps to tyranny are always small, incremental and often barely noticed, as Milton Mayer [11] wrote in “They Thought They Were Free: The Germans 1933-1945.” By the time a population wakes up, it is too late.
He noted:
But the one great shocking occasion, when tens or hundreds or thousands will join you, never comes. That’s the difficulty. If the last and the worst act of the whole regime had come immediately after the first and the smallest, thousands, yes, millions would have been sufficiently shocked.
If, let us say, the gassing of the Jews in ’43 had come immediately after the “German Firm” stickers on the windows of non-Jewish shops in ’33. But of course this isn’t the way it happens. In between come all the hundreds of little steps, some of them imperceptible, each of them preparing you not to be shocked by the next. Step C is not so much worse than Step B, and if you did not make a stand at Step B, why should you at Step C? And so on to Step D.
And one day, too late, your principles, if you were ever sensible of them, all rush in upon you. The burden of self-deception has grown too heavy, and some minor incident, in my case my little boy, hardly more than a baby, saying “Jew swine,” collapses it all at once, and you see that everything, everything has changed and changed completely under your nose. The world you lived in—your nation, your people—is not the world you were born in at all.
The forms are all there, all untouched, all reassuring, the houses, the shops, the jobs, the mealtimes, the visits, the concerts, the cinema, the holidays. But the spirit, which you never noticed because you made the lifelong mistake of identifying it with the forms, is changed. Now you live in a world of hate and fear, and the people who hate and fear do not even know it themselves; when everyone is transformed no one is transformed. Now you live in a system which rules without responsibility even to God. The system itself could not have intended this in the beginning, but in order to sustain itself it was compelled to go all the way.
Despots, despite their proclaimed ideological, national and religious differences, speak the same language. Amoral, devoid of empathy and addicted to power and personal enrichment, they are building a world where all who criticize them are silenced, where their populations are rendered compliant by fear, constant surveillance and the loss of basic liberties and where they and their corporate enablers are the undisputed masters.
The Israeli newspaper Haaretz reported that the Qatari government is seeking to improve relations with the Trump administration by forging alliances with right-wing Jewish organizations in the United States. It has promised Jewish leaders, the paper reported, not to air the Al-Jazeera documentary about the Israel lobby. Al-Jazeera in 2016 shut down Al-Jazeera America, which broadcast to U.S. audiences. With no broadcaster in the U.S., the program would have reached few American viewers even if Al-Jazeera had put it on the air.
Haaretz reported that Jewish organizational leaders who have visited Qatar in recent months include Mort Klein of the Zionist Organization of America; Malcolm Hoenlein, the executive vice chairman of the Conference of Presidents of Major American Jewish Organizations; Jack Rosen of the American Jewish Congress; Rabbi Menachem Genack of the Orthodox Union; Martin Oliner of the Religious Zionists of America; and attorney Alan Dershowitz.
“What these leaders share is that none of them are considered critics of the right-wing Netanyahu government in Israel or the Trump administration in Washington,” Haaretz correspondent Amir Tibon wrote in the newspaper.
The despotism of the United States and the despotism of Israel have found an ally in the despotism of Qatar. Professed beliefs are meaningless. Israel is bonded with the regime in Saudi Arabia and the Christian right in the United States, each of which is virulently anti-Semitic.
Dissidents, including Jewish and Israeli dissidents, are attacked as “self-hating Jews” or anti-Semites only because they are dissidents. The word “traitor” or “anti-Semite” has no real meaning. It is used not to describe a reality but to turn someone into a pariah. The iron wall is rising. It will cement into place a global system of corporate totalitarianism, one in which the old vocabulary of human rights and democracy is empty and where any form of defiance means you are an enemy of the state.
This totalitarianism is being formed incrementally. It begins by silencing the demonized. It ends by silencing everyone.
“You walk into the room with your pencil in your hand,” Bob Dylan sang in “Ballad of a Thin Man.” “You see somebody naked and you say, ‘Who is that man?’ You try so hard but you don’t understand just what you will say when you get home. Because something is happening here, but you don’t know what it is, do you, Mr. Jones?
Citations
[1] https://www.truthdig.com/articles/building-the-iron-wall/
[2] https://www.rt.com/shows/on-contact/
[3] https://www.alternet.org/
[4] https://www.blackagendareport.com/
[5] https://www.democracynow.org/
[6] https://www.nakedcapitalism.com/
[7] http://www.truth-out.org/
[8] https://www.counterpunch.org/
[9] http://www.propornot.com/p/home.html
[10] https://www.aljazeera.com/programmes/listeningpost/2018/03/headlines-hyperbole-covering-sergei-skripal-story-180317065638228.html
[11] http://www.press.uchicago.edu/ucp/books/author/M/M/au5456987.htmlThe year in hell is almost over, the bitch/c~~~ filed for divorce in February, 2017 after 24 years of marriage. There was no notice, just a process server waiting in my driveway for me, when I left for work. She quit her job five years ago to care for her mother who is in a nursing home and work on our marriage. Little good that did. No complaints from me, I wanted a divorce since 2010, just not brave enough to file. Of course, she wanted everything we have. In spite of the fact she earned about 1/3 of what I did over that period of time.
She gets the house (no mortgage), her retirement accounts. I get all my vehicles car, truck, two motorcycles, camper and keep 100% of my retirement accounts and she pays me $20,000 as a settlement. Retirement is the most important to me as I turn age 64 this year and plan to retire in December. Not what is fair, but the best I can do with the court system. I don’t pay her any spousal support so I am free from her money-grabbing ways after today. Some ways of computing things sucks, but the courts always favor the women. At least we don’t have any children. She didn’t before but changed her mind after marriage. I didn’t so I got a vasectomy to prevent any “mistakes”. Smartest thing I did during the thirty years I’ve known her.
That bottle of champagne in the fridge will be coming out when things are final.
TTW
I ain't got a wife to spend my money, I have to do that all by myself.
I don’t really know where to begin with what happened with my last girlfriend, only that it left my life in complete mess and 18 months on after she limply discarded me nothing still makes any sense and I need a little help sifting through the rubble and getting my life back.
I’m a sound engineer, specifically a monitor engineer, I do sound for the singer or band so they can hear themselves and stay in time and tune, it’s a very hard job with alot of pressure and responsibility, I was working on a tour with a well known “artist” from 2012, she thought I was cool and appreciated me so her minions started to notice me and her make up artist who I’d chatted to a couple of times took a shine to me, to be honest I thought she’d be quite a bit older than me and I never would’ve got involved with someone like her in a million years just because you know straight off the bat anyone working in fashion or that world is going to be a certain way. We had a night off in Paris one one tour in 2013 and I was walking back to the hotel with the make up artist who never came out with the scummy roadies and she’d just been there to see me, she told me her friends family were staying in her room and asked if she could stay with me, I said yes because I thought she was cute and I was drunk so whatever. Anyway we had a bit of a kiss and stuff and thats where it all began and the day I monumentally f~~~ed my life up.
The day after that I texted her and asked if she wanted to go for dinner, we had a nice night and ended up having full blown sex and were basically a couple from that point on. The only problem was she was moving from the UK to New York in a few months so I backed off a bit, she hated that and It got intense very quickly. Apparently she hadn’t been in a relationship for 6 years, something I now know is a lie, she told me she loved me within days, how could I let someone who felt that strongly about me leave? It was bollocks though, she was just scared of moving abroad on her own and saw me as someone who would protect her and someone who had their s~~~ together. I didn’t see that, I was blind to the reality of the whole thing. A couple of weeks after we got together I got offered a tour that would have seen me set for life, I turned it down to be with her and so it began.
It was win win for her, she hated being on tour so she got someone to hang out with and have sex with and kept her from being bored (seeing as she only works about 30 minutes a day) and it was good for me too at the start but then I couldn’t escape, I was expected to be there at her beck and call whenever she needed me. A few months later on the last show before she was going to move to New York we were in Chicago, I was very confused about what we were doing and went AWOL to avoid her, very grown up but I figured she’d get the message I wasn’t going to carry on as she was moving countries. She didn’t let me get away with that. She found me in the hotel and I’d got her a vitamix for a house warming/good luck/good bye present. She basically persuaded me to come with her and that was that. A 6 month tour romance and I was upping sticks and moving to New York from England, somewhere I never had any intention of moving, I was going to buy a house and live a quiet life but because I’d never been in a decent relationship I felt I had to, for her as well as myself and a few days later I was helping her move into an apartment in Brooklyn.
I’d never lived with a woman so at first it was great, I fell totally in love with her but it was hard, I moved back into my parents house in England and went back and forward to New York to be with her whenever I wasn’t away working. I decided to move there with her and started doing an 01 visa so I could live and work there. Thats when it started to get stressful and I realised what a huge undertaking this was. The visa itself cost about 10,000 dollars, so I was already resentful about that, we’d start arguing because I felt the relationship was one sided, it was me doing all the work, she just got someone to look after her for a few weeks at a time then I’d go home and work and she’d be needy and depressed so I was being pulled all over the place. I knew it wasn’t right but I loved her so I kept going, I thought it would be worth the sacrifice and that we’d be together forever.
About a year later we did the same tour again together. I’d had other offers but because we’d been doing long distance she wanted me there with her so I did it even though I hated that tour, I was treated terribly. A couple of days before the tour started they told me they couldn’t pay me what they’d promised. I was fuming, I told her about it and she just shrugged it off, didn’t care, I disappeared and went and got blind drunk, I knew I’d made a mess of things, her reaction to that told me she wasn’t right for me, she only cared about herself. It was too Late for me to go back to the other tours I’d been offered and I ended up doing it. I needed the money to move to New York. Massive mistake. We didn’t speak for a few days, I was livid at her but of course it was me who had the problem, not her for not supporting me or having my back, and I grovelled and begged and brought her a f~~~ing 1500 dollar purse to say sorry, I hated her but I also loved her and had already committed so much with the visa and the relationship I just had together on with it. That tour was f~~~ing horrible, the work was s~~~ and we were arguing all the time. A few weeks in her Nan died and I felt awful for her so I dropped all the resentment and was just there for her completely. This went on for awhile and it was exhausting. I felt like I had two jobs, one my actual job and the other looking after her. I got to the point eventually I had to leave the tour, it was killing me and we wouldn’t have survived if I’d stayed so I told her I needed to get my head down and focus on work for a couple of days then I was going to leave. Her response. “I will get my attention elsewhere then”. I was f~~~ing livid, I was in such a state I could barely function but I got on with it the best I could, the show came around and someone said something very stupid and I lost it and walked out during the first song and the show came to a stop. I told my ex I never wanted to see her again. So what did she do. Ran after me. I was due to move to New York for real with her in a few months she couldn’t be there on her own. I f~~~ing hated her. I really did. But I’m an idiot and we spent the week together at my parents house, it was never spoken about again and it was me that ended up in therapy because of my reactions, not her.
So a few months later I got the visa and moved there with her, I was desperately hoping it wouldnt have been approved so I could put an end to the whole thing to be honest. The day after we moved into our new apartment she went away for 2 weeks working for the same person I’d had to walk out of and humiliate myself doing and the rot set in. We had good times but most of the time I was there on my own and we’d argue every time she’d go away and come back. I’d sacrificed my own career to be out there with her, was doing s~~~ty work in the city and she was going all round the world and flying, 18 months later I was flat broke and we ended it and I moved back home to start my life again. Only what f~~~ing happened, 2 weeks later she changed her mind, she missed me, didn’t want it to end, I missed her too but I didn’t want to get back together unless she was going to move back, she wasn’t, but idiot here got back with her, she came back to visit the week after I’d had a trial at a place that offered me a job, it was somewhere she never would’ve wanted to live so I turned it down, we broke up again because it was too hard trying to think for 2 people again, I just needed to be working again. A few weeks later same thing happened, work started picking up, I was planning on moving to a little city in England and things were looking up, only she reappeared with the same crap about missing me and I fell for it. My goals changed every time she’d come back but I still loved her and because she’d started talking about moving back to England I thought f~~~ it, I’m going to make this work so I got a killer tour and started raking in money to move us to London. It would be better there, we had friends and family, it wasn’t as expensive. Sorted. Only it wasn’t. She moved back to London on her own and once she had her friends and family she had no need for me anymore and she gave me a weekend away with her as “a last chance”.
The weekend was dreadful, we stayed in a country hotel in Richmond and she couldn’t have made it more obvious that she didn’t give a s~~~ so I was resigned to my fate but at least I had work and could get my life back on track. We got drunk and next day had stinking hangovers. She called me an “awful person” for yawning. I just walked out and left her. The next day hugged her goodbye, nothing was said and I was on my way. Telling myself it was for the best and I had to get on with my life now.
Only what f~~~ing happened. 6 hours later she changed her f~~~ing mind again. Finally I had the b~~~~ to say no, I didn’t feel the same anymore, she was messing me around and that was it. But she hated that and wouldnt let it go. I said fine but I needed some space to get through work which was hard, she didn’t say anything but I made it clear I wasn’t done with her I just needed to do this without arguments or confusion. By the time I came around and asked her how she was a few days later her response, BY TEXT, after nearly 4 years together, was “I’ll talk to you when I get back. I’m busy with work too”, i.e it’s over. I didn’t know what the hell was going on anymore but presumed it was over and let her get on with it, a couple of weeks later I asked how she was and she couldn’t have made it more obvious she was done so I did what most blokes would do and got blind drunk and slept with the production assistant on the tour who’d said she’d liked me for years and used to stalk me, idiot that I am fell for this, I liked her too but she was fresh out of a 10 year relationship, she said I had to sort out things with my ex and get all my stuff back from America because she wouldnt have slept with me if she didn’t want to be together. I couldn’t believe my luck. So I got home a few weeks later, and the production assistant sacked me off, said it was too soon, I really was a mess by this point, I’d had a job lined up in London for when I got back I’d only got for when my ex and me were going to move to London and I walked out after 3 hours and went to the pub. Told my ex (who hadn’t even bothered to contact me when I’dgot back) I’d been an idiot and slept with someone and I was sorry, what the f~~~ for I don’t know but her response was (as usual) “well I was having second thoughts about ending it but not now”.
I moved back into my parents at 34, I went into an absolute spiral of drink and drugs, stupid really but only a few weeks later I thought I’d be moving to London with the love of my life, had work and money and it all went to s~~~. I blamed myself for everything and tried to commit suicide. I’d phoned my ex in tears saying how sorry I was and she just told me to go away, lied that she was on a date and told me she wanted to “explore meeting other people”, I took an ungodly amount of drugs and whisky and ended up in hospital. She of course turned up with my sister and sat there on her phone and left a few hours later, told me we couldn’t be in contact for awhile and I was fine with that, I had a chance.
I kept myself to myself, started doing therapy, got in the gym and knew what I had to do. A month later she got in touch, saying she missed me, I was f~~~ing confused, what did it mean, if it didn’t mean anything why would she say it, so we met up, I had a nervous breakdown when it was obvious I’d been used the whole time and walked out. Same happened a month later and we met up again, I was even worse this time and had tried to hang myself after she texted me when I got back, said she missed me that it was lovely to see me blah blah blah but it was just ticking boxes it didn’t mean anything. Then she went to Hawaii for work for a few weeks, I was convinced she was seeing someone, still do but she didn’t admit it, it was around this time I properly lost my mind, was put on anti psychotics, was so drugged up I couldn’t work, I was officially mental, was in and out of hospital, got sectioned, multiple suicide attempts, the thought of her being with someone else after all that effort and money and love just to be discarded by text killed me, she told me I needed to sort myself out, it’s only now I realise how bulls~~~ that was, I was in this mess because of her but I did. I got asked to do the biggest tour of last year and I f~~~ing smashed it, only I was doing it to prove to her I could be the person she first met, and 10 months after we’d last seen each other, after the most awful year I could imagine, begging, pleading, etc I finally got to see her and I fell in love with her all over again. Only meeting her was the worst thing I could’ve done, it brought about a breakdown even worse than the first one, all the money I’d made that year either went to pay off debt from living in America or on therapy that did nothing. I was diagnosed with several mental illnesses which rather than fight I brought in to, I was nothing to anyone anymore, was such a liability I’d never work again. 6 months after we me met that time now I see her for what she really is, she’s narcissistic, arrogant, entitled but I still love her, I still wake up at 3am every single day talking to her in my head. I’ve done some stupid things, really stupid, things I am ashamed of. I sent a pathetic letter to 200 people calling her a narcissist and that I was emotionally abused and that I was sorry for being such a mess. I started an instagram page when I was drunk with pictures of us together and some of the stupid things she’d said to me as the captions. I know I’ll never see or talk to her again, part of me is glad I finally exposed her to people for what she is and not the little timid sweetheart she makes herself out to be, part of me also hasn’t given up which is ridiculous, she’ll certainly never turn around and say sorry or admit her part in things or take responsibility, I was just a stop gap for her, I was used and I highly doubt I’ll ever trust another woman again which is why I found myself here. Still living at my parents at 35 and only 5 years ago had the world at my feet, was and still am one of the best around at my job but no one will touch me with a barge pole, meanwhile she didnt look back once, got on with her life, got her own flat, seeing other men and I can barely leave the house, nearly two years later. I have no enjoyment for anything apart from drinking, nothing stops me thinking about me, even took up motorbikes and it always comes back to the the anger, resentment and bitterness and what I did for someone who never loved me or cared and just used me.
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TL;DR Woman destroys business because she can’t stop being a bitch:
There is a great little café I have been going to for a few years and now I am watching it slowly turn to s~~~. Let me explain. It’s a popular café in a touristy country town that also has a sideline hiring out bicycles. This place has a bit of competition but has the best location and premises and quite simply, is a diamond in the rough. Limitless potential for the right management and could make a lot of money.
For the last 8 years it has been owned by two women. And one of them (who only owned 30%) has been taking money out at the expense of her partner (who was either clueless or just dumb). Suppliers and taxes were paid late just so Owner 1 could take her wages out of the business. Well she finally left the shop to go and have babies leaving a financial mess to be cleaned up.Owner number 2 convinced her live in lover to bail the business out financially as well as work in the café to help get s~~~ organised and basically sort it out while she stayed in the kitchen. Now this is a red pill kind of guy who is extremely capable and resourceful and though he had finally found a decent woman. Until he started telling her how to run the business that HE stopped from going under. Now she argues with him about everything even publicly in the café and today she humiliated him while he was sitting down talking to me. It seems she gets the s~~~s when I turn up for my weekly coffee and breakfast and he sits with me for some bloke time instead of ‘helping’ her. Meanwhile, she has two other females working for her who can do what needs doing but of course she would rather brutalise the MAN who does more than his share anyway. This is a guy who can fix things that break down in the store and do electrical work, mechanical work, just about anything is possible if this man is allowed to do what he wants. And it would all cost nothing due to HIS skills.
All she wants to do is spend money the business does not have on s~~~ they don’t need and when he says anything about it, she turns into instant bitch.Now he has to tread carefully as he lives with her still, has his vehicles and tools in her garage and he has to legally extract himself from the business while avoiding the ONE PHONE CALL. I have offered him my place to park cars and things on if he needs to move in a hurry.
It’s a crying shame as a committed couple (of any configuration) who work hard and smart and TOGETHER could turn this place into an absolute goldmine. As it is now, he will walk away and she will f~~~ up what is left of it and somebody will end up getting a bargain in the eventual fire sale. This guy is already planning his next life, living alone on HIS property, working on cars and trucks and making a good living doing what only a man can do.I am sad for the business but happy for the man who has just swallowed a big red pill and is on his way to a better life.
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As I sit here outside taking a break from my spring cleanup activities looking up at the clear blue March sky .. a thought has crossed my mind … I have pondered this before .. I can’t shake this thought as it would be a fairly monumental decision .. plz, allow me to explain
Our nearest neighboring star Proxima Centauri has an Earth like planet orbiting near it called Proxima B. Proxima B might have liquid water and other features that could and possibly does sustain life.
Considering the hypothetical space propulsion system called Laser Sail, it is theoretically possible that one could reach Proxima Centauri and Earth like Proxima B in a mere fifteen years .. as compared to current space technology which would take about 81,000 years for the journey.
So, you are traveling to Proxima B on a quarter-mile-long “privately funded” deep space exploration vessel that can be piloted and comfortably maintained by one person. Even if the travel time were reduced from 81,000 years to the blink of an eye of fifteen years .. would you want an awalt (or awalts) on board? Given the opportunity for companions to travel with you .. would you still go it alone? What if females volunteered to travel with you? You are the Captain .. the final call is yours.
I would say, no travel companions at all, none, not even engineers other than virtual ones .. none other than Bot or Hologram. I can live alone .. I thrive on it as long as I have a decent collection of music and video and books. The mission would pass by much more effortlessly and enjoyably without fifteen years of nagging, name calling, hurling objects .. and who knows what else. I would definitely not take along any female companions.
I could enjoy music throughout the ship as I work .. with no complaints .. life would be so much more enjoyable alone. So much less hassle. Easier to concentrate. jmo To each their own. The computers, the Bots, the ship and myself .. should do fine along the way.
Let’s just say .. “I can make my own sandwiches.”
Besides, I prefer quiet during movie night so as to hear the dialogue .. with several women along there would be no hope for that. Have great day.
Topic: Qanon and President Trump
Who is Qanon?
Q stands for Q clearance (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Q_clearance) which is the highest top secret security designation. Anon stands for anonymous.
The person who is posting classified information (currently on 8chan boards) is a top secret military intelligence operative who is working closely with Donald Trump to combat and eliminate the Deep State and rogue elements of the CIA, NSA, DOJ, FBI, etc (pretty much all the intelligence agencies have been compromised) as well as the state department and all branches of the United States government.
It is estimated that two thirds of the entire government including senators and governors have been compromised by deep state actors and globalists like George Soros. Currently Q has posted as of today a total of 905 messages. Q started posting on October 28, 2017 on the 4chan boards but was compromised and he had to move to a more secure board to continue his work in red pilling the population to the 8chan boards.
Q likes to leave bread crumbs and is cryptic on purpose as to not tip the white hats plans (good guys, Military Intelligence) to the black hats (deep state, CIA bad actors etc). You will notice a lot of terminology he uses is vague and hard to understand and he will use coded language and initials of people’s names instead of the full name of the person.
In the 5 months that he has been posting there has been so much information and disinformation that it takes time to decode everything and you will not always find the answers right away.
Q likes to post stuff like “future proves past” or “future unlocks past” to indicate that what he posts today will be proved or better understood in the future that is why many people believe Q is legit because this has happened on many occasions. People on the 8chan research boards will ask Q to prove he is legit and he will have president Trump do stuff on live television during his speeches to show people that Q is working with Trump. You will find a lot of articles and people calling Qanon fake or a LARP designed to spread misinformation and how it is all a hoax and fake. This is in fact fake news do not believe it. Some people even on our forums still think he hasn’t proven anything yet but if they do the research they will see this is not the case.
There has been so much that has happened since Trump took office behind the scenes that it will take forever to list everything. Here is a great resource to use to start learn and read and you will be amazed at what you find. This PDF will also show step by step why Q is not fake and how he proved that he is legit. This is in PDF format and is over 500 pages long but the proof starts at the top of the first few pages. Link PDF.
I will give you some quick examples to get you intrigued as you will not find any of this information anywhere on main stream news because they are run by the CIA under Operation Mockingbird that is still being used today.
Obama was groomed from a young age by the CIA and the deep state to get into power. There was a program funded by a Saudi Prince to pick the best and brightest black person to groom them to become president. Obama was the candidate to emerge from this group. Traitor 44 (Q’s name for Obama who was the 44th president) with the help of HRC (Hillary Rodham Clinton) tried to destroy the United States from within by doing the following:
Destroy the middle class by inciting race wars, war on men, removing manufacturing jobs, and introducing carbon taxes and getting rid of coal plants to make us less competitive with China.
Attack on Libya to remove Momar Khadafi because he wanted a African gold backed currency and Libya was the gatekeeper to stop the influx of Muslims into Europe. Once he was removed the globalist plan to invade Europe with Muslims was realized.
Obama with the help of Clinton created ISIS and gave them guns along with billions of dollars in cash. Benghazi attack on the embassy was to destroy evidence of guns and money being run through there by the CIA to ISIS and that is why the ambassador had to die because he knew too much.
Bill Clinton helped North Korea build up their nuclear weapons. When Obama took over and with the help of Hillary Clinton they both helped Iran speed up their nuclear weapons program by giving rocket and other nuclear related blueprints through Operation Merlin. They gave them “defective” blueprints making little errors in them that any engineer could figure out within 10 minutes on how it really worked. This was done in case they were caught for disinformation purposes but they wanted North Korea and Iran nuclear capable.
Uranium One was also done so that Russia, North Korea, and Iran would be able to get Uranium to build nuclear weapons while the Clinton Foundation along with the people surrounded in this scandal got paid millions of dollars to make it happen.
Q post 855: Obama purposely imported defective steel and aluminum from China, Russia, Japan, South Korea, and other countries to undermine our military and cause problems with aircraft and ship building. That is why he had to get rid of the steel and aluminum plants in the U.S. so when we went to war we would be at a huge disadvantage. You will find a lot of articles saying this was not the case and that Obama tried to protect us with tariffs to combat the rise of foreign steel but this was just a front.
Since 9/11 over 20 trillion dollars have gone missing from the Pentagon. First audit of the Pentagon ever reveals so far 800 million dollars in helicopters missing as well as 44 thousand troops in an “unknown” country.
Obama and Clinton used a gang called MS-13 for illegal activities such as drug running, gun running, human trafficking of mainly children, and murder among other crimes. The CIA is a criminal organization that distributes drugs and guns all over the world.Obama administration along with the ATF implemented Operation Fast and Furious in order to illegally funnel guns to drug cartels and MS-13 gang members. By attempting to increase gun violence along the U.S and Mexican boarders Obama administration would have an excuse to have stricter gun control laws which would eventually make way for the repeal of the second amendment.
Clinton Foundation is a front for pay to play programs you make a donation you get to be included into sensitive top secret classified information on Hillary Clintons servers along with other private parties and fundraisers they hold. Deals were made for when she was to become president she had to do certain things like start World War 3 and to destroy the constitution of the United States.Obama flew in $65,000 dollars for pizza/hotdogs (code for underage girls and boys) at a private Whitehouse party. Yes he is a pedophile just like the Clintons which will be soon revealed along with many other political figures you have heard of. Worse has happened which I will not get into that is up to you to decide if you want to go down that rabbit hole but know that they are Satanists for the most part and pure evil.
Obama gave Iran/ Hezbollah 1.7 billion dollars in cash to help fund terrorist organizations and accelerate their nuclear program.
There is so much more this traitor did all will be revealed and the people that helped him will be tried under military court as most of the civilian judges are corrupt to the core.
Donald Trump signed an Executive order giving him the ability to try these people in military court by setting the ground work for martial law. Actually he signed 3 Executive Orders. One is on International Human Trafficking.The next one is interesting it is on Blocking the Property of Persons Involved in Serious Human Rights Abuse or Corruption. In it he states:
I therefore determine that serious human rights abuse and corruption around the world constitute an unusual and extraordinary threat to the national security, foreign policy, and economy of the United States, and I hereby declare a national emergency to deal with that threat.
By declaring a national emergency it allows him to start the process of martial law. It also allows him to confiscate and seize the assets of the globalists pedophile elites. You have to actually read the Executive Order to find out all the information contained in it as the MSM will not tell you what is in it they only give few details.
The final Executive Order regarding this topic is: President Donald J. Trump Proclaims January 2018 as National Slavery and Human Trafficking Prevention Month
Starting to see a pattern here?
Some more recent Q posts.
Trump already met Kim Jong-un during his visit to China on November 8th, 2017 inside the Forbidden City. There they discussed unifying Korea and removing the strings the CIA (Q calls them clowns when he talks about the CIA) had over Kim. Kim has been helping Trump since October 2017 by destroying his own nuclear test facility. You also find evidence for KIm being free by having the North and South join each other during the Olympics because the stage is being set for unification.
The NYPD has a video of Hillary Clinton with a child and maybe (still not confirmed) Huma Abedin doing unspeakable things that made seasoned detectives run out of the room and throw up and start to cry after viewing a video on Anthony Wieners laptop during his child sex investigation. This video will eventually be released they have to do it to red pill the nation to show how evil the Clintons are and to avoid a civil war once arrests are being made. All this information was dug up by the research board as Q was being very cryptic about what he has and who has seen what. It has been widely reported and speculated that the NYPD had this video during the election and that officers threatened to release the video if the FBI did not try to do something about it. That is why FBI director James Comey had to reopen the investigation into the Clintons because they forced his hand. They STILL swept it under the rug after the election anyway so now the video has been leaked and a few people have seen it supposedly and it is out there somewhere waiting to be exposed.
Debate ongoing if Edward Snowden is a white hat (good guy) or black hat (CIA black operative). Q is being cryptic for now future will prove past posts eventually.
This post has gone long enough for now at any rate this is just a small sample of what is out there you can find more in the following links below. Happy hunting.
This link is the Great Awakening board that Q posts on from time to time only he can post on it:https://8ch.net/greatawakening/index.html
This is the Q research board where other anons like you and I can go and brainstorm and come up with ideas on what he has posted to figure out his clues that he leaves:
https://8ch.net/qresearch/index.html
Finally this is a list of every single Q post that was made by him in its raw form all compiled by date and in proper order. If he makes new posts you can reference this site as it updates as soon as he posts:
Thanks for your time guys it took me awhile to post all this hope it helps.
Topic: Dear Feminist
What follows is my letter to a feminist. Any feminist. It sums up almost all of what I think about feminism and feminists. Read, enjoy, comment. The text is in bold to help it be more readable.
Dear Feminist,
I’m what you hate. Yes, I’m one of those people, a man. No, not what you think a man is, or one of those pretenders that your ilk tries to shame everyone into accepting is a man. No, I have the biological credentials to back it up. Every cell in body testifies to the fact that I’m a man. You don’t define what a man is nor do you get a say in what I do with myself, ever. Your impotent rage is probably swelling up at this point but that’s to be expected. You’re unaccustomed to people not being bullied and shamed into agreeing with you. None of that works on me. Maybe in the past, but not now. Let me explain. A lot of men like me were taught to be polite to everyone, especially to women. But you exploit that for your own advantage across the board. That’s morally wrong. The first irony that I’ll point out is that when men do the exact same thing you howl about how women are oppressed and that there is a need for feminism as a result. That’s weird isn’t it? You may need some more explanation. That’s fine. Look up emotional blackmail and also “S**t tests.” Both of those things are exactly what I am talking about here. There are more examples that I could use but I won’t, those two things cover quite a bit of what you, the feminist, do on a political level. Also, on a personal level too but that’s for a different discussion.
I’d like to talk about your primary buzz word now. Which word is that? Equality. Whatever the dictionary definition of that word is you don’t mean it in that way, not even a little bit. You’ll hide behind the dictionary definition when you’re called on your egregiously antimale talking points, but it’s a transparent ruse. A poor attempt at camouflage if you will. There are two primary ways in which you use the word. First you use it to mean “sameness.” In other words, men and women are identical, the same, equal in every way possible. You and I both know that isn’t the case. In fact, reams of valid research indicate otherwise. You’ll deny that but that’s because your political ideology has created a narcissistic personality in you that won’t allow you to admit that your wrong. Not now or in the future. Oh, and you constantly clamor for “diversity” as well. Those two things are diametrically opposed. You can’t be equal yet diverse at the same time. Think about that. Any answer that you come up to reconcile those two terms will employ cognitive dissonance in its pure sense. Also, both of things are abstractions, so any definition for the words would fit. That’s how you try to wiggle out of things. But I digress. The second way that you use the word “equality” is hidden and coded. Essentially you want everything that you think men get that you don’t have, while simultaneously demanding all of the things that have traditionally been afforded to women. You’ll deny this one too, but it’s true. Just go into any divorce court in America. Men are getting hammered every day. But you don’t care because you’re a taker. It’s in your nature. You want every right that your mind can conceive but you don’t want any of the responsibilities that come along with them. Oh, by the way some of you feminists have realized this and have tried to argue that feminism is for men. That’s garbage as well. You forget that some of us actually know about your movement and its history that says otherwise. Plus, the word itself is gendered. But you don’t want to change that. Strange isn’t it?
A good point for you to remember is that far more men have died in war than women have. Why aren’t you calling for females to equalize that in the next armed conflict(s)? It’s because you’re a hypocrite. How about accidents? Yep, they take the lives of more men than women each year in the US. Again, you don’t really care. Suicide too. The rate of suicide is several times higher in men than women. Before I go any further I’ll address the only argument that you guys try and pass when the subject of male suicide comes up. That is, “toxic masculinity.” In every other instance you’d call that victim blaming. That is men themselves are to blame for their problems. Their machismo, their bravado, whatever. Remember earlier when I mentioned shaming language? Same deal. You just can’t stop attacking when it comes to men. Saying “toxic masculinity” is akin to saying men and boys are just broken girls. But that’s too deep for you. You’d rather jump from man to man and then blame them when you are alone when you’re middle aged and asking “where have all of the good men gone?” They’re toxic remember? Oh wait, there I go “mansplaining” again, I guess I need to learn that I can’t speak when women say something.
Here’s the next buzz word that I’d like to bring up, “wage gap.” That has been disproven time and again. Again, you don’t care. It’s because you’re a female supremacist. Actually, researching things takes work. Plus, if you actually addressed this honestly then you wouldn’t be ideologically pure. A horrible thing be for Cultural Marxist like you. You see humans are sexually dimorphic. There are very real differences in the biology and brains of men and women that express themselves in how people act and respond. That’s counter to your message though. It’s the same with your so called “reproductive rights.” That’s just code for abortion now since the word “abortion” is a hot button issue. You want all of the “reproductive” rights for women and none for men. A man has no say in whether or not his child is born, whether or not he has to pay for said child, or whether or not he ever sees said child. Sounds equal doesn’t it? It gets better though! Women can commit paternity fraud and the court will still force a man to pay child support because he “acted like a father.” One of the very real problems in our society is how fathers are treated. But again, you’re a feminist. Your gendered and Marxist lens won’t allow you see men as anything other than human ATMs who are just there to donate their bodily fluid and cash to support your whims and desires. How’s that rage of yours doing? I mentioned that it was swelling up in the beginning of this piece, I bet that it’s fomenting and frothing at this point.
I’d like to admit now that I don’t know what the feminist version of the “patriarchy” is, but you sure do. You talk about it all of the time. You act like it’s as pervasive now as the communist threat was during the Cold War. However, you make it sound like men are jack booted thugs hell bent on proverbially holding women’s heads underwater at all cost. But that’s a work of fiction, a phantom menace that no more exists than snipes exist on a sophomoric hunt meant to hoodwink some unsuspecting rube. Associated with this is that you also say that the US is a “patriarchal society.” That one would be true if men where the actual heads of their own households. But sadly, you’re mistaken. That hasn’t been the case for a long, long, time if it was ever true at all. You see all it takes is an accusation from a woman and a man’s whole life is ruined. Financial, emotional, and likely his work life too. Just one phone call and the police (mostly men), come out and take the male member who you’re accusing away and place him in a jail cell. You know the courts will take your side every time. Domestic abuse? Who cares if your claim is valid, you’re a woman! You can claim sexual harassment at any time either now or decades in the future and be believed. You’re the real liability and you know it. The real patriarchy is comprised of feminists and women in general. Why? Because they’ll chew up and spit out anyone and everything in their way, another bit of irony I must say.
Next, I’d like to address your other vacuous term, “misogyny.” That term is as vapid as the day is long. You are making things up as you go along and base things on emotion. Something makes you feel bad? It’s misogyny! Something goes against feminism? Misogyny! Something points out the rotten nature of so many women? Misogyny! Here is another word where you attach a hidden meaning. The hidden meaning is that women are perpetual victims. Well I say hidden, it’s fairly obvious for anyone to see. One has to look though. Women aren’t victims in any way that you claim. Western women are the most coddled and privileged creatures to have every existed. You know this but you just want more. Your victim mentality is all that you have in the end and to loosen the grip on that would mean that you are forced to admit intellectual failure on your part. It would also mean less funding from the corporations and government agencies that you’ve bullied into underwriting your political cause. As mentioned it’s part of the Marxist ideology that permites the left today. I don’t expect for you understand how Marxism fails at every turn. What you do understand are all of the manufactured problems pumped out by feminists to justify their existence. Examples? Domestic division of labor, the glass ceiling, and social inequality. All of those terms have been thrown around to control men and to gain more benefits for women on the backs of men because you assume them to be providers. See that’s a traditional role for men that you just won’t let go of. You’re equal right? So, do it all yourself. That’s what expect men to do isn’t it? Oh wait, men need to work and to pay taxes. Taxes that you need to fund the programs that prop up things like welfare for single mothers, abortion clinics, free housing, the list goes on. How’s that “I don’t need a man” thing going?
Finally, I’d like to give you some positive news. Men are getting hip to your tired old game. They see your faded tattoos, your classless and trashy behavior, they see your illegitimate kids and find it all to be disgusting. You do things because other women do it and because a magazine says so. TV says for you to have bi-racial babies so you do. The news says that you’re at risk for rape? So, you yell about the fictions rape culture. Speaking of rape culture, have you ever noticed how Bill Clinton is given a pass in this matter? He’s been accused of rape by several women. All you feminists can say is, “that was a long time ago!” Oh, except with other men it doesn’t matter if it happened a long time ago, they’re still presumed guilty and their livelihoods are taken from them. Not that’s not funny and is extremely telling of your double standards. We men are beginning to laugh at you as a result and we’re simply walking away. You can keep your condescending tone of voice and your desperate attempts to stay relevant. Life is better without you. It’s quieter and cheaper. Your opinion of a man is irrelevant. In the end men don’t need you to be happy. In fact, the risk that women pose in a man’s life far outweigh any benefit. Many men are done being your commodity to provide for your fantasy of a stable life only to be throw away when your board and in need of a tax-free check every month. You can keep the cats and the boxed wine that will populate your life as you approach thirty years old. You can keep the caked-on make-up and the tight-fitting clothes made for someone ten or more years your junior that you wear in a desperate attempt to look and feel alluring. So goodbye dear feminist. Have fun in your loneliness and isolation. Men have always had to deal with that, and now you are too. In the end I guess there is some bit of equality going on, but it’s ironically humorous that it’s happening to you.
With kind regards,
A Fully Red Pill Man
Hanging in the tent system above my Jeep next to a plane hanger tapped into drop zone WiFi and I checked my Facebook to make sure a sky buddy uploaded a couple of videos of me and tagged me in a couple of jumps from yesterday when I was in Last Action Hero mode.
One of my ex-pumpkins (she was my favorite) is on my friend list. She had systematically and methodically locked on and secured a beta wallet four years ago right as she was approaching the wall. She was really tactical about it too & maxed out the unicorn effect on him.
Her and I were way over at that point anyway. And her transition(s) as she approached the wall were not from chad’s to this beta but rather beta to beta to beta. Like, had a beta wallet secured, transitioned to one with more money, then discarded him and locked on to a wealthier beta for the final pre-wall acquisition.
I knew about the wedding but was like, whatever. Then three days after the wedding at about 1am, my phone rang. It was her. They were on the honeymoon and she called me, hyperventilating & crying and said she was on the deck of their hotel room (he was passed out inside, drunk) and she said ‘Why did you make me do this?’ and said she wanted me to ‘Just come get me. . .and take me away from all of this’ I was like, WTF V2.0
We talked for awhile while she was on the deck and she kept hyperventilating (or faking it) and crying.
Moving on since that point, she still texts and calls. While living in Beta’s house on a lake and amidst a post wall, beta wallet acquisition dream. She always calls late, like 1, 2, 3, 4am, throws some crying into things. Texts stuff like ‘I miss you so much. You are the only man I ever dreamed of and wanted’ Total mind-fck stuff.
And I won’t lie. When we were together, it was freaking on 24/7 sexually. Literally f~~~ing for hours. (See my post from July 2017 regarding ‘The Black Room’ – a room in my house she had me paint all black that she turned into a sex sanctuary where she had me fulfill her rape fantasies, etc. It got brutal)
Ok. Back to focus. So I went on my Facebook to make sure my sky buddy posted a couple of my videos from his GoPro from yesterday and tagged me and:
I scrolled down my feed and it showed that she had changed her profile pic to one of her and the beta-sarus maximus and she used some kind of Facebook app / feature to add the words (in a script style lettering) underneath the pic and it says, ‘thankful, grateful, blessed’
And it’s got me melting down on a whole new level. I’m so wasted right now after slamming the rest of the Jager and Redhook I have in my roof tent system that I didn’t want to risk injury going down the ladder so I opened the front of it and aimed out to take a leak.
Passing out soon.
Peace,
Sky-0
- But the damage done by this black propaganda campaign and the subsequent announcement by Google and other organizations such as Facebook last April that they had put in filters to elevate “more authoritative content” and marginalize “blatantly misleading, low quality, offensive or downright false information” have steadily diverted readers away from some sites.


