Suicide?

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  • #385647
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    Russky2
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    Just sitting at home after a long stressful day at work. Thinking about all the s~~~ life has thrown at me so far, and can’t but think what’s the point of it all? There is no bright future for me nor men like me in general.

    I’ve decided that if I’m not financially independent by the age of 40-45 then I will leave this world. But I read that a lot of suicides don’t end very successfully. And in fact most of the times you become a vegetable?

    Jut to make it clear I’m not looking for any sympathy. I think suicide is a good way to say F~~~ YOU to the government, insurance companies, women and other parasites. I don’t feel like feeding them at all. We are getting our money stolen in form of taxes and all kinds of insurance…

    So I’m thinking that getting hit by a train would be a pretty good and effective way to f~~~ of. What do you think? What would be the best, painless and a sure way to go?

    MGTOW AKBAR

    #385649
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    Brujah
    Brujah
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    I know there are many who will step in to try and pull you out of this rut but I’m feeling very similar in some ways.

    I just turned 30 recently and still fairly aimless. I definitely do not want to grow old. Alot of things in life lack the usual flavour and I’m just going through the motions.

    I thought many times myself it’ll be better if I off myself but it seems like such a waste. I’ve taken to living a little more recklessly, less careful with my possessions etc. A little bit more vice indulgence than usual here and there. Almost anarchistic on a personal level.

    My brother on the other hand is struggling financially as a new parent. I’ve used a considerable amount of money to ease his burdens which in turn will benefit my niece. Money doesn’t have the same effect on me anymore. I’ve also signed up for weekly blood donations, being put on a bone marrow donors list etc… Eventually I will signing up for whatever volunteer programs there is if only to whittle time away.

    I figured if I’m not going to be careful with my own life, I might as well do something good for people who treasure their own.

    #385650
    Russky2
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    I know there are many who will step in to try and pull you out of this rut but I’m feeling very similar in some ways.

    I just turned 30 recently and still fairly aimless. I definitely do not want to grow old. Alot of things in life lack the usual flavour and I’m just going through the motions.

    I thought many times myself it’ll be better if I off myself but it seems like such a waste. I’ve taken to living a little more recklessly, less careful with my possessions etc. Almost anarchistic in nature but except to myself.

    My brother on the other hand is struggling financially as a new parent. I’ve used a considerable amount of money to ease his burdens which in turn will benefit my niece. Money doesn’t have the same effect on me anymore. I’ve also signed up for weekly blood donations, being put on a bone marrow donors list etc… Eventually I will signing up for whatever volunteer programs there is if only to whittle time away.

    I figured if I’m not going to be careful with my own life, I might as well do something good for people who treasure their own.

    I should clarify that I’m not yet going to do this, but later down the life when I’m too old and useless for this s~~~ty society. I know that at this age if a man is not financially independent, then it will be too hard to compete.

    Some people think suicide is a cowardly act, and that you betray your relatives blah blah. But once I’m on my own, nobody will really give a f~~~. Like I said, my existence will only make the government stronger. I was thinking about strapping myself with explosives and going straight to Ottawa. But I would rather prefer a train than explosives.

    Some people prefer to poison themselves, but wouldn’t that be too painful? F~~~ if I could have a pill that would kill me without much pain, that would be nice.

    MGTOW AKBAR

    #385651
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    Anonymous
    42

    What would be the best, painless and a sure way to go?

    Old and grey after agitating 10,000 clams until they popped..

    I’m not missing the show for anything! I want to survive and p~~~ on their graves or step over their smoldering charred bodied.

    Miss the D.C. mushroom cloud? Not on your life!

    No no, I suffered greatly for my ticket to the GREATEST SHOW ON EARTH!

    I’m gonna burn everything to the ground and let them TAX THE ASHES!

    I’m B~~~~ DEEP in this one and an’t pulling out until I BLOW MY LOAD! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, I not f~~~ed, they are and I’m the one that’s driving!

    #385655
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    Russky2
    Russky2
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    What would be the best, painless and a sure way to go?

    Old and grey after agitating 10,000 clams until they popped..

    I’m not missing the show for anything! I want to survive and p~~~ on their graves or step over their smoldering charred bodied.

    Miss the D.C. mushroom cloud? Not on your life!

    Oh no, I suffered greatly for my ticket to the GREATEST SHOW ON EARTH!

    I’m gonna burn everything to the ground and let them TAX THE ASHES!

    I’m B~~~~ DEEP in this one and an’t pulling out until I BLOW MY LOAD! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, I not f~~~ed, they are and I’m the one that’s driving!

    S~~~, if only I could get me some refined uranium for the extra fireworks! Wouldn’t care about the radiation, I was born close to Chernobyl anyway.

    The D.C mushroom cloud would be spectacular! Perhaps there are a few things to learn from Mohammadians. Knowing the government is literally STEALING my money from me I wouldn’t give much of a f~~~ about their casualties. They are the parasites, not us.

    MGTOW AKBAR

    #385662
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    Anonymous
    42

    They are the parasites, not us.

    That should be our motto!

    Gluttony grows and grows until there’s nothing left to consume but themselves, I want to live to see that day!

    #385668
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    Freedom
    Freedom
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    If you go and kill yourself, I’m gonna p~~~ on your grave.

    Stand tall and f~~~ everyone. Give them s~~~. Tell women to go f~~~ themselves.

    My old mum told me once….you don’t have to react. She’s right. Look at the wankers and don’t react.

    They f~~~ing hate it when you don’t react to their s~~~ and it makes you feel strong.

    Good luck Bro…we’ve all looked into that dark hole….but don’t let the f~~~ers win.

    She cheated on me ..... my fault. I showed an interest in another woman......my fault.

    #385671
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    Sam Raven
    Sam Raven
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    Suicide is something I could relate to as I once came close to doing it around 2010 from work-related stress.

    Don’t give a s~~~ about what people say about suicide. Religion invented ‘suicide = hell’ precisely because their other saying of a post-death heavenly paradise in some other realm was causing too many people in those pre-Crusade, pre-Medieval times when life was even more miserable to quit their lives on purpose in order to get to that paradise quicker.

    There have been times where I regretted not ending my life in the years since. There is little purpose to life, since one of the primary roles of Man, to be the male half of a functioning relationship is no longer relevant. Other reasons are also highlighted above, the problems of growing old alone.

    The primal urge will still be there, but the logical mind sees the minefield of the modern relationship. Although the logical mind has already won this tug-of-war given the harsh realities and examples of having a relationship these days, it will continue to be a gnawing feeling, because I am not a robot without emotion.

    In today’s pathetic society, emotion is a weakness. A Machiavellian lack-of-care attitude towards the population at large is necessary to keep oneself from losing one’s s~~~.

    #385674
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    Anonymousyam
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    I don’t know about you but i ain’t the type for suicide as i found it to be a waste and if i was purposely gonna kill myself id at least cause all hell to break before i go but this is just me.

    Either id do that or id go the way of the highway to hell and just live a life of total destruction and make it a complete wild ride till the mission is complete and i have managed to p~~~ off the entire planet only then out of being thrown in prison or nature death shall my life be complete.

    Just an east coast asshole who likes to curse, If you get offended by words like fuck, cunt, shit, piss, bitch or any racial slurs then you just scroll down.

    #385676
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    Jim01
    Jim01
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    Russky – I could be barking up the wrong tree but this thread has come very close to that online dating rejection one

    If the two are related then you need to re-evaluate why you want to do this because it will be for the wrong reasons….

    #385679
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    ,
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    Just sitting at home after a long stressful day at work. Thinking about all the s~~~ life has thrown at me so far,

    Welcome to the man’s life. There are billions of us. We value you. We are the fans.

    and can’t but think what’s the point of it all? There is no bright future for me nor men like me in general.

    YOU make the point, and its up to YOU to make your future. It won’t come without stress or s~~~.
    It will not come without success too. Successes make everything worthwhile if it is only a nice successful s~~~; that be a good success to build on. Not too hard, not liquid, a floater not a sinker. TURDS MATTER > result from how you eat, exercise and hydrate. Build upon that success by mastering your regimen, your willpower, hygiene and fitness.

    Feed your mind good fitness and good foods too as you may correlate turds to thoughts:get healthy.

    I’ve decided that if I’m not financially independent by the age of 40-45 then I will leave this world.

    Seems a might arbitrary criteria and somewhat vague. That goal is not without stress or s~~~ even after you reach it.

    But I read that a lot of suicides don’t end very successfully. And in fact most of the times you become a vegetable?

    Jut to make it clear I’m not looking for any sympathy.

    None given, but (and this is not a slam against you) but pussying out on suicide is quite healthy. Be very aware of its consequences; successful or not.

    I think suicide is a good way to say F~~~ YOU to the government, insurance companies, women and other parasites. I don’t feel like feeding them at all. We are getting our money stolen in form of taxes and all kinds of insurance…

    DISAGREE on 99.999% of any reasons but I do believe its your innate right in the end. Won’t respect the decision friend. The contemplation is part of life. The conclusion is pretty much foregone as NO.

    Say it, they will not ‘get’ it and you may only say it once.
    A bigger F~~~ YOU is to become a parasite upon them and I’d disagree with that tactic too.

    So I’m thinking that getting hit by a train would be a pretty good and effective way to f~~~ of. What do you think? What would be the best, painless and a sure way to go?

    I think its a poor choice. There are much better methods:
    The best way is NO WAY > after that conclusion is reached by you <

    Adopt yourself to 2017=STEALTHY=NO.
    UNSICK
    UNC~~~
    UNDEBT
    UNENCUMBER
    UNDEPRESS
    READ
    REOBSERVE
    REJOY

    We share a similar goal, financial independence but I really reach for mental independence first and foremost. I’ll try to be debt free and totally independent in the end but s~~~, I’m going to have fun getting there.
    By histories, I have about 23 years left to live and a lot more to do than time allows. Not dwelling on the downers of life. They are there but I’m going over them, through them, or around. There is JOY everywhere else because I choose to plant the seeds.

    Been there, gun barrel in mouth and hammer back. I was more determined than I had expected. No epiphany at that instant. Just needed to contemplate a little longer. Took me years to reject the notion as I do now. Not unlike contemplating revenge or terror or pain.

    with joy/without hate

    #385685
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    JollyMisanthrope
    JollyMisanthrope
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    You have to create realistic goals that you base your own happiness on, not what society expects.

    All I want is a small house, a plot of wooded land, and plenty of space between myself and any neighbors. It’s not an unreasonable goal, and I don’t have to be a corporate slave to achieve it.

    I want peace and quiet, and to be left alone. If I achieve that and I have enough money to pay my bills with something in savings, I will consider myself a success.

    When you re-assess your situation and start to identify the things in life you really don’t need, you are clearing the road blocks that are in your way on your personal path to self-fulfillment and happiness.

    The Children of Doom... Doom's Children. They told my lord the way to the Mountain of Power. They told him to throw down his sword and return to the Earth... Ha! Time enough for the Earth in the grave.
    #385686
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    JollyMisanthrope
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    Just sitting at home after a long stressful day at work. Thinking about all the s~~~ life has thrown at me so far, and can’t but think what’s the point of it all? There is no bright future for me nor men like me in general.

    I’ve decided that if I’m not financially independent by the age of 40-45 then I will leave this world. But I read that a lot of suicides don’t end very successfully. And in fact most of the times you become a vegetable?

    Jut to make it clear I’m not looking for any sympathy. I think suicide is a good way to say F~~~ YOU to the government, insurance companies, women and other parasites. I don’t feel like feeding them at all. We are getting our money stolen in form of taxes and all kinds of insurance…

    So I’m thinking that getting hit by a train would be a pretty good and effective way to f~~~ of. What do you think? What would be the best, painless and a sure way to go?

    We value your participation and existence here on the forum. Never forget that.

    The Children of Doom... Doom's Children. They told my lord the way to the Mountain of Power. They told him to throw down his sword and return to the Earth... Ha! Time enough for the Earth in the grave.
    #385695
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    Blade
    blade
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    I will come back to this thread. Pull your f~~~ing head in for now i am busy . I take suicide very seriously. So you have put this up show me that you can reply to me later . I have a very big intrest in this and go out of mh f~~~ing way for many .Men woman and children . Only if ha new . Over f~~~ing money. F~~~ing pull your s~~~ together marine. Yes there are lots of suicide attempts that end as vegetables . But over money . Un f~~~ing beleavable . We are here for you and you want to pussy out on us . Pull your f~~~ing head in

    THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

    #385699
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    FullMetalExo
    FullMetalExo
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    2383

    Lets talk, tell me where and when, I got much to tell, experienced too much in this field – and Im still f~~~ing here.

    I left you some messages (PM) on this website.

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    #385704
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    Rhino
    Rhino
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    As you get older you will stop caring about suicide unless you are in severe pain from an illness. Don’t worry about what other people think about you live life for yourself. A lot of people here already gave you great advice and you are not alone we have all at one time or another thought of going down this road. If you have your health that is the most important thing everything else doesn’t matter go out and live how you want to everything else will fall into place given enough time.

    #385706
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    Enjoy The Decline
    Enjoy The Decline
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    Ruskky2, let me tell you my situation. I basically found a lot of focuses that I am planning to work on, so that I would one day do a job that I wish to do in the future, and this future job won’t even make me get a lot of dollars per hour. The point that I want to say is that you need to find a purpose in life to have any meaning in your life at all. Some people have a passion and a purpose to grow the best tomatoes in their farm out of the land, while other people even have the passion to design and maintain golf courses(I have actually read a person who wanted to do this from a an example that Donald Trump wrote in ones of his audiobooks). The idea is that if you are even willing to do it for free and even volunteer in, then that is the type of job that you should aim on doing as a job in itself, because it is better to live to work like the people in the past did than to work to live like how many of the young people are dealing with their lives right now. You should not put too much importance in how much money you make, but more on how you live your life, and there are many ways you can cope with the world that we live in. Remember, just because of the fact that you live in a first world country, already your living conditions are better than how people live in most of the rest of the world so you should be grateful with that alone.

    "Question everything" - Albert Einstein

    #385712
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    Psl47
    Psl47
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    678

    Google rsw-systems , start puting money there
    Its risky project but its rolling
    Do your research …its really interesting and scientific
    Its a possibility to get your ass out of the game ( rat race )
    You will find new meaning of life.
    try hard or die trying

    Edit:
    By the way , you wont need to wait for long , they are doing everything they can to put their ass on a market in 2018 …. so its only a year until you will have your stock priced.

    Edit2: and you dont need s~~~ ton of money to buy shares, its affordable. See their available packets.

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    #385718
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    Anonymous
    11

    R2,

    This is disturbing me. This is triggering me.

    I lost my longest known friend to suicide. The fifth anniversary is soon to arrive. We both had spent 15 f~~~ing months busting our asses trying to land a job. It was the most god damned soul sucking experience of my entire life. He had lost his wife to death during the unemployment period. He became the most desperate pussy hunting sob I’ve ever witnessed.

    We chose two separate paths. I chose to begin exercising. He chose drinking and gluttony. He was obsessed with pussy. I began to network my way into wealthy social circles. It was the early years of Obamageddon things were horrible. I landed my first contract an Excel VBA/SQL database integration job for a lab. I was not able to tell him the news. I found his corpse.

    Like Jim01, I am very, very concerned for you. You have said you were desperate for pussy now I’m hearing suicide. I am here to tell you life will turn around on us on a dime both good and bad. He left behind a lot of devastated friends and family. I still miss him.

    A bi-sexual c~~~ viciously rejected his request for a date. A few hours later he was drunk on the vilest tequila one can purchase and played Russian Roulette with a 6 inch barrel .357 Magnum.

    You’re young man. There are going to be so many good things happening to you over the years ahead. Why would you throw that away?

    #385721
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    FullMetalExo
    FullMetalExo
    Participant
    2383

    As you get older you will stop caring about suicide unless you are in severe pain from an illness. Don’t worry about what other people think about you live life for yourself. A lot of people here already gave you great advice and you are not alone we have all at one time or another thought of going down this road. If you have your health that is the most important thing everything else doesn’t matter go out and live how you want to everything else will fall into place given enough time.

    This is true. I would also add that humor, relaxation and nature can be of help.

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