I’m now understanding why Jesus chose 12 male apostles.

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  • #141464
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    Not only was Jesus MGTOW, but all of his male apostles either already were or left their wives and became MGTOW. Paul was totally MGTOW. Apparently Jesus understood female nature acutely. Could you imagine what the Church would look like today if he had chosen 12 females instead?

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    Oops. Keymaster would you please move this to the right forum, My bad.

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    I totally agree.
    I was debating an atheist awhile back, and he said that it seemed highly likely to him that Jesus was gay because of His lack of interaction with females. I told him that he could think that, but it wasn’t necessarily the case. I really couldn’t say what I was thinking about why Christ wouldn’t choose to elevate females to that position in His early Church, as we were in public and I really didn’t want to paint a target on my back…

    Just a misogynist virgin hiding away in his mother's basement. Nothing to see here...

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    I love what Paul wrote about marriage, as it gives me a good reason that I can site for not dating when I’m with folks from my church.
    I don’t need to say I’m gay, I can just say I’m following the apostle Paul’s teaching. The only argument against that is that “sometimes God wants people to get married” or “just wait, God will lead you to the right woman” (my least favorite). To which I just say, “when I start having visions of God telling me to marry someone, I’ll think about it.” That usually quiets them pretty quickly…

    Just a misogynist virgin hiding away in his mother's basement. Nothing to see here...

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    I love what Paul wrote about marriage, as it gives me a good reason that I can site for not dating when I’m with folks from my church.
    I don’t need to say I’m gay, I can just say I’m following the apostle Paul’s teaching. The only argument against that is that “sometimes God wants people to get married” or “just wait, God will lead you to the right woman” (my least favorite). To which I just say, “when I start having visions of God telling me to marry someone, I’ll think about it.” That usually quiets them pretty quickly…

    The right woman that God led me to was also a Christian and she tried to poison me. I thought I was safe because she was a Christian. There is no such thing as a safe woman.

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    Dang. Dude, that’s terrible.
    How did you get out of that one?
    Did she at least go to prison? Or did the courts do their typical thing and let her off easy?

    Just a misogynist virgin hiding away in his mother's basement. Nothing to see here...

    #141522
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    I came close to dying. When I was detoxing off that stuff I went into DT”s by myself in my basement and was seizing so bad I couldn’t call 911, all my effort was on keeping my diaphram from locking up. I broke teeth in that seizure. Not only did she not go to prison but she had a restraining order placed on a $250,000 insurance policy with her as beneficiary that I had to maintain until my divorce was final. I explained everything to my attorney and he said it would be very difficult prove anything. She called in a prescription to Walgreens posing fraudulently as a doctor and tripled the dosage of clonazepam from 1 mg tid to 3 mg tid. After a few days I couldn’t walk. The DEA investigated the male shrink who she used to get this prescription and said from the recording at Walgreens all they could tell was that it was a womans voice who called it in. She drove with me to Walgreens to pick up the script and said, “Score, it’s like hitting the lottery.” She’s a registered nurse now on disability. She was placed in charge of dispensing my meds by my shrink at the time, and day by day she just asked” how many do you want?”. I was so out of it I didn’t count I just took piles of them. This happened not long after she went on disability. Don’t ever allow a female to financially benefit from your death. She got the house, and I was homeless and unemployed and unemployable. It took 5 months before I was ready for a job. Fortunately my family took me in. I was awake for nearly 4 days straight hallucinating, and I was like a baby. I was only capable of communicating my needs by saying, “Need food”, “need blood sugar”, “Need bathroom” I don’t feel completely the same as I did before and that will have been 12 years ago this coming January.

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    The right woman that God led me to was also a Christian and she tried to poison me. I thought I was safe because she was a Christian. There are no safe women in the world today.

    Me too qeeqo, that’s where I met psycho bitch! I swear she was the living spawn of Satan! Smart, tricky, manipulative, and a pathological liar! That f~~~ing bitch made my insides turn!
    back on topic,,,,,,
    Ya ever see an all female pit-stop crew? ya know why ya don’t? They pour the drinking water in the gas tank, and the fuel in the driver’s face! not to mention they strip all the wheel nuts, and poke holes in the oil pan from the jack!
    Jesus had an all male team because men form teams and cooperate like all the parts of a grandfather clock!
    1 woman + 1 woman= CHAOS! Even God himself couldn’t coordinate 12 women! Why would he plague his own son with such an impossible task?
    Ya hear some guys say they’d like a harem of women, and some get 72 virgins when they die, to me, that’s eternity in hell!!

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    I came close to dying. When I was detoxing off that stuff I went into DT”s by myself in my basement and was seizing so bad I couldn’t call 911, all my effort was on keeping my diaphram from locking up. I broke teeth in that seizure. Not only did she not go to prison but she had a restraining order placed on a $250,000 insurance policy with her as beneficiary that I had to maintain until my divorce was final. I explained everything to my attorney and he said it would be very difficult prove anything. She called in a prescription to Walgreens posing fraudulently as a doctor and tripled the dosage of clonazepam from 1 mg tid to 3 mg tid. After a few days I couldn’t walk. The DEA investigated the male shrink who she used to get this prescription and said from the recording at Walgreens all they could tell was that it was a womans voice who called it in. She drove with me to Walgreens to pick up the script and said, “Score, it’s like hitting the lottery.” She’s a registered nurse now on disability. She was placed in charge of dispensing my meds by my shrink at the time, and day by day she just asked” how many do you want?”. I was so out of it I didn’t count I just took piles of them. This happened not long after she went on disability. Don’t ever allow a female to financially benefit from your death. She got the house, and I was homeless and unemployed and unemployable. It took 5 months before I was ready for a job. Fortunately my family took me in. I was awake for nearly 4 days straight hallucinating, and I was like a baby. I was only capable of communicating my needs by saying, “Need food”, “need blood sugar”, “Need bathroom” I don’t feel completely the same as I did before and that will have been 12 years ago this coming January.

    WTF! A man’s life means nothing to some women, they’ll trade your soul for a dollar! The lows a woman will shrink to for the sake of feeding her narcissistic desires knows no limit!

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    1 woman + 1 woman= CHAOS! Even God himself couldn’t coordinate 12 women! Why would he plague his own son with such an impossible task?
    Ya hear some guys say they’d like a harem of women, and some get 72 virgins when they die, to me, that’s eternity in hell!!

    And then you wonder why muslims gets upset when Rushdie writes a book called “Satanic Verses”. If Allah is the name of Satan, then his promise of 72 virgins (females) must indeed be hell…

    "Expecting to find a decent woman on a dating site is like dumpster diving and expecting to come out with a gourmet meal." Won'tGetFooledAgain

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    I came close to dying. When I was detoxing off that stuff I went into DT”s by myself in my basement and was seizing so bad I couldn’t call 911, all my effort was on keeping my diaphram from locking up. I broke teeth in that seizure. Not only did she not go to prison but she had a restraining order placed on a $250,000 insurance policy with her as beneficiary that I had to maintain until my divorce was final. I explained everything to my attorney and he said it would be very difficult prove anything. She called in a prescription to Walgreens posing fraudulently as a doctor and tripled the dosage of clonazepam from 1 mg tid to 3 mg tid. After a few days I couldn’t walk. The DEA investigated the male shrink who she used to get this prescription and said from the recording at Walgreens all they could tell was that it was a womans voice who called it in. She drove with me to Walgreens to pick up the script and said, “Score, it’s like hitting the lottery.” She’s a registered nurse now on disability. She was placed in charge of dispensing my meds by my shrink at the time, and day by day she just asked” how many do you want?”. I was so out of it I didn’t count I just took piles of them. This happened not long after she went on disability. Don’t ever allow a female to financially benefit from your death. She got the house, and I was homeless and unemployed and unemployable. It took 5 months before I was ready for a job. Fortunately my family took me in. I was awake for nearly 4 days straight hallucinating, and I was like a baby. I was only capable of communicating my needs by saying, “Need food”, “need blood sugar”, “Need bathroom” I don’t feel completely the same as I did before and that will have been 12 years ago this coming January.

    Man, that is beyond rough. Glad you made it through that, but it always boils my blood when a creature like that gets off easy for such a terrible crime.
    I will remember this story every time my 18 year old hormone-charged brain tries to be attracted to a girl. Thank you.
    Stay strong!

    Just a misogynist virgin hiding away in his mother's basement. Nothing to see here...

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    I came close to dying. When I was detoxing off that stuff I went into DT”s by myself in my basement and was seizing so bad I couldn’t call 911, all my effort was on keeping my diaphram from locking up. I broke teeth in that seizure. Not only did she not go to prison but she had a restraining order placed on a $250,000 insurance policy with her as beneficiary that I had to maintain until my divorce was final. I explained everything to my attorney and he said it would be very difficult prove anything. She called in a prescription to Walgreens posing fraudulently as a doctor and tripled the dosage of clonazepam from 1 mg tid to 3 mg tid. After a few days I couldn’t walk. The DEA investigated the male shrink who she used to get this prescription and said from the recording at Walgreens all they could tell was that it was a womans voice who called it in. She drove with me to Walgreens to pick up the script and said, “Score, it’s like hitting the lottery.” She’s a registered nurse now on disability. She was placed in charge of dispensing my meds by my shrink at the time, and day by day she just asked” how many do you want?”. I was so out of it I didn’t count I just took piles of them. This happened not long after she went on disability. Don’t ever allow a female to financially benefit from your death. She got the house, and I was homeless and unemployed and unemployable. It took 5 months before I was ready for a job. Fortunately my family took me in. I was awake for nearly 4 days straight hallucinating, and I was like a baby. I was only capable of communicating my needs by saying, “Need food”, “need blood sugar”, “Need bathroom” I don’t feel completely the same as I did before and that will have been 12 years ago this coming January.

    WTF! A man’s life means nothing to some women, they’ll trade your soul for a dollar! The lows a woman will shrink to for the sake of feeding her narcissistic desires knows no limit!

    I think she was trying to supplement her disability money with my $250,000 life insurance policy. I don’t really know because the last time I saw her was in court the day the divorce became final. She did leave my s~~~ in the rain for a couple days because she had a restraining order and I couldn’t go over there. I had to get someone else to pick up my s~~~. She did some spring cleaning and sent her trash as well as all the s~~~ she wanted to get rid of.

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    … he said that it seemed highly likely to him that Jesus was gay because of His lack of interaction with females.

    If Jesus was gay, or if any of the apostles were, then the pharisees would have used it against them. Homosexuality was punished by stoning back then. That is one aspect of Middle Eastern justice that has not changed much in the past 2000 years, BTW.

    Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

    #141766
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    Man, that is beyond rough. Glad you made it through that, but it always boils my blood when a creature like that gets off easy for such a terrible crime.
    I will remember this story every time my 18 year old hormone-charged brain tries to be attracted to a girl. Thank you.
    Stay strong!

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    Right now you’re operating on the lizard brain. Know yourself and your limits. I’ve been in monk mode for 10 years because I fall too easily. Some guys don’t have that problem, but I do so I stay celibate, besides I attract the most toxic women. I must have an invisible sign on my head that only they can read. They find me, I don’t look for them.

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    When I started this thread I made a statement that Jesus knows female nature acutely. Let’s take that a step further. Christians believe Jesus is God so if that is true then that means Jesus also created female nature. The question is why did he create them that way? The only thing I can come up with is the highest form of love is to love your enemy. He created us beautiful enemies so we could learn how to love, and of course without them there is no civilization.

    This is a hypothetical question because I am not positive God exists, nor do I know the mind of God, but I do wonder what he was thinking when he made them that way if He is God and did indeed Create them and then chose to remain celibate and exclude them from leadership positions in the early Church. Women have been p~~~ed off about this for 2000 years and have been trying to tear down the patriarchal system that He implemented ever since and especially this last century.

    What say you?

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    I came close to dying. When I was detoxing off that stuff I went into DT”s by myself in my basement and was seizing so bad I couldn’t call 911, all my effort was on keeping my diaphram from locking up. I broke teeth in that seizure. Not only did she not go to prison but she had a restraining order placed on a $250,000 insurance policy with her as beneficiary that I had to maintain until my divorce was final. I explained everything to my attorney and he said it would be very difficult prove anything. She called in a prescription to Walgreens posing fraudulently as a doctor and tripled the dosage of clonazepam from 1 mg tid to 3 mg tid. After a few days I couldn’t walk. The DEA investigated the male shrink who she used to get this prescription and said from the recording at Walgreens all they could tell was that it was a womans voice who called it in. She drove with me to Walgreens to pick up the script and said, “Score, it’s like hitting the lottery.” She’s a registered nurse now on disability. She was placed in charge of dispensing my meds by my shrink at the time, and day by day she just asked” how many do you want?”. I was so out of it I didn’t count I just took piles of them. This happened not long after she went on disability. Don’t ever allow a female to financially benefit from your death. She got the house, and I was homeless and unemployed and unemployable. It took 5 months before I was ready for a job. Fortunately my family took me in. I was awake for nearly 4 days straight hallucinating, and I was like a baby. I was only capable of communicating my needs by saying, “Need food”, “need blood sugar”, “Need bathroom” I don’t feel completely the same as I did before and that will have been 12 years ago this coming January.

    That’s f- up!!

    Your ex is pure evil!

    When you still married, do you not see any sociopath or psychopathy symptomp on her?

    To do something like that one must have either a sociopathy or psychopathy or both.

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    Not just Him, although He is your best example to follow.

    But so many great men through history! If you read quotes from the greatest minds they all held women in low regard and understood their nature!

    That knowledge is actively HIDDEN and ERASED in the modern world!

    They even tried to, and did succeed, in erasing it from Christianity. So few of my fellow believers seem to take time to read the Book on their own and understand what God’s message really is!

    I’m always happy to see MGTOW embrace God and understand how He is the only one on your side. It’s a game changer, definitely was for me. Definitely can’t trust society, parents, family, friends, anyone else. So when you read and you realize God indeed values men and understands and has a guide set up for us that works, it gives you a source of great strength.

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    [quote}
    That’s f- up!!

    Your ex is pure evil!

    When you still married, do you not see any sociopath or psychopathy symptomp on her?

    To do something like that one must have either a sociopathy or psychopathy or both.

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    There are 2 sides to every woman. That side she kept well hidden until she was ready to use it. She was always lovey dovey with me, and a total bitch when she was thrashing me behind my back. My family members saw this other side and they couldn’t stand her, unfortunately they didn’t tell me because they didn’t want to interfere with my marriage.

    Come to think of it I did. When she worked as an ICU nurse she mentioned that she frequently wanted dying patients “To be more comfortable” so she eased their pain with morphine which usually lead to them dying soon after. I think this is fairly common with dying people in the ICU on morphine drips because it depresses their respiratory system the more you give them.. The day my sister came and rescued me I wasn’t feeling right at all and my pulse was extremely fast, and I had my ex feel it. She said it felt very thready and weak. Rather than call 911 she opened the med safe and grabbed some clonazepam and said, “How many do you want? I just want you to be more comfortable”. To this day I equate the word comfortable with Cathy Bates in misery. My experience was truly like that. She had spent years isolating me from my family and friends before she made this move. When she felt sick she called it feeling oogy just like Cathy Bates in misery. I called my sister and told her what she just did, and she said, “You are in danger I’ve got to get you the hell out of there, I’m on my way”. This was after leaving a drug treatment facility AMA. I was so psychotic, the staff at the hospital said you have no idea what crisis you are in for if you leave now, please don’t do this to yourself, I left anyway right after having been medically detoxed off of that for 3 days. It was in my basement that I went into DT’s rather than the hospital. Everyone who saw me said I looked like death. I walked into an AA meeting and a guy told me that both he and his girlfriend said I looked like death, I actually went to the hospital after I left the house and they determined I was over the worst of it. I was also in a support group of addicts who all said they were really concerned about me because of the way I looked. The doc in the detox hospital told me based on my condition that my recovery would be the same as someone recovering from a major car crash. I sat in silence for 9 months in a chair on my dad’s patio staring at the trees. I got a job after 5 moths but still kept to myself there and when I got home.

    The crazy thing is I have chosen to forgive her rather than allow any hatred towards her to remain in me. I found that the quickest way to remove her from my memory. I prayed for her for years after that, but I will never ever get near her again. I don’t think about her any more. I am a Christian with a sailor’s mouth who wouldn’t wish hell on anyone including her, That’s why I prayed for her. I believe forgiveness is central to healing, and I don’t think anyone get’s into heaven with any hatred in their heart, but that’s just me.

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    The thing that actually saved me was I took an oxycontin off the counter which was hers and she went ballistic then called to have me placed into rehab. I probably would have died at home just another drug addict if she hadn’t done that. She suggested I go to a doctor who handles pain a year before this so I could always have a supply of hydrocodone. She always went with me to my dr.s appointments and I seemed to end up on a new med every time. I really fell through the cracks. I was sleeping about 16 hours a day, and the day I was to fly to rehab it took her hours shaking me to wake me up to go to the airport. She gave me a hand full of clonazepam for the trip. The people at the airport told me to move to a certain area and I stumbled into a cordoned off area with orange cones and ended up with a full search, but they ended up letting me on the plane. I flew by myself in that condition.

    I remember a caregiver of my mother’s when she was a couple years from death, looked at me sitting in a chair and said to my dad, “Is he ok?” my Dad told her that I was fighting with the devil. I didn’t have complete use of my left hand for a while and carried it in my pocket. I couldn’t even wipe my own ass for the first few days when I got to my dad’s, and I told my sister about it, and she said, “Well you better figure it out because I’m not wiping it for you”. Even my dying Alzheimers mother who was gone mentally looked at me and said, “Are you ok?” Another sister said, “I don’t like your color at all, you are gray”. The only time I knew I was really fighting with death was when I was trying to keep my diaphragm from locking up when I was seizing I was only able to take air in, in small gasps, my arms were all over the place and each of my fingers were just moving on their own, and like I said I clenched my teeth so hard that I broke a couple. It was a rough time.

    I’d turn it into a movie script if Stephen King hadn’t already made misery since I was the guy who actually lived it, Except I wasn’t rescued by a psycho nurse I married her.

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    A couple years later my sister set me up with a gal I had known since we were about 5 because she was safe. Her family had a farm in addition to their house close to ours, and she said there was an evil spirit that lived in a room upstairs that her family knew about, and no one would go into that room. What I didn’t know when she was telling me this was that her farm was right next to a sub station where a female worker for a power company went missing in the early 90’s.

    This gal showed me polaroids of orbs that she said were from that spirit, then she showed me a polaroid of a tree with rings of color around it, and I thought it was really odd because that was a hard copy photo. She said she had found this tree on one of her drives. she went on drives by herself all the time, and she felt strongly that it was connected to this missing woman so she took a picture of it. She took me to it at night and we went through a lot of dirt roads into the deep woods but she drove right to it. I could never remember how to get there because I wasn’t paying attention on the drive. I thought, “F~~~ is there a grave site near here” and am I in danger?” This gal worked for the police department and I was still off from the previous experience and didn’t want to deal with police. I have no idea if it was a grave site or not but I was pretty freaked out by the whole thing, and this was the safe one that my sister knew I wouldn’t have a bad experience with since we knew each other since childhood. I wanted away from this woman as soon as I could. I never called her again. After that I said, “F~~~ it, I’m done”.

    That was my last relationship with a woman, and it was 10 years ago and I’ve been alone and celibate ever since.

    sorry for hijacking my own thread, now back on topic.

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