I stalk my enemies.

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@everyone I am sorry for blacking out and losing it. I will find a way to delete my account later tonight when I get home from work. Once again sorry, I don’t belong here or anywhere I know this now. Thank you all for your good advice and always remember to go your own way. I love you guys be safe and well. I’ll leave this video as a motivation to always better yourself and never doubt your value.

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

VerityPhantom wrote:

@everyone I am sorry for blacking out and losing it. I will find a way to delete my account later tonight when I get home from work. Once again sorry, I don’t belong here or anywhere I know this now. Thank you all for your good advice and always remember to go your own way. I love you guys be safe and well. I’ll leave this video as a motivation to always better yourself and never doubt your value.

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You remind me of me many years ago. I believe that I was manic depressive then. Now I see the world in a more mature light, but it took me a long while to find myself.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@Enjoy The Decline perhaps I am, I don’t really know. Is there any way you can help me delete my account? I am running out of time as I have to be at work in a few minutes. But I want to get out of here so I don’t lash out at the only people who truly understand me.

[RiargsParticipant 320]

As reluctant as I am to say this – I think you should stay a part of the MGTOW community…

I say “reluctant” because you have had some bad times since you arrived here and have sometimes lashed out in personal attacks at some MGTOW guys who in the end were just trying to help you out.

Personal attacks here don’t accomplish anything – they just alienate people.

I don’t think I’m over-stating it to say that as men we have all been where you have been and where you are now in our own lives.

We have all crashed and burned. We have all had rage. We have all been very Down at times, and very Up at other times.

Heck, I have survived a 100+ MPH crash into very hard water in the IO in my Helo and somehow found myself bobbing in the water without a scratch on me and no sign of my aircraft and with my crew also bobbing around me and yelling “what the hell just happened!”.

I’ve had relations~~~s with women that were the same – hit the “water” at 100+ MPH and when it was over there I still was just bobbing along…

So you live and learn. You adapt and change. You conquer your anger, pain and (yes) fear, or you sink under the water, under the waves.

Never give up the fight. Men here on MGTOW are the best group of guys left on Planet Earth, and they have eons of collective experience. If you were to total up the years of experience represented by the Men on this Group it is in the tens if not hundreds of thousands of years – and that is a force that cannot be dismissed nor denied on a whim.

Disagreements are one thing – they are to be expected, and passionately engaged in.

Personal attacks are totally unnecessary in a community such as this, in my opinion. Any Man can call another Man a “dickhead”, or a “fool”, or an “idiot” – but he’s not arguing his point, he’s just proving that he is whatever he is calling somebody else out as.

Just my opinion. I’m sure other guys here can express this better then I have.

Stick around, but take it easy on the booze when you’re here. Getting a little buzz on and getting a little tight is one thing, but blow torch hot personal attacks and ranting before blacking out is not something a Man who honors himself and his fellow Men does…

"In my many years I have come to the conclusion that one useless man is a shame, two are a law firm and three or more is a Government..." - John Adams

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@riargs I want to stick around but I am too ashamed to, and I don’t think I can quit drinking. I am always alone (even on easter tomorrow.) because my family and I are estranged from each other, today was the first day I went to work drunk (I slammed 3 beers before my shift and steadily kept it up on lunch/breaks.) I feel comfortably numb at this point and I keep lifting weights and thinking violent thoughts. I don’t want to take it out on you guys and I don’t even mean to, I just can’t control myself. Today a fire broke out in the kitchen and I stood there smiling while everyone was evacuating and my coworkers told me that I was stupid and that I “could have burned to death.” and I laughed at them and just thought GOOD. I feel really low these days and I can’t bring anyone else down with me, that’s not what a man does like you said. Your stories of war are amazing to me, I really wish I could experience the things you have experienced. You’re one of my new favorite MGTOW’s now, as soon as I get my account deleted I’ll be lurking here and will follow you closely. You’re a good man, thank you for your concern I will come back when I am better I just need to disable myself from being able to post here. I am self destructing on a nuclear level and don’t want to burn anyone else.

Thanks to all of you again, I’ll be back someday perhaps.

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@Enjoy The Decline rules? I don’t like rules, don’t worry though brother. I put in a request to have my account deleted. I won’t bring my “drama and made up stories” here anymore, I apologize to you if it was such an inconvenience. Don’t worry though, I’m taking care of it I don’t want posting priveleges anymore. I’m going my own way tonight and will not pollute these forums with my hatred any longer. Thank you for your good advice by the way, you are a good man. Have a good night.

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

VerityPhantom, every time you make a controversial topic, you just can’t keep your cool when the veterans start going against you. I just made a controversial topic myself and I managed to keep a cool head, even after people like you broke the focus of the controversial thread I made. I guess that I probably showed you how it is done in keeping your cool.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@Enjoy The Decline that is why I am choosing to disappear lol, I don’t have a cool head in any regard. I am very guarded at all times. This is why I have no friends or family. I think I stated last night that I am a misanthrope. And I feel it may be true. I need to make some money and buy a cabin in the woods where no one can reach me, That way if I am angry I will only take it out on myself in the end. I do not wish to hurt anyone but I get so angry and IDK how to control it, it’s what drives me in a sense. I am driven by anger which I know is not good or healthy but I think no one can help me at this point. I fight everything always and am surprised I’m not in prison because of it. Sometimes I CRAVE someone will pick a fight with me in public and I would even let them hit me first just so I can claim self defense. I have bizarre fantasies of fighting men bigger and stronger than me just to show them I won’t back down and dare I say even WIN? I have so much hatred in my heart for many things that I drink it down just to control it. I haven’t been sober in over a week and I don’t even care, I crave the void that brought me into this world. I’m sorry if this isn’t what you want to hear but I am getting drunker as the night goes on and just want this damn account gone. I don’t want to make another post or lash out at anyone anymore. But I feel it is going to be inevitable eventually if it doesn’t get done soon.

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