I stalk my enemies.

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

So I can subdue them.
I count bodies like maggots being squished underneath a fresh pile of trash.
The number is overwhelming.
It makes me dizzy.
I wake up covered in blood some days.
The sheer number of the hunted is intoxicatingly satisfying.
Pinpointing them with laser accuracy is what keeps me alive.
I feel their cravings for fame and decadence.
I see their medicated dramatics polluting us.
They want to throw it all away.
Why don’t they just self destruct and die?
Narcissism at its finest example, why won’t they indulge their suicidal episodes?
They will write about you.
Such a f~~~ing mess, I don’t wanna wash you.

A poem I am working on, just a rough draft but I feel like it could go on for ages. Well maybe not a poem, but something.

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

So much hate, probably a good reason for it though.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[Anonymous 11]

I place my enemies in the hands of the Lord.

Time wasted on enemies is time not spent on you.

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@Enjoy The Decline You think this is hate? This is me censoring myself. I don’t want to put the real version up as I am too paranoid of having police visit me. I don’t even think this is about women entirely, the more I think about myself and MGTOW, I think perhaps I could be an entire misanthrope altogether. I want to disappear and conceal myself for good, I have multiple browsers open about survival, MGTOW, politics, sociology, economics, and algorithms of psychology. I feel I could be classified as “monk mode” MGTOW, but I don’t really know at this point. What I do know is I’m on the verge of something beyond myself, I want to find a place I call HOME but I don’t even think it’s here with you guys. I am filled with what you would call hatred, I call it truth (in my eyes.)

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@chauvinistpig Sorry brother, I think religion is apart of the rotting carcass tied into what we all disagree with so much. Religion (to me.) propagates what we all fight so hard to reject.

Edit: I also have a firm belief in helping my fellow man so to say time spent on my enemies is time wasted not on myself is upsetting. The reason I feel this way is because I realize that this world, and everything in it. Isn’t all about ME. I have a strong desire to help, I just don’t know how to. I want to be apart of a solution to everyone’s disdainful repugnance I find it hard to only think of myself because everyone’s dissatisfaction is what kills me. Maybe I’m a SJW and don’t even know it yet, I doubt it though for the sole thought that I’m not out to please just ONE group. I want EVERYONE to be happy, I don’t know anything yet though so I’ll just shut the f~~~ up for now. Don’t even know if a lifetime of study would make me understand regardless.

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

VerityPhantom wrote:

@Enjoy The Decline You think this is hate? This is me censoring myself. I don’t want to put the real version up as I am too paranoid of having police visit me. I don’t even think this is about women entirely, the more I think about myself and MGTOW, I think perhaps I could be an entire misanthrope altogether. I want to disappear and conceal myself for good, I have multiple browsers open about survival, MGTOW, politics, sociology, economics, and algorithms of psychology. I feel I could be classified as “monk mode” MGTOW, but I don’t really know at this point. What I do know is I’m on the verge of something beyond myself, I want to find a place I call HOME but I don’t even think it’s here with you guys. I am filled with what you would call hatred, I call it truth (in my eyes.)

I think you just need a focus of some kind. Through this focus, you might just help yourself in your situation.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@Enjoy The Decline If you know anything about my situation please tell me, and I’m not even being sarcastic. I really want to know. My mind is racing like a horse fresh out of the stable, I slept 2 hours in the past 2 days and it’s because I can’t stop reading/working (to pay the bills for the work part.) I feel myself as a car driving throughout the night without any oil. My engine is taking heavy damage and I can’t stop or I’ll die, (think of that movie speed with Tom Cruise.) If anyone can give me any clear answer at all maybe I’ll be okay by tomorrow at least. One day at a time right?

[KeymasterKeymaster]

There are enough enemies of men already for a man to have any of his own.

What IS an “enemy” to you, anyway?

Someone who wishes harm, ill and bad events on YOU??
Or someone you would like to harm.

When you’re going through life, are you swinging your fist at anyone? Or are they taking swings at you.

Understand your enemies and why they exist.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@keymaster

“There are enough enemies of men already for a man to have any of his own.”

An enemy to me is someone who takes my resources I work so hard for. (welfare programs, social security, social programs in general.)

To top it all off not only do “they” take it away they take more than that, I can’t even be myself in a society that I WORK for.

Like you just said, there are enough enemies of men, I can’t stop reading about it all and I am becoming frightened by it all. I want to escape but find no logical alternative.

I’m trying to understand my enemies and I even ordered that book “art of war” that another brother suggested to me a few days ago.

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

VerityPhantom wrote:

@Enjoy The Decline If you know anything about my situation please tell me, and I’m not even being sarcastic. I really want to know. My mind is racing like a horse fresh out of the stable, I slept 2 hours in the past 2 days and it’s because I can’t stop reading/working (to pay the bills for the work part.) I feel myself as a car driving throughout the night without any oil. My engine is taking heavy damage and I can’t stop or I’ll die, (think of that movie speed with Tom Cruise.) If anyone can give me any clear answer at all maybe I’ll be okay by tomorrow at least. One day at a time right?

At least you have a job, I am still in a middle of a plan to try to find my job that I wish to get experience in so that I can get my foot to the door. The only reason why I went this far is because I had a focus. Hopefully, you can get some sort of focus so that you can get the life that you are happy with. I am afraid I cannot help you very much but I wish you well.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@Enjoy The Decline Thanks for the efforts brother, it still means something. My only advice to you on getting your foot in the door is to try to get into something entry level that you have an interest in doing. Eventually, what you love to do will take hold and you will fall into place with that.

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

VerityPhantom wrote:

@Enjoy The Decline Thanks for the efforts brother, it still means something. My only advice to you on getting your foot in the door is to try to get into something entry level that you have an interest in doing. Eventually, what you love to do will take hold and you will fall into place with that.

I am already ahead of you there.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@Enjoy The Decline you’re 10 steps ahead of me already then, that is soothing in some strange way. I have been a phone operator, a police dispatcher, a baker, a service deli worker, a meat and seafood employee, a secretary, a landscaper, a fast food slave, a teachers assistant, a college student, a cashier, and now I am a cook. I had to go through a lot of jobs to finally find out what I wanted in life. And even now at my age, I’m not even sure. Whatever it is you choose to be in life just remember it may not be what you want to be a year after that. Whatever you do, just don’t deny yourself what you truly want to be. (I realize a lot of my professions involve food, and perhaps that is what helped me accept that I want to make the best food I can make and see someone’s face when I cook it for them.) it pleases me and gives me satisfaction to see someone enjoy the food THAT I MADE. IDK about the rest of you, but all I crave is PURPOSE.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

VerityPhantom wrote:

An enemy to me is someone who takes my resources I work so hard for. (welfare programs, social security, social programs in general.)

You’re seeing enemies because you’re looking for them.
They don’t love you, but they don’t hate you either.

VerityPhantom wrote:

all I crave is PURPOSE.

Create one.

VerityPhantom wrote:

service deli worker, a meat and seafood employee, a secretary, a landscaper, a fast food slave, a teachers assistant, a college student, a cashie

Isn’t it all better than facing th back of a cubicle for the next 40 years to pay off your mortgage so you can look back on the last 40 years and say “where the f~~~ did the time go?”

@verityphantom…. meet Lou. He’s got something to say to you.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

VerityPhantom wrote:

@Enjoy The Decline I have been a phone operator, a police dispatcher, a baker, a service deli worker, a meat and seafood employee, a secretary, a landscaper, a fast food slave, a teachers assistant, a college student, a cashier, and now I am a cook.

All I got to say is that you probably have a lot of stories to tell about all your experiences with those jobs. This place is not the place to say them, but you look like you have a lot more colorful stories than a person working in a cubicle. Whatever you do though, do not ever go to school in cooking, it is a scam. If you wish to be a certified cook, go in an apprenticeship if you have to. At least you will get paid to learn on the job.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

Keymaster wrote:

VerityPhantom wrote:

An enemy to me is someone who takes my resources I work so hard for. (welfare programs, social security, social programs in general.)

You’re seeing enemies because you’re looking for them.
They don’t love you, but they don’t hate you either.

VerityPhantom wrote:

all I crave is PURPOSE.

Create one.

VerityPhantom wrote:

service deli worker, a meat and seafood employee, a secretary, a landscaper, a fast food slave, a teachers assistant, a college student, a cashie

Isn’t it all better than facing th back of a cubicle for the next 40 years to pay off your mortgage so you can look back on the last 40 years and say “where the f~~~ did the time go?”

@verityphantom…. meet Lou. He’s got something to say to you.

A virus doesn’t love or hate me either, but it infects, it squirms, it screams inside my veins and destroys me well being. Does that mean I should ignore it and not try to find a vaccine? Creating my purpose is easy, accepting it without receiving something for it is what irks me. I know Lou all too well, he is someone I pity and am glad I discovered MGTOW before wasting my life in such a blue pill way as he had. IN terms of content and you showing me it, I have not already come across it sir. I feel the need to SHOW YOU some content that you may or may not have realized at this point. I’ll start by another audio archive you could possibly add to this site. The song is called Passive by a perfect circle, this is another one of my favorite songs on my MGTOW playlist. Take the time to listen and tell me what you think brother.

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@code Bunker You’re one of my MGTOW heroes man, I am always glad to see you take time to reply to my posts. I usually agree with a lot of what you have to say and feel enlightened almost every time I read your ideas. The only disagreement I have with you is money, I think money is important but it is not the MAIN focus of my life. The type of legacy I want to leave is the legacy of change, I want to influence ideas. Not a marketplace full of fake papers your motivation inspires me to be alive though. If you can put so much of yourself into your work than I can put that much of myself into my passion of breaking a generational curse of manhood instilled in us since birth. Like a dolphins echolocation I can reach my brothers through a reflecting reverberation that reaches through a thick repulsive muddy water that is polluted with feminism and gynocentry. In a sense, I am working on myself by every brother I reach with my own response. Step by step I can make each and every one of us feel so special and that is my goal. I want all of us to realize our full potential.

[VerityPhantomSpectator 263]

@Enjoy The Decline I disagree brother, this is the PERFECT place to tell all my stories. It is the only place I have to tell them. And don’t worry, I won’t ever go to school for cooking. I know it is a scam! I have worked enough, everywhere, to know almost everything there is to know about cooking. You gain more skills from experience than in a classroom, try serving 100 elderly people a decent meal with a “college education” I guarantee you’ll choke. Pressure builds diamonds, go into what you’re good at. Fight the flow if you must but always nurture your talents at the same time.

[Enjoy The DeclineParticipant 1719]

VerityPhantom wrote:

@Enjoy The Decline I disagree brother, this is the PERFECT place to tell all my stories. It is the only place I have to tell them. And don’t worry, I won’t ever go to school for cooking. I know it is a scam! I have worked enough, everywhere, to know almost everything there is to know about cooking. You gain more skills from experience than in a classroom, try serving 100 elderly people a decent meal with a “college education” I guarantee you’ll choke. Pressure builds diamonds, go into what you’re good at. Fight the flow if you must but always nurture your talents at the same time.

It doesn’t hurt to be certified in a apprenticeship, since you are going to be paid on the job while they train you. Here is a link to an organization that is nationally recognized for preparing inspiring chefs for apprenticeships: link.

It will take you 2 to 3 years to be certified, but at least once you are certified, your credentials will be recognized all over the country I believe. You can even go up the ranks and go for the even higher level certifications in the organization.

"Question everything" - Albert Einstein

[OldBillParticipant]

So much hate. So much wasted time. So much wasted energy. And, undoubtedly, so many wasted opportunities because the distractions the hate caused.

No one hates a virus, Verity, because hate doesn’t cure a virus. You identify the virus, either it or the symptoms, and then move on with your life.

Do you know why you have no purpose? Do you know why you’ve meandered through that pathetic list of jobs? Do you know why you still don’t even have an inkling of what you might want to do with your life?

You’re too busy hating to do anything else.

You’re sitting alone, in the metaphorical dark, polishing your hate. You do nothing of any import. You do nothing to help yourself. You do nothing to improve yourself. All you do is is worship at the idol you’ve built from your hate.

All MGTOWs have a “red pill rage” phase and most work their way through it. Some do it faster, some slower, but most do. Until you work through your rage, you really can’t work on anything else.

Take Code Bunker’s advice and find something – anything – to do. Divert yourself, distract yourself, break out of this barren rut your hate has dug.

You can do better than hate.

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

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