I returned to my blue pill hell.

[FrostByteParticipant 19005]

Anonymous wrote:

Part of what I am dealing with is I rushed from Florida to Kansas to find a place to live before the rest of the students showed up, and I found a suitable place but cant move in until the 15th. Now I am staying with family in south Illinois, waiting for orientation day and a school schedule so I can find a job out there. I want things to move, but I have to wait. Pull out couches suck, driving hours and hours sucks, and I can’t afford t live in hotels right now.

You got a lot going on. A woman will not cure any of it. Time will fix all this so long as you stay focused on yourself.

If you rescue a damsel in distress, all you will get is a distressed damsel.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Im a nomad, I don’t belong anywhere or anyone.

The whole planet is mine to explore and play with.

Im the king and owner of the world. Why wold the king low himself to the wants of society?

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Its alright May…I am in a similar mindset….With all the s~~~ going on around us we sometimes just want a minute of peace..A moment where we feel grounded and safe…It is a struggle because we have no one else to rely but ourselves now…Be strong brother, we are growing through this pain…In time when we are financially able, we can go around the world and meet some of our brothers…We are not alone…We are MEN…Stay strong brother…I pray for you…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[Anonymous 3]

Early Sunday morning. Bright & Sunny out. A cup of coffee in a cup that whenever my sister stops by tells me to clean. Alone in silence & solitude.
I write that because in my past there was a day when I had to give my last $.10 for a cup of water & slept under a bridge that night. “But now you wear your skin like iron,your breath’s as hard as kerosene”
In some sense I envy your existential despair. Your actually in a real good place, especially in this forum (I read all the posts ) & some really good stuff. I am quite sure you will shine as never before. It’s a new beginning. Wish you the best in all future endeavors.
PS. My sister only stops by about once every 6 months.
I am with you on your journey, in fact, I’m sure we have all ready met several times. I’m right next to you. I’m Johnny Zero

[alchemistParticipant 484]

Anonymous wrote:

I can’t relate to most people I encounter, and some of you may not understand how damaged a man can be and still function. Is this what autism or Asperger’s feels like, this is hell.

As an officially diagnosed autist, I can tell you, yes, that is what it is like… but most of us enjoy being alone.
I don’t fully understand your problem, that’s not to say it’s not valid but maybe you miss the days of ignorance? We all do, but the future can still be brighter. When we light our candles of self-knowledge and truth, and live with integrity to those truths, we ignite the sun.

Home is where you can be honest. Home is where you can tell the truth and not be attacked. Home is where you won’t be aggressed against for questioning something. Home is where you can be true to yourself without fear. Home… is anywhere you can be honest.

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