Hello

[gpnraanParticipant 100]

Well! Not a new member here. But I feel now is the time to vent out the frustration and introduce myself. I am ~25, from India. Nothing exciting about my life as I am an Introvert and timid. Got banged in my back by teenager when I was 8. At least he did not remove my pants. Later found my pant with liquid. Too young to know it was cum. Got bullied in my school for being a young and weak kid in my class. I used to break down very easily and cry when someone scolds me a little. I would swoon when someone stares at me. Thought I would become a MAN and things would change if I age. But nothing changed. Still a mystery how I managed to finish school and college. I hardly go outside to buy anything. I never went to a restaurant alone. Even the laptop that I am using was bought by my younger brother for me.

My parents understand my condition and supporting me. At times even they called me a gay for not being man enough. Then others would criticize that my parents are raising a woman. I am not sure if I have some sort of mental disorder. But nobody is understanding me other than my parents. I prefer loneliness as I feel extremely awkward in social gatherings. Always used to find a way to avoid it. At times I would cry why I am like this.

Playing cricket was my only hobby. But most of my teammates and classmates just got married and getting married. Other day my younger brother informed that one of our friends got married. Then my dad looked in my eyes as if asking me ‘when are you going to marry?’. That was very painful. It made me feel like a loser despite not wanting to marry.

Earlier this morning, my neighborhood girl who is of my age telling my mom that mom has raised me very poorly. Then my uncle comes home asking me “Are you going to remain like this? Why are you not going outside?” hinting that only then I would get married. Does one always have to deal with such pressure when preferring to remain single?

Then there is my younger brother who is polar opposite of me. He is extrovert, knows driving, does every s~~~ and works for MNC. His marriage would be in question when I remain unmarried. Extra guilty on my shoulders and way to shame me into marriage.

I can’t drive, don’t know most things. I decided not to get an offline job because of timidness. I do Affiliate Marketing for a living and learning programming to improve my skills to do freelancing.

I apologize for not putting everything in order as I struggle with English.
Again, I apologize if I sounded like narcissistic, whiny spoiled brat. Just could not find a place to release my pressure.

Thank you for your time if you are reading this.

[Solo MAN’S WisdomParticipant]

Welcome. No apologies necessary. Sounds like you’ve had a hell of a time growing up.

Don’t let ANYONE guilt/shame/flatter/trick/manipulate/coerce/force/threaten/deceive you in to signing a marriage contract.

When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

[TattooDaveParticipant 6952]

Welcome to the family the family of man. Not many men are brave enough to share that much of their story. Revealing yourself like that is a very brave thing. The beer is in the refrigerator and there’s an empty space over by m-52 on the couch. Make yourself at home

I can see their heads have been twisted and fed with worthless foam from the mouth. Bob d

[Repulsive RalfParticipant 356]

Hi Fella, just remember that everything is relative.
You might be showing more bravery and manliness doing something you find so difficult than most men who find everything so easy ever have to face.
Is it other people who make you wish to hide from the world?
If so, how about giving up on ever trying to relate to them, pretend they are not there and that it is just you and the natural world together. If you knew you were the last person alive in the world, would you then be able to go outside fearless and enjoy living?, if that is the case you have to pretend that has happened, live in a fantasy world for now, most men would cry like a girl if they found they were alone in the world. Maybe you are a man in a different sort of way and you just need to discover what it is?

[Heave-Ho MgtowParticipant 1797]

Welcome. You sound like you are at a changing point in your life. Read all you can here. It takes a long time to find oneself when such major options are presented.

Find something you enjoy, and bury yourself in it. With this growth comes confidence. This will guide you as you find your path as you go your own way. You made a brave choice by breaking open and sharing in your introduction.

skip the cavernous vag and go your own way

[NeroParticipant 1466]

The last thing you want to do is dismiss your gut instinct about your desires in life to please others that aren’t going to pay your f~~~ing bills or be there when s~~~ goes bad every single day of your life. No f~~~s given my friend.

[Anonymous 42]

Welcome to the club, here you can socialize and relax, there’s no outside pressure, that’s why we call it going YOUR own way!

[NerevarParticipant 8040]

Welcome, brother! Stick to your convictions and don’t let anyone bully- or pressure you into marriage. Go your own way!

"One of the best things internet exposed is just how insane women are." - Freeman_K

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

Welcome gpnraan! I am angry to read your introduction. Angry at the world around you. F~~~ THAT WORLD! Boss, you are here with friends now. It took a lot of guts to write what you wrote. I hope for you to look into a mirror and begin to smile. Start smiling man, the truth, the only truth you will ever know, is staring right back at you.

Do not let others discourage you. Not F~~~ING EVER.

Welcome to the club.

[experiencedParticipant]

Welcome to MGTOW!

Read read read it all ties together here.

"It seems like there's times a body gets struck down so low, there ain't a power on earth that can ever bring him up again. Seems like something inside dies so he don't even want to get up again. But he does."

[Mister StealthParticipant 362]

Nerevar wrote:

Welcome, brother! Stick to your convictions and don’t let anyone bully- or pressure you into marriage. Go your own way!

Agreed.

And welcome brother – we all do things in our own time. What is important is that you are happy.

Steel sharpens steel

[Anonymous 0]

Welcome home, Gpnraan
Beer’s in the fridge.
Nobody here will judge you
You are safe.

[HitmanParticipant]

hello friend.
you are very welcome to be here.
i think you were brave from the first few sentences you wrote.
pull up a chair,
sit back and enjoy !!!
.
this place for us men is fantastic.
glad you found us !

[JimBoLeaParticipant 1891]

WELCOME TO THE FOLD BROTHER AND SPEAKING UP I THINK THATS HOW THIS IS SUPPOSED TO WORK. THO I TREW AWAY MY CRYSTAL BALL YEARS AGO, I STILL CAN’T READ PEOPLES MINDS. RANTING IS A PASTIME BEST SHARED, I ALWAYS SAY. HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU MORE.

LILITH IS THE HEAD SUCCUBUS AND SHE LIVES ON THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOON

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

Greetings and welcome—you might be introverted; so what? The deeper the river the more silently it runs. And NO you are not narcissistic—possibly Asperger but Many MANY of us are in that boat. So relax, pull up a chair—you now have 20,000+ friends. See how easy that was?

You’ll find there is no shaming, or judging here–sure we have some heated arguments now and then but at the end of the day we all remain brothers. We’re glad you are here.

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

Hello gpnraan,

Reading your introduction has brought up some memories of my distant past.

gpnraan wrote:

……Got banged in my back by teenager when I was 8. At least he did not remove my pants. Later found my pant with liquid…..

At 8 years old, I had a dog who was always trying to hump my leg.

Isn’t that the same thing?

Nevertheless, even though I have been on the other side of the planet from you in another culture, the descriptions of your life are very familiar. The first third of my life was like what you described and I have been writing in the MGTOW Forums about the causes for our shared condition.

We are being poisoned in our food, water, and environment with chemicals, hormones, and weird s~~~ that f~~~s with a man’s hormones, development, and health.

There are also some negative influences which are a direct result of “Modernization” that turn us into the type of creature that our grandfathers would be ashamed of.

The link below is for one of the posts I made last year which explains how Pornography and Masturbation suppressed ALL of my Masculine Power.
It also starts to explain how I became more powerful (physically, mentally, emotionally, socially, spiritually…) when I was celibate and doing internal martial arts practices.

The Power of Celibacy

Note: You can look up any particular MGTOW’s posts by hitting the “Forums” tab in the middle of their profile page. And I have already written about some of the other things you brought up in your Introduction.

MGTOW has a wealth of information and we are lucky to enjoy this web site’s treasures.

Soon enough, especially in your thirties, you will find a way to have more Masculine Power which will ultimately make you more attractive to women. And your success will come with all sorts of challenges.

Because of my Pusillanimous past and my “Blue Pill” programming, I was desperate for the respect of other men and wanted the “love of a good woman.”
It turned out to be a recipe for disaster.
You do not have to make the same kinds of mistakes as me.

Most MGTOWs will confirm that being attractive to women, whatever form it takes, will ultimately turn out to be a Curse.

I know too many masculine men over sixty who are still trapped and/ or clueless about how destructive, dangerous, and evil women truly are. Their lives are train wrecks. They are talented and intelligent men with gifts that have been suppressed to feed the will of parasitic narcissists. It is tragic and heart breaking.

Many enslaved men are oblivious to their circumstances.
As long as they are clueless, they are like flies wrapped in a cocoon caught in a Black Widow’s spider Web.
It is a shame, when Red Pill awareness happens after the last drop of blood is taken and it is too late.

Free healthy men are problem solvers by nature, it is one of the more important things that we use to create civilization.

Be prepared to get lots of hard lessons and suggestions on how to climb out of your situation. Continue using this website to prepare yourself for the tasks needed for more freedom and a better life.

gpnraan wrote:

……Then there is my younger brother who is polar opposite of me. He is extrovert……

I have one like that too.
Sadly, most of our life together was conflict.
It is better that we are now in our fifties.

For decades, I always thought that my brother was just a basic “Combat Model” type of man and I was more like our ancient emperors who read books every day and developed their minds. We have now met each other half way. I am proud of my brother and his many gifts and he is proud of me.

gpnraan wrote:

…….Does one always have to deal with such pressure when preferring to remain single?

Your ancestors were also under similiar pressures.

Here is some art from South Asia that describes what you are facing:

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[bladeParticipant]

Welcome to the brother hood . Sounds like you have been threw the mill . F~~~ what anyone thinks of you or wants you to be . F~~~ everyone . You be you bro .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[MuglintarParticipant 1333]

Welcome!
Some call it a family, others a brotherhood, I’d call it an army! the common enemy is any person, group, state, ideology or tradition, oppressing the right of any man to live a life of free choices. We count in tens of thousands and the ranks are filling fast with volunteers.

"Him, who delights in solitude, is either a wild beast or a GOD!" - Aristotle (Aristot. Pol. 1.1253a) 1 Hom. Il. 9.63; the passage goes on: ἐστὶν ἐκεῖνος ι ὃς πολέμου ἔραται.

[Anonymous 13]

Welcome.

It’s all been said here, so I’ll just say do what you want to do and be happy.

Although, someone told me once during a low phase in my life … “does the world have an impact on you, or do you have an impact on the world”

Be well, be happy!

[JVBParticipant]

Welcome brother. It took immense bravery to write that post and you have more strength than you know. It’s there, inside just look for it. Stay on your path and look to your brothers on here for guidance. We only want what’s best for you.

Peace is > piece.

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