Heart is pounding to oblivion

[nonameParticipant 746]

Hitman wrote:

i saw a chick i dated in a copy of hustler magazine.
very f~~~ed up feeling.
it was over when i saw it.
she did it before we met.
but it’s the deceit.
the feeling of having been lied to.
it’s a mind f~~~.
.
better days are coming my friend.
cheers to YOU.
time will help it fade.

Thanks Hitman, to experience something like that is definitely not a pleasant emotion.

The pounding of the heart is something i experienced on few occasions in this LTR and every time it took a part of me.

Time to heal and rise up i guess.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[AposematicParticipant 2671]

Yeah the plum brandy would be flowin, : Thanks for not sharing the link to the video…

Afinogyny.. from the Greek Afino {to abandon/ to set down/ to leave /to allow/ to let } + Gyny {Women} MGHOW’s philosophy to not engage women without “hating them”. Narcorca =Narcissistic Orca typically spouting to a bathroom mirror taking an arms length selfie ; Wallinate describes post wall females whose SMV is terminally negligible New Years resolution "To not make women happy" . Instadestitue: yet another Neologism for Men that cohabit with women that decide to pull the handle of intervention orders.

[Anonymous 42]

noname wrote:

I would like to know what hers response to the video will be

If you could get to the mindset of not wanting to know what her response is then you’ve flipped the table on everything and truly going your own way!

noname wrote:

This dude used mobile and s~~~ty recording technique (hidden), o she will be surprised by the link.

By sending that link of her taken illegally she may have rights to drag you in court for violating her right to privacy, you’re in grey waters and now it’s best you remain totally silent and hope she’s such a whore that she doesn’t care.

These creatures combined with the insanity of modern law makes life unsafe by communicating with them.

Some over zealous prosecutor will throw you in with the batch on this illegal copy, criminal copy.

It’s so easy to get tangled with the law when dealing with women that communication of any kind runs excessive inherent risks.

You have nothing to gain and everything to loose!

[nonameParticipant 746]

Aposematic wrote:

Yeah the plum brandy would be flowin, : Thanks for not sharing the link to the video…

It did come to mind but i am in the presence of gentlemen.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

Anonymous wrote:

If you could get to the mindset of not wanting to know what her response is then you’ve flipped the table on everything and truly going your own way!

I agree with the reasoning

MG-ɹǝʍo┴ wrote
By sending that link of her taken illegally she may have rights to drag you in court for violating her right to privacy, you’re in grey waters and now it’s best you remain totally silent and hope she’s such a whore that she doesn’t care.

These creatures combined with the insanity of modern law makes life unsafe by communicating with them.

Some over zealous prosecutor will throw you in with the batch on this illegal copy, criminal copy.

It’s so easy to get tangled with the law when dealing with women that communication of any kind runs excessive inherent risks.

You have nothing to gain and everything to loose!
———-

I did not record it some other guy did i simply found it.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[SolidParticipant 7520]

Russky wrote:

congratulations! you banged a porn star LOL

Depending on the website, we can do a task force of MGTOW members to add tags like

– fattie
– crack whore
– HIV positive bitch
– 5$ f~~~

Just to make some fun of her exposure

[Anonymous 7]

noname wrote:

Grue wrote:
What you are seeing is the swan song.

She is descending you are ascending.
Revel in your freedom.

If you look at it a certain way, she did you a favor. True word.
Brother You are an uplifter thank you for that.

Truth is truth.
Enjoy your ascendancy.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

noname wrote:

Was browsing some porn right now, and guess who do i find, my fu#king ex getting banged. ()

NO!!!! REALLY.

Well I have been there too, but I knew she went into the adult business , so at least I was prepared. I took it as a compliment, because technically, I taught her how to f~~~.

…. but I can imagine your reaction to finding out that way.

Brutal.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Anonymous 42]

noname wrote:

I did not record it some other guy did i simply found it.

That’s not how the law always looks at things, it’s like saying he built the gun I only fired it!

law has nothing to do with logic and everything to do with intent.

I choose to remain silent for my own protection. What you did is what I refer to as “scratch and sniff”, I strongly advise against it to avoid a legal backfire and getting burnt.

[Sky-OParticipant 18936]

In 2008, I actually found an ex on a porn site.

But she wasn’t doing porn when we were together in 2007. That was easily confirmed by the new tattoo she had in the video (it was at Cum Fiesta)

She was a dental hygienist when we met and started banging.

And sexually, she was kind of tame at first but she turned into a freakin’ c~~~ whore during the few months we were together.

And surprisingly, she literally only did a total of 8 scenes over the course of a two month period of time. I researched her.

And I’m guessing it was because they expected her to do more than just guy-girl scenes and/or anal and DPs too, so she either bailed or wasn’t getting any work.

I couldn’t stop laughing over her porn name though. I actually called her about it and she admitted it was dumb too.

Porsha Blaze

[nonameParticipant 746]

Did manage to get an hour or two of sleep, weird thing is i still care otherwise i would not be so upset.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

Keymaster wrote:

NO!!!! REALLY.

Well I have been there too, but I knew she went into the adult business , so at least I was prepared. I took it as a compliment, because technically, I taught her how to f~~~.

…. but I can imagine your reaction to finding out that way.

Brutal.

Fu-k it.
In a way it is unreal but part of me knew it could be a possibility i did try to find it.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

Anonymous wrote:

noname wrote:

I did not record it some other guy did i simply found it.

That’s not how the law always looks at things, it’s like saying he built the gun I only fired it!

law has nothing to do with logic and everything to do with intent.

I choose to remain silent for my own protection. What you did is what I refer to as “scratch and sniff”, I strongly advise against it to avoid a legal backfire and getting burnt.

Thank you MG-ɹǝʍo┴ for your advice and concern.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

Her response was “seek help”.

She did not even acknowledge the video.

I will leave it at that.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[AutoliteParticipant]

Hitman wrote:

i saw a chick i dated in a copy of hustler magazine.

Just curious. Has anyone here ever dated a chick who ended up on the cover of “Time” or “Newsweek”? We must really be a pathetic bunch… 😀

[Anonymous 3]

I can only imagine what insanity she has brought into your life. Time will heal the emotional attachment. You can begin a path to peace here. ( I don’t bother with porn anymore )
Stick with the winners.
Stick with MGTOW

[Rat_Rod_RussellParticipant 93]

noname wrote:

Her response was “seek help”.

She did not even acknowledge the video.

I will leave it at that.

Walking away is hard but necessary. Find a use for the rage, I enjoy a punching bag. Burn it off and let it go. Don’t let it fester like a bad wound that leaves a debilitating scar on your soul. You’re MGTOW, you have better things to do, you just don’t realize it at the moment because the rage is blinding you.

[nonameParticipant 746]

Anonymous wrote:

I can only imagine what insanity she has brought into your life. Time will heal the emotional attachment. You can begin a path to peace here. ( I don’t bother with porn anymore )
Stick with the winners.
Stick with MGTOW

Thank you brother,
Time heals, adrenalin and despair comes and goes (sometimes i do not feed the wolf, other times i do to reinforce decision) living with her was hell i can only imagine what marriage would be like (more of the same i guess but on higher level).
I do not want or need cu-t to feel whole, MGTOW is the way!

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

Rat_Rod_Russell wrote:

Walking away is hard but necessary. Find a use for the rage, I enjoy a punching bag. Burn it off and let it go. Don’t let it fester like a bad wound that leaves a debilitating scar on your soul. You’re MGTOW, you have better things to do, you just don’t realize it at the moment because the rage is blinding you.

Solid advice brother, started training, joining the gym tomorrow, reading MGTOW and deciding which way to direct my life.
After that i am all in.
Thank you.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

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