Heart is pounding to oblivion

[nonameParticipant 746]

Heart is pounding to oblivion right now, the dreaded filing of betrayal and rage…

Was browsing some porn right now, and guess who do i find, my fu#king ex getting banged. ()

Needless to say i send her few nice words with link so she to can enjoy it.

I did ask myself do i need to share this, and yes i do i share it with you.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

I really do not know what to say, this is f~~~ed up.
I know she cheated but to find undeniable prof fu-k this is devastating…

The moaning is hers the ass is hers the neck is hers the hair is a bit longer so video must be at least 2 months old or older, now my mangina mind is telling me maybe it is before “we” era.

It is not.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

I did install monitoring app on her mobile 5 months ago to check her honesty as she did lie before. (she went on her holiday in 08.2017 without me as that is the busiest time of the year for me).
Then the flirting with “friends” and ex/es started. I did suspect for quite some time that she was unfaithful, of course when confronted she would always deny it.

I broke up with her on count of the sms-es i saw.

English is not my native language so it helps to write it down it is calming and focused effort and rage is calming down.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

Heart is calmed a bit, alcohol is running in the blood (controlled doses).
No need to worry as i am fine.

I would like to know what hers response to the video will be…

Hers most awesome idol is Darth Vader, she is calling him teddy bear i did a search to find psychological profile of people that have villain as idol but didn’t find anything substantial.
I wonder how extremely f~~~ed up one has to be to have Vader as idol?

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

I know how this sounds, he introduced himself and now he is in crisis (in lack of better word).

There is none and if anything this is a sign from above to get my s~~~ together and move on, to reinvent myself to better myself and to not allow co—s to ever access deeper parts of me.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[AutoliteParticipant]

noname wrote:

I know she cheated but to find undeniable prof fu-k this is devastating…

Yeah, I once found an ex-GF on a porn site. It happens. The break-up was my call so I can’t really say anything about it. At least she found a guy who could apparently afford a really nice camera… 😀

[nonameParticipant 746]

Well done sir i laughed hard.

This dude used mobile and s~~~ty recording technique (hidden), o she will be surprised by the link.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[Anonymous 7]

noname wrote:

Was browsing some porn right now, and guess who do i find, my fu#king ex getting banged. ()

Just curious, did you go looking for it or did you just come across it by accident?

I’m not trying to add salt to wounds or start s~~~.
I am truly curious.

[nonameParticipant 746]

I am from Croatia (girls or women here as as fu-ked as they are in the west) i did look for Croatian porn to check.
And funny enough i did find it on xvideos.
It is undoubtedly her (even the clothes are hers).

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[RusskyParticipant 13503]

congratulations! you banged a porn star LOL
sorry dude

proud carrier of the 'why?' chromosome

[nonameParticipant 746]

Russky wrote:

congratulations! you banged a porn star LOL
sorry dude

Good one, thanks. (it is homemade video)
I do not feel proud but yea her pussy is the reason we lasted as long as we did. Her need for c~~~ is also the reason we split.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[Anonymous 7]

noname wrote:

I am from Croatia (girls or women here as as fu-ked as they are in the west) i did look for Croatian porn to check.
And funny enough i did find it on xvideos.
It is undoubtedly her (even the clothes are hers).

Ah.

Again, it was not my intent to pour salt in old wounds.
I have never been where you were are and wanted to understand.

Cheers Brother.
You are free!!!!!!

[Anonymous 7]

Russky wrote:

congratulations! you banged a porn star LOL
sorry dude

OK, that was….. um….funny. It was.

Hang in there NoName. It will get better and the wall comes.

[nonameParticipant 746]

Anonymous wrote:

Ah.

Again, it was not my intent to pour salt in old wounds.
I have never been where you were at and wanted to understand.

Cheers Brother.
You are free!!!!!!

No Brother the wounds are fresh and putting salt on it is what keeps me sane, still in anger mode and need it to brake remaining chains.

This video is like a smack to the right place.

Free sounds good i remember how nice it was.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[nonameParticipant 746]

Drinking brandy and rising one to ya all.
Long live MGTOW let it be the place for men to unburden and guide their fellow man!

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[Anonymous 7]

noname wrote:

No Brother the wounds are fresh and putting salt on the is what keeps me sane still in anger mode and need it to brake remaining chains.

Good.

I was curious but I didn’t want to come across as f~~~ing with you.

The anger will fade. The pain will fade.
In time you will find peace. The wall comes.

[nonameParticipant 746]

Anonymous wrote:

The anger will fade. The pain will fade.
In time you will find peace. The wall comes.

Oh she is 38, no kids, regular exercise, good diet and good genetics, she will be fu-kable/desired for a long time (50 maybe more) but the wall is coming.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

[Anonymous 7]

noname wrote:

regular exercise, good diet and good genetics, she will be fu-kable/desired for a long time (50 maybe more)

Nope.

Camouflage will work for now.
No, way, she competes with early 20s for SMV.
What you are seeing is the swan song.

She is descending you are ascending.
Revel in your freedom.

If you look at it a certain way, she did you a favor. True word.

[HitmanParticipant]

i saw a chick i dated in a copy of hustler magazine.
very f~~~ed up feeling.
it was over when i saw it.
she did it before we met.
but it’s the deceit.
the feeling of having been lied to.
it’s a mind f~~~.
.
better days are coming my friend.
cheers to YOU.
time will help it fade.

[nonameParticipant 746]

Anonymous wrote:

What you are seeing is the swan song.

She is descending you are ascending.
Revel in your freedom.

If you look at it a certain way, she did you a favor. True word.

Brother You are an uplifter thank you for that.

We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit. - Aristotle
Warrior asked Fear, “How can I defeat you?” Fear replied, “If you don’t do what I say, I have no power.”

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