Ever since I was young women and girls my age have been trying to use me and now that I’m 18 it has gotten worse.
It started in children school when it came out about my abilities in science and math. One day I was the loser who liked to be in the library and the next day I was the “smart” guy. I was quite sharp even as a child and I noticed this change and got suspicious. It wasn’t only girls in my age that wanted to suddenly be friends, even their mothers was pushing them to be closer to me.
Fast forward to through years of avoiding this and studying to my hearts content and to high school. I will say it has gotten very much worse. Now it’s not only the girls my age but older women too. Now it’s become so normal for me that I can almost tell their intentions the second they open their mouths.
Because of me trying to avoid all this BS called “relationships and marriage”, what I quickly started to learn was to manipulate the situation to my favor.
This is one of my abilities that i despise so much, but is something I need so much. It has become an automatic reaction for me these last years and it’s something I hate.
Just imagine it, I’m just 18 and already I have to manipulate people like a puppet master, destroying all their credit and their social standing. So far this year I have had to do it on 6 different women who detested me for not falling in line, being ahead of them in school or anything. This is not only in school, it’s everywhere for me in social places and at job to.
It has started to put a lot of stress on and makes me tired these days, I’m going on a vacation this Christmas and relax somewhere in the mountains, but I don’t know where I should travel to yet though. If you guys could tell me where to travel so that I can release all my stress.
That is how my life is has been for a long time, but it doesn’t tell anything about what I like to do and what I don’t like.
So let us start with that.
Hello, my name is Kham and I am happy to join this community.
I study and have a job at the side to save up for when I move out to live alone. I like science, math and psychology and the history of humanity and how society evolved. My hobbies are martial arts, archery and swimming. I love taking long walks through mountains and the forest and camp at the top of mountains and watch the sky at night. Further I like to cook, this may have to do with the fact that I love chemistry and experiment with all kinds of tastes.
For future I have no plan at all to marry, I live in Norway and I do not want half my stuff taken in a future divorce. Girlfriends may be a possibility, but not something I’m interested with my experience of women.
Some of you may wonder what is somebody this young doing at this forum? I will say that I have no one to understand what it is to feel like this, many of my male “friends” say that I am just in a phase that I will grow out of.
I think that is all I have to say, I will not be able to come on this forum every day, but I will try to answer any questions and look forward to debate with you guys in any topics.
Sincerely Kham, The Mad Scientist 🙂
PS: I apologise if my English isn’t that good, it’s my 5th language and the grammar rules up in my head get jumbled sometimes. I will try to answer if there is something you did not understand in my introduction.
Akanbi 3 years, 2 months ago.
