I wrote when I was in middleschool that love is nothing but pain.
Why the hell I did not take my own advice.. Relationship after relationship. Same s~~~.
You want to know what I was doing wrong?
I was NOT listening to the men that were trying to give me good advice.
Then I was guilted into thinking I owed women something.
THen it was me thinking that I could not do any better.
Then it came to me thinking.. Hmm/ Maybe I never got the woman I always wanted. let me try.
Nope.
I keep thinking maybe if I got to her first things would have been different.
Nope.
You see, the reason why this happens to us, is that we never get that chance to really understand that times have changed. But we keep getting spoon fed this bulls~~~ that is not real.
We swallow it with pride, but there is no point filling that gut with air.
It takes up the space, but you always feel empty.
You wonder why everyone was so content 50 years ago. And why we can’t have that now.
I wonder… Were they? I mean were women really different?
You look back, and you see that women were TOLD by a large margin that they WANT this, and it makes them HAPPY.
But now, you look back. And you have to wonder. Were women really just hiding who they are? Or were men to afraid to admit that they themselves were duped?
I don’t know. But I can tell you one thing.
Women WANT a man they can not have. THey know that that man will never have them. But they like that they have a man that they can be used by to feel better.
It goes beyond logic. But once a woman has been brought up in a s~~~y way, they never get better.
I’m sorry man. I know your life was not that much better. That’s why you fell for it.
You were thinking deep down that women really are more than the sum of their parts.
But there not. Actually, the very VERY few that are different. They are some kind of anomaly. And you have to wonder deep down, is it that they are stubborn, and want to prove they are different? Or are they really fighting some kind of internal battle?
Bro, we are told from an early age, love can solve all the worlds problems. Love will make all things good. Love will overcome any obstacle.
What they DON’t TELL YOU…
THAT KILLS YOU.
You think that its almost magical they way you feel about her. But in her mind, she says she loves you. But does she even know what that means?
Does she really deep down have that conviction that you had.
I’m sorry bro. But the truth is. Women are bound to their programming. They feel no conviction for their actions.
They will justify their actions anyway they can. Even at the cost of another.
Women unlike men have never had to deal with the consequences of their wants.
We have given them everything. And it seems that we all forgot the most critical lesson that only one sex seems to take seriously. One critical aspect of what happens when people don’t earn what they get.
When you think back to when you were a kid, what was the one thing that the girls never had to deal with.
In High School, what did women never have to learn?
And what were they taught all their lives?
When you get right down to it. You get one hell of a f~~~ed up human being.
Sadly, some of the most wonderful of the human species happens to be people that have had to deal with an actual hard life and its lessons.
And to know that you as a man have no value unless you put worth and trust in yourself to be great, it makes you a real well rounded person.
Women NEVER sit at home alone and think about their worth. Its told to them from an early age that they are naturally given worth. And They know men will want them no matter what and will always be able to seek value.
But as they too start to age, Mother nature gives them a cruel dose of reality.
They now may realize that their lives were s~~~. They never got what they were looking for. But it does not mean anything to them.
Unlike men, they don’t feel that they have any real worth. And that’s why they will never understand why one day, men will stop looking at them. Stop caring about what they say, and won’t be able to command any attention unless they fall pray to their own realization that their own lives are shallow. Filled with nothing more than a mentality to blame others for their loss of fulfilment.
You on the other hand, have nothing but regret. But WHY?
Let me tell you bro. Its not regret that it ended. It regret that you were not able to help another human being become more than the some of their parts.
You have a lifelong realization that YOU put in the hard work. You tired to make her life better. And YOU f~~~ing did something worthwhile.
She threw it away, not you bro.
And best of all? You did it for no other reason or goal but to be able to make the world a better place by doing something that made no sense at all.
YOU are the better person. You gave the world value. And YOU my brother (god that sounds so KLAN LIKE 🙂 got the better end of the deal.
No (sane) man is ever going to look down on you for taking the risk of putting your own life at jeopardy for another human being. You did not do this because it benefited you.
You did this out of the one thing that is unexplainable. You did it cuz you had a real heart.
(Boy that sounds gay.. Oh well)
No other being in this universe that we know of would willingly take the sacrifice that you were willing to put up front. You would have shielded her from bullets. (even missiles, and some elephants, maybe even the BORG) You would have taken care of her when she was ill. Even when she grew old and haggard, you would have always stood by her.
Your reward? A constantly depreciating investment.
Bit did you care about this future outlook? Nope.
Being conscious that you were willing to do all this for another person for the rest of your life with the only reward being more pain and misery and suffering to you.
What other entity out there does that?
Then you realize the truth.
You have done more in your life then she will ever be able to accomplish. She will never earn the place to be called a human being.
You sir, even in your short lifetime have been able to accomplish greatness that she will never be able to attain.
That is why you will live the rest of your days with happiness, joy and fulfillment.
When your heart aches. You know without a doubt you have a soul.
And the only reason why it does, is you were not able to fulfill your unselfish need to help another.
Many will try to explain it away as need to feel not alone.
This is the bulls~~~ that they tell you to marginalize who you are.
Women and men alike know this. But you only have to open your eyes to see that women will always try to tell you that you are nothing but your physical needs.
Little do they know, that the reason why you want them is not due to just a hurdle of biological circumstances. It was not her body that you wanted to share. It was you.
Ask a woman what she wants in a man. And can see. Its so shallow, you start to wonder. What on earth did I ever see in her.
Once you see that. You will heal.
As a man, you may feel that you have failed.
However, the truth is you never accepted defeat. She gave up. You never did. That means something bro.
Your mind told you this was stupid. But your heart won out.
And the magic here?
You were able to transcend your programing. TO be more then the some of your parts.
She can’t do that bro. That’s not your fault. And she will never be able to come to terms with that.
You paid your dues. Time to make this life the one you always wanted to live.
🙂
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Virginius 3 years ago.
