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So here it is boys. I got a bad batch of my tea seeds for those who have followed my previous posts. And it sent me to a decision that I will never ever forget. I decided to give up on all pain reliever this week. This was just the latest incident in me trying to make my own pain meds. First off let me warn you, this is not for the weak or faint of heart, this s~~~ can kill those who are not healthy enough to go without the opiates. My pain has always been bad, my back, my knees, s~~~ every major joint I have is damaged from the polyarthritis. I will feel pain until I die. Extreme amounts. But worse than that pain is the pain of running out of your opiates. This is where my story begins brothers, and f~~~ing heed it, because it IS NO S~~~!
Day 1 – Puking, the Runs like you have never experienced (EXPLOSIVE), Cramps, Fever, freezing cold skin and at the same time sweating so profuse you have to change your clothes, cannot sleep, cannot eat, cannot drink, cannot move, the pain today on a scale of 1 to 10 was a f~~~ing billion.
Day 2 – Same Same Same as Day 1, only worse, violently thrashing about in bed, cannot sit still, crawling with bugs as it felt, restless legs so bad sleep is a million miles away and THE ONLY THING YOU WANT, cant have it though.
Day 3 – Went to hospital, couldn’t hack it on my own, got some atavant from the doc and a full bag of fluids, feels a little better today, atavant is nearly removing all side effects, cool right? Oh yeah side effect of atavant = NO F~~~ING SLEEP EVER AGAIN!
Day 4 – Cannot stand, so weak, so tired, everything is broken inside, I am a shell of my former self.
Day 5 – my mom is worried, my skin is turning grey, still have not eaten or slept. She forces some fruit down me, I feel a little tiny bit better, still no f~~~ing sleep.
Day 6 – Halucinations, seeing s~~~, and feeling s~~~ that is not even happening, very dark day, and oh YEAH STILL NO F~~~ING SLEEEEEEEEEEEP!
Day 7 – seeing s~~~ that ain’t there sucks, what is real, what is not. All same symptoms still, still no sleep, so weak I started feeling as I was going to die.
Day 8 – Mom came over and forced a dinner down me, I did manage some very tossy turny sleep finally, cannot barely tell though, still very weak, still very tired, but coming around. was so bad last night I had to lay down in the bathroom to smoke, couldnt sit up or stand just nothing left in me.
Here we are, any one like an Oxycontin now, how about a percocet? MY ADVICE BOYS LEAVE IT THE F~~~ ALONE, THEY ARE DEATH PILLS!
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I’ve never been through such torment. I wish you the best. I hope the worst is over for you and you can do nothing but recover from now on.
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Ask your Dr for some Seroquel. It is non-addictive an should at least get you some sleep.
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Damn bro. Sounds extremely rough. I always stayed away from pills. I think the pharmaceutical industry is just as corrupt as anything else.
I doubt I can relate to that level of pain. Keep your wits about you as best you can.
When I was at my worst I was in a spiral of medication. I took this one to stop that, then another to stop the side effects of the first. Then something to bring appetite and some anti sickness.
In the end I was just a pill bottle experiment. I had lost ME.
Then I read about a guy who was like me and he came off everything, allowed his body to suffer the pain. He done this for 3 months.
What he discovered was that the brain starts to turn down the pain receptors so the body can try and function in a somewhat normal way.
He then found that just taking a minimum dose of his normal medication had a better result then before.
I tried this and although the first 6 weeks had me weeping like a child … it did work.
In fact it worked so well I was able to clear my medicals and get my job back.
I still have pain but can feel my head dealing with it. I do get bad day but nothing I can’t manage.
Have a chat with your doctor. See what they think. Pain is processed in the brain …. so it makes sense to look at that area.
I really feel for you man. I literally know your pain.
Wow…I truly feel for you man. It sounds like you was in need of them, but I always say the same thing, if you can self-medicate, or dial it back to a minimum, your body will take care of the rest. I have watched friends and family go through the withdrawals and it’s never a pretty thing to experience. I wish you the best of luck on making your own medication, let us know some of the secrets if you don’t mind. I take two doses of pot a day, and it keeps my knee and minor back pain at bay. But even then, it’s not good for my lungs, so I’d love to hear some other tricks.
Right behind ya man. Early 30s and already seeing the signs that I will follow in my fathers health issues, with the arthritis and whatnot. He was old school and hated the doctor. Hope to be half as tough as he was.
I hope you are better. I suggest anyone like this to get off the Internet, hang out with local contacts and get better and then return.
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I have either gout or pseudogout, it’s a very painful disease. There was only two things that worked with me. One was eating only raw foods meaning low carb vegetables and the other was fasting for 24 hours twice a week. With the fast you have to eliminate as much stress as possible. So on two separate occasion you fast for 24 hours. I found relief within one week, in fact the pain was also all gone. Until I did something stupid that stressed me out the pain came back. I only drink filtered tap water, no coffee, tea, sod and other s~~~.
My guess you’re over weight, the more over weight you are the worse the pain gets. Losing weight is critical and fasting twice a week can do the trick. And no you won’t die fasting for 24 hours. The nice thing is I can eat pretty much anything I want with this and the pain is reduced.
http://www.prevention.com/health/health-concerns/link-between-inflammation-pain-and-depression
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You may also want to read this article, with some scientific proof.
Intermittent Fasting and Depression (an inflammation link?)
http://bradpilon.com/weight-loss/intermittent-fasting-and-depression-an-inflammation-link/"If pussy was a stock it would be plummeting right now because you've flooded the market with it. You're giving it away too easy." - Dave Chapelle
My guess you’re over weight, the more over weight you are the worse the pain gets. Losing weight is critical and fasting twice a week can do the trick. And no you won’t die fasting for 24 hours. The nice thing is I can eat pretty much anything I want with this and the pain is reduced
Sorry to say my brother but I weigh less now than I did in the 9th grade. In Jan 2013 I weighed in at 265 pounds. 5′ 10″ pretty big build, used to lift and play sports, all kinds of physical s~~~.
Today I am at 155 pounds, and there is almost nothing left. The last three months after losing my fiance, then these passed 8 days have drained every single ounce of fat. So that is not it all, but it was true a few years ago my brother.
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let us know some of the secrets if you don’t mind.
The ONLY way in hell I would post my regimen for making this pain med would be if it were STRICTLY in a SURVIVAL post. This s~~~ is dangerous, and I will not in any way ever endanger any of my brothers with the hell I just went through. Again, in a survival post, on the eve of the s~~~ is falling apocalypse now type situation would I share. Just to f~~~ing dangerous sir. I am sorry.
Men are at a time when panning for gold in a urinal has a higher probability of success than finding a faithful and loving woman, it is time to go your own way.....
In the end I was just a pill bottle experiment. I had lost ME.
I am crying at this post brother, crying my f~~~ing eyes out! I don’t remember where I left “me” I wasn’t sure who the f~~~ I was anymore. I looked in the mirror today and just balled like a baby. Finally, a day I am not thinking about the pain killer, I have to be home to make more, I have to be here in case it gets bad, I cannot go anywhere without planning my pain killers. MY LIFE WAS GONE, AND ALL THAT WAS LEFT WERE THE OPIATES. I may be in pain, but for the first time in freaking years I FEEL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it is really hard to explain to others, but just being able to feel, knowing that I can get up tomorrow and not worry about f~~~ing pain meds makes me feel the most free I have felt in years. Pain may kill me, but at least I am free!
Men are at a time when panning for gold in a urinal has a higher probability of success than finding a faithful and loving woman, it is time to go your own way.....
Jerimiah Johnson,
First off ANYONE who hasnt gone through this type of s~~~ first hand, can NOT relate, can NOT give advice, and has ZERO idea what they are talking about. PERIOD. So if anyone gives you some BS advice like “eat vegetables” or some other inane crap, and hasnt been there themself then write them off.
Ive been there.
My doc prescribed me xanax for stress a few years ago. I took them as prescribed, never abused them. I decided it was time to come off them. Had a conversation with him. He put me on a taper schedule. I folowed it, but it didnt matter.
I would wake up at two in the morning with the most intense stress I have ever felt. Felt like I was having a heart attack, and at times I was hyperventilating. All this time I still had to show up to a job I hated. I was literally crawling out of my skin, and just wanted out of my body.
Alcohol helped with the withdrawal phase. It lasted two full months. I couldnt believe it. It was a nightmare.
If you can go to a dr to find something safe to help you during this period, then that is what you need to do.
But dont take BS advice from ANYONE who has never been in this spot. I had a doctor’s script to myedication. ***I**** requested to be taken off of it. Yet when I explained this to my closest family member, SHE treated me like some addict in the street buying his fix. Its unreal. People who havent been there are CLUELESS.
Dont listen to them. They have their own unique demons that I might not ever understand, bit they sure as s~~~ dont understand this.
Talk to a doc and find an easier transition into where you want to be.
Resident cynic.
Thanks Ancientwisdom!
I figured I would add here.
Day 9 – No sleep at all again. It is 5:20am and have not got a damned wink. It feels as if my legs start convulsing, and my entire back is hooked up to a hundred thousand nails all wired to a truck battery, ONNNNNNNNNNNN – OFF – ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN – OFF Until you can no longer take it and must get up, but then you get up, and the pain, the weakness, I can barely walk, but I cannot sit, I cannot lay down, IT IS F~~~ING MISERY. I will admit though, having those few bits of sleep yesterday sure made this night so much better. WHAT WASN’T BETTER WAS THE WHOLE STATE OF WYOMING BEING WITHOUT INTERNET FROM 12am until 5am – FFFFFFFUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKK. I have no cable, so when my donkey carrying f~~~ing slower than syrup in maine in january s~~~ internet goes down, I am truly in the dark. I am also waiting for the NEXT huge collapse, and when my internet stayed down so long my paranoia was in freaking overdrive. LOL. But here we are, all safe in our little 27 in screens, oh yeah! FIST PUNCH – FIST PUNCH
Maybe I can get a couple ZZZZZ’s after sun arrives. My total sleep debt from this withdrawal stands at 7.17 Hrs x Sun night, mon, tue, wed, thur, fri, sat, and now monday = 57.36 hours, btw I pulled that 7.17 off some we are the governance of all sleep matter website or some s~~~, so it must be official, but funny f~~~ thing is I have not got more than 6 hours in one night since, since, I don’t f~~~ing know maybe the 90’s….lmao.
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Anonymous9I stick with the green, and I’m almost a month free from alcohol.
Never wanted to mess around with stuff that gives a serious withdrawal, or takes away from my sex drive.
But I wish you the best, and I hope you don’t have to deal with it again.
Thank you gllahone84, strangely enough a “friend” just dropped me off some magical cookies. MMMMMMMMMMmmmm GOOD! Lifted my poor ol tattered, beaten the s~~~ outta spirit right up! I love them cookies, and I love the magical plants that were bestowed upon us for medicinal uses, however my good sir, I cannot talk much on this light subject. I live in THE MOST REDF~~~NECK ASSBACKWARDS STATE IN THE UNION, and here it will take a freakin meteor to strike all that our in our state power dead, they’re children dead, before it would even be considered to be put on a ballot for a vote. And Yes, IT IS THAT BACKWARDS IN WYOMING. You get caught with a little love here, and they will show you to your own personal accommodations for 20 years. These stupid redneck cops budget IS SOLELY for busting those terrible, violent peaceful smokers. And BASHING THEM INTO A CELL STRAIGHT AWAY! GOT TO KEEP OUR STREETS CLEAR FOR THE DRUNKS, and the college kids that pull a kid from school and take him outside of town and beat him to death because he likes boys instead of girls. YEP SIR E I SURE AM PROUD OF MY STATE! NOT!!!!!!!!!
Men are at a time when panning for gold in a urinal has a higher probability of success than finding a faithful and loving woman, it is time to go your own way.....
Anonymous9F~~~ man, that’s terrible.
I’m in North Carolina where it’s decriminalized for possession of 1/2 oz or less.
Anonymous5I suggest sleeping pills and valium for the withdrawals. It helped me.
I suggest sleeping pills
Sadly sir, these little beastly pills have an opposite effect on me. My eyes cannot open, my brain feels as if it is going to sleep, however, I get electrical charges all up and down my back, and if I lay there in bed for too long it feels as if the electric shocks are going to kill me, I must get up, I must walk about. No dr can explain this, I have asked and asked, but needless to say I can swallow 3 or 4 ambien before they even make me sleep, then it is not like sleep anymore, more like some kind of strange blackout period, where which after I do get up, I don’t feel “rested” in any way shape or form. I guess inside we are all unique, and different pills have different reactions to all, OTC sleep aids for me is like snorting 20 lines of coke and then trying to lay down to go to sleep, LMAO, no chance brother, no chance!
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