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After 57 years of running I decided to take a break.

Six months ago I found myself in such a horrible position, no car Health in disrepair just broke up with a girl I have been drinking not taking care of myself I am 30 pounds underweight and I don’t want to look in the mirror.
Obviously that’s not the way we want to find ourselves after 57 years of life on this f~~~ing planet. How did I get here? what the f~~~ is wrong with people? What is wrong with me why don’t I get along with women? Why the f~~~ do they always turn into psychos?

I was a pretty happy kid raised in a home where my parents both worked (mom part-time). My mom was pretty manipulative and my dad pretty distant which describes every other kid who grew up in the sixties and seventies. Our parents were off doing better stuff then taking care of us, so myself and all the kids I knew got into a lot of trouble. Growing up in Los Angeles there is an awful lot for a kid to get into trouble with, and I did. Where I got into the most trouble was when I met my first wife. Of course back then I was so stupid I didn’t know what I was doing and I White Knighted and mangina’d my way into getting some pussy. This was kind of the pattern of my youth. We didn’t really have a Pua culture more like just do whatever you can to get laid. Along the way I found drugs and alcohol which when combined with female attention can be a very deadly combination. I was to find this out in Spades later.

My mom was a second wave feminist so growing up I heard all that bulls~~~, League of Women Voters, peo – all that 1970s women crap yep I grew up hearing the second wave.

My ex-wife was 15 when I met her in 1979 and I was 20. Both of us had no business getting married and especially we had absolutely no business having children two years after we met. For all men out there who don’t know any better, oxytocin does very strange things to our thinking, it makes us stupid. So in a zombie-like trance I walked into marriage @ 22. Children at 25. Along the way I discovered the joy of being a man because although I was married to this bitch I still found a way to enjoy making a living. I started out unemployed became a welder fabricated machinery learned how to work on jet engines you get the idea pretty much all the funny s~~~ you can think of back in the day in Burbank California. I got sick of working for the man so I started buying and selling cars which was great because I had plenty of time off all the time I could take my kids on vacation anytime I wanted to all the joys of self employment.
I became a stockbroker and a professional in the financial services industry a job which I held for 15 years. I am very proud of the fact that I never graduated high school and yet I ended up managing millions and millions of dollars. One aspect of mgtow for you young man is that anything is entirely possible when you have gone your own way if even somebody like me – who in a blue pill coma, can become a broker, money manager insurance company exec. Do you think a woman who could not graduate high school could ever achieve such lofty goals f~~~ no.

I stayed married to this bitch for 28 years, we had two children both daughters. During our marriage the word divorce was mentioned at least 3 or 4 times a day in response to any argument I would have to her bitchiness or just downright meanness. Daily sometimes hourly s~~~ tests, made-up dreamed up problems for me to solve only to be disregarded, so many weird little mind games. Looking back over 30 years I don’t know how the f~~~ I survived it I don’t know how any of us survived it but we did.

I always heard that you had to stay for the sake of the children and I felt that way because I knew how unstable this woman was by the way the children acted. Looking Back Now if I had been a social worker I would have pulled those children out of that home. Of course with an unstable Woman as a mother I thought that if I divorced her I would certainly lose my children (because this is California) and have to pay her and pay for the children so I just sucked it up and stayed. Not the smartest choice but I did not want to put my children at risk.

So after 28 years of marriage and both children had moved out of the house I filed for divorce in November of 2007. Just like the bitch that she is she got an attorney and then filed a countersuit which is absolutely ridiculous because it’s a no-fault state. Needless to say that the divorce was absolutely horrible I lost all my gynocentric friends after she spread rumors that I had molested my own daughters and beaten her just so she could get attention from all the blue pill mangina available men in her life. However because she is so unstable she acted like a complete tool in court and forgot like half of everything that she was supposed to ask for. So for the sake of argument let’s just say that she got the shaft by bending over and asking for it. I ended up buying her out of the house for 150k. It was so worth it. I am I agreed on $500 a month spousal because we have been married so long and this stupid unstable bitch goes out and find some blue pill beta male provider within 3 months and gets married. That’s where her spousal support ended is the way it works here in Arizona.
In the meantime a woman moved in of course a single mother and she became my live-in submissive. She was a very nice girl very wealthy heiress and the kids were good kids but they were not my kids. Looking back how f~~~ed up is that to raise somebody else’s children no way no bueno. I started having the kind of sex that you see in porn movies and it escalated to the point where we started taking ecstasy and going to strip clubs. She spiraled out of control on drugs and I had to recover from an operation on my neck, and I started using morphine which I was hooked on for 2 years. In the meantime the heiress moves out and into a rehab and I am living alone with my daughter using morphine completely f~~~ing out of it for like 2 years. Obviously I didn’t have any relationships while I was on the opiates.
In 2011 I started dating. I got on one of those dating web sites and met a woman…….. so needless to say that it really doesn’t make any difference what she looks like what her last name is or her origin because you know and I know that she is always going to turn out exactly the same way maybe in a different time frame but they always turn. I dated 25 women I think over a period of two years and I had a lot of fun it was a much different than it used to be. Because of the obvious defects of these women today none of the relationships lasted very long or we’re very meaningful not that I’ve ever had one that’s been.
So back to the point where I was six months ago looking in a mirror wondering who the f~~~ that old man is. The last relationship has really taken its toll on me like I said I was underweight suffering from depression adrenal spikes paranoia. I honestly thought that I was going to die. Perhaps the woman that I have been with was a psychopath? So I went to psychopathfree.com, hey guess what, she was a psychopath at least according to their definition. Then I went to another website about narcissists- she sounded like one of those too. Then somehow through some fluke of nature or some glitch on the internet I ended up on Sandman YouTube channel. Oh I had listen to Paul Elam over on Voice for oh I had listened to Paul Elam over on Voice for Men I had even had a session with the famous dr. T who pointed me in the direction of a book that she thought might help called Borderline Mothers (which I would highly recommend you guys to read if you have a problem that relates to your childhood and your mother).
I have to say that in my early days of just smoking weed and listening to Sandman videos my attitude and Outlook begin to get better and better with each day. I discovered Stefan molyneux Barbarossa turd flinging monkey rek’t feminist videos and the list goes on and on. I totally soaked in I totally soaked in everything that I heard like a sponge because For the First Time in life I started really enjoying reading things that men had written about themselves and the problems that they discussed spoke to me. Slowly I’ve been putting weight back on, cleaning up the wreckage of my past and present and I’m laughing again and enjoying my life.
Finally after 57 years I understand how things work a little better and I know it’s staying mgtow for me is not simply a lifestyle choice but simply a life-or-death choice.
Thanks to MGTOW

Always expect the unexpected and gird your loins appropriately. It's a no-fault jungle out there.

[RusskyParticipant]

To quote Lil Jon: “Don’t start no s~~~ and there be no s~~~!”

I personally think the guy with the pipe showed a lot of reserve, so the grand jury must have taken that into consideration. If that was me I would have whacked the shrieking bitch over the head also – for the good measure. It looks like he thought of that, but then paused, and at the same time one of the moles popped back up, so he proceeded with his primary target.

Zuberi Tau wrote:

The individuals that attacked him were dykes according to Barbarossa.

This is from the second link:

Both women have recovered from their injuries, but they are no longer a couple.

“They are on good terms, but they are not in a romantic relationship anymore,” Baker said.

proud carrier of the 'why?' chromosome

[Zuberi TauParticipant]

The individuals that attacked him were dykes according to Barbarossa.

[MgtowWaveParticipant]

Barbarossa talked about this a long time ago.
Its mechanization and an easier life that leads women to be increasinly dissatisfied.

Divorce rates rise accordingly.

Its predictable.

frankly my dear i don't give a damn

[SnakeSpectator]

Soldier-Medic wrote:

This reminds be of the Barbarossa video Flawed Male Desire Leads To Traditional Parasitism

Excellent video. Said a lot of the same things I was saying in my “so called good wives” thread.

[Ned TrentParticipant]

MGTOWmonkey aka No More Fucks To Give wrote:

This is the worse GTOW video I ever say and believe me I have watch a lot. Even an early stage redpill man has better content and new ideas then this mammoth!

@ MGTOWmonkey: Now THAT is exactly what I was initially thinking watching the video for the first time some odd weeks ago: They don’t even have one youtube personality amongst themselves, that has even 10 or 20 % of talent when it comes to appropriate content and/or personal reputation like ie. Turd Flinging Monkey or Barbarossa or Terrence Popp or maybe (!) sandman (so as to say as if he was a reference anyway…) to name only a very few.

So: Don’t even consider to worry or be concerned, guys.

They currently are just what they are: cheap copycats without any OWN inspiration and very pathetically begging us between the lines to come back to the plantation if anything —> very worth ignoring and instead moving on with our more relevant pressing things …

N F G here.

I'd rather die a natual death with a clear MGTOW conscience somewhere off the grid than one within "modern" civilisation with a big stress mark on my forehead and a couple of dozen tubes plugged into my body. Back to the plantation..? Me..? Hey, literally: I won't ever fucking kid myself...YZERLMNTSIC

[Soldier-MedicParticipant]

“If there is one thing I’ve learned from the experience, it’s that mothers need to pamper themselves and have fun elsewhere if they don’t feel appreciated at home.”

Wow. Her husband is killing himself at work, is constantly tired, and needs rest. But the pampering is supposed to be going her way.

This reminds be of the Barbarossa video Flawed Male Desire Leads To Traditional Parasitism

You newer/younger guys need to check out this video. I addresses this issue in a way that makes you see your relations~~~s with women in a eye-opening way.

"I asked you a question. I didn't ask you to repeat what the voices in you head are telling you" ~ Me. ........Yes I'm still angry.

[MgtowWaveParticipant]

O voy im so scared that im going to go take a shower,clean up and start looking for a girlfriend.

NOT.

I have not had a girlfriend since 2009 and had my last f~~~buddy way back in 2011/12.

Not far from when i first started listening to Barbarossaa and early Elam/TheHappyMisogynist.

Im done.Do you t~~~s understand????

Damn wake the f~~~ up.

You femt~~~s are stupid.

MGTOW4Ever. Like it lump it or leave it I DONT GIVE A GODDAMN.

I am not going to date any of you or f~~~ you either.
So

GIVE IT UP.

Just leave me alone and leave MGTOW alone.

Go bother the MRAs like Goatdicktsucking Old Man.

frankly my dear i don't give a damn

[RusskyParticipant]

Tell Hitler not to invade Russia. ha

See, Hitler had no choice -he had to strike preemptively, because Stalin had attack-ready forces piled up at the borders ready to start marching on Europe scheduled to start on July 7th – just two weeks after June 22nd – when Hitler’s Barbarossa operation began.

proud carrier of the 'why?' chromosome

[AttonParticipant]

People like Bar Bar and TFM provide rather decent MGTOW content. If you haven’t already do check them out if you are new, either way welcome to the dark side.
https://www.youtube.com/user/barbarossaaaa/videos
https://www.youtube.com/user/MorgueToeTag/videos

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[RoyDalParticipant]

I have always liked Barbarossa’s videos. I stumbled across him during my early exploratory phase, which was when a pal told me I was a “MGTOW”, an term I’d never heard before.

Jan Sobieski wrote:

I often wonder if black America was the testing ground for the destruction of the family and the rise of mgtow.

Yes. There are quotes attributed to President Lyndon Johnson that indicate destroying the black family was done with malice aforethought.

LBJ wanted a welfare class of all races (not only blacks) dependent upon govt handouts. The object was to create a docile base of obedient party line voters. It worked.

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[MgtowWaveParticipant]

3rd word usually is third world because of women refusing to control their pussys.

We are headed in that direction.

Barbarossa spoke about this.

Femunists believe that the Paeolithic age was some utopian age for women.

They think they and society will be better off with women in soft harams and the whole village doing all the child raising communally.
They expect beta males to step in and be good worker bee drones and pick up their mess.
I guess.

Yea they fantasize about going back to living in grass huts.

I think that s~~~ is f~~~ing nuts.

Yea they want to deevolve human culture because they believe the advent of agriculture was a disaster for women.

So they want to go back to soft harams.Where certain carefully chosen men get all the pussy.

Tell me thats not f~~~ing insane.

Look at f~~~ing third world Africa.If you want to see how that will turn out.

frankly my dear i don't give a damn

[MgtowWaveParticipant]

There is a big difference between a supplicating mangina and a beta .

Steve Harvey supplicates to women just about no matter what they do and still gives of the air of alpha.Im i wrong?

I for one refuse to be judged by how women evaluate me .

Barbarossa spoke about a new category for men.Zeta

John Wane and Audie Murphy who would women consider more “alpha “?
Wane was pursued by starlets for sex and status, while Murphy who was twice rejected for military service because of his diminutive size, was one the most decorated American soldiers of WW2 .

How about the wright brothers? alpha?
Or Tesla?
Or Henry Ford?

Who drives civilization and civilized society ?

Who contributes to decadence and decline?

I posit that men pandering to the lusts and short term mating habits of women do.

Look at Africa where KeyMaster mentioned.A 3rd world s~~~hole.Look at American ghettos .

Women in the ghetto chase thugs .There they breed thugspawn like pond frogs.

Sound like the 3rd world to you?

frankly my dear i don't give a damn

[RigParticipant]

For me it’s not that much about MGTOW content as much as for the philosophical approach of such individuals as Barbarossa, Stardusk or Turd Flinging Monkey.

Much of it just is in my zone of interest. And in fact I listen to some content daily (nearly).

At the beginning it was more about MGTOW specific, like The Manipulated Man and such.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Before MGTOW was all over youtube, (2010?) my Sunday night reading was from the old MGTOW forums before they closed in 2014 – 3 months before we got here.

Many of you know the user “Cap” who I became a silent fan of and I never even posted anything there. He would put down a thought or sentence and it stuck with me for years… more than any 30 minute video.

Just …BLAM! There it was. Loved it.

Eventually when he joined here, I was so thrilled and introduced myself to him as someone who was profoundly impacted by a few of his sentences. He really made a lasting impression.

The only video author who blew my hair back to the point where I wanted to listen more than once was Barbarossa. I had to REWIND and even told him to slow down in a comment …. because he spouted brilliance in consecutive sentences and I couldn’t keep up. I needed to PROCESS it. Reading makes that easier I think.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

MgtowWave wrote:

IMO there is a lot to learn from the Youtube MGTOW channels

Starting with BarBar ,Thinking Ape Spetznaz ….etc.

Those you mentioned are all available to watch here too.
/channels

/channel/spetsnaz/

/channel/stardusk/

/channel/barbarossa/

They also load and display the very latest from the author – live and automatically as new content is created – and your view counts over there on youtube.

An all you can eat MGTOW buffet.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[MgtowWaveParticipant]

I foynd Barbarossaa MGTOW and thought he was a little extreme but i kept listening to him and a few others and one day i realized these guys are really on to something here.

There just is no easy painless solution to these differences between feminists + women and men.

Men stop being lemmings.

The only sensable choice.

Maby just maby a few generations from now women fill figure it out.

frankly my dear i don't give a damn

[MgtowWaveParticipant]

Who ever it is,lets stop arguing with the MRAs .
Barbarossa made a video a long time ago about the futility of arguing with women and feminists.

frankly my dear i don't give a damn

Bar Bar (Barbarossa)

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDoNFQZqQpd6aL32Ua4JPTQ

Also his website http://sheddingoftheego.com/

Stardusk/ThinkingApe
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo1qRcO1OehgkOD_fHsu_uQ/videos

Spetsnaz

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbbeOA5K7Hhc3I2vWG1jZ0w/videos

Three of my favorite
But also

RazorBladeKandy2

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCrSJF7GT6MOm6PxYmv0H3_g

johntheother

https://www.youtube.com/user/johntheother

frankly my dear i don't give a damn