What don't you understand?

[ShiroeParticipant 139]

Throughout my life I have lived a rather solitary life. In the early stages of my life when I was still conditioned to think like a female about social interaction i misunderstood my peace for loneliness and it hurt. People around me never understood why I never wanted to be around them. My best moments where when I was away from others. My second family never understood it. They said “go out and socialize. Being on your own is bad for you you need to be with others.” When that didn’t work they got mad at me. It was pathetic. They where so conditioned they could not see my growth came the most when I was on my own. I asked them “what don’t you understand about me? I thrive in solitude.” They said it is harmful to stay by yourself for too long. While there may be a shred of truth to that statement it was not aplicable in my situation given that I was center/power forward on my basketball team at the time and I had a few friends.

As I grew older I grew away from others. People became bothers to me. I spent more time on my own and I grew smarter and more aware. I began throwing the losers out of my life. The backlash was harsh for the first few months. I think it scared people to see someone break free of the societal bonds that they never had the will to break. They saw my transformation and they got mad. I don’t think they where fully mad at me as much as themselves. Why themselves you ask? well here is a few reasons.

1. They saw me breaking out of my bonds and instead of trying to understand the situation they looked at themselves and saw there own failures. They saw me succeed and they got mad that they failed. so they tried to shame me back to where I broke free from because they internalized their own failure.

2. They witnessed someone achieve something they never could do so they tried to pull me down. Misery loves company is the best way to describe it.

3.They saw someone who was fine with being on there own and they knew that they did not have the heart to do it.

We as humans are so scared of the supposed unknown that when we see another breach a wall in the unknown we close ourselves off to said person.
What they did not understand as many blue pilled people don’t is that once you accept yourself and find the beauty in solitude and find your notes that ring true there is no amount of shame or anger that can bring us back to the place we once broke free from.

You see there is a concordant song inside ourselves that we can join once we accept ourselves and our solitude. That song is composed of our will, our peace, our life and our belief. once you sing that first note you never stop.

once you start singing that song you find it more and more pointless to be around others. People’s opinions become less important to you because you aren’t looking for there validation or approval. You are working for yourself you have a hunger that only you can satiate. You aren’t even aware of the losers that once held you down. You are bursting out in whatever you feel is important. That my friends is beautiful.

When a man looks inside himself and accepts he is no one. When he accepts he is nothing. Only then can he ascend to greatness

[HitmanParticipant]

well stated.
they can’t understand because the blue-pill matrix has them hypnotized.
they can’t comprehend what your’e doing.
.
you are a mirror that they can’t see their reflection in,
they see nothing and it scares them.
people are conditioned to be afraid of the unknown.
.they can’t understand because it reveals themselves,
and they look at others,
not themselves.
if they practiced introspection they would have a clue.
..don’t hold your breath waiting for their understanding.

[ShiroeParticipant 139]

Hitman wrote:

well stated.
they can’t understand because the blue-pill matrix has them hypnotized.
they can’t comprehend what your’e doing.
.
you are a mirror that they can’t see their reflection in,
they see nothing and it scares them.

exactly

When a man looks inside himself and accepts he is no one. When he accepts he is nothing. Only then can he ascend to greatness

[It’sallbsParticipant]

Hitman wrote:

well stated.
they can’t understand because the blue-pill matrix has them hypnotized.
they can’t comprehend what your’e doing.
.
you are a mirror that they can’t see their reflection in,
they see nothing and it scares them.
people are conditioned to be afraid of the unknown.
.they can’t understand because it reveals themselves,
and they look at others,
not themselves.
if they practiced introspection they would have a clue.
..don’t hold your breath waiting for their understanding.

Some do comprehend but they are week little wets with no b~~~~ adn can’t do the same for themsleves so they attack thos etaht do. My father is like taht and my odler borther. My younger brother I’m trying to help but he still lives with his mother at age 27 due to teh housing and job amrket in teh UK being what it is. She is pure evil and constanty bullies, screams at him tells him he is worthelss etc etec my father does nothing about being the waste of space he is degetting divorced from my mother and then marrying again. of course every chance she gets ie all teh time she i sdripping teh posion in about me to both my brotehrs one of whom I have not spoken to for 5 years abrt form at my grandmother sfuneral and my much younger borther lives with his motehr so…

http://www.leavemeansleave.eu

[Anonymous 54]

Most people are terrifide of being alone.They can be very envious of those who are comfortable with it.It bothers them so much, they need to attack you for it.I see it as a great weakness, dependancey on their parts. Even childish in my eyes.

Oh the joy of sweet solitude!!!

[It’sallbsParticipant]

Old Sage is spot on. There is truth that total isolation and never speaking to anyone is dangerous that is shown from solitary confinement in prison.

That said i have always sent a lot of time alone and I agree 100% with old Sage.

http://www.leavemeansleave.eu

[Anonymous 54]

It’sallbs wrote:

Old Sage is spot on. There is truth that total isolation and never speaking to anyone is dangerous that is shown from solitary confinement in prison.

That said i have always sent a lot of time alone and I agree 100% with old Sage.

We have so much in commen! Lets NOT get together and hang out! Hahah I had a nieghbor once who I became freinds with. We had a love of solitude in commen. Our freindship was based on not bothering each other! Hahah

[Joey CusackParticipant 1044]

They = caterpillars

You = butterfly

[RASmanParticipant 1994]

The media would have us believe that “loners” are the type that cut people up and eat their livers: serial killers. But if you look at many profiles, the psychopaths are generally out-going and sociable. Their charm is what they use to lure victims – Ted Bundy lured over 36 women to their deaths. He didn’t knock them over the head and drag them off, they went with him willingly because he was so charming and engaging.

[ExecrationParticipant 1496]

Most people live without questioning themselves in anyway. A very Inactive Mind. Actions without thoughts, actions based on emotions.

Although I beilieve there is a positive aspect to that style only within being raised the Proper way the current state of the world demands awareness.

I am exceptionally Introverted.
I thrive in or recharge alone.

[ExecrationParticipant 1496]

RASman wrote:

The media would have us believe that “loners” are the type that cut people up and eat their livers: serial killers. But if you look at many profiles, the psychopaths are generally out-going and sociable. Their charm is what they use to lure victims – Ted Bundy lured over 36 women to their deaths. He didn’t knock them over the head and drag them off, they went with him willingly because he was so charming and engaging.

Loners are elaborate thinkers. They see through bs. why they enjoy being alone.

[Anonymous 54]

RASman wrote:

The media would have us believe that “loners” are the type that cut people up and eat their livers: serial killers. But if you look at many profiles, the psychopaths are generally out-going and sociable. Their charm is what they use to lure victims – Ted Bundy lured over 36 women to their deaths. He didn’t knock them over the head and drag them off, they went with him willingly because he was so charming and engaging.

Thanks for saying that. They will happily tell you a murderer was a “loner”. But they never mention, the murder suspect had lots of freinds.

Solitude is for intelectual free thinkers.

[HitmanParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

We have so much in commen! Lets NOT get together and hang out! Hahah

that was awesome !!!
made my day man,
thanks !

[Anonymous 5]

Society paints loners as psychos and mentally disturbed.just like many of you here I love solitude I’m always in my basement going on here or playing retro games plus I have an enormous die cast car collection . It keeps me busy now here’s something weird don’t laugh at me I consider my cars my children I put so much time and money on them.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Shiroe wrote:

What they did not understand as many blue pilled people don’t is that once you accept yourself and find the beauty in solitude and find your notes that ring true there is no amount of shame or anger that can bring us back to the place we once broke free from.

How right you are.

They project their own fear of solitude on to you completely unaware (and unable to conceptualize) a general preference for it.

“You need to socialize!!” is as silly as “get out there and vote!!”
( After all, isn’t voting just giving consent to being governed? )

This kind of simple thought doesn’t even cross the tiny transom of their minds.

The reason solitude (or living alone) is so abhorrent to them is very simple to understand:

— >> they don’t like themselves.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Joey CusackParticipant 1044]

Splinter in the Mind

[qeeqoParticipant 1168]

I found myself gravitating towards solitude in junior high. I was a runt and bullied. Then I went into the workforce to deal with people either trying to get me fired or written up. It wasn’t until recently that I realized that I never had the desire to be the object of hypergamy. When women realized that the whole family thing wasn’t for me, they made sure to do a little gaslighting as they walked out the door.

I realized that in my solitude I spent a lot of time perseverating on s~~~ from other people… Why? There’s no reason for it. It’s their neurons and if they choose to use them that way it has nothing to do with me. Man did I spend decades owning other people’s s~~~ against me, inevitably leading to thinking I was fundamentally flawed. I realize now that I wasn’t well liked because I’m an omega male… an outsider… and a loner.

I refuse to own any of it now. If I find my mind gravitating to those thoughts which almost always have negative emotions attached, I picture myself driving down the road and just taking a fork in the road and I think about other things.

I Thrive in solitude, and can handle about 30 minutes in social situations.

There are too many interesting solitary pursuits to waste the time on the thoughts of others.

[Anonymous 5]

The most terrfiying thing to average brain dead person – Is someone who is completely different, and completely sane.

[AkanbiParticipant 2120]

@shiroe I’m going through something very similar…but my NFG switch is still on. So, it’s f~~~ them all.

My brother make you no follow sheeple o. Look them and Go Your Way.

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