Waking up and red-pill flashbacks

[Anonymous 0]

Its very weird waking up from blue to red. Only now can I see what has actually happened to me over the years. Once I was living with a girl. She would drink and get abusive when drunk. I came home one night about 9:30pm. I was sober. She looked at what I was wearing, asked why was I wearing it (a vest) and then said ‘you are only wearing that to impress the girls’ and then she king-hit me! I calmly went to another room and sat there and worked out my next move, which was to ask her to move out the very next morning. She did move out and then a few weeks later a female acquaintance bailed me up and told me off, saying that she had been told by my ex that I had hit her!! WTF! I’ve actually never hit anybody ever! I never even raised my voice to this c~~~. What’s the point in arguing with an irrational person?
Then another girl I was seeing decided she wanted to punish me for standing up for myself by demanding I leave her house in the middle of the night. I went to pick up my wallet and phone and discovered my phone missing and my wallet completely emptied of about $200 cash. I calmly said I would leave just as soon as my phone was returned and the money she had taken returned, as I owed her no money. She flew into a rage, ripped my glasses off my face and hit and scratched me. Then she threatened to call the police. Oh f~~~ yeah. I never got the phone or cash back.

Then another c~~~ became enraged when I showed her the proverbial door and she comes around to my house and assaults me in front of my mother.

The thing is, I’d forgotten about all this s~~~ in blue pill land. These days all I see in the media in Australia day in and day out- ‘stop the violence against women’ and ‘We need to solve the problem of domestic violence, and the problem is men!’ etc etc
sorry for the rant I’m, having a red pill moment.

[The_YoungParticipant 1073]

All I see in blue pill land is “Oh hold me Young, you are so romantic. I want to be with you forever, be your loyal housewofe who cleans and cooks for you and sucks you off every night for being such a good hard working husband..”

And then I f~~~ing open my eyes.

Brother, we need to stick together.

[VarunParticipant 2981]

That’s right. When women are victimized, turn the world upside down to give them justice. When men are victimized… who gives a damn? Man up!

A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush.

[TuneoutParticipant]

Honestly after reading s~~~ like this I don’t cry any tears over some bitch that pushed her man over the edge and suffered the cosequences of her actions.

They are like children but smart enough to know Big Brother will watch out for them.

Lifes a bitch,but you don't have to marry one!

[EyeswideopenParticipant 2930]

I still get flashbacks from “traumatic” events from my relationship with the ex. None of them involved physical violence, just emotional torture. I freely admit that I am loyal to a fault – this is probably why the relationship still haunts me.

It’s been over 2 years since the split – the flashbacks do fade with time. Sometimes an event, sight or situation will spark off another rage episode.

I still kick myself for the amount of emotional, physical, and monetary effort that I lavished on her. She manipulated me until she was my only source of companionship outside family. I still struggle to make friends my own age.

Being a young divorcee (mid-late 30’s), most of my “friends” are still married and I am off bounds due to the influence of their wives. They automatically view me as a threat to their beta-ATM’s because I am unattached and I think they can sense that I no longer buy into the blue-pill illusion/delusion.

Red pill knowledge aside, I just don’t have another LTR in me.

- Marriage is described as an institution. You would have to be crazy to be commited to it. -"If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal. Not people or things" Albert Einstein

[sidecarParticipant 35854]

Anonymous wrote:

I went to pick up my wallet and phone and discovered my phone missing and my wallet completely emptied of about $200 cash.

Yeah, never carry large sums of cash, leave your wallet locked up in your car, and always carry a burner phone in case they are light fingered. You should already be using only burner phones anyways just to prevent them from getting your real number. Now you know why.

Of course a lot of this can be prevented, though by no means all of it, but never doing one night stands or hook ups. Wait a month or two before deciding if you want to f~~~ a particular woman or not.

[AnthonyParticipant 2281]

Thankfully, I never went through that kind of f~~~ed up s~~~. Even though my mom’s a feminazi, the worst thing I have to put up with her on a daily basis is her taking digs at men in general. I avoid saying anything back mainly because she’s bed ridden and any fights that start will only worsen her health.

Otherwise, I’d be saying the same s~~~ I say on here to her face.

For the most part, I avoided all the f~~~ed up things the blue pill world can do to men thanks to this website and forum. Before coming here, I almost became a PUA. But instead, I wound up finding a Tom Leykis clip on this website, listened to him for quite a while, and then I read the forums for a little over a year.

Now, I don’t even want sex. I’d rather f~~~ a fleshlight. Less drama all around.

Once you have a Fleshlight real vaginas become worthless.

[Anonymous 0]

Eyeswideopen wrote:

I still get flashbacks from “traumatic” events from my relationship with the ex.

The beautiful thing about this website is that one can share information like this without having to provide any justification because ‘we’ all know all to well what it is we are talking about. And that feels good.

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