Vindictive Moment

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

I just found out today that the last woman who really got into my bat cave lost her job recently because the bar where she went to work has closed.

I’m sure she’ll find another place to get attention and free s~~~ soon enough… she’s very attractive and flirty and there was already a line of men behind me when I was the one trying to take care of her (yeah, I know) so she won’t be hurting for long.

But it must have hurt her some… and I’m not so over it that I can say I’m not a tiny bit pleased as a result.

Some day I won’t care any more… what is it they say, you spend a half day getting over someone for every day you were under them. In that case I’ve still got about six months to go.

Damn.

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

This wasn’t about sex. It was about a negative spiral of desiring something and having it be denied to me… but now it’s about people taking like putting their dick into a rubber socket is fulfilling. Sorry, I’m not buying that.

When an otherwise normal and healthy man says he has no desire for women, I find that to be suspicious. Of course every man can and should live his life the way he wants, but this idea that females are to be avoided at all costs is really absurd to me. I had a psychological attachment to some random chick for a minute, sure… but f~~~ing a simulated vagina and drawing the attention of women just to shut them down in order to prove that you don’t care about them… to me THAT is real attachment to females.

At this point I’m starting to think I’ll talk about the young girls I’m f~~~ing just to enjoy the patronizing advice I’ll get as to how to free myself from them. Well this ought to make someone poop red pills… I’ve decided I’m going to start collecting the uniforms off fast food workers. I already got a handful of Starbucks baristas and the chick from Wendy”s and now there’s an adorable 17 year old girl who works the drive-through at Jack in the Box down the street I’ve been checking out.

Sure, fleshlights come in different colors but I’d rather come in a teenager. Hey, that’s just me going my own way.

[DeepInThoughtParticipant 2710]

The next week.. I show up in a ratty pair of jeans, same hygiene, shaved look. I kept my phone put away and sat there… Zero women and the place was packed.

…and this ^^^ is usually the wealthiest bloke in the joint. Women are so f~~~ing stupid with their hypergamy bulls~~~.

I know guys who dress like a bum, looks like they haven’t got 20 cents to their name, yet are multi multi millionaires.

[OgreParticipant 5863]

Doc, I don’t think it’s unusual to smile a little to yourself when a person you even a little about get’s their just rewards.

Having that little wisp of a smile become full on laughter could even be natural if your talking about somebody who’s done you wrong.

Your original post doesn’t mention any circumstances of your relationship, but given that you invested time and effort into her it was definitely more work than she’ll put into getting another bar job.

What you’re experiencing sounds completely normal. You’ve mentioned your time line for being over your experience with her. Red pill or not, unless you become a monk in isolation other people are going to act in ways that make you feel both positive and negative emotions.

I failed to realize in my youth that I was the prize. I was going to work. I was going to earn. Little did I realize that due to feminism, that no longer meant I had to share. Road soon, Desert after.

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

At this point in life… women.. after f~~~ing them for decades… at 50..they are becoming gross to me. Fat whales.
The double chin thing is a huge turnoff.

Ugh, I don’t blame you. I can’t even look at a girl unless she’s under 25 and weighs less than 120lbs.

I met a really gorgeous woman the other day… stunningly beautiful face… but 28, 5’9″ and 155lbs and all I could think was “Could you go stand about twenty feet away so you don’t look so huge?”

I don’t know how anyone can bear to see something like that naked. Sue me for saying so, but if women my age were all I had available to me, I’d cut my own dick off and bury it in the back yard.

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

Ogre wrote:

What you’re experiencing sounds completely normal. You’ve mentioned your time line for being over your experience with her. Red pill or not, unless you become a monk in isolation other people are going to act in ways that make you feel both positive and negative emotions.

Exactly. And I’ll be honest… the day that I really am incapable of caring any more is the day I’ll know I’m done. I’m not made of monk material and have no interest in that kind of life.

I see girls like pets. With the proper supervision and a bit of training, they can provide comfort and pleasure… but they have a limited life span and will tear your s~~~ up if you allow them to. Getting one is realively easy and losing one can be painful but they come and they go and you enjoy them while you can.

[KeithParticipant 482]

Stargazer wrote:

I already got a handful of Starbucks baristas and the chick from Wendy”s and now there’s an adorable 17 year old girl who works the drive-through at Jack in the Box down the street I’ve been checking out.

You may have a difficult time finding an emotionally intelligent woman in this demographic. You may want to aim a wee bit higher.

ONCE UPON A TIME there was a man who never found a wife and he lived happily ever after. The End.

[RennieParticipant]

Doc… I got a fleshlight a month ago.
Wow… zero desire for women.
Get the pink lady model. Easy to clean.

Gonna have to get one of those.

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

Keith wrote:

You may have a difficult time finding an emotionally intelligent woman in this demographic. You may want to aim a wee bit higher.

Emotionally intelligent? If I want someone to care about me enough to listen to what I have to say and understand me without judgement, I’ve got friends for that. I don’t need a woman to be emotionally anything. All I’m looking for is a pretty face, a hot body and maybe a discount on my lunch now and then.

[MGTOW2012Participant 37]

Each and every red pill man has their own methods of going their own way. Of course staying within the confines of the red pill philosophy is important. Whether its the choice of a rubber vagina or a real vagina, its ultimately up to you. Even so, once a man says he NEEDS a woman in order to survive, he is no longer a man. Women need us; not the other way around.

[OldBillParticipant]

Doc, if you didn’t have a that little moment of schadenfreude over her misfortune you wouldn’t be human.

It’s to your great credit, however, that you recognized your joy was both misplaced and at the expense of another human being.

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

OldBill wrote:

Doc, if you didn’t have a that little moment of schadenfreude over her misfortune you wouldn’t be human.

It’s to your great credit, however, that you recognized your joy was both misplaced and at the expense of another human being.

Thanks, man, I appreciate the understanding. I ended up texting her to ask if she was doing alright… not that I would have offered to put her up or anything but just out of human decency. She was in a hole for a while there but ended up getting a better job at a calmer place closer to her house so that works out fine.

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