Its a long story of blue pill helldom, I was niave and impulsive when I came out of the army – still licking a few wounds from Iraq at wlater reed army medical center in DC. I knew very few available women – I was a bit of a shut in (I’m sort of opposite of that now – still of bipolar). One woman I did know – a friend of mine’s ex – was texting me – I could fly her out for free (at my expense – via yellow ribbon fund) to Walter Reed. To skip over a rough seven years of codependent abuse by a narcissist – of which I learned and changed – but I have two kids from the ordeal so mitigation and compromise were essential in me getting to see my kids and raise my kids – Joint custody never worked – she never cared – I legally had it – but all she had to do and just recently did is…file for a protection order. Recently after co-habitating for a about six months (this time) she left. After wondering where my kids were and when she was going to bring them back she kept saying her brother was in the hospital (lie) and in a conversation I told her I threw all her s~~~ away – this is when she filed for an order of protection an entire state away. I’m going to spare a lot of details. Under the VAWA (violence against women act) mandates that most states have adopted in some form or another the judge was granted jurisdiction in his state – thanked me for my service and promptly took my kids thereafter – even with evidence that my kids were involved in a meth lab raid in our home state – even though I had witnesses she hit and I called the cops on her apparently if a woman hits you you are both offender and victim (I laughed like a mad man when the bureaucrat behind the counter told me that one). Even with texts that exposed her as a liar – nothing nada zip null. There was no evidence of me hitting here – though she said I have in the past w/o proof – also I lost my kids and the order was affirmed on the basis that I may have “shook” my daughter.
If you have kids with a woman…the power she has is akin to that of a loaded fifty caliber with a hairline trigger pointed directly at the forehead of whomever man she is speaking with at the time. It matters NOT if “not all women are like that” the fact that they have been legally empowered to wreck lives and reek havoc on such biblical levels is enough to turn me off on ALL women forever. I had a few 6s in looks type of gfs and they may not use such tactics or at least not as often and they had a desire to please – it made me feel guilty – and uncouth about it all – so I merely began to opt out – however I would let the woman whom I had kids with always come back (should I be killed for my insolence!? – I guess because I am being raped in other ways too at them moment – message received. The message is, “f~~~ it”
Since there is nothing I can do to get my kids back, It brings everything to a crescendo of general pointlessness, illuminates the common retardedness of western nations under false doctrines to promote the covert enslavement for us all – amen.
The statistics of fatherlessness and the reasons it is promoted in western nations (especially here) have global ramifications and really does connect to the economy’s health – and thus its policies as well.
I love my two kids, I quit my job and school to work with the busy lawyer I have, otherwise I’d miss an appointment and it would set back the unknown time or date of the reunion with my kids that I so long for. Suicide is not an option – but trust me when I say I understand know – why so many men do it. Anger is poison and I’ve had my fill…but to detach myself emotionally from a situation like this – would border on the psychotic – or NPD.
Russky 4 years, 6 months ago.
