As men we have to get up again. Not because we need to man up as those bitches say about us not wanting to be involved with marriage etc…
We have to get up because no one else will do for us what we must do as human beings of the male gender. We are built to fall down and get back up again. It is genetically locked inside our DNA.
Getting back up means survival. Staying down means defeat and death.
I was so ruined by The Girl (my pet name for that lying whore), I was so ruined and so depressed and hurt that I seriously cried hard with snot coming out of my nose, like a little four year old kid who got separated from his mommy while shopping at Sears, every day a good three or four times a day and this went on for over a year. This bitch was doing things that didn’t need to be done and ruining my life and my friendships and if I saw her she would act like I had beaten her and wanted to do it again and she would run into a house or car and it wasn’t even me who did anything wrong. I caught her in some absolutely insane huge lies and confronted her about these lies because I was through letting her get away with so many little insignificant lies for so long. All she had to do was say she was sorry, or that she didn’t mean to hurt me or she won’t do it again. But, instead she went silent and hasn’t said a word to me in five years except leave her alone and I’m going to the cops. She won’t say why she wants to ruin my name and reputation, and turn every person she knows that I know against me and says I’m stalking her and won’t leave her alone. But when people ask what I did to her to make her so hateful and not to ever want to speak to me ever again, she says she doesn’t want to talk about and if someone keeps asking her she gets mad and says this is ridiculous I’m not listening to this I’m leaving, so no one asks and no one knows why she’s doing this to me.I can only guess at what it is but I know I’ve done nothing because I’ve had the first three years of her doing this and sitting at home alone when I’m not working, and luckily I have an excellent memory and I have run every day that we were together and what we talked about, when she or I ever got mad about someting, we never fought or argued over anything that we didn’t get over in a few minutes or a couple hours tops. I would never hurt her in any way on purpose or not ever and if I did something bad enough to have her hate me enough to never want to see me or speak to me and for her to want to ruin my life and break me down emotionally, I would remember doing it and it would be something huge. But, it took me over a year to not question what I knew. I was a wreck. I’ll never be the same man I was. But, I had to get up again. I couldn’t and still won’t let her win and keep me down. That will never will happen. I’ve made her even more angry because I’m relentlessly beating her at her own game. By not giving in to her and letting her get away with everything like every other person does when she f~~~s them over and lies to them. They all just make fun of her behind her back and say oh well whatever its Tanya that’s what she does. And they may avoid her for a few days or she makes herself scarece for a week or so then she pops up and no one says anything about her bad behavior.
She expected me to do the same. I didn’t and I won’t and I haven’t .
We have to get up or we aren’t doing our job as men. We used to fight Sabre tooth tigers,Dyer Wolves,and Short faced bears that all three were the size of large horses and could outrun us and weighed a thousand pounds or more. We survived crossing the Bearing Straights on foot to inhabit north America and fought those animals plus other dangerous things like starvation and plagues. We are made to get up. In war we don’t stay down. We won’t stay down.
" if women didn't exist , all the money in the world would have no meaning" Aristotle Onassis "Women are like Elephants, everyone wants to look at them but, nobody wants to have one" W.C. Fields
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