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Anonymous1Just speaking from experience, driven to and beyond the breaking point both suicidal and homicidal. One who was abused for decades. One who slowly pulled the loaded pistol from his mouth with the hammer all the way back and ready to drop, I even pulled my head to the side before a grabbed the hammer, it was that close to firing. If not for the last split second thought and compassion for others (thinking about the mess and traumatizing others) I surly wouldn’t be here typing these words, I stood in deaths door way, and the curse for doing so and surviving is the loss of a healthy fear of death, I guess that’s because I’ve smelled death’s breath, willingly.
I’ve seen way too much violence close up and personal, it lowers the understanding of the value of life, drives out your compassion, and that’s the same as death…
The guy I know with the most compassion is a Vietnam Vet. He killed and also watched many of his friends die. He is the real deal TOUGH as hell. Something I learned from him is that tough guys, who have been through hell and back still have compassion for kids who get run over by cars or kill themselves. Having no sympathy does not make you tough.
Anonymous18If not for the last split second thought and compassion for others (thinking about the mess and traumatizing others) I surly wouldn’t be here typing these words,
Brother I am just as happy to have you here as everyone else.
On a personal note I empathize far greatly with your daily struggle and value the wisdom you throw at us much more than I would feel for your dead body.
As a matter of principle I have no respect for people that resort to suicide for personal problems.
It has crossed my mind at hard times – but I live for myself. And when I die even if its by pulling a trigger – the last thing I would want is some sad thread over how great of a loss my life was.
While we are getting our emotional tampons soaked over the dead boy – there are a hundred thousand others contemplating suicide and many will go through with it.
It is the reality. Accept it. Move on.
Anonymous1Yea bro I believe that s~~~.
I don’t keep my head in the gutter and get emotional over the brutality of reality.
If you don’t believe in romantic love you get from movies, why do you continue to believe in fairytale that humans are benevolent creatures?
A surgeon is all too happy to excise that lung tumor for $2500 for 3 hours of surgery, but he won’t spend 10 minutes on a rally against smoking or tobacco industry.
The lawyer sees an opportunity and he takes it. The land you stand on is built on opportunity.
Those that push that s~~~ that everyone needs to live in harmony and peace – they are first ones to stab you. Don’t expect a thanks either.
I know, but just because thats the truth doesn’t mean I have to like it or respect the people that take advantage of it. I’m cynical, but I still have compassion for the suffering of others. I’m the kind of person, who helps Turtles and Ducks cross the road. Then some asshole comes along and runs them over with his truck and laughs about it. It p~~~es me off that no one cares.
Anonymous42It is the reality. Accept it. Move on.
I believe in the butterfly effect, life is a pond with many ripples reading those ripples is and art form, like the Polynesians out in the open Pacific ocean reading the ripples created by islands hundreds of miles away, then using the islands and their ripples as if they were aircraft directional beacons, guiding them throughout the south pacific with 100% acuracy.
We are those beacons for the up and coming lost generations, castrated from men by women and gynocentric philosophies.
MGTOW saves lives and rebuilds a solid foundatuion of thinking, we are changing the word, I don’t know what you’re thinking, every ripple matters, you never know who’s reading it and the travesty they’re avoiding…
I’m lowering the misery index for lost brothers by keeping my beacon running.
I’m the kind of person, who helps Turtles and Ducks cross the road.
I hear ya bro, I transport new hatchlings to various ponds, swamps, and beaver dams in this watershed. I also blow away vermin killing them instantly to prevent their disease from infecting me or my animals, also to prevent damage like chewed wiring and resulting fire, I do it for self preservation. I don’t shoot the rabbits because they don’t penetrate my living space.
Anonymous13This was not a MAN who killed himself. A man who had developed strength of character or a man who had been weakened so much from abuse he pulled the trigger.
This was a BOY.
A child, who had not yet matured, developed strength of character and who had been f~~~ed up by this vile world of c~~~ish behaviour.
This CHILD was literally HUNTED DOWN.
To me, it’s different.
I hope those c~~~s burn in hell.
Anonymous1This was not a MAN who killed himself. A man who had developed strength of character or a man who had been weakened so much from abuse he pulled the trigger.
This was a BOY.
A child, who had been f~~~ed up by this vile world of c~~~ish behaviour.
To me, it’s different.
A Boy, who needed a Man in his life to teach him how to stick up for himself. The pussification of boys in this country really is killing them.
I was bullied as a kid in school but my father was a real bible thumper and would always tell me to “turn the other cheek”. When I realized that dad was completely full of s~~~ and I stood up for myself the bulling stopped.
Go figure…
Boys cannot be raised into men by women. They need men, good men. A boy on his own pretty much has only two choices – to go with the other feral boys or to be drowned by the social pressures above him. Either way, he learns that he is expendable, worth nothing more than the value society places on him, which is not much.
Boys without good fathers always lose, in one way or another, even if they eventually succeed in life. For the past 50 years, the feminists have carried the day with the evil error that fathers are not important for their children. So now after those decades – make a list from the daily news of what children have done the day before. And catalog the depths of depravity and despair they are sinking into. In women-led households.
Some may say that worrying about that is not MGTOW. I say, that is the only manly and honorable way a MGHOW can think.
You don’t have to take the personal b—ch s–t onto yourself, but at the same time you cannot deny the manhood that nature has endowed you with. Be a man for boys coming up. If you don’t, nobody else will. It is a duty imparted to men by nature. The only one, by the way. And truly the only way through which you will end your days with the conviction that you have known yourself clearly and have been true to yourself even in the final days of your life.
Where the hell were his parents?
Mother now bleating and trying to blame everyone else.
Father nowhere to be seen. Having seen the mother, I would guess that he’s totally pussy whipped.
The kid was alone.
There was no real man to show him the way.
Cowardice is to resign from life and end it. Big b~~~~ is to do what is painful – to live another day when there is no hope in one’s mind.
That’s easy to say, and it may even SOUND like something on a poster, but it simply untrue. It’s implying Robbin Williams lacked the “courage” to go on.
He just lacked the WILL, and didn’t have any left.
Not everything is about going your own way.
Saying “Not everything is” is just shining a light on the lowest common denominator. I guarantee 10 minutes in a room with me and Elliot Roger + victims wold still be alive today.
My 19 year old friend Todd threw himself in front of a train – over a goddam breakup. I was 20. And I know if he were around today, he would bitchslap himself silly for that.
A MGTOW mindset is AT LEAST about holding yourself in higher esteem than anyone else ever will. Your well being comes FIRST. Not secondary or last. That’s what MG-Tower meant.
If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.
Anonymous42Some may say that worrying about that is not MGTOW. I say, that is the only manly and honorable way a MGHOW can think.
A heightened awareness of the world around us is not necessarily a bad thing, it helps you draw finer lines of definition, not easily swayed towards evil.
I was bullied as a kid in school but my father was a real bible thumper and would always tell me to “turn the other cheek”. When I realized that dad was completely full of s~~~ and I stood up for myself the bulling stopped.
Go figure…
Turn the other check to me means don’t be aggressive, to let s~~~ slide and don’t quench the thirst for revenge, it doesn’t mean don’t defend yourself and get slaughtered, bible’s full of all kind of kick ass warlord heroics chopping assholes to s~~~!
The Holy Bible in the hands of a blue pill gynocentric pussy becomes a lethal weapon for gynocentric advantage in the pussification of men!
My church would offer advanced self defense and basic gunnery training!
They’re not making spiritual warriors to be reckoned with! They’re making C~~~S!
I was bullied as a kid in school but my father was a real bible thumper and would always tell me to “turn the other cheek”. When I realized that dad was completely full of s~~~ and I stood up for myself the bulling stopped.
Go figure…
True that. Bullies are much easier to deal with than most people realize. They do it because they THINK you won’t stand up for yourself. This translates from petty fist fights after school into terrible bosses in the workplace.
My mother gave s~~~ty advice like “turn the other cheek” , “they’re just jealous”, and “just ignore them”….. but my Dad told me let him have it. ONCE – but good.
The “bully” down the street never bothered me again either.
Psychological bullies exist too. We all have had that “friend” who wasn’t really a friend…. and that sociopathic boss at work who stops you at the door at 5:01PM on a Friday an expects you to stick around for a few more hours.
A simple “no” takes care of these people.
Most people are expecting a “yes” man.
It’s important to disappoint them once in a while.If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.
Anonymous1Boys cannot be raised into men by women. They need men, good men. A boy on his own pretty much has only two choices – to go with the other feral boys or to be drowned by the social pressures above him. Either way, he learns that he is expendable, worth nothing more than the value society places on him, which is not much.
Boys without good fathers always lose, in one way or another, even if they eventually succeed in life. For the past 50 years, the feminists have carried the day with the evil error that fathers are not important for their children. So now after those decades – make a list from the daily news of what children have done the day before. And catalog the depths of depravity and despair they are sinking into. In women-led households.
Some may say that worrying about that is not MGTOW. I say, that is the only manly and honorable way a MGHOW can think.
You don’t have to take the personal b—ch s–t onto yourself, but at the same time you cannot deny the manhood that nature has endowed you with. Be a man for boys coming up. If you don’t, nobody else will. It is a duty imparted to men by nature. The only one, by the way. And truly the only way through which you will end your days with the conviction that you have known yourself clearly and have been true to yourself even in the final days of your life.
I completely agree with you. +1000 for that gold.
Anonymous1I was bullied as a kid in school but my father was a real bible thumper and would always tell me to “turn the other cheek”. When I realized that dad was completely full of s~~~ and I stood up for myself the bulling stopped.
Go figure…
I went through the same thing growing up. My Dad wasn’t really around, but it was my fundamentalist Christian Mom that told me “turn the other cheek.” I could have ended up just like this kid. Luckily, some one did care. That happened to be a skin head gangster, but I’m just glad some one cared enough to teach me to stand up for myself. Which was more than this kid got.
Again, he was weak. And this is how nature works.
I was bullied as a kid in school but my father was a real bible thumper and would always tell me to “turn the other cheek”. When I realized that dad was completely full of s~~~ and I stood up for myself the bulling stopped.
Go figure…
There was a kid at school who constantly verbally abused me, spread vile rumors etc. On day one f this i kicked his ass and every day i had to repeat the process. He was some kind of masochist. He wouldn’t fight back and would run to to the teachers and tell them i started on him.
Most of the teachers knew he was asking for it and gave me some leeway but it wore me down over the years. This was literally a daily occurrence. I didn’t get any satisfaction out kicking his ass. I wanted him to hit me back so i could have gone full throttle on him.
What should i have done?
"The secret to happiness is freedom... And the secret to freedom is courage." - Thucydides
Anonymous42I wanted him to hit me back so i could have gone full throttle on him.
What should i have done?
Tie a brick to the gas pedal!
F~~~in disgusted in some of the comments about this poor kid . F~~~ed up this is just a kid
THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .
My kid/ daughter had detectives at the door a couple of days ago preessuring her to drop the charges wish i was there at the time. Wtf is wrong with this world . I want f~~~in heads . Sick of f~~~ed up selfish c~~~ grown ups so to speak been f~~~ing cold .
THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .
This was not a MAN who killed himself. A man who had developed strength of character or a man who had been weakened so much from abuse he pulled the trigger.
This was a BOY.
A child, who had been f~~~ed up by this vile world of c~~~ish behaviour.
To me, it’s different.
A Boy, who needed a Man in his life to teach him how to stick up for himself. The pussification of boys in this country really is killing them.
As I stepped off the school bus, at the end of the day, the bully behind me jumped me and threw me to the ground and smacked me a few times.
The next day the vice principle pulled me out of class and explained how I could be expelled, etc.
Later on in the day I saw the bully and he had a black eye, etc.
I didn’t grasp it at the time but in later years I put the pieces together. The bully bullied me at the end of the semester when our report (grade) cards were mailed out.
I do believe that when he got home his dad gave him an ass kicking because of the F’s. He was protecting his father.
A few years later I heard that he committed suicide.
Another incident was that every day in gym class from 9th grade through 12th we played dodge ball. Coach had a variation. When he blew his whistle 3 times it was death ball time until he blew whistle again. The only way to be out of game for participants was to be hit in the head.
My point is that it is perspective. Butter cup ain’t going to make it in the real world. The kids I mentor coming out of college these days are fluffy dough boys.
Boys test boys. That’s what they do. Made him lick a bus? My problem is that in today’s world if that bully would have hit him or put a scratch on him he’d of been dealt with. The story is from the mommies point of view. To me, part of the picture is missing.
Peace brothers
Anonymous13The only missing part of the story is the Father.
C~~~ish society saw to that.
This is a war.
A siege on MEN.
AND it starts in school and c~~~ish single mothers.
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