The state of equilibrium vs. extreme highs / lows

[onmywayParticipant 502]

I went out to see a concert last night. I met up with a couple of friends, and among them was this girl. She was absolutely gorgeous looks-wise and for some reason really into me. Now, I’m an average looking guy, so this is definitely not normal for me, but it made for an interesting experience. I’ve been going my own way for a long time, and I rarely go out. I usually stay home and work on my projects, go hike, or spend time with my male friends. However, last night’s experience made me remember the “The Equilibrium Dilemma | The Path Of The Lone Wolf” (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx-4s1gGOkA&t=57s) video by Thinking Ape. When this very attractive woman spoke to me I felt a rush of great emotions. Emotions I haven’t felt in years, as I rarely hang out with women anymore for obvious reasons. And at the same time as I felt this rush of good emotions, I was truly aware of what was happening, as if observing myself from above or something. I’m so used to the peaceful equilibrium of going my own way, without any particular extreme highs or lows. But all of a sudden I was dragged into an extreme high, as if I got drunk on my own emotions or something. My lizard brain reaction stood no chance to my rationality though, and she just stood there like “WTF!?” when I left early at 10 pm to go home and hang out with a good childhood bro of mine who was home for the weekend.

It was a really strange experience. I thought I was “over” women, and rationally I am. I have no desire for a relationship what-so-ever. But last night’s experience made me more aware than ever before of the extreme power of my biology as a man. It wasn’t even a sexual urge, it was just a rush of good feelings by having a really attractive woman coming on to me.. I guess my lizard brain will always crave women in some way or another, but I find great joy in the fact that it can be overridden by rational thought. And I choose the peaceful life of a lone wolf any day. Because I know the huge pitfalls, and the extreme lows. And f~~~ that!

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

onmyway wrote:

I find great joy in the fact that it can be overridden by rational thought. And I choose the peaceful life of a lone wolf any day.

The video clip of guys clapping from the liquor commercial.

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

This one.

[AwakenedParticipant 35202]

onmyway wrote:

I have no desire for a relationship what-so-ever. But last night’s experience made me more aware than ever before of the extreme power of my biology as a man.

Yes, my friend, regardless of the red pill, you’re still a heterosexual male !!

The other evening, I was sitting in the lobby of my gym on the phone, and this very attractive blonde came in, and for no apparent reason gave me a really big smile and very pleasent greeting. I got a “mini-rush” of what you experienced. I knew what it was, finished my call, and out the door I walked.

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[TrapperParticipant 2912]

Well done! That is one of the hardest and most satisfying things to do. “WTF!?” Hahaha, that look is priceless!

[onmywayParticipant 502]

Awakened wrote:

Yes, my friend, regardless of the red pill, you’re still a heterosexual male !!

Yes, very true!

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