The Life and Times of a Liberty Lover!

[Anonymous 0]

Hello Fellow MGTOW brothers,
I am excited to see that so many of us found this sanctuary called MGTOW.com. I have been at aw the past few months reading the forums. Happy to see that I am not the only one who sees the illogical cultural system in which we live.
It has been an interesting journey through life thus far. I am 40 years old, been married twice and have been in one long term relationS~~~. But it didn’t start there. I started noticing a problem with the way females act in our culture back in the early 1990s. This is where my story begins.
I grew up in a small west Texas oil town. I had a few girlfriends and one high school “sweetheart” If one could call her that. My mother and father were together during my childhood and still are today. My mother has only recently begun to latch on to the gynocentric culture. And believe me when I tell you, my dad is a miserable SOB since she discovered her new paradigm a little more than a decade ago. I can’t believe they are still together today. My dad only holds on because she will take him to the cleaners during his retirement years. So he is stuck. But I digress. Both my parents taught me that woman are fragile delicate flowers and to treat them as such. I should always have good manners and always make sure the female is treated with respect and dignity. I was actually like this and had this chivalrous way of thinking. The thing is, when I went to school or any social gathering with pears, I witnessed a different type of attitude coming from the girls. The girls who were supposed “good girls” were total whores, and arrogant bimbos. They acted as if they had something over me and other guys my age. They still expected the chivalry but acted like complete prostitutes and arrogant c~~~s. Most of the girls I encountered over my teen years were nothing but complete whores in training. From the c~~~s with money, to the hos in the projects, they were all very similar. I never really thought about the differences between what I was seeing in society and what my parents were trying to teach me. After all I was only a teenager. But when one looks back on the past, the problems we had and the solutions to them are clear as day.
I moved away from it all when I was 19. I went to work on a ranch in Wyoming for a couple years and was able to clear my head. So I thought. I “figured it all out” so I thought. From society’s teachings, I was going to find a good woman and settle down. So I moved to a small town in Wyoming and went to school. That is where I met my future wife. No better place to meet a mate than in college so I was told. At the time, I was studying photography and mathematics. I met a “great” girl who had a religious upbringing and was the perfect girl with morals and ethics so I thought. I should have known what she was when we were dating but I decided to bury my head in the blue pill sand. One day when we were dating I came by her house to find a guy’s truck parked in her parking spot. When I confronted her, she told me a lie and I believed her. It wasn’t until months later that I found out the truth. But it was too late, we had been married. She wanted to please me, I could tell, but there was a side to her that wasn’t quite right. She was a pathological liar come to find out. The whole thing had been a sham. Everything she told me about her past were all lies. She knew that I found her out and she was desperately seeking a way out of the relationship after I confronted her about her lying and unfaithfulness. She said she didn’t want to be with someone who didn’t trust her. I told her I didn’t want to be with someone who I couldn’t trust. One day, I came home for lunch and she was home. She said she wanted me to buy her a new car and that would make her happy. At this time in my life, money was not coming in as I was 21-22 years old. I told her we could not afford a car right now but later down the road I would get her something new to drive. She was very unhappy about my stance on the car and she began to cry and call me an ass hole. She wouldn’t let me leave to go back to work as she was blocking the front door so I left out the back door and went back to work. I few hours later, I was closing up the shop where I worked. A sheriff deputy pulled in and asked my boss if I was there. Of course I came running as I heard my name and thought something was wrong. The sheriff told me I was under arrest. When I asked for what, he wouldn’t tell me. After he put the cuffs on me he told me that I was under arrest for domestic violence, particularly for dropping my wife on her head. Yep, that is what she told police. I was never in anyway physical with this woman. She was such a liar. After I finally got out of jail, I went home to find my wife’s brothers and some other guy at my house ready to do battle. I just stood up to them and they eventually left. Later on I had to go to court and was order to take anger management which I did. Come to find out, she actually slammed her head against a wooden threshold on purpose so they would believe her story. And they did of course. What a c~~~! I divorced in this crazy bitch in 1999 and joined the Marine Corps at age 23. OORHA!
This is where it gets good as the lessons of the past relationship never took hold. I was under the thought process that I was unlucky and just found a bad apple. NAWALT? Right? … I made it through three years in the military without getting married. Those were the best times I had in the service. I already had someone barking orders at me and didn’t need another order barker in my face when I got home. I loved life! I could go long trips, pick up girls in bars, and make my own way. But I kept seeing my friends meet girls and marry them quickly and it seemed to be working for them. What a stupid observation on my part. The outside looking in is always better as we find out later in life.
It all changed when I returned home from the Afghan conflict. I wanted to get a wife and be happy again. The teachings of my upbringing came back to me like a vengeance. I needed a mate and that is all I focused on aside from training in the military. One day when I was home on leave, I went to fill my grandfather’s prescription at the pharmacy and there she was behind the counter. The good looking, down to earth girl I had been looking for was standing in front of me filling my grandfather’s prescription. She was like an angel. WOW, I was stupid. Just writing this makes me mad at myself all over again. Anyway, We immediately hit it off and she would come down to San Diego to visit and I would make frequent trips back home to see her. 6 months later we were married. She moved down and of course I got a bump in pay ( BAH ect..). Things couldn’t be better. Then we found out that she was pregnant and we were very excited. It was a happy time. There was some talk between her mother and her regarding whether or not she should terminate the pregnancy. I was not involved in those discussions, but I was able to convince my wife to have our baby despite her mother’s opinion. At this time I got called to go to Iraq. I would be gone for at least 6 months. I ended up doing 8 months in Iraq and had a few close calls in the war theater (See the movie “Sever Clear” to lean more. I am in this movie/documentary several times). I returned home just in time for the birth of my baby girl. It was a happy time indeed. My wife asked me to not reenlist and to get out of the military all together. So as I came up on my EAS I thought long and hard and made the choice to get out for the sake of my family. So I did.
We moved to a town in Texas where I would go to School on the GI Bill and she would work at a local pharmacy once our little girl was old enough to go to preschool. I started a degree in business, economics and finance and worked part time at a paint store. My wife mainly took care of our baby and did odd jobs for people around the town. She started growing distant and taking frequent trips to her mom’s and other family members during my second year of school. I had obligations at school and work and couldn’t go on most of the trips with them. Come to find out, she was seeing a guy who was a single dad with two kids. I did not find this out until after she left me. I came home from work one day to find everything had been cleaned out. Everything! Pots, pans, beds, cleaning supplies. Everything! Pictures were left behind by accident. She also took out the saving account. She took my 3 yo little girl and left me with nothing. Not even a pot to p~~~ in. I was ruined in my mind. It was awful. I had no idea what went wrong. I was shocked and could not believe that I could be betrayed by this woman who I loved and had a child with. It all came to light later on. Time has a way of revealing the truths that are all so inconvenient.
My mother was not happy with me at all. My father was livid and would hardly talk to me. They could not understand why their son could be going through a divorce AGAIN. In their minds it was obviously a problem with me. After all, who is the common denominator? That’s right, It is good ole me. So they wanted to make sure I knew how to treat woman and I had a long lecture at the age of 28. It turns out, I was doing what they taught me to do. I was providing for the family. I was offering love and emotional support all the time. I was leaving little love notes on the fridge. I would give my wife several breaks a day from the baby so she could clear her head and get away. I understood all this. I was doing what I was taught and quite frankly felt good about doing it. My wife was the one missing something. She spent her days watching feminist propaganda on daytime TV and I would hear about how men are s~~~ and women are gods all the time. I of course being the magina that I was, I would not dare disagree wholly. When she would start telling me about what she heard on Ellen or Oprah, sometimes I would say things like, “that is a bit extreme don’t you think?” That would always cause her to get p~~~y and I would always back down. Until one day I had enough. I told her that I thought she may be mentally ill. Her thought processes were always backwards and she had such a s~~~ty way of looking at people and situations that there must be something wrong with her brain. It was the only thing I could come up with as the problem. Certainly she wasn’t evil on purpose? Right? Well, that was it for her. When I came home from work the next day she was gone. After a few weeks, I filed for divorce. She still took me to the cleaners and I lost every round in the divorce proceedings. I lost everything, from custody to child support to geographic restrictions. I lost every round! This is when I promised myself that I will never marry again!
She got engaged to a low IQ dumbdumb who she was seeing while we were still married. ie the frequent trips ect… He was going to save my ex-wife from her ass hole ex. Right? Not quite. This guy had two kids so my little girl had a step sister and brother. My ex-wife was going to adopt these two kids as well. They ended up getting married a few months later. A year later, she filed for divorce. Interestingly enough she filed for divorce on the same day she was to adopt his two children. She left him high and dry as well. What a C~~~!
She went through several other men in the course of a few years. She would take my little girl on all her excursions across the western half of the country. She would go live with this guy then go live with that guy, then another. One day during a visit, my little girl tells me that a drive by shooting had occurred at her house and the bullet went through her bedroom wall. At this point, I was not a happy man. I knew that a little girl needs her mother but this was completely ridiculous. It turned out that my ex had shacked up with some thug who had a questionable past to say the least. I finally got fed up with the nomadic bulls~~~ as she was taking my little girl out of school and moving to another town every time she fell in love. I filed for full custody in 2011. $15,000 later I lost every round in the custody proceedings. The judge did not care about the drive by shooting or the nomadic lifestyle of my ex wife. Even though I was a hard working, well educated man with a good job and a veteran, I was told that my child will remain in the custodial custody of her mother and I was ordered to pay more child support. That was my first real dose of the red pill and it was very hard to swallow.
Shortly after, I became a disaster. I still thought something was wrong with me. I needed a woman. I needed companionship. But all these women are s~~~. What did I do…. I just started dating girls like crazy. As soon as I saw a major flaw in one of them, I would duck and run. It was exhausting. I finally stopped the madness when I moved for work. I liked the single life and made the most of it. My friends and family kept asking me when I was going to find someone and settle down. This brings me to the latest of the womaen in my life.

I ended up landing a big job. I moved to the big city in Texas. I promised myself that I would not meet girls in bars and I would find a good place to meet nice girls in the city. One day, I was outside on the porch of my apartment and a girl walks by with her little chihuahua puppy. I said hi to her and never thought anything of it again as she was not all that attractive and she didn’t seem all that interested in me either. A few days later I saw her again and we hit it off. I started going over to her house every day after work. We would go eat and just hang out in her apartment. We talked about everything. Culture, work, music, politics etc.. I thought that I found a unicorn. Life was great. I asked her out and we had sex all the time. It was fun. I had her move in with a year later and that is where the trouble began.
I came home from work on night and she was not there. So I called her cell and no answer. I called several time a few hours later. Then she showed up slobbering drunk yelling at me. Telling me I have no right to call her as many times as I did. She threw some things and then stabbed my couch with a kitchen knife. There was a lot of yelling and screaming so I left as I was sure the police would be called. We both left for the night. When I came back she was there and she never said a word about what had happened. She acted as if everything was normal. I wanted to talk about it and she said she did not want to talk. Then she said she forgot the whole thing even happened. These kinds of events would happen for several years. We would have 90-100 days of peace and then she would have a drunken episode. Every time I tried to talk to her about the problem she would tell me she didn’t remember. This was frustrating because I wanted to make it work. It was hard for me to admit that she had a problem. It turns out she had a feminist friend and mother who would tell her how men are the evil beings on the planet and must be exterminated. I kid you not. She actually told me that during one of her drunken rages. I started recording them too. I kicked her out several times and she would always come back. Whether it was me feeling lonely and sorry for her or her just needing more money or a place to stay. When I moved away to Arizona, I thought it was over. We broke up, but she followed me here. She lived with me for the first year, Things were ok. She did not have a job and I told her that I would pay for her real estate exam and she could sell houses. She agreed and was excited. But the excitement shortly subsided when she realized it was a tough road. She told me just wanted to get a job in an office somewhere instead. I though ok, I just paid $4K fort this school but you can stop trying to sell houses if it makes you happy. What a mangina as was!
My little girl would visit every summer and she would treat her like garbage. I asked her not to drink in front of my little girl and she blatantly did it anyway. Telling me I am judgmental. She would get drunk and cause arguments right in front of her. All the while, I am trying to bring sanity to an insane human being.
She is still in my life but in a limited capacity. I cannot get rid of her completely because she threatens to blackmail me if I cut her off. So I am stuck paying for a few things of hers until further notice. I hope she finds a white night soon.
I have noticed similar traits in all women I have met. We can all tell that the arrogance and misandry are in full force into today’s culture. Most of these women have no clue that they are victims of the government and culture gone completely buttf~~~. I for one will not participate in the madness any longer.
Since I have made my choice to be MGTOW in September 2015, life has only gotten better. I thank you fellow MGTOW brothers for writing in the forums as they keep me pointed in the right direction.

Cheers,
Liberty@last

[ChuddoxParticipant 585]

Welcome, and foremost, thank you for your service. My brother is a marine (once and always), active in the ’80s so much respect to you for your decision. Its hardest to struggle against an enemy who you think is a friend, but now you know (Maybe you knew before and just didn’t want to put the pieces together). I hope things improve. I’m curious what this current c~~~ thinks she can blackmail you over?

“Civilized men are more discourteous than savages because they know they can be impolite without having their skulls split, as a general thing.” - Robert E. Howard

[Blue SkiesParticipant 15665]

welcome pal!
thanks for sharing your story
enjoy the forums and website
cheers-

MGTOW is not a movement, it is a way of life.

[bigboy83Participant 11312]

I believe all hell broke lose around 1993.

Shit Tested, Cunt Approved.

[The Batman 2020Participant 2112]

Welcome to the MGTOW militia brother, your story sounds much like mine except my ex had the abortion while I was deployed. Never got any say in it either.

Your 20's are for learning, your 30's are for earning.

[Anonymous 42]

bigboy83 wrote:

I believe all hell broke lose around 1993.

@bigboy83, the porthole to hell was originally opened in 1973, by 1993 they freight train service!

Welcome Liberty@last, thank-you for your service and sacrifice, too bad it was for the communist femtards too!

In my army they’d be used as sandbags!

[Anonymous 24]

bigboy83 wrote:

I believe all hell broke lose around 1993.

I can narrow that down even further to 1996, the year that under Clinton the media was de-regulated with the Telecommunications Act of 1996. Ever since then a few entities have owned nearly all media and have been pushing the same agenda for the most part but with a left/right slant to keep us divided.

93 though, of course would be about the peak of gangster rap and the peak of murder rate per capita in the U.S.

[MattNYCParticipant 2329]

Holy s~~~ man, you’ve had a hell of a ride. But you’ve found the best port in the storm – good guys, good discussion & steaks medium-rare.

Welcome home.

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

Greetings Liberty,

I appreciate every word of your introduction and share your perspective about what is happening.

she actually slammed her head against a wooden threshold on purpose so they would believe her story.

One of my numerous so called “Soul Mates” who always claimed eternal love for me, did self inflicted injuries for her loathsome extortion. I wonder how many other men have had the same thing happen to them?

I should always have good manners and always make sure the female is treated with respect and dignity. I was actually like this and had this chivalrous way of thinking.

The propaganda to be a White Night is constant and everywhere in our culture. For example, one of my favorite Science Fiction films called, “Battleship,” starts off with the hero making a grand gesture as a White Night to win the heart of his soul mate. The ending of the film reinforces this bulls~~~.

She threw some things and then stabbed my couch with a kitchen knife. There was a lot of yelling and screaming so I left as I was sure the police would be called. We both left for the night. When I came back she was there and she never said a word about what had happened. She acted as if everything was normal. I wanted to talk about it and she said she did not want to talk. Then she said she forgot the whole thing even happened.

It is unbelievable to me how a woman can disconnect from reality and seem oblivious about her vile behavior.

Too many young MGTOWs have discussed in the forums about the pressure internally, and externally from their families, to raise children. They can not understand the overwhelming pain involved with seeing your child tortured and destroyed by this gynocentric hell.

Perhaps the story of your suffering can help these young fellows see the truth about the poison within our culture.

On a lighter note, my MGTOW friends from Illinois would often conspire with me about moving to Wyoming. We thought it was a good place to be a free young man in the USA. Now that we are much older, we talk about Arizona.

All best wishes.

Here is a place I thoroughly enjoyed last year:

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[RoyDalParticipant]

Welcome!

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[KillmandrillParticipant 497]

Welcome, Liberty@last. That couch stabbing chick sounds like she´s bipolar…..

Ah, women. They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent. Friedrich Nietzsche

[Anonymous 0]

Hello Brothers,

First off, I thank all of you for the welcoming responses with regards to my previous post. Hopefully I will be able to answer your questions in this follow up post.
It has been a long two weeks. I went on a long hike in the Four Peaks Wilderness. While I was up there, I fell down a 50 ft steep cliff and came to a rolling stop. I was pretty bruised up but I could still walk. The mountain got the best of me this time. I ran out of water and passed out several times from altitude sickness. It was most definitely not the best experience of my life. However I would rather had endured this 10 times over than have to go through another break up again. Let me explain.
On my way home from the hike I finally got cell service and saw that my crazy girlfriend (same crazy girl I spoke about in my intro) had tried to call a few times. At this time my phone rings and it is a friend of mine telling me that my girlfriend contacted him because she was worried that I may not make it off the mountain. I texted her to let her know I was good to go but a little banged up and she texted back and said she would see me when she got home. She does not live with me anymore but I had invited her over before I went hiking. Anyway when I got home, she was not there but she had left me her dogs to take care of. Now remember, at this point I am not doing well and was pretty beat up. No shape to be dealing with dogs. Nonetheless, I ended up being stuck watching them while she was out “with friends”.
I called her several times with no response. Not even a text. This is definitely out of character for her and she had seemed distant the past few weeks with her new job. By the way all the women at her job are married whores. She would tell me about their lives all the time. It made me sick to listen to. I digress.
She never called me back until Sunday Morning. When she finally came over and got the dogs. She did not stay long. She could see that I was hurt and needed medical attention. She left my house. I could tell something was deep on her mind. So I sent her a text. I told her I was feeling a little uneasy about what happened Saturday night. She told me “ Ok, I am seeing someone”. The very moment was a relieved and a stab in the heart at the same time. All of the sudden, I was struggling with internal conflict! I thought that I wanted to be alone and without her completely. But I suddenly FELT that I would be alone the rest of my life and I asked her to please not to do this. She tells me she is sorry and does not know what to do. After all, I take care of her needs and have been together for 8 years. Now remember, this is the same girl that blackmails me, by the way, to answer your question Chuddox, She knows about some colleagues at my place of business undesirable activities. She always threatens to email their wives or boss ect… She also threatens to email people in my place of business and customers regarding some private issues about me. She has done it in the past at my last place of employment. So I have been on pins and needles around her. I tell her nothing now. And yes Killmandrill, I think she is bipolar too but I am not a phycologist. Anyhow, back to the story.
I told her she was a whore but I forgave her because she could not help it. AWALT! After about a week of arguing, I have finally let go today. I have finally calmed down. I thought to myself, she found her white knight who I hoped would have come a lot sooner. It hurts only because we have been together so long and she is all I have known all this time. She cheated on me before too. But that time, I cared a lot more than I do today. The only reason I care today is the feeling of rejection. But I have to remember that I caused this on purpose and manipulated her into finding another guy. The guy she found is 10 years younger than me and a complete mangina too. She will love him long time! May the lord have mercy on his poor soul.
As for me, I will be on this site every day. Reading the forums, watching the videos and being 100% content with my choice to be MGTOW. Today is my first free day from a woman in 8 years. I am not sure what to do with myself. But I will figure it out.
PS. To the Manipulated Man, Thank you for your insight brother.

See you guys in the forums. I have lots more stories to tell.

Cheers,

Liberty@last

Only try to realize the truth, there is no spoon.

[RhinoParticipant 3477]

Welcome Liberty we have all been where you have to some degree or another but the temperature is always burning hot and we end up getting burned. Investing in a relationship for a long time and losing it all plus your little girl is tough but you will heal from this it will take time the memories will always be there and make you angry when thinking about it but the pain will subside and you will become like a hard rock. No woman will be able to get passed your knowledge now that you are here. Take our advice or not the choice is yours but everything everyone has written so far I have agreed with this site is great and in time you will come out better for reading the stuff here. Thanks for joining and I look forward to reading more stuff from you.

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