I never really hit it off with the opposite sex, very unlucky in love or that I never fitted into that tired and used cliché: What women want, whatever that means?
I could write a book as long as War and Peace about why I failed with the opposite sex, women and girls, so anyway as I’ve mentioned in earlier topics and intro forums, I’m disabled, not in a hideous way, but I have a physical deformity, which makes attraction harder, plus having a very bad traumatic childhood and adolescence, which makes it even harder, such as a constant battle with low self esteem etc.
On the way I’ve been treated by the opposite sex, very few have actually ever been nice or friendly towards me, probably around 10%, while the rest, the majority, all I ever got from them was bullying, humiliation, harassment, distain and ignorance, those female scowls, which happens most times, especially now I’m older (48) the name calling, notice I live in England, not a nice country to live in anymore, and the negative name call: Wanker, loser, freak, weirdo, wimp! Don’t get me wrong I’ve had this from men, but from far fewer, most of these put downs were from the opposite sex, and I didn’t even know them, they just came to that conclusion, just because they came across my path, its not as though I tried to chat them up or even having made a pass at them, they just came to that opinion because they didn’t like or hated me for some unexplained reason. I’ve come to the conclusion, the opposite sex are far meaner, crueller, colder, shallower and extremely conniving and manipulative then men ever could be!
So now, since becoming MGTOW, I’ve been trying to develop a strategy, a get out clause, anything to avoid women and girls, meaning that when I go shopping, I use the self help checkouts, I avoid the checkouts with women and girls, because I always had that negative vibe, they were always patient, smiles and friendly with other women and always smiles and flirting, eye contact with the tall guy in suit or the blue pill macho man, but when it was my turn to be served, the unease of no smile, impatience, cold, contemptible, not even eye contact. So now not only this, I even cross the street when I see women or girls approaching, again here in England, men are now frightened to even look at them in the street, even a fleeting glance, you’ll get a scowl, even if you happened to be looking in their direction, so that’s why I cross the street, to avoid this s~~~e! As an Englishman, you can no longer afford to be a gentlemen, in case it comes across as something else, they, the feminised women and girls, perceive it as geeky, weak and crawly, so now if I’m out and about I’ll open the doors in and out of shops and other public places for disabled people in wheelchairs and frail pensioners, but no longer for women and girls, I don’t put them on pedestals, why should I, they never gave me respect, why should I respect them or crawl around them, just for their approval, their no longer worth it anymore, and they never asked for what men want either, its always again, what they want, wanting to be the centre of attention, and that’s it with most of them nowadays, its always me, me, me and look at me, ain’t I special etc. They don’t want to do the hard work to garner respect and attention, or self sacrifice, self respect and earning the respect, they just want everything, say anything and they get away with it, without thinking about the hurt they’ve inflicted on other people, usually men. All this girl power and extreme feminism has made the modern female into monsters, unfeeling and uncaring, thinking about number one and to hell with the consequences. So now I’ve had enough of their s~~~, and I’ve begun the long journey of being a defiant one, no longer giving a toss, not caring only what they want, but avoiding them at all costs, even if its means me joining a Monastery, a desert island, anything just to avoid them, the nastiness and immaturity of women and girls, so I want and I’m trying to be defiant until the day I die, anything that has positive vibes, nature, the wilderness, celibacy, anything that’s an alternative to their s~~~e, so I can get on in life without falling for their twisted ways and power games!
Kimmuriel 3 years, 2 months ago.
