Hello there brothers. I have made a few posts without an intro, so I decided to stop lurking.
It seems to me that there are two groups of MGTOW; those who have learned, and those who didn’t care about women naturally. I would say, for most of my life I have been a part of the second group, with some of the first. However,I do not consider that a superior mode. I know I am DAMN lucky. Sometimes being an ignorant second type is the same as being a realized first type. The hive programming is strong.
As the headline says, what brought me here? It happened again. I got strung by a redheaded harpy who used me for what I could do for her (aren’t bright colors nature’s way of letting us know something is dangerous?). She played herself off as a salt-of-the-earth, streetwise SJW who did extreme sports as a pastime. In reality she was a spoiled, promiscuous, self absorbed party girl who used anyone around her. She lived off her real daddy (pedophilia) and any perceived daddy in her orbit. Disgusting. Fear not true believers. I ended it, and the blow to her ego was a trophy I wish I could place on my mantel. She is currently in mid-wall pimp slap.
That does not even approximate my first and longest relationship, more akin to the tragedy often spoke of here. The local floozy, tired of futile hypergamy, decided to slip my uncovered shaft into her slit one night while we were intoxicated in a hot tub. I knew she was a slut right then and there and yet my ignorance of women led me to a 3 year relationship with her. My disinterest in sex was immediate, and she resented me for it. I was physically and mentally abused the whole time. Worst of all, she was a pill popper. We shared joint custody of two dogs that were taken away when her addiction became untenable. To this day I do not know if they are alive or dead.
My problem is with people in general. My father is a brilliant psychologist. His strong opinion is that the teaching of self esteem in schools is the downfall of our society. Everyone is now a special snowflake who must be appreciated for their unique identity. There is no unity or shared experience anymore. Everyone lives in their own reality. I see it in the faces of the men I supervise every night. How dare you tell me to do something I already agreed to do for money in a contract?!? My mommy says I’m special and I don’t have to follow the rules! The cognitive dissonance and existential issues is astounding (like father like son, I am also a psychologist). Don’t like the truth someone is saying? Does it make you uncomfortable? Move the goal post!
Nowhere is this more apparent than women. Their sense of self entitlement and righteousness is total. There is no talking to them, no reasoning. I remember talking about Terror Management Theory with my psychology mentor:
“I don’t buy that”, she told me.
“Well, the statistics are very robust”.
“Meh…”
Not even science is good enough.
All of this should have been obvious to me. My mother and sister were the epitome of sluts. My mother cheated on my father 4 times, even giving him an STD. Her last and worst act of infidelity ended with her telling my father that he could stay and pay the bills, but he would have to be cuckolded. He told her to eat s~~~, die, and go to hell. My father is an amazing man. He may have made mistakes, but even He went MGTOW in the end.
My sister is a slut of such distinction that she slept with all the brothers of one family, making her culpable for incest. She seduced the manger of the cheap grocery store she worked at when she was 15 years old, making him culpable of pedophilia. His guilt led them to marriage. I do not speak to her or my mother. As Ol’ Bill said, the turd doesn’t fall far from the bird.
There is a a truth about humans we often ignore. That which we despise in others is often what we ourselves exemplify. I except that my ignorance of my experiences is why I am where I am. And that leads me to my ultimate point:
The masculine emphasis on vagina has led women to think they have the ultimate asset. Our responsibility now is to devalue that vagina. We must realize we are in a new state of human existence, and ancient social practices no longer apply. We must move on to the next level of human existence. It’s that, or WE ARE DONE. Current social models are not sustainable.
If you have read all of this, please write thanks bro in the comments, and take care of yourself.
Quit looking at my signature, queer-mo.
ShyGuy 2 years, 3 months ago.
