Restricting your options

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

sometimes I ponder what I would have done
with my life to this point, if there were no consequences
for my actions, and no financial restrictions placed on a poor
working man like myself.

when I think about the rage and anger I kept feeding for so long
it becomes a nightmarish revelation. a scary proposition.

I put myself on an ongoing trial by ordeal. Society judging me
My emotions deliberated as my hostile jury while my conscience
became the harshest prosecutor any man can face..

Now that I have defeated every emotional enemy the jury is out.
I have won my case against my conscience.
My only crime was a gross misunderstanding.
This I confess..

Freedom is in understanding the simple truth.

Keeping truth hidden is no better than a lie.

Truth is not fearful and does not need protection..

Put healthy restrictions on yourself for actions do have
consequences. All emotions but three are your enemy.
defeat them and make them your slave.
Until you defeat your emotions and enslave them,
you are still enslaved to them..
They own you, if you “FAIL” to own them.

Remember All emotions but three are your enemy.
Only two of those three are your friend.
One is totally indifferent and cannot be defeated.
(Neither friend nor foe)
(this revelation was painful to receive)

I will post another topic explaining
my painful emotional revelation and how
I came to the conclusion I did..
My undefeated indifferent emotion.

My life after this point is to be lived inside of
my own self evident truth without restricting myself,
for I want for nothing more than what I have.

I have my fathers personal spiritual guidance
I have faith it will guide me to everything I need.

Get thee behind me poverty my truth needs exposure
I will not hide the kingdom I have found happiness in.

My ministry is fledgling but hopeful.

Intellect rules ignorance forever.

love and respect

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

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