Red Pill Rage – who or what were you angry with?

[MoreSkyParticipant 4865]

As a sort of follow up question to Travis3000’s question on blue-pill low point:

Most, if not all, of us have experienced (or are experiencing) red pill rage.

What were/are you most angry with? The bitch, society, yourself or something else?

For me, I could justifiably have focused my rage at the ex-wife for her infidelity and betrayal but the anger I felt was mostly at myself for being blind to the blue-pill brainwashing for so long.

The rage part passed quite a while ago, and I no longer blame myself for perceived failings, nor do I have any particular anger towards my ex-wife as she would be a waste of my limited supply of f~~~s to give and AWALT.

Any residual anger only arises when I see things that enable such behaviour such as feminists and the pathetic mainstream media. Even that is really just of intellectual interest now mostly.

"...reinvent your life because you must; it is your life and its history and the present belong only to you.” It is Your Life, Charles Bukowski.

[AwakenedParticipant 35202]

My Anger has made it’s way around from the wife to the societal lies, and now pretty much resides with a combination of both of those with some just for people in general.

I’m finding that I’m enjoying MY Time AWAY from People and THEIR “issues” More and More with each passing day.

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[Anonymous 13]

If society allowed me to destroy my ex wife, instead of her destroying me.

I would not have done it.

I would have been like “whoah, this ain’t right. I’m not going to let the system destroy her, the mother of my child etc.”

BUT she did.

That’s the point.

I wouldn’t but she would.

Because she’s a C~~~.

I hate the C~~~.

Loathe, despise and detest the c~~~ of a thing.

The law may enable her.

BUT

The c~~~ is still a C~~~.

[It’sallbsParticipant]

Most people are angry at their own stupidity and how they were taken in. And then make the same mistake again and buy into the biggest bulls~~~ter of all Donal Trump.

It’s both hilarious and simultaneously sad to watch.

http://www.leavemeansleave.eu

[MGTOW KnightParticipant 7477]

When I was going through my initial RPR, I was mostly p~~~ed at myself for being so gullible.

For believing the lies that we were all told.

Once I fully embraced mgtow, hypergamy, briffault’s law, etc. the anger consumed me for quite some time.

I was furious because the truth finally settled in, and it f~~~ing sucked.

I didn’t want to believe it, but now I’m much better for knowing the truth.

MGTOW is a true blessing.

Fuck bitches... literally and metaphorically

[JB BooksParticipant 3182]

I leave it to women to get upset and have resentments. There’s no percentage in it for me to get bent out of shape over what’s already done. I’m focused on improving my life as I go my own way!

We just don't realize life's most significant events while they're happening. Back then, I thought, "Well, there'll be other days". I didn't realize that that was the only day. - "Moonlight" Graham

[Anonymous 7]

I’m not really angry at anyone but I do rage about what happens to men in family court going back to my pops.

AFAIK he received not a single dime in child support but during a summer visit he was required to pay it.

This kinda s~~~ makes my asshole pucker.

[MoreSkyParticipant 4865]

Awakened wrote:

I’m finding that I’m enjoying MY Time AWAY from People and THEIR “issues” More and More with each passing day.

Couldn’t agree more.

Anonymous wrote:

The law may enable her.

BUT

The c~~~ is still a C~~~.

I was lucky(?) enough to only have a feeble false DV claim made against me, which was bad enough, and that is all on her not society. I didn’t have the s~~~ storm you went through but her actions made it so that I feel disgust more than anger towards her.

As you say, a c~~~ is still a C~~~.

MGTOW Knight wrote:

I was furious because the truth finally settled in, and it f~~~ing sucked.

I didn’t want to believe it, but now that I’m much better for knowing the truth.

Getting past the denial was hard.
But the truth brings health, wealth and sanity which the blue-pill life drains in ridiculous quantities.

"...reinvent your life because you must; it is your life and its history and the present belong only to you.” It is Your Life, Charles Bukowski.

[Anonymous 42]

I’m p~~~ed at having to do s~~~ like cut up inter-tubes and make my own rubber-bands because everything from China is MADE LIKE S~~~! Un-f~~~ing-real! The rubber bands that didn’t melt together from decomposition are all dried out and snap like they’re not rubber at all!

[Can’t Stump TrumpParticipant]

The one thing that’s always p~~~ed me off and still does is abortion. It’s the ultimate pussy pass: legalized murder because you’re a woman and another human life is an inconvenience to you. Every empty seat in my classroom could’ve been filled with a bright eager kid who might’ve been the next Shakespeare, the next Mozart, the next Einstein.

F~~~ it, they never even had a chance to see the world and live an awesome life, because SOME F~~~ING C~~~S WERE MILDLY INCONVENIENCED BY THEIR EXISTENCE. There must be a special place in Hell for those who end a human life when it’s barely begun.

Women are better at multitasking? Fucking up several things at once is not multitasking.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Me.

I come from third world, I know no body cares about me, I know women where sluts, I knew everything, still I fell victim of my own desires and weakness, I fell for a bitch, HOW THE F~~~ COULD THAT HAPPEN?

I hated myself for it, but now I understand, is my nature, is our nature, I just have to control it, destroy my nature and become something else, don’t repeat same mistake again.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[JustAnotherGuyParticipant]

The cupcake. She lied, manipulated, and cheated.

Myself. I ignored obvious warning signs. I trusted someone who didn’t deserve it. I surrendered my agency.

Death is too good for her. She ruined my son’s life. She broke the family. Not me. I was flawless and dutiful. She is a whore. I knew she was, but I allowed myself to believe her when she said things were different with me, as I’m sure they’re different with Chad.

Cupcakes are Cold. MGTOW is Absolute Zero.
“Let us wait a little; when your enemy is executing a false movement, never interrupt him” –Napoleon Bonaparte, 1805

[TPSTroyParticipant 114]

There are two things I was very angry with during my red pill rage:

1) I have done everything for my ex- best friend hopefully getting into a nice relationship but instead, she friend zoned me and she got the boyfriend. I was gullible at the same time if I knew she was friend zoning me then I would’ve left her.

2) The whole societal lie about everything.

Don't be a pussy. Be a man.

[Roy Rogers McFreelyParticipant 196]

Five years later I’m angry at myself. All the warning signs were there before I even got married, but I was too much of a pussy whipped blue pill bitch to care. By the third year in to the marriage I knew that I had f~~~ed up big time, but that it was just cheaper to keep her having seen the outcome of what had happen to other guys with a kid, so I just sucked it up big time. Now I’m just so disappointed that so much time was wasted. But at the end of the day I’m very thankful and pretty happy that she dropped dead and that I didn’t lose a f~~~ing thing. Ha, Ha, Winning!

Never again

[Puffin StuffParticipant 24979]

I hate my ex wife because she drove a wedge between me and my son who I raised single from age 9 months until 14 years.

I hated her years ago. I hate her now. And, I will hate her forever.

Turning a child against a parent is evil. You cannot cure evil. But you don’t have to accept it.

#icethemout; Remember Thomas Ball. He died for your children.

[QuellParticipant 2538]

I think the thing that bothers me the most is being around blue pilled cucks all day. Their incompetence and complete lack of what the hell is going on around them p~~~es me off.

It’s very hard to simply ghost on the world around you, but jeeze, is it crazy out there dealing with mindless zombies all day.

– Traffic assholes
– Co-worker assholes
– Friend assholes
– News and Media assholes

I keep telling myself I need to open up more, trust more but every single time you get roped into someone’s drama and get burned.

[NoMoreParticipant 1233]

I try my best not to truly hate. I don’t hate her. I’m mostly frustrated with and disappointed in her.

She does everything to the ‘letter of the law’. Can’t pick child up till 5pm, well you’re just going to have to stand in the street for 15 minutes until it’s 5pm. She has to work, so I return child to her family. I have to be somewhere in the afternoon, but my brother isn’t allowed to pick him up because he isn’t his legal guardian. I arrange to take our child to the park or my place on a day off. She changes her mind at the last minute and tells me to pound sand because it’s her custody time.

The anger occasionally comes out when I look back on all of the missed red flags. There were so many that were obvious and I missed them. I blame myself for getting into this and I blame her for making it as bad as possible.

A co-worker recently told me, "If you want to see who someone really is, divorce them." I have found out how true this is. When your wife drops the façade of being the caring partner, you will witness all of the greed, hate, and spite that she has masked. It is truly breathtaking!

[BrainPilotParticipant 7640]

It isn’t rage anymore as much as it’s just irritation. I escaped the divorce rape for the most part because I didn’t have much to be raped for, and because she was the immature irresponsible little child who ignored the papers when they were served (just like I predicted).

Divorce was final 15 years ago. I stopped taking/returning/acknowledging her calls more than 10 years ago. But still, she persists. She has NEVER stopped trying to reestablish a connection to me, because she can smell money, and because she has never gotten over letting me get away so cheap.

As obvious as it should be that she doesn’t have a snowball’s chance in hell of seeing another dime from me, she still keeps on with the same old blue pill bait. I think what irritates me is the insult to my intelligence that this is. The message I get from her is the same message that I get from my society: I should be in a relationship/married.

How hard do I have to slam that f~~~ing door in their face before they stop knocking on it?

Look, it's not my fault that tornado dropped a house on your sister. Now get back on your broom and get your ass out of here... and take your monkeys with you

[Branched offParticipant 10952]

This is a really good question.

It started with a woman’s treatment of me -“how could she do that?”

It grew to feeling cheated by something else, something bigger. There was some feeling somewhere of “How could this happen when I kept my end of the bargain, It was supposed to be OK if I was faithful and understanding and put her first?”. I researched more. I went back into history and forward into psychology, I listened to other men, I began to look at the human world as a naturalist looks at animals. I began to see I had been living in a lie. The woman had only behaved as less kind women will when they have control. It was only natural. It was a combination of her nature and society giving her opportunity.

Then I really got the red pill rage. I was angry with society for lying to me, angry with my teachers, angry with the pseudoscientists who say men and women are the same inside, angry with the mangina politicians who had disenfranchised my sex and most of all angry with myself for not seeing it sooner when the evidence had been in front of my face.

First you have to forgive yourself, then it stops being a pain and a rage that controls you and starts to be a force that can help to transform your life.

I also want to say that I love Blade’s words on this thread
“If society allowed me to destroy my ex wife, instead of her destroying me.
I would not have done it.
I would have been like “whoah, this ain’t right. I’m not going to let the system destroy her, the mother of my child etc.”

I think this feeling is a common start for the red pill rage in divorce. There are many things men do to women that women do not like and that may not be fair but a sane man is incapable of destroying the mother of his children. -whether financially, emotionally in career or in society, in the eyes of her children or literally by killing her. You would have to be made a mad man first. Once a man and a woman share that bond of parenthood, something inside you makes you want to protect her. This is there to a degree even when you are just lovers. Women do not have this. Society has given the sex that does not have this impulse power over the one that does. How is that going to end in fairness? It is the root of much bewildered male anger until the red pill shows you the truth.

A woman is like fire -fun to play with, can warm you through and cook your food, needs constant feeding, can burn you and consume all you own

[ConstantineParticipant 4420]

Society in general I guess. People are such sheep. Women are idiots, but too many men are enablers of that idiocy.

On a note that’s unrelated but not helping, I just received my fourteenth or fifteenth (lost track a while ago) rejection from a publishing company. Goddammit. 😣

To see what is in front of one's nose requires a constant struggle. -Orwell

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