My sudden enlightenment

[BobarioParticipant 96]

I have been a blue pill nice guy most of my life. I could never find a woman who wasn’t either bat-s~~~ crazy or desperate. I treated them how I believed they wanted to be treated yet they hated me, and never respected me. So I started to feel like there was something wrong with me. So a few years ago I stopped trying to look for my soul mate and dropped out of dating and relationships altogether.

A lot of pressure was off me, and I had tons of money to spend on myself. I lived like a king but still wasn’t happy because I still believed I needed a woman to make me a real man and provide me with a purpose in life.

Since I had lots of free time I started on a path of self improvement, I decided I was going to make myself more confident. No self help books, online courses or life coaches it was a case of fake it till you make it. It has taken me 6 maybe 12 months to get where I am today. A few weeks ago I was aware something was changing within me. I had started to give people back some of the s~~~ they were giving me. I wasn’t prepared to do everybody else’s donkey work for nothing anymore. I had been conditioned to believe real men worked their arses off so that’s what I did. Except you get no thanks for it unless you are doing it for a reason. I felt like I was going nuts, becoming paranoid or something and confided in family members. They reassured me I wasn’t which made me feel a bit better.

Then a couple of weeks ago I had three or four bad nights where I really couldn’t sleep due to things like life goals, work and everything going round in my mind. Yet when I got out of bed in the morning I felt okay, tired but okay. I never missed a days work and I think I was just trying to get things straight in my mind. Then one Friday night I couldn’t get to sleep so I got up and turned to the web for something to do. I searched for something like going your own way in life or something like that. And mgtow was one of the things that came up.

This was quite literally like I had just swallowed the red pill. Everything that had happened to me in my life up to then made perfect sense. It was like my own personal awakening from the matrix. I stayed up late for several nights and read all the posts in these forums, I watched the video’s I even looked up the feminist view of mgtow philosophies.

For two days I raged, all women were indeed sluts, I had been lied to my whole life. Work and relationships and life in general wasn’t what I had believed all these years. I made big plans like passing my motorbike test, getting more qualifications and a better job and going to the gym. Four or five days later I have done none of these things. I just don’t know what to do next or where my path lies. One thing is for sure I don’t feel like sitting around drinking beer and playing videogames anymore. An hour is about all I can manage before I’m back on the net looking for my way out. Can’t watch tv anymore it’s just bulls~~~, and newspapers are just the same. Now I just feel relaxed, calm and peaceful. And a bit lost.

I have a half decent job, my own home, a car and a stable of expensive bicycles to my name. Oh and no kids or wife to spend all my money. My latest plan is saving up for five or so years till my mortgage is paid off then selling up and going travelling for a few years. Somewhere cheap where my money will last a long time.

So that’s my introduction. Thanks for listening, thank you for this site and others like it and thank you for helping to unplug me from the matrix.

[Truthseeker82Participant 6406]

Welcome! You have set out on the right path. Focus on your goals and you cannot go wrong. Women are just a distraction and way too complicated. Peace!

[Anonymous 18]

The point about you feeling lost is quite natural. You have turned direction from where you were heading – you were given the false promise of happiness and fulfillment. Having gone that direction for years you realized that is not so. Those were lies.

Now with the new direction, as the peace, and harmony with yourself grows – there will be a natural transformation to being alone, lost, or the rage in to something more in-tune with the reality with the world.

You won’t feel lost once the world through red pill philosophy will make more sense than it had ever before.

MGTOW is more than women. Women are a bump best to be avoided in our hypothetical, fancy cars riding in Swiss Alpines. The goal is to own that metaphorical fancy car and hug the Alpine roads.

[The SavedParticipant 101]

Welcome, Bobario!

I enjoyed reading your story as I was able to draw parallels from it to my own experiences in life.

"A man's feelings are inconvenient to a woman's needs".

[Buller100Participant 2189]

Welcome , like you I was fed the blue pill bulls~~~, you are pretty well set up if you can pay your mortgage, I would not sell I would keep a rental but I am in UK.

It’s not easy when you have had a ‘ life map ‘ in your head for so long, but a man with a good job or some assets simply can’t afford to marry.

How can you ??

[Mr. SpockParticipant 10907]

Congratulations and welcome!

Feminism isn't about equality with men, it's about leverage over men.

[BobarioParticipant 96]

Thanks for the advice fella’s. This place is great.

[Solo MAN’S WisdomParticipant]

Bobario wrote:

Everything that had happened to me in my life up to then made perfect sense.

EXACTLY

When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

[FrostByteParticipant 19005]

Welcome

Bobario wrote:

I made big plans like passing my motorbike test, getting more qualifications and a better job and going to the gym. Four or five days later I have done none of these things. I just don’t know what to do next or where my path lies.

You can still do these things, just do one at time.
Stick to the plan you made. That’s what I would do next.

If you rescue a damsel in distress, all you will get is a distressed damsel.

[joetechParticipant]

Welcome to the club. I swallowed the red pill at a very young age. I admire your ambition. My idea of a perfect life is what you are planning now. Good luck, and may the MGTOW be with you. I’ve known many women who wear fake wedding rings to keep most guys from hitting on them. It works for men, too. You’ll discover things about yourself that you never imagined possible. Why not you? You’ve discovered mentors, artists, philosophers from all walks of life here. Keep your financial plans private…not all pirates are women(Bernie Madoff, anyone?) And when you’ve climbed the mountain of achievements in your life that lay ahead of you, you will stand on the plateau and wonder…”Now what?” Keep going, the next set of mountains is just over the horizon.

"Don't follow in my footsteps...I stepped in something."

[anonymousyamParticipant 4605]

Bobario wrote:

I treated them how I believed they wanted to be treated yet they hated me, and never respected me.

This is how i eventually became an asshole and found mgtow.

Bobario wrote:

For two days I raged, all women were indeed sluts, I had been lied to my whole life. Work and relationships and life in general wasn’t what I had believed all these years. I made big plans like passing my motorbike test, getting more qualifications and a better job and going to the gym. Four or five days later I have done none of these things.

You should calm down a bit then go along and get the license but id suggest you workout still in the meantime while you are fully digesting it all. It will take a while to fully rid of the blue pill as it took just over 6 to 8 months for me. And i have been completely red pilled (as in losing my blue pilled behaviors) as of June 2016 and i found mgtow back in November of 2015. So you should take a few weeks to calm down but then you will be on the slow process of digesting the red pill.

Bobario wrote:

So that’s my introduction. Thanks for listening, thank you for this site and others like it and thank you for helping to unplug me from the matrix.

Welcome to the board man i hope to see you in the forums.

Just an east coast asshole who likes to curse, If you get offended by words like fuck, cunt, shit, piss, bitch or any racial slurs then you just scroll down.

[joetechParticipant]

Can you guys help me out? How do I start a new topic here?

"Don't follow in my footsteps...I stepped in something."

[Anonymous 3]

joetech wrote:

Can you guys help me out? How do I start a new topic here?

Go to the previous page and scroll down. You should see an editbox for title and another for the text.

[BobarioParticipant 96]

I don’t know how to quote people in my replies yet, so this may seem a little disjointed.

ILEARN I think the reason I feel lost is the world is a very big place and I have so many options. Eventually I’ll find something to work towards but at the minute I don’t know where to start.

Buller100I rented for most of my early working years and wouldn’t like someone else to be in the position I was, namely paying the mortgage on someone else’s property. Maybe I’ll change my mind but at the minute it just doesn’t seem like something I would do. Maybe it’s just the blue pill programming (always be a nice guy and put others first).

FrostByteBut I’m making so many plans! They change from day to day.

anonymousyamI’m calm in the sense the rage has gone but my mind is still racing. When I was in full rage I was kind of worried I would turn into a male feminazi but I think that has passed for now. I will have to see how my interactions with women turn out from now on. Maybe they are all the same, I’ll just have to wait and see. Swallowing that red pill was like a bomb going off in my mind. It seemed to take just a moment but I think it had been welling up inside me for a few days.

[anonymousyamParticipant 4605]

Bobario wrote:

I don’t know how to quote people in my replies yet, so this may seem a little disjointed.

Highlight the text by triple clicking it to get a line of text then push the quote button. Or if you want the complete post then just push the quote button.

Just an east coast asshole who likes to curse, If you get offended by words like fuck, cunt, shit, piss, bitch or any racial slurs then you just scroll down.

[Mr. ManParticipant 2916]

Welcome, Bobario!

I too enjoyed reading your introduction. Not only are you going to fit in just fine here on the forums, you’re going to be just fine in life.

My bicycle stable includes a Specialized Camber and a Surly Pugsley. How about yours?

[Red_Pill_SouljaParticipant 221]

Welcome. I like how you stumbled into mgtow, similar to how I found it.

[Buller100Participant 2189]

joetech wrote:

Can you guys help me out? How do I start a new topic here?

I have been here a while and still cant see how to start a new thread , the reply following this never helped.

Can anyone help ?

[Anonymous 18]

Buller100 wrote:

I have been here a while and still cant see how to start a new thread , the reply following this never helped.

To create new threads you will have to click on the Forum Sub-Topic (ex Blue Pill Hell, Relationships, MGTOW Central etc) and scroll to the bottom of the page.

You don’t need to open any further links. There are windows corresponding to your title and another for the subject of the topic.

[BobarioParticipant 96]

Hi Hominid,
I’ve got a GT Aggressor that has been relegated to commuting duties, A Lapierre Zesty 714, a Ribble Audax/winter road bike and a Cube acid.

Is your camber a 29er? I was thinking of buying a Trek Xcaliber 29, but I’ve put that on hold for the minute. I’ve never ridden one but I reckon the bigger wheel size would help to keep speed up on the flat.

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