My own dissonance

[ExecrationParticipant 1496]

At times– especially when people talk about love– I remember a women I was involved with long ago. She was , the only women aside from my mother where arguments were virtually non-existent.It didn’t work out, and its what brings me back to realize that seemingly perfect relationships are just illusory.

I was in the armed services at the time.Had plenty of money to throw away, around-the-clock.This Chic, who I was with never asked me for any. Paid for me without me asking her to and would never let me pay for myself even though i attempted to do so.

Sex – all the time, never had to attempt it with her or ask.

Only argument i remember was a s~~~-test. There must have been my replacement around somewhere.I told her if she wants to sleep with other men to do so but dont call me saying the relationship isnt working when we never argue and we never have had any problems.Told her to grow a pair and call me back when she could be honest.

She did, told me she was thinking about sleeping with some dude–which meant she did– and what she should do.I told her whatever she wants and hung up.Cried like a bitch for half the night.

I was p~~~ed. Heard about being in a relationship with your homie and how those ” work out.”

Because I accept reality according to its own standard , being or feeling a chic is your best friend is a feeling all your own. Having been with her she got along with everyone she knew.I was just the next somebody.

To cut it short I think back on it Wondering if women gave two f~~~s what life would be like however, honestly Im more happy GMOW.

Dont understand though her thought process. Her wanting to have fun and my wanting something serious were at the back-drop of it not being possible.

Is it normal after GYOW you think about people you know didnt give a f~~~ just made you feel they did.

P.S. She had a kid I would play with and her kid was having fun. Her kid opening up to me was when it got too serious.Wanted to protect her kids feelings I suppose.Funny as f~~~ when you think about it…Theres a series of logical conclusions all that arrive at she never wanted anything serious.Lol

[bladeParticipant]

When i look back now i don’t give a f~~~ about the people that didn’t give a f~~~ about me . But i am thankfull for the lessons i have learned from them on how to avoid arseholes like them .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[HitmanParticipant]

we learn from each experience.
every lesson is another notch in the gun belt.
it’s unavoidable and just part of living.
flowers grow best in s~~~..
and we grow stronger by handling adversity.
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looking back is normal, for sure.
try not to obsess about anything..

[ExecrationParticipant 1496]

Thanks for the words of wisdom gentleman.

[bladeParticipant]

Just be carefull for your own mental health .It is normal to think of the past but try not to live it.

Good will and peace brother

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[ExecrationParticipant 1496]

blade wrote:

Just be carefull for your own mental health .It is normal to think of the past but try not to live it.

Good will and peace brother

Thanks Blade.Appreicite the advice-I’m going to take it to heart.I appreciate the wisdom.

[AkanbiParticipant 2120]

blade wrote:

When i look back now i don’t give a f~~~ about the people that didn’t give a f~~~ about me . But i am thankfull for the lessons i have learned from them on how to avoid arseholes like them .

Exactly. Experience is the best teacher indeed. I’ve learned to turn the bad experiences I had in the past to points of strength. Whenever I look back at them, I feel glad that I had such experiences because they made me a wiser and better person.

My brother make you no follow sheeple o. Look them and Go Your Way.

[AwakenedParticipant 35202]

Execration wrote:

To cut it short I think back on it Wondering if women gave two f~~~s what life would be like however, honestly Im more happy GMOW

In the past, I too have played the “What if” game about old flames. Now, I realize that despite “how GOOD” it was, if it were to continue, it too would have fallen apart.

The reality is that women do not make “best friends”, and they definitely do have what it takes to become life partners. Women should be utilized “for entertainment purposes” only.

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[NeroParticipant 1466]

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