Well like some of the fellas on here I’ve spent (actually wasted) considerable time in online dating. Thinking that by investing some thought into creating a well versed and structured essay about me, and putting up good pics would attract more females. And it somewhat helped to a minor degree, but the reality is that I was still getting nothing out of it. The worse thing that happened is me once going ape s~~~ on this chick who said she wanted to drop me of the cliff just for saying hi, and then my profile got deleted because I was rude apparently.
Anyway rewind to current date. Sure I’ve made a mistake this year by going back to OkStupid and PlentyofSluts. But ever since I’ve joined MGTOW, I’ve noticed that I’ve stopped wanting to date COMPLETELY! I have no desire to dress for success, nor write an interesting story about myself so as to impress womenz. I’m seeing all the BS and drama that comes with relations~~~s and can’t help but think that it’s all but a bear trap.
The only side effect that we discuss of lack of relations~~~ is loneliness. But if you hang in there you will slowly learn to accept and embrace it, because it frees you. I don’t want to have to worry about a woman cheating on me or trying to please her in any way. Just not worth it. And the thought of dating single moms, now makes me want to vomit and have bloody diarrhea. I always wondered why single moms are much more receptive to dating, but now it all makes sense. F~~~ even the hot single moms were so much more likely to go out with me, but I always had this strange feeling that something was wrong with them. Lucky I avoided everything that most of the guys have suffered.
Not only women are not our friends or partners, but they are setting THEMSELVES up to be the enemy. It’s trully pathetic what they are doing with feminism, monkey branching, and setting up all kinda of traps to enslave us into marriage or becoming common law. What really p~~~es me of is when they cringe and bitch about wage inequality. This is just pure BULLS~~~. Women at my workplace make more money than men, and are being promoted much more often.
Knowing that even the most successful of you men out there are getting destroyed, I know there is simply no chance for me of getting a decent “traditional” wife that will not step over my grave or latch onto my neck.
I also wish not to have kids at all, since Earth is being overpopulated and we are at constant war with each other. Instead of actually trying to level out and somewhat stabilize population we keep reproducing. It doesn’t make sense anymore to have children except maybe for temporary joy that will be crashed by faminazi laws.
We live in a truly sick society, but what can an average joe do about it except to accept it as is and try to chameleon to it? One can wish it wasn’t like that, but it’s just reality being a bitch. Life, nature and reality are three feminist c~~~s and are hard at work each day to bring a man down. My response is to show it a middle finger, but most recently I just turn my back and walk away as soon as I can. I wished for all the good things: good career, wife and children but that never happened. No longer wish to contribute or be a wage slave all my life. By the time I’m 50 years old I’m probably gonna go Allahy AKbar into some government building. At least this way I will somehow do something good, by destroying some of the malignant cancer eating away like a parasite on it’s host.
Awakened 3 years, 3 months ago.
