My Life so far…. Don't' laugh.

[TakeruParticipant 5]

Whats up guys, fellow mgtow here. I thought I’d just blow some steam and tell my (recent) life story so far. Try not to laugh at my craziness and stupidity, I know I’ve made some major retarded decisions in my life and I’m still recovering from the emotional trauma/abuse so here goes.
I’m a black guy (British-Jamaican to be exact) that was raised and currently living in England. Both my parents brought us up. However, if you were to meet and get to know me, you would immediately assume I was raised by a single mother! I’m the middle child of 4. I’m not sure if you’re aware, but Jamaican parents tend to be really authoritarian towards the rearing of their children, a bit similar to asian parents but not too much. Anyway, my mother was the head of the family as she owned the house, and my dad hardly had much say in how things should be done. They were always arguing, usually twice every month, usually about stupid trivial s~~~ and sometimes over something serious. And nearly everytime they did have a fight, my mom usually instigated it due to her constant nagging and belittling of my father and me. If my dad ever tried to stand up to her, then she would generally respond by resorting to behaving like a 4 year old, and literally throw tantrums as well as objects(furniture, plates, family wedding photos etc ) at him in order to get her point across. So yeah I grew up in a very dysfunctional family. I’m still surprised I haven’t lost my mind at the s~~~ I had to endure while living there.

Aaaaanyway, once I turned 18 I quickly moved out of the crazy house…..but hold it, not so fast. I was an extremely pathetic beta-male, very scrawny and skinny simp at the time(as a result of my poor upbringing) and because I had childhood mommy issues and craved the affection and intimacy I lacked as a child, I decided to date an older woman and move in with her in another city, hoping I would find peace with her, and finally have my internal issues fixed. WRONG!

To be continued…..

[MonkeyMindParticipant 5340]

Welcome to MGTOW Takeru.

[Anonymous 0]

Welcome home, Takaru

[Buller100Participant 2189]

Look forward to next instalment ,

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