My first red pill on the age of 22

[freedomParticipant 5129]

I’m 31, yet I believe my first pill was when I was 22.

I was just after a really bad breakup, the girl dumped me after a year and an half, without even looking me in the eyes and she even left a note on my friend’s grave saying what kind of a bad person I am.

Anyway, back in those days, I didn’t know what are dates, because my ex(at the time) and I weren’t actually dating before getting together so It was an unfamiliar ground for me.
So when I had my first date, I didn’t really know how to conduct and a new girl didn’t like how I was, which was fine…
after the date she laughed at me and was way too sarcastic, so I assumed she doesn’t want anything to do with me and moved on, as I was busy healing from my ex and getting my s~~~ together in life.

months later, the girl texted me and it went on something like this

Woman: “Hi what’s up”

Roy : “Hey Jen, how have you been?”

Woman: “why didn’t you call”

Roy:” I figured you are not really into me”

Woman :”that’s correct”

Roy: “So?”

Woman:”But you should have tried, you liked me didn’t you”

Roy: “Hmmm we met only once”

Woman:”So what were all these phone calls?”

Roy:”Just calls”

Woman:”You know I just couldn’t stand you, I understand why your ex dumped you”

Roy:”Ok then, so what is this now?”

Woman:”I just want to understand”

Roy:”There is nothing to understand!! you didn’t like me, I said to myself fine and moved on , what’s the big deal? I practically did you a favor and saved you the telling me part, so give me a f~~~ing break”

Woman:”Just know that I met someone”

Roy:”Ok good luck to you”

Woman:”I just want to understand”

I think that from that day, I took the red pill, because unlike my ex, that bitch didn’t have any reason to offend me, we didn’t share any history together, so she was a scum for no reason at all, other than her ego.
I feel bad for my younger self, not taking more red pills after this event.

[StealthParticipant 5327]

That bitch is crazy.
Stroking herself off to climax by rejecting & s~~~ting on other people.

Isn’t it interesting how your naive common sense is stronger and more logical than her “experienced” carouseled life outlook.

"Once you’ve taken care of the basics, there’s very little in this world for which your life is worth deferring." -David Hansson. "It’s not when women are mean or nasty that anything is out of the ordinary. It’s when they are NICE to you that you have to be on high alert..." -Jackinov.

[freedomParticipant 5129]

Stealth wrote:

That bitch is crazy.
Stroking herself off to climax by rejecting & s~~~ting on other people.

Isn’t it interesting how your naive common sense is stronger and more logical than her “experienced” carouseled life outlook?

That year was one of the worse in my life, I got back to my folks’ house after years in the military and of course the thing with my ex-girlfriend.
Things were confusing and I was suffering and unlike with women, when it comes to us guys.. the opposite sex doesn’t have sympathy for you when you are down and in pain, that I learned from that year.

I can say proudly that I really got my s~~~ together, starting University and pushing women away, so I wont be disturbed, However unfortunately, I allowed them to depress me after I got my degree, instead of proceeding the same way as before.

[Anonymous 6]

freedom wrote:

I’m 31, yet I believe my first pill was when I was 22.

I was just after a really bad breakup, the girl dumped me after a year and an half, without even looking me in the eyes and she even left a note on my friend’s grave saying what kind of a bad person I am.

Anyway, back in those days, I didn’t know what are dates, because my ex(at the time) and I weren’t actually dating before getting together so It was an unfamiliar ground for me.
So when I had my first date, I didn’t really know how to conduct and a new girl didn’t like how I was, which was fine…
after the date she laughed at me and was way too sarcastic, so I assumed she doesn’t want anything to do with me and moved on, as I was busy healing from my ex and getting my s~~~ together in life.

months later, the girl texted me and it went on something like this

Woman: “Hi what’s up”

Roy : “Hey Jen, how have you been?”

Woman: “why didn’t you call”

Roy:” I figured you are not really into me”

Woman :”that’s correct”

Roy: “So?”

Woman:”But you should have tried, you liked me didn’t you”

Roy: “Hmmm we met only once”

Woman:”So what were all these phone calls?”

Roy:”Just calls”

Woman:”You know I just couldn’t stand you, I understand why your ex dumped you”

Roy:”Ok then, so what is this now?”

Woman:”I just want to understand”

Roy:”There is nothing to understand!! you didn’t like me, I said to myself fine and moved on , what’s the big deal? I practically did you a favor and saved you the telling me part, so give me a f~~~ing break”

Woman:”Just know that I met someone”

Roy:”Ok good luck to you”

Woman:”I just want to understand”

I think that from that day, I took the red pill, because unlike my ex, that bitch didn’t have any reason to offend me, we didn’t share any history together, so she was a scum for no reason at all, other than her ego.
I feel bad for my younger self, not taking more red pills after this event.

Mental masturbation sir. That’s all that it was on her part. She wanted to feel beautiful, pursued, emotionally high from the attention. She wanted to get a rise out of you just to put you in line, a kind of power dynamic.

I would have hidden dog s~~~ in the air conditioner of her car. Seems appropriate.

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