I was 15 by that Time, really naive. Really trusting the concept of Love.
I Met a Girl at “Kirmes” (German word, dont know how to Translate it, kinda a Village Party held each year) and Instantly my hormones got their way with me. Flirting, making myself stronger than i am, all that stuff you do when you are not an adult. I carried her on my Shoulders for an Hour so she can see the Musicians and the Show better.
We kept Contact and met again 2 weeks later. Flirting again like crazy, she said to me she have a Boyfriend as soon as we got a bit outside of the Party. BUT instantly after that starting to complain about him. She Stated he was in France with his Scool for 2 weeks, and she havent got a Message till now from him and stuff like that.
Another week Later, i was going to a Bar in her Village, Phoned her, and shw showed up ( guess her Boyfriend was still in France ) we had a nice time. Later that evening i was in her Bed doing 2nd base stuff with her.
Another week later, we were a Couple. At this Time i was in Education for a Job that would last 3 Years. In our 2 Year relationship, she REALLY asked me to put my Problems aside ( if you have Problems at work, leave them at work). Was Pretending she likes the same stuff i did.I had a board game i was a freaking nuts fan about.”Battletech” very Time consuming, very Complex. She was playing like 2 games with me, then she always rejected to play with me, but, still pretending she likes it.
After a Year, i was getting Mental illness from Mobbing at my Job( young and dumb, didnt know how to get out) i wrote her a letter about my Feelings. How bad i feel, what Problems i have and so on. She readed it and after she finished reading it, she wanted to have sex with me( like it cures everything) we never talked about it. After that year, she was staying more nights with me at my Home than With her own family, i was buying her Stuff on Birthdays, flowers for Valentines day, typical s~~~ i learned was “Correct” and “Romantic”.
Another 6 Month in the Future, my mood was getting depressive and our realtionship was kinda getting Cold. we had less and less sex, and when we had sex, she acted like she Does it for me. I started talking about dumping my Job, because of my Problems, and decided to do so. Shorty after, she finished school and accepted a job far away, so we couldnt see each other for weeks( not much money, no own Car). She wasnt even mentioning what job and where she have options, she just decided it and stated it to me after she finished everything. This was actually the end of our Relationship, before she ended it later for sure.
After she got into her Job, i got the “we have to Talk” phonecall. She came to me, ended the Relationship. I asked if she have a new Boyfriend, she said NO.
A year later, the Wife of my Brother came to me:” hey, did you know, your ex is going to marry.” In that Speak, she Told my ex would marry the Guy she was betraying me with for some month before my ex ended our relationship. She stated, my ex was telling her she got someone else, ate the time she broke up with me.
My First girlfriend, used me to get out of her Child home, with some really bad Parents, used my Ressurces and that of my Family for her Well-beeing, saw i couldnt Provide as good in the Near future, got a Plan to get the next Provider and only ended the relationship as she got the new Provider safe in her NET.
WOW, nice introdution to the Games adults Play.
TheGouliat 4 years, 8 months ago.
