WARNING: this post may cause some Blue Pill Hell thoughts and feelings, projectile vomiting, out of control driving, or furniture abuse…proceed with caution. Apparently I am still completely unhinged and psychotic because I can’t seem to get this preoccupation with marriage out of my mind. It must be connected to the Holy Bible and the scripts that society, my mother, and Hollywood have handed me. Whatever is causing it I am suffering terribly due to it because there is no way in HELL I will ever find what I am “looking for” and after the past year or so I am starting to question what I really want out of life anyway. This “feeling of love” I have always wanted and apparently chased after all of my life is some kind of toxic, sick, twisted, neurotic, perverted, ignorant, disconnected, disorganized, fantasy S~~~ that doesn’t even exist out there. What in the F~~~ is wrong with me? I am MGTOW for almost 20 years now because I can’t find one single, decent looking, healthy, balanced, stable, caring, loyal, selfless, affectionate, sexy, sober, hard working, independent, debt free, rational, pretty, Caucasian woman ANYWHERE on the damn PLANET!!! I am starting to think MGTOW is the ONLY way for me to survive out here in this world. Thank goodness I am still single but it must mean I am not as sick as I perceive myself to be.
This person I am seeking just does NOT exist so I just GIVE up, what it is about me that makes me want to even tolerate for a moment whores, bitches, sluts, their friends, and their families saying things to me like: “I need more time to think about a relations~~~” or “I am just old fashioned and men should make the first move” or “I don’t care if I get a DUI or stay drunk every night” or “I stayed in the marriage for money” or “Do you film naked women without their knowledge in your house?” or “Whoever makes the money is in control” or “You want to be with me all the time” or “Why won’t you go down on me?” or “I just need time and space” or “Why don’t we just go our separate ways” or “I could go marry a lawyer” or “Not the back door baby” or “I expect my man to pay” or “It was all his fault and he destroyed my life” or “I didn’t mean it will you take me back” or “I want you to meet my family” or “My kids are a wreck and dysfunctional and on meds” or “I am a planner and like to know what’s going on” or “I didn’t do anything wrong” or “To make it right you should marry her” or “Not on the first date” or “There will be payback” or “I can’t move out because I don’t have the money” or “You have to wear a condom because I am afraid of getting pregnant but you can f~~~ me without one this time” or “I don’t trust you and your mean” or “I have to get to know you better” or “My family is very important to me” or “If you don’t like dogs this won’t work” or “I just like it the old fashioned way” or “Your c~~~ is too big for my mouth” or “I don’t swallow because it’s nasty” or “Women can cheat and men won’t know it” or “Don’t you want to take a shower first” or “My mom doesn’t like you” or “I am on my period” or “Women are smarter than men” or “He hasn’t called the kids in years and I hate him, he destroyed my life” or “I found something in your background check” or “I am going to call the police on him” or “I am dating other people” or “It didn’t mean anything” or “I was just joking” or “He left me because he had a job in another state” or “I have to get a job” or about A MILLION OTHER really f~~~ed up, neurotic, psychotic, selfish, childish, manipulative remarks!!!!
In conclusion I will say that I didn’t get any of these people pregnant so chalk one up for Bubba but this has caused me a great deal of stress, time, and money not to mention about 3000 IQ points. America has become the toilet bowl of the world, full of Disney loving retards that think fantasy is reality, think a bank is doing them a favor with a 30 year piece of s~~~ mortgage, think that two car payments makes them successful, think that credit cards are actually cash, think that Obama isn’t a f~~~ing Muslim, and think that facebook is fun. This is s~~~, this is The American Dream gone from bad, to worse, to unbelievable, to deadly, to Taylor Swift!!!! I hope the whole f~~~ing thing just sinks into it’s self and we can start over one day…we need a good invasion to fix all this s~~~, only time will tell, and it appears we have one under way with all the f~~~ing refugees. I love you guys, every single one of you…
Bubba 🙁
You think Chernobyl was bad? Wait until the ink drys on that marriage contract you just signed...we know, you just wanted sex and fun...you could have gotten that for $100.00 a couple times a month instead of DESTROYING your life!!!
