Last Straw

[Wandering.SeekerParticipant 19]

Hello fellow MGTOW brothers,
I joined here about a month ago, I think, but haven’t got activated ever since.
Didn’t pursue it, as I was busy with life and such, but now and then it hits me hard, flashbacks of the past, bleeding wounded heart, and lost mind in despair.
So in the end I contacted and emailed the boss here, and now got activated.

My hope is that I feel welcomed and at home in this place.
I don’t know where else to go online, as internet is full of political correctness, feminism’s touch, of SJWs, of blue-pill people, reeking of ignorance and lacking the level of understanding for compassion.

I don’t wanna talk about my ex.
The bitch is not worth getting mentioned. We give them power by talking about them.
There is no use talking and crying over spilled milk. I tend to remain stoic, and had many worse experiences in my life to thicken my skin, but dearest of all was that the closest to one’s heart, from the someone you least except betrayal and disloyalty.
it’s unconscious, the pain is there. adding up to other tough personal life experiences, it became the last straw.
I feel too old for my own age (being 25), and been jaded of life for some years now.
I have absolutely no one to understand me. and the a few handful of so-called “best friends” mostly get the benefit of emotional support from me than I from them.

I’m not used to social media, usually abhor such places. You know, they’re often filled with pussy-licking manginas, and it’s odd to find a man willing to listen and console another fellow man.
I myself never differ between men and women, except for the sexual part: more into bromance type.
I respect and care about my bros, if there is any “bro” left around.

Wanna say that there is no clear cut between being a mangina and a mgtow. it’s grey, so no black-and-white. I too deep inside crave for some feminine care. Isn’t that how we all first hoped for?
Being realist, there is nothing negative about getting red-pilled, and always preferred harsh reality over cloying delusion.

I’m into languages: French, German, and Russian. Is there any place here to practice languages with some fellow mgtow brothers? or is there some sections for the native speakers?
From time to time I watch MGTOW vids in German, french, and Russian on youtube. Very rarely though.

Passion in languages is the one of the few things I fool myself with to distract myself from the inevitable: death.
I’m not afraid of death, it’s just that life itself is nothing but a beginning, and all that begins must end someday.
We humans are animals. Partly. Though, there is no need to surrender everything to the evolution. for example, there is nothing biologically evolutionary about it, and we made progress by using abstracts.
We can overcome anything if we want to.
But… what’s the use of living? I’m talking about myself.
Often had these suicidal thoughts. The deeper you go into the wisdom of universe, the more alone you feel yourself in this world.
Always wanted to love a woman.
And all I asked from her was to be loved.
That’s it: just to be loved and appreciated.

Being red-pilled, I see everyday women who think about anything but their own men, and men who whimsically expect for some hope to pop up, to get finally recognized, spoiling their own women, ignoring teaching their own women to behave, and even letting themselves to be played by women.

At least, I can thank God, that I was born as a man. Btw, I’m no believer, that’s just a saying.

Anyway, I know your time is precious, so as mine.
Don’t wanna waste it any longer. That’s it for now.

Would love to get active around here, sharing compassion with fellow hurt brothers. That’s what I’m very good at.

MGTOW is the only place free of political correctness, consisted of variety of backgrounds, of people all over the world, of MEN!
MEN!
I never thought I could see the day men getting united!
Back in my blue-pilled days, I used to see other men as predators, as potential rapists, as soulless thugs.
I didn’t know back then how many caring men were out there.
And it hurts me now to see some immature people shaming MGTOW people, without even trying to put themselves in our shoes.

Anyway, thanks for reading.

[narrow road travelerParticipant 1680]

Hello and sit for a bit. Mangina and MGTOW are on opposite sides of the universe. Keep reading and pills will start to coalesce.

The supreme art of war is to subdue the enemy without fighting. --Sun Tsu

[Anonymous 42]

Welcome, W.S, Make yourself at home!

[Wandering.SeekerParticipant 19]

Thank you so much, you both.
Well, been watching MGTOW vids on youtube for about half a year now.
That’s why I decided to join this place, finally.

[Anonymous 42]

Wandering.Seeker wrote:

been watching MGTOW vids on youtube for about half a year now

I’ve been watching feminism almost all my life! Time to change the show!

[KeymasterKeymaster]

A pleasure to welcome you good Sir! Thank you for your correspondence as well! Please feel free to join in whenever you’re inspired.

A very pleasant weekend to you. Thank you for your intro and the time you took to put out out there.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Wandering.SeekerParticipant 19]

Anonymous wrote:

I’ve been watching feminism almost all my life! Time to change the show!

hahaha Thanks for lightening up the mood, drawing the curtains, opening the window, and refreshing the air around here. You, sir, have some keen taste of humor.

Keymaster wrote:

A pleasure to welcome you good Sir! Thank you for your correspondence as well! Please feel free to join in whenever you’re inspired.

A very pleasant weekend to you. Thank you for your intro and the time you took to put out out there.

You honor me, sire.
Looking forward to hang out with gents from time to time.
Thank you.

[CoolbreezeParticipant 442]

Welcome sir. Respect. Especially the part about not speaking of her. You put into words what I was thinking earlier about how personal growth is priority one and they have a way of distracting from that cause. Just fluent English and enough Spanish to converse.

[Wandering.SeekerParticipant 19]

Coolbreeze wrote:

Welcome sir. Respect. Especially the part about not speaking of her. You put into words what I was thinking earlier about how personal growth is priority one and they have a way of distracting from that cause. Just fluent English and enough Spanish to converse.

May you grow as you intended, brother.
I don’t know who you are, and where you are, just wanna thank you for your attention and kindness.

Unfortunately Spanish wasn’t as one of my interests, as where I live Russian and German seem more practical.
And I myself am no native English speaker!
Nonetheless, thanks for trying to make a brother feel welcomed.

[SpiderHerderParticipant 3759]

Bonjour ! C’est un plaisir !

You indeed sound much older than 25. It warms my heart to know other men are seeking the truth of this life we are thrown in without our consent.

I am, like you, a realist and as a result hold a similar nihilistic view of life. My hobbies are simply for me to pass the time until the end. But we can take solace in the fact that many great men have lived before us and asked themselves the same questions and found contentment and peace at some point.

Anyway, welcome. I hope you feel at home here.

[bladeParticipant]

Welcome bro .

Runs 3 seconds

Runs 1:27

Theres 3 stages . Lol

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[AttonParticipant]

I’m into languages: French, German, and Russian. Is there any place here to practice languages

No but I would suggest to keymaster that this site become language independent. It could massively expand the size and scope of the site and MGTOW.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

Welcome WS,

Appreciate your Introduction and the great replies it has generated.

Wandering.Seeker wrote:

But… what’s the use of living? I’m talking about myself.
Often had these suicidal thoughts. The deeper you go into the wisdom of universe, the more alone you feel yourself in this world.

A women will shred a man’s soul along with his bank account, heart, and time.

Here is a link that summarizes my marriage and the succeeding RelationS~~~S:

/forums/topic/an-honest-love-letter/

Wandering.Seeker wrote:

…My hope is that I feel welcomed and at home in this place.
I don’t know where else to go online, as internet is full of political correctness, feminism’s touch, of SJWs, of blue-pill people, reeking of ignorance and lacking the level of understanding for compassion.

Blue Pill indoctrination begins at birth with male genital mutilation and continues throughout a man’s whole life.

The vile brainwashing of the C~~~ocracy permeates every aspect of our culture.

Wandering.Seeker wrote:

………..And it hurts me now to see some immature people shaming MGTOW people, without even trying to put themselves in our shoes.

None of us here are perfect here.

However, Natural Born MGTOWs who have been imune to the charms of women their whole lives come close.

Thanks to my brother and my mentor, who are natural born MGTOWS, I understand that it is possible that there are biological anomalies of Heterosexual Men who are fully immune to women’s manipulation, s~~~ tests, and relentless requests.
And they are naturally immune to the Blue Pill doctrine that all men are subjected to.
They are the real “Unicorns.”

Kindly keep in mind that former Blue Pill slaves, like myself, who are seeking refuge at this site are damaged. We require healing, nourishment, enlightenment, and a little compassion.

Here is a link to help you avoid any problem you may have as a newcomer to this web site:

/forums/topic/list-of-unacceptable-blue-pill-baggage/

You have found a gold mine here. So, keep digging.

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[Wandering.SeekerParticipant 19]

SpiderHerder wrote:

Bonjour ! C’est un plaisir !

You indeed sound much older than 25. It warms my heart to know other men are seeking the truth of this life we are thrown in without our consent.

I am, like you, a realist and as a result hold a similar nihilistic view of life. My hobbies are simply for me to pass the time until the end. But we can take solace in the fact that many great men have lived before us and asked themselves the same questions and found contentment and peace at some point.

Anyway, welcome. I hope you feel at home here.

Salut toi, mon vieux, Spider Herder.
And Nietzsche told us to kindly reply to this nihilism with a smile. Always with a smile.
Everything is relative in human world. It’s up to us how to react.
it can be self-destructive and we become our own worst enemy, an enemy within, get depressed,
or it can be of the way Nietzsche’s philosophy always tried to portrayed. To pass the stages of Camel, Lion, and the Baby. To get from being an animal, to a “human”, and then to a “superhuman”, the best version of ourselves.

The cliche of “oh you need to love yourself first” doesn’t mean anything. We already love our own selves, and fine with who we are, confident about what we want, plan, and do. It’s about the others. “The hell is others”. It forces you to take solace in solitude.
I don’t like to live only for myself, like being useful, and belong to people who accept me.
That’s why home is where the heart is.
That’s why I’m here, my brethren.

blade wrote:

Welcome bro .
Theres 3 stages . Lol

Thank you for taking the effort of lightening up the mood, Blade. Very creative of you, mate.

Atton wrote:

No but I would suggest to keymaster that this site become language independent. It could massively expand the size and scope of the site and MGTOW.

Yeah, it would be great if they add an international section to the forums.

The Manipulated Man wrote:

A women will shred a man’s soul along with his bank account, heart, and time.

Here is a link that summarizes my marriage and the succeeding RelationS~~~S:

/forums/topic/an-honest-love-letter/

Indeed, almost all women I’ve been with were emotional vampires, or revealed such nature once the honeymoon phrase passed.

Have read that. Yeah, happened to me as well.
I’ve been with wild variety of background: orphan; maimed; raped; artistic; loner; and so on.
Same s~~~, different disabilities.
Never take pity on a woman based on her backgrounds.
If she doesn’t love you (which she doesn’t, as it’s in her nature), then fooling ourselves and staying with her by honoring her background is suicidal to your own vitality. They suck your life out insidiously.

I’m sorry to hear you got ripped off by divorce. Thank God I didn’t marry, although I used to be a believer in marriage and being a family man, the women I’ve been with, one by one, all of them were showing reluctance to marry (as to do monkey-branching), and that saved my skin, it seems.
I don’t like to compare my life to yours, and don’t take pleasure from another man’s misery.
I have a divorced best friend, and don’t know how to console him…
Hope I learn how to help you fellow divorced guys emotionally.

“Blue Pill indoctrination begins at birth with male genital mutilation and continues throughout a man’s whole life.
The vile brainwashing of the C~~~ocracy permeates every aspect of our culture.”

yes, that’s why I don’t care about society anymore, sadly.
And had this mutilation. at least looking on the bright side, it helps you sustain that tension and not to reach orgasm fast. lol
Anyway, would not recommend anyone get this procedure.

List of unacceptable Blue Pill Baggage

read that, and already agree with the gender inequality part. I straight forward tell people that women are inferior beings, simple as that.

[Anonymous 3]

Thank you for intro.
Excellent replies as well
Glad your here. You have indeed found a gold mine with a limitless supply of gold. Keep digging.
Stick with the winners
Stick with MGTOW

[Wandering.SeekerParticipant 19]

Anonymous wrote:

Thank you for intro.
Excellent replies as well
Glad your here. You have indeed found a gold mine with a limitless supply of gold. Keep digging.
Stick with the winners
Stick with MGTOW

It’s so useless to talk anyone around me in life. Almost all of them think I’m just being bitter.
Nobody even tries to understand. My only sibling, my little brother, is one deep blue-pilled one, and lives in fantasy, not about women only, but of people too.
Lack of emotional intelligence makes it almost impossible to have empathy for another human being.
The thing is one HAS TO learn it the hard way to grow some understanding.

Thank you for your words, btw.

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