Intro: my story

[TheRunningManParticipant 71]

Hi. My name is Phaze. I have been living MGTOW lifestyle for years now. I used to have a radio show in a small town. I was well known. Girls I dated started lies about me having drug habits, which was not true. One even falsely accused me in public for attention. She later recanted after I filed a defamation report. During my years on air I struggled with an alcohol addiction. It was horrible. I had awful depression issues, stemming from finding out I was adopted. I found out that I was adopted when I was 12. 12. I could not wrap my head around the idea that mom and dad were not really mom and dad. I often wondered what my real family looked like, if I had a brother or sister. This depression stayed with me and got worse over the years. I had a sister, who was also adopted from a different family while I was growing up. What hurt worse was that she was always the favorite with mom and dad. She got straight a’s. I struggled. She was popular, I walked the halls terrified I would get beaten up and get my lunch money taken. There were several days where I would not eat lunch, because other kids took my lunch money. I would end up going to 3 different highschools because of the bullying. I joined the Army National Guard at 18 after my highschool sweetheart left me for a jock when she was in college… she was a year ahead of me. I joined the Guard to get out of that state, that place. I ended up coming home, injured. My back and lungs will always have complications. I decided I wanted to be a broadcaster, so I went to broadcasting school and got a degree. I graduated with perfect attendance, and a 4.0. I landed a job shortly there after. After all I had been through, it was crazy girl after crazy girl. It really was all of those red pill moments combined into one that made me a MGTOW. The female harassment got so bad, I was afraid to do gigs. I quit my radio job and went to work for a corporate american slave wage job, and transferred to a new state as soon as I could. I am now 2 years into living in this new state and things are considerably better. However, I work with a guy who is drowning in blue pills. I constantly hear how he chases women at the bar, the guy thinks he is gods gift to women. And while he does bang hot girls, they all have boyfriends. The latest girl he is banging has a fiance who is currently overseas. It makes me shaken and angry. This same guy, he pulls up youtube videos of douchebags at the gym making fun of people working out. I worry one day I will lose my patience, but he does not have any idea how much I dislike him. He is clueless. Which is good. I have always been good at holding my tongue, and minding my own business. Girls in this small town are toxic and drama. They have literally banged everyone. Being MGTOW here is not hard. But thats my story in a nutshell for you all. I still suffer from depression and often wonder what I will do when my parents pass away. But since there are sites like this one, it has helped me cope with my depression knowing I am not alone.

[TheRunningManParticipant 71]

A lot of this stuff, I have never shared. I am very much to myself. However it felt good to get it out there. I am also typing on a phone here and in the above post, so I apologize if things seemed to lack substance.

[Crazy CanuckMember 4215]

Hey, it will get better now. Just don’t focus on women. Just thinking of women causes me stress. One question, why do these women sleep around? Is it for the money and gifts or they just like slutty sex. I am glad I don’t have sex with women at all. I don’t trust women. Yeah it’s best to keep your mouth shut and do your own thing. Ignore your boss as much as possible. In time he will wake up probably when it’s too late. Sooner or later he will get into deep waters. Then you can have you laugh at him and he can’t fire you no that kind of reason. Patience is a virtue they say.

"If pussy was a stock it would be plummeting right now because you've flooded the market with it. You're giving it away too easy." - Dave Chapelle

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Hey @Ph4zE_9 You were MGHOW of the day on our homepage the day after you joined. Thanks for your story and taking the time to tell it. But mostly for having the guts to talk about your real self and posts real photos. Guys are not ashamed of being MGTOW. They are bloody PROUD of it. Great to see it.

Hope to read you again soon! Your being adopted is a swift push into the world of having to carve an identity for yourself. Much too soon and before your are ready. (12?) But you’re already lightyears ahead of others!

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[TyberiusParticipant 25]

This kid is gonna be A OK.

[TheRunningManParticipant 71]

Thanks for your support guys. It felt very good to get it off my chest!

[DocParticipant 112]

Losing your patience over this kind of s~~~ is what they want. They want to drive you crazy to the point of snapping, and when you lose it, they will be able to say “men can’t control their tempers”. Don’t validate that s~~~. Nice intro. You’re gonna do fine. It’s terrific to see the younger guys here are so well put together and have their eyes open compared to the younger men of yesteryear.

[AposematicParticipant 2671]

I am reminded of a story from my Uni days.
My parentals moved 3700km away when I was halfway through med school.
In the last quarter of my course a delightful lady Judy took me under her wing.
Judy was my landlady- I let her granny flat from her. Prior to me having the
granny flat her eldest son was MGTOW much to her annoyance… so to cement
booting him out of home ( he was a lawyer in his early twenties) she let out
his old bedroom. Judy had a taciturn husband and an adopted 18 yo Sonia, who
was not very bright. I had a GF at the time so when Sonia did the “Sharon Stone
leg cross without undies on” I simply ignored her. I was studying Ob/Gyn at
the time so I was desensitised. Anyhow, Sonia would crack the sads about being adopted
now and then. The delightful Judy just smiled and told her… get over herself.

You see, Judy was adopted too…

Afinogyny.. from the Greek Afino {to abandon/ to set down/ to leave /to allow/ to let } + Gyny {Women} MGHOW’s philosophy to not engage women without “hating them”. Narcorca =Narcissistic Orca typically spouting to a bathroom mirror taking an arms length selfie ; Wallinate describes post wall females whose SMV is terminally negligible New Years resolution "To not make women happy" . Instadestitue: yet another Neologism for Men that cohabit with women that decide to pull the handle of intervention orders.

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