Intoduction of the guy on the icon,

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

The history of BlacqueJacqueShellacque : Gentlemen, good morning, afternoon, or evening. This will serve as my introduction to the movement and what brought me here. I was born in 1975, and raised in a small Canadian village. I had wonderful parents whose unconditional love has seen me through my darkest days. I have two younger brothers five and seven years my juniors. I loved playing in the woods in my youth. Beavers, cubs, scouts and venturers were my group activities. I excelled in solo athletics. Judo champion within my weight class, tops in sprinting and long distance running. Later, in high school, I lifted weights. I spent my summers at my parent’s cottage on the ocean. My dad got me my first job when I was twelve. I washed dishes at a yacht club’s seafood restaurant. My dad was a cook. We traveled to work on his Honda Goldwing 1000. I kissed my first girl in grade nine. Finger banged my first in the summer between grades nine and ten. Held and kissed t~~~ that summer too. In grade ten I met the girl. In grade twelve, one week after I “broke up with her”, she charged me with rape. If this has never happened to you it is soul crushing. Every set of eyes become accusatory. Except of those who love you. Those who know you. I developed an alcohol addiction. I dated a girl three years later. The first time we f~~~ed, I cried. I couldn’t cum. This condition lasted two more years. I met a girl online two years later. Beautiful, musically gifted, but prescribed SSRI medications. She took her own life many months after she left me for the third time. I became more depressed. I drank and turned to cocaine, and then crack cocaine. I was a mess through two more women who would endure me. The first of the two has taken her own life also. When she began to threaten she would commit such an act, I called the relationship off. I did not want to relive this situation again. She moved to another city and was dating another man when she passed. My life was crumbling. I abused drugs heavily during this period. I quit my almost six figure job, sold my property, and went home to “recover”. When I got the money from my property I partied till it was almost all gone. No job, just directionless dreams. I met a girl half my age. She moved in with me. I was in love. She got pregnant and miscarried (her second). I loved liquor too. And the dope. And she left. I sobered up through a caring community of alcoholics who brought me to one meeting every day, for one month. These men were instrumental in my survival. I love them like brothers. Last night, my youngest brother asked me if I knew she had had a baby. I did not. When I was working on the other side of the country, outside, freezing in the Rocky Mountains at minus thirty, I was thinking of her. There was a chance if I just worked as hard as I could, I will win her back. No BlacqueJacqueShellacque. She is with a younger fellow and they have a baby together. The baby was born ten months after I left home. Today is the first day of spring! My friend called me Neo last night. At forty years old I see the matrix. Rebirth, long live MGTOW!

[experiencedParticipant]

Deep intro man.
I like your icon and must be aware of the hell that others have gone through.
Your strength is appreciated.

"It seems like there's times a body gets struck down so low, there ain't a power on earth that can ever bring him up again. Seems like something inside dies so he don't even want to get up again. But he does."

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

Thanks experienced. I am here for the long haul.

[Jan SobieskiParticipant 28791]

Welcome home brother.

Love is just alimony waiting to happen. Visit mgtow.com.

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

Thank you Jan.

[NerevarParticipant 8040]

Welcome, brother!

"One of the best things internet exposed is just how insane women are." - Freeman_K

[Anonymous 42]

Welcome BlacqueJacque Shellacque, I’m also a survivor of alcohol abuse and self destructive behavior. You’re in good company here, we’re all about self improvement and basic awareness. Don’t ever go back! there’s nothing there for any of us! Sometimes we only get one chance to stop the bullets!

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

Thanks Mgtower and Nerevar. I am happy to be here. I wish this resource was available to me when I was seventeen.

[RoyDalParticipant]

Welcome!

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

Greetings BlacqueJacque Shellacque,

Appreciate your introduction.

Drugs and alcohol have destroyed the lives of most of my family, including my son.

Twelve step groups, retreats, and sponsorship also saved me. It is good to read that you are getting the support you need.

When I became more muscular and tough looking, the false accusations of me abusing women happened too often. My manly looks and physical strength was used against me and made me especially “guilty until proven innocent.”

It is interesting how successful women are with “poisoning the well” when they are finished with men.

one week after I “broke up with her”, she charged me with rape. If this has never happened to you it is soul crushing. Every set of eyes become accusatory. Except of those who love you.

I was shocked and heart broken when beloved “friends” and my community became cold and distant the first time a woman put on her “abused” performance. To this day, all of the women and most of the men believed her lies and character assignation. The few exceptions were other men who were also victimized by viscous lying ex-girlfriends.

Here is a post I wrote about my experience with the Domestic Abuse court system:

The “Domestic Abuse” machine as an apparatus for men’s enslavement

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[RiargsParticipant 320]

Thanks for that tremendous Intro BlacqueJacqueShellacque!

You have certainly been through all the Advanced Courses in the School of Hard Knocks!

Through it all you have kept your Humanity, Sense of Self and Sense of Humor intact…

Who can possibly calculate how hard that has been for you?! Nobody, except yourself I’m sure…

I have lost all three of my brothers to Alcohol – it is a serious monkey on your back and will kill you if you don’t kick the Monkey out of your life!

You are very welcome here, and keep fighting the good fight!

"In my many years I have come to the conclusion that one useless man is a shame, two are a law firm and three or more is a Government..." - John Adams

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

Thank you RoyDal and Monk Mode. I am still grasping at the concept of the largess of the amount of knowledge here. It’s a one of a kind library isn’t it? Thanks again for your gracious receiving.

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

The Manipulated Man – Your story and treads are fantastic. I had never heard of the domestic abuse machine before. I look forward to reading your posts knowing this about you. I’ve been on your thread for about an hour.

The Manipulated Man wrote:

I was shocked and heart broken when beloved “friends” and my community became cold and distant the first time a woman put on her “abused” performance.

My entire school of 500 had an assembly in the school theater about rape awareness. My friends told me that during the” “staged” event “(see what I did there?), she left the room crying at some point. I refused to be thrown to the wolves for this cause. Me and my other buddy jigged school that afternoon. I was questioned later as to “Why I didn’t attend?”

Thank you again for your posts. I think we will help some lurkers come out of the shadows. They seek to shame you without recourse. I AM no slave.

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

Riargs – Thanks man.

Riargs wrote:

I have lost all three of my brothers to Alcohol – it is a serious monkey on your back and will kill you if you don’t kick the Monkey out of your life!

I am sympathetic with your loss. So many of my problems became non-reoccurring when I was able to put the bottle down willingly. The past year has been like a decompression year. Not only have I sobered up from chemicals, MGTOW has become a way of life for me. The future is bright Riargs.

[Bestieboy666Participant 2358]

BlacqueJacqueShellacque wrote:

I excelled in solo athletics. Judo champion within my weight class, tops in sprinting and long distance running.

Running was my thing at school. Few people had cars then so we walked or ran everywhere. I ran for Hampshire (County) from the age of 14 – 22 during 1980 to 1988. My best 1500m race I won was in 3:49 at a track event in my own city. My best distance was 5k. I could run all of this fast before I started to lose pace. One race I won in 13:48.
I was never going to be national level. When I first started racing the 1500m Sebastian Coe in the UK was still running and he was the world record holder at the time, and at my best, I was 20s behind him.
When I hit my mid 20s I started to get a twinge in my knees and after some x-rays and tests, they found the cartilage in my knees was worn out. Doctor said it was a combination of too much training at a young age and the rather inadequate running shoes of the time.
I attempted rowing for a while but I was too short and skinny and simply didn’t have the strength for it. I do some cycling nowadays but not as much as I should!

Women are so bad, if they changed the law so I kept the house, I still wouldn't marry one. I'd rather be homeless.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Feels awkward to greet you like a new arrival since you’re family already, but your handle makes me smile every time I say it out loud: “BlacqueJacqueShellacque”

You’re a pleasant addition to the Forums, friend, and your encouragement and support of others is very admirable and generous. To infinity and beyond.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[BlacqueJacqueShellacqueParticipant 6890]

My dear Keymaster,

It is with the sincerest heart of gratitude, I accept your welcome. What you have created here is a global necessity. In my opinion, in the distant future, MGTOW.com will be regarded as a basic male human right. The right to the collective knowledge of your fellow man, and the truthful explanation of male freedom. This leads to the truthful acknowledgement of female dependency. Thank you for the meticulous effort that must go into producing this website.

P.S. Did you seriously toast me, a reforming alcoholic and drug abuser with five martini glasses? 😉

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