I'm a Drifter in Life

[The Moth Attracted to the FlameParticipant 2982]

Hello, guys. My name is GrayFox, and I am from Houston, Texas. I am a 19-year-old college student, and I am doing my best to keep this profile under wraps from my mother.

Now, some of you may think that I’m too young to have an account on a place like MGTOW, but let me explain my story. Gender issues were actually not the only reasons that I joined this group.

Throughout my life, I have had a lot of trouble befriending women and girls, including my own mother. I’ll start off by talking about the experiences I have being around women in general.

I feel as though I’m unwanted around them.

This idea goes for lots of males and females I have met, but females seem to stand out more. In my elementary school, I will take the blame for making my childhood a mess, because I was considered gross, oversensetive and undeveloped. I feel as though everything that happened at that point in time was my fault.

The catalyst of my journey towards MGTOW, though, started when I was in middle school. It was a complete mess, aimed only at progressing the liberal mindset that racism is bigger than ever in the United States of America. This school worried more about race and slavery in the United States than actually teaching the class. Everything about that school was a mess. My parents hated it, and I certainly hated it. It ruined many opportunities for my to continue swimming for my local county, explore more challenges in the educational system, and do more things during the weekend (because the school had a mandatory Saturday class, whether a student had all A’s or all F’s). I won’t tell you the name of the school, but rather that it’s a KIPP school.

About 95% of the students there adopted the negative stereotype of an African-American. They sagged and showed their underwear, they spoke in vernacular, they blasted wretched electro-rap s~~~, talked about sports and race, support Christianity and soul food, smoked marijuana in places that they shouldn’t, and had loud arguments when they weren’t necessary. I’m a stickler for the rules, and the exact antithesis of that stereotype, so it was hard coping with these people. It’s chaos there, and the school was very poor. Another school’s building was used to house this school. Another school’s building.

And let me not forget about the girls there. They got away with everything. For example, all the boys in the school had to have a conversation with the founder of the KIPP organization because people had written on the walls of the school building. None of the girls were called out, even though a lot of them were writing on the walls. The male teachers also had discussions with the male students in which they accused us of looking at the female teachers like they wanted to have sex with them. Some people admitted that, but it’s disturbing to think that a teacher would go to great lengths to think that about us students. On top of that, girls can hit anybody they want and get away with it in this school, but when the opposite gender does it, they get suspended. A ghetto girl hit me because I said “Whoa!’ to her burping. That’s how sensetive they are.

My high school experience was light with a lot more diversity and people I can relate to, which was good, but the school was extremely liberal. Ridiculously liberal. On top of that, women didn’t like me for some reason. I never understood why. Many of the girls in these schools loved to switch boyfriends to experiment with people, which I considered very deceptive.

There were also straight men like me who were discriminated from groups because they were straight men, like me. I remember when I was in a theatre class in a group with five women and one homosexual male, and I was kicked out of the group and forced to comply by the teacher because I was a straight man.

My college experience, right now and in brief, is a mix between my middle school and my high school experiences. I don’t like it there.

And these schools were not technically my decision. This was the decision of my mother, who’s paying my tuition with her own money, in order to save money.

Speaking of my mother:

If I had to choose between my mother and my father, I would choose my father. He’s calm, collected, organized, and more accessible to talk to than my mother. My mother is an attorney at my local country and makes more money than my dad, approximately $30,000 dollars more, so she’s technically the Don Vito of the house. She harasses my verbally, often times for no true reason or such a minuscular reason. On top of that, she is unwilling to donate the junk that we have at the house. Our home was supposed to be cleaned up by 2010. It’s 2015, and it’s still a mess, and I can’t move anything out or my mother would be p~~~ed.

Now, some of you might have figured that I am a Metal Gear fan based off of my profile. Yes I am, and there’s something to that as to why I am here.

Although I don’t consider myself part of the GamerGate hashtag, I am aware of the fraud journalists and feminists in the video game industry, like the professional victims (Anita Sarkeesian, Brianna Wu, Zoe Quinn) and their male and female slaves. This has spawned and act of challenging third-wave modern feminism in general, and I have to thank people on YouTube like InternetAristocrat (who is now MisterMetokur), Sargon of Akkad, TL;DR, MundantMatt and others on keeping up with this material. This stuff just AMAZES ME.

I also can’t take the Baltmore incident seriously anymore. After Freddie Gray’s death, which was mysterious in its own right, the riots happened, and I just stopped following from there. These people are not serious about what they’re fighting for. All they care about is embracing this thuggish attitude of victimhood, and the media will sit around letting people hear what they want to here and not letting people hear what they need to hear.

And in the end, all of these people are not doing anything to help the people they say they are fighting for. You don’t hear people like Anita Sarkeesian donating money to a charity or helping out actual rape victims or trafficking victims or women in third-world countries who actually need the help. All they do is complain on YouTube and Twitter.

And this video set me off really bad too. It speaks for itself.

So, this is why I’m on MGTOW. I’m done with the fight for social justice. It’s been abused and corrupted, from feminism to racism and everything in between. These types of things have ruined everything, and the freedom that people have been given is only used for abuse and the degradation of society.

This is why I don’t support a democracy. This is why I’m centric. I hate being associated with the left now. I don’t even know if I can support egalitarianism because I feel as though we’ve reached the point where we have shown that a lot of people may not deserve their rights if they’re just going to abuse it. I prefer more of a meritocracy or a type of totalitarian control where people considered rational are in control.

I am also trying to stay fit by losing about 20-30 pounds over the course of the summer, to help abide by the standards of MGTOW and the red pill constitution.

Now, this is probably just rambling and complaining to you guys, but I wanted to get this type of information out there to just share my experiences. I’m not trying to be a brother to anyone. I’m just trying to relate to people.

And that is my introduction. If anyone wants to contact me, my email is jmeans555@gmail.com.

[Anonymous 42]

The Moth Attracted to the Flame wrote:

I feel as though I’m unwanted around them.

Welcome to the club! It’s normal to feel unwanted around women, because we’re men, and men are unwanted unless they have something a woman wants! It’s normal to feel all f~~~ed up in school, because school is all f~~~ed up!

It’s simple, if you jump in a tub of s~~~, you’ll come out smelling like s~~~! But to enjoy smelling like s~~~ is something only feminism can do! Then they tell you to enjoy smelling like s~~~ too. We figured their s~~~ out! They can wallow in each others s~~~, I’m happy being MGTOW clean, and smelling like a man. Welcome to MGTOW, you’re in the right place!

[DilbertParticipant 281]

Sounds like you have desire for what is real and lasting, and very little patience with the BS of our culture.  You’ll fit right in here.  Have faith in the fact that you also seem to be oriented correctly and on the right path.  Welcome to MGTOW!

It is for very good reasons the Devil chose to tempt Eve not Adam...

[BryantParticipant 229]

welcome brother its smart you started early, btw huge metal gear fan myself

"He who lives with honor dies with honor."

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

GrayFox Welcome to MGTOW enjoyed reading your post agreed with all of it but one line..I believe anything less than what was promised is not acceptable period…My REPUBLIC that promised to rule by constitution was democratized and all those who agreed to change it  are still pushing their public policy and political correctness democratic bulls~~~ at me…I am not buying into nor will I continue supporting any system that makes me part of it by default calling me names and presuming I am a public citizen. in their democracy ..I AM A PRIVATE MAN ! ! in my REPUBLIC  The constitution was not written to protect the government from me. It was written to limit the governments encroachment into the lives of its PRIVATE!  PRIVATE!  citizens….They act like I am attacking them for not caring and not participating and just going my own way……..Consent of the governed has hereby and forthwith been  REVOKED!  I RESERVE CLAIM AND INVOKE MY PRIVATE RIGHT TO BE LEFT ALONE I respect my government’s public right to be left alone (LIKE A TURD)

GrayFox wrote:  I prefer more of a meritocracy or a type of totalitarian control where people considered rational are in control.

I am glad you would never be in control even if we lived in the government you desire  because I find your preference  irrational.

Your suggesting totalitarian control over my republic (?supposedly?) built on  self governance?

I know the experiment in self governance clings on one declaration by one declaration strung together they become a single  weak strand of thread nay a cobweb in the dusty  corner…Maybe where they discarded the bill of rights and the constitution after they wiped their asses with them…..But It clings on only because “now and then” plus “few and far between” would apply, they do actually, get it right in court about who works for who..They allow a few token criminal friends of the court, have their rights protected and go free….Ha Ha that is the justice game.

clinging by the wisp of a cobweb my REPUBLIC dies on slowly.

I can still claim my rights, even if I have no expectations, that they will be protected inside of a court of law…

Why should I vote? I will follow no leader if all you democracy advocates elect one…A lynch mob is a democracy

/forums/topic/i-dont-vote/

Sorry I am ranting like TOWER all because of one line you wrote…laughing  at my self now…Welcome to MGTOW and enjoy the forum..

 

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[RoyDalParticipant]

Welcome!

It is a wonder that boys survive the public education system these days. I suppose they can’t outright euthanize them, so they settle for mental torments.

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[AkibarangerParticipant 37]

Welcome, BROTHERRRRR!

Good to see a fellow MGS fan.
You’ll fit in well hoho!

Good to have you aboard, matey!

[The Moth Attracted to the FlameParticipant 2982]

Thanks, guys! Really appreciate it!

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

RoyDal wrote: It is a wonder that boys survive the public education system these days. I suppose they can’t outright euthanize them, so they settle for mental torments.

so true!  Public schools f~~~ with the minds of young boys until they graduate.. I cant blame or be angry at young men who have a need to be controlled…They are brainwashed into these (less than free) thoughts…They took the study of our rights out of the curriculum.. (Civics).. Recently my male cousin’s son said to him that he liked the idea of communism and thought it would be  good if everyone had the same things with no one having more. My cousin looked at his son and said “I don,t want what you have..I want to keep what I have, and keep people like you from taking it away and giving it to others” ..Somehow kids believe they should have the right to live in a fair world, not a just world… The right to (not to be offended)  does not exist.. The right to fairness in results is also non-existent…I feel perfectly capable of governing myself and have no wishes for other forms of governing…The only people who say we should change it are those who want more power or those who have been brainwashed into believing they have a right to fairness…those who want power are constantly pointing out how bad our system is and how unfair it is…Perpetuating discontent and dividing people against each other have long been governments way of creating problems..Why?  so they can create solutions and justify their existence…I am a non-violent (passive) anarchist.  I have a right to non-participation. All that need be done to insure destruction of this system is leave it alone and do not participate.

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[IGMOW (I Go My Own Way)Participant 2572]

I have a feeling that the rabbit hole likely goes far deeper than they imagine.  When you wake up and realize you were lied to and left with a bill (top one, student loan), then that is the first step.  The next step is tricky.

Anyhow, good luck with everything.

"I am my own thang. Any questions?" - Davis S Pumpkins.

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