I was simpin long distance with the enemy

[Dr.GeoParticipant 6]

like my title says, I was there too. after recently graduating from high school after having had no attention from girls and having boners for girls since the age of 4, I had nothing else in my mind when I became an adult. I met what I thought was a virgin iranian 34 year old woman at the age of 17.5 though in a jewish teens dating site(don’t know what the f~~~ she was doing there$$$)and I felt in love with the first woman that gave me attention. being an immigrant with no citizenship just green card, I had no way of meeting her, but because she gave me attention knowing i had no money or citizenship I believed the love was real and didn’t care it was going to be long distance. and so I simped and simped for 11 years until i met her due because I had joined the military and later gotten in trouble with the law due to my mental illness and her staying by my side furthered my thoughts thinking she was a NAWALT. after a couple years passed I still wanted her to be my first and luckily I didn’t wait that long to lose it. and I tried dating other girls(mostly single moms) they all gave me similar experiences as the rest of you had, it just made me wait my ex even more because I thought if anyone was going to love me it would be her after sticking with me thru mental illness(skitz), being a prison, and gaining a lot of weight and not having sent her money for first 3 years. well that just made me send her money even more when I was able to work. I was sending minimum 500 per month to 3k a month(last 2 years) so she could live a comfortable life staying by my side with no reason to cheat, we webcammed everyday and before then talked almost everyday on the phone for up to an hour at 23-60cpm.

I was in love. but after meeting her the first time in istanbul I saw how she acted, the stereotypical nagging for almost anything, just spending, not trying to spend quality time with the man whose sole purpose in life was to be with her, we only f~~~ed 3 times in 6 days and to f~~~ it up some more she had a missing hymen which she blamed on not knowing what happened to it. I was in love. but upon coming back I started to want to date other women because I had a feeling it was going to go sour and I dated and simped with single moms and ratchet hoes to the point where I saw myself googling reasons not to date single mothers, I found mgtow but I still had some hope that will either hit or miss and I could not bear leaving her.
on the 12th year we met again f~~~ed another 3 times and we even got married in nicaragua though I was aware of the consequences I wanted to give her a chance. she fought over dumb reasons like me tipping or walking around the floor indoors in my socks or not waking up early to help her cook which I did not force her to(she couldn’t cook), the final straw for her that made her angry with me was that some girl from my home country messaged me on facebook trying to befriend me and obviously for $$$, I was innocent, didn’t flirt back or gave any suspicion of wrong doing in my text and offered 3rd party translation, she threw a tantrum, threatened me with a knife and though i could possibly take the knife plus or minus a couple cuts she was crazy enough to threaten stabbing herself which I could take no risk in. laws in nicaragua would have made me a murderer and spent time in a s~~~hole prison literally. she cooled and let me comeback to the u.s in one piece. 2 weeks later she decides to go back to iran, anulled the marriage and still expected me to send her 3k a month. I was still trying to make it work because at the time she told me it was because her dad was sick. later I found out she had remet a black guy we had met at the hotel and she maxed out a credit card i let her keep for emergencies and she still had the nerve to ask me to send her some lotions. I was blessed that she anulled the marriage and in all i sent her about 200k in 12 years, i take it as an early divorce, i’m still in the anger phase of the redpill and I want to read more stories because I know I cannot go back to my old ways and they help keep me in check.

[bladeParticipant]

Dr.Geo wrote:

having boners for girls since the age of 4,

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Anonymous 13]

Dr.Geo wrote:

in all i sent her about 200k in 12 years

Oh man, you sent some unstable skanky ho 200k in 12 years.

I’m lost for words, the level blue pillers can go.

I only hope you learned your lesson and will NEVER send another bitch a single cent ever f~~~ing again.

Stop that, just f~~~ing stop that s~~~.

Women are black holes.

STOP.

Welcome, you NEED to be here.

[StealthParticipant 5326]

Welcome, Dr. Geo.
Your story is familiar. I maintained a long-distance relationship with a girl overseas for years before we finally got married, stayed married 11 yrs, and she left with $300k. I never struggled with mental illness or prison time–I was a college-educated, law-abiding citizen and I made the same mistake as you. Many of us learn the hard way. All we can do is make better decisions going forward.

Welcome.

"Once you’ve taken care of the basics, there’s very little in this world for which your life is worth deferring." -David Hansson. "It’s not when women are mean or nasty that anything is out of the ordinary. It’s when they are NICE to you that you have to be on high alert..." -Jackinov.

[Anonymous 3]

This is a little over the top for me. How does a person who calls himself ” skitz ” get 200k especially after prison time.
Its a good story.
Thanks! @20k a year given away. Wow!!
Welcome! Keep posting. I truly wish you good fortune & well being.
MGTOW

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

What a train wreck you are pall.

Don’t worry there is treatment here.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[Ranger OneParticipant 16836]

I actually feel better about my life choices now. I never thought I’d say that, except when I read DarwinAwards.com.

Welcome bro!

All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

[AttonParticipant]

Your quite lucky that didn’t end badly.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[OldBillParticipant]

I don’t know whether to believe this or not.

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

[Dr.GeoParticipant 6]

I was evaluated skitzophrenic by the army, courtmarshal was dropped in favor of federal charges which I pled guilty to. allowing me to be medically chaptered out at 100% va comp, now 70% cause I feel better, due to the fact that I didn’t want to take my meds and I became full blown loco talking to myself, laughing, and constant nightmares along with paranoia not including sideeffects of meds. after receiving my discharge I was placed on 5 years probation not counting the pretrial and medboarding time. upon getting out in 2008 I used my va loan to buy a property at good price which I rented partially out profiting about 800. I then started working as a cnc operator/machinist not making much due to criminal background but was doing overtime which got me at estimated least 2.2k a month.

va comp(schedular/allowed to work) 1800-2975$
rent profit 800$
work 2200$

say 5k a month, sending an estimate of 2k or
2*12=24k plus gifts a year for an estimate 8 years, you do the math. I wish I was lying and at this point i’m just glad i’m not doing that still

[Anonymous 54]

Im buying the shizofrenia part.
How much eles is fact is allways unknown.

[Anonymous 3]

Not buying the VA comp. part. I know guys with 100% & have never heard of any one getting downgraded.
There is a 70% with incapable of work,but not a 70% & working that that I am aware of.
Maybe your skitzie title was a well played scam, but I personally don’t care.
You sound awfully rational to me the way you laid out your finances.
Frankly, the whole thing plays like a poorly written soap opera & you were 17.5 when you met a 34yr old who you spent 12 yrs sending money to.
I am somewhat skeptical of the whole thing. I don’t know what your gig is, but one things for sure. Your a ” hot mess” as the kids around here use to say.
Good luck on your future endeavors.

[Dr.GeoParticipant 6]

i’m on the medication haloperidol, its first generation meds. and being skitzo don’t mean you’re dumb, it’s the weird stuff that you think that makes you crazy. for example I had the idea of taking over the world and had false memories with people around me’s manerisms telling me everything that coencided with the hallucinations in my head. and I haven’t been downgraded just yet, that was the recommendation from the last reval. party I owe the rating to the fact that I deployed,got a felony, and when they judged me for my military paperwork they saw me when I was at my illest without being on meds, like I said thinking I had robots too, talking with personalities in my head, and my hygiene deteriorated. I’m working, that alone says I dont’ want to just be on handouts and I think its smart of me not to want to rely on it either. I was a 52D power generation equipment repairer, did alright in school. my only flaw like a lot of people is I was socially awkward back then and that didn’t get me any pussy that wanted me and that was the only thing I wanted.

[Anonymous 3]

I know people on Haldol & they walk around like zombies
In other words, you were court martialed because of felonies & they let you go with probation,gave you a medical discharge & put you on 100% disability.
Really!!!
I don’t believe any part of it.
I will not reply to this post again

[Samurai GentParticipant 204]

[IRuleMeParticipant]

Bro, your story doesn’t add up.

[OldBillParticipant]

After reading the OP’s additional posts, I don’t believe a word he’s written.

Mark this one down, brother, they’ll be punted before long.

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

[Anonymous 54]

Shizofrenia.

Or a very bored genious.

Im going with shizofreia.

Useually has a high IQ.
Endless nonsensical bable comes out of their brains.

Hes mentioned being “skitzo” several times. A troll would have to know how to fake that.

[Anonymous 54]

OP.
You need to take your Meds if you wish to communicate with us.

[xanthineParticipant 4903]

Anonymous wrote:

I know people on Haldol & they walk around like zombies
In other words, you were court martialed because of felonies & they let you go with probation,gave you a medical discharge & put you on 100% disability.
Really!!!
I don’t believe any part of it.
I will not reply to this post again

I have a customer who takes over 20 mg of haloperidol per day. That is a HUGE dose. She also takes high doses of risperidone which has the most potent dopamine blocking activity of the atypicals (second gen) anti psychotics, which is what zombifies them. She still comes in and is animated enough to be a f~~~ing c~~~ to me and the rest of my staff. I have a lot of other patients who take haldol as well and they aren’t all zombies. The ones who are zombies are probably on high doses and taking other meds, they actually call it a “c~~~tail” in psych wards and it includes meds with heavy sedative properties. That could have been what your friends got.

Not saying I would believe or disbelieve this person. Personally, I don’t find that much to be skeptical about, at least as far as the meds and medical history he described, it actually sorta sounds like something a schizophrenic person would write/experience. But that’s just my two cents.

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