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As i clearly stated i’m not looking to put be put in a hospital, on drugs or on Jesus as those do not fix the problems but instead cover up the symptoms.
Now as for the problems the first one is intrusive thoughts in where i cannot control my thoughts it could possibly be ocd or it could be whatever but sometimes (not everytime) thoughts come into my head contrary to my nature (so for example if your ass is a Christian you will think about demons hell etc, but for me i think about being a nice guy or some other bulls~~~ of that nature even when i am not of it).
This is one of the reasons i don’t wanna f~~~ing live to 70 however i am not gonna go kill myself since i need to experience life before death.
And for the second problem i believe i am on the genetic f~~~ list (not that i am retarded or too disgusting) but rather in the actions i am driven to do. I feel as i am gonna f~~~ing go repeat the s~~~ of my ancestors, I feel that i am just gonna do most of the things they did and i also feel like ill end up getting some c~~~ (or c~~~s) possibly pregnant in the future with the f~~~ing personality’s my own c~~~ mother has (I’m stupid but not stupid enough to go down the aisle).
My personal belief on the second part is that i am f~~~ed by the nature and the actions of my ancestors and that i was the genetic s~~~ that spawned by chance out of it and if i were to have kids (or my siblings) then they would get a similar thing to what i have deep down in the line.
So do you have any solutions that are not based on drugging, the bible (or any other religious book) or the hospital? do i need to get more exercise? lay off the mastrubation what? or do i just stick to my current plan is that either hope a cure occurs or hope that i can take life long enough to complete my goals in it?
This is all i have right now and to anyone to says religion trust me i tried the only thing that religion did for me is to change the nature of the thoughts from what i experience now to am i gonna burn in hell?
Just an east coast asshole who likes to curse, If you get offended by words like fuck, cunt, shit, piss, bitch or any racial slurs then you just scroll down.
my supposed “unicorn” of 7 years left me while i was at school and i was devastated that was a week ago. i have a good friend whos training to be a hypnotherapist and gave me a session im tons better but also realized mind over matter does work. i cant give up on life im in school for cummins power gen cant quit now.
"He who lives with honor dies with honor."
my supposed “unicorn” of 7 years left me while i was at school and i was devastated that was a week ago. i have a good friend whos training to be a hypnotherapist and gave me a session im tons better but also realized mind over matter does work. i cant give up on life im in school for cummins power gen cant quit now.
I have no unicorn delusion i do not believe that if i knocked some bitch up that i believe that we will be together forever and true love and all that f~~~ing bulls~~~.
I think my s~~~ is a mixture of ocd and biology not true love fantasies.
Just an east coast asshole who likes to curse, If you get offended by words like fuck, cunt, shit, piss, bitch or any racial slurs then you just scroll down.
I am no expert, but ocd generally involves actions not just thoughts.
You wash you hands 50 times a day.
I would suggest seeing a medical doctor.
Love is just alimony waiting to happen. Visit mgtow.com.
You seem to have something going on inside your head but you do not want to seek professional help. If this is indeed the case, then I would suggest that you consider finding a copy of the DSM and do a little research on your own to try and find what the issue could be.
You don’t necessarily need the latest edition (it’s expensive). You might be able to find an outdated copy at a used book store.
If you can determine what your psychological issue might be, then perhaps try and find a specific on-line forum with others who are dealing with the exact same thing. Maybe then you can talk with those who might best understand what you’re dealing with and help you to get yourself sorted out.
Sincerely hope this helps…
(PS: You’re not going to Hell. Nobody is. FFS don’t worry about it…really)
Kind of got me in a corner without Christianity, but: Get a dog and everytime you get unwanted thoughts go running till you throw up. That will teach your brain
When you find yourself in the majority, it's time to reflect.
Anonymous24Welp, your head is not that f~~~ed if you are still able to avoid religion… Sounds like fairly normal s~~~ to me, the human condition is f~~~ed, not you.
We are all just stardust temporarily cursed in our current form with the ability to contemplate not only the meaning of our own existence, but that of all nature and the universe, no small burden for any man to bare. This is an especially complicated set of circumstances for men who are inquisitive and may be trying to transcend their animal nature backed by logic in a world full of dumbasses.
The best advice I can give you is to find things to do that let your mind relax, long bike rides with your focus on what is around you instead of what is going on in between your ears always works for me. After all, life is just a ride.
I am no expert, but ocd generally involves actions not just thoughts.
Pure ocd is a kind that affects thoughts mostly.
I would suggest seeing a medical doctor.
My fear of this mostly lies is that doctors make make money but off of drugging patients. So instead of f~~~ing telling me how to fix the problem they try to get me on opiates even when they could potentially f~~~ my developing brain and cause drug addiction later in life.
I don’t need pills pushed on me and i certainly do not need to be put on a list or a asylum so if i ever was to try to buy a gun in the future id be blocked because of it (now i find it hardly likely the state will ever let me own a gun in the future but if i was to remain with no criminal record and i wanted one id be denied because i was on X a few decades ago).
The best advice I can give you is to find things to do that let your mind relax, long bike rides with your focus on what is around you instead of what is going on in between your ears always works for me. After all, life is just a ride.
I’m trying to enjoy the life i got the best i can for now so even of the human condition f~~~s me over in a few decades i can still look back at the times i had.
I’m about to take a nice long ass sleep as this helps me and taking me away from humanity even if just for a couple of hours and it helps my mind to see the beauty of nature in the morning. So even if the human condition f~~~s me over (more like kills me) i at least enjoyed some of life.
Just an east coast asshole who likes to curse, If you get offended by words like fuck, cunt, shit, piss, bitch or any racial slurs then you just scroll down.
I suffer bad ptsd . It is a f~~~ing nightmare to have . Have had bad deppresion to . Lots of things i was good at know i have found that i am no good at anymore due to a bad breakdown . Major one is spelling . Memory problems to .
Sensory therapy can work well with some people and you can do this at home .
Get a cheap kids disco light and turn that on . Play meditation music that you like . Get to soft funny fealing objects to hold and squeeze with your hands . Lay on your bed and picture calm s~~~ . Imagining your self floating above the earth and looking down is very good .
What i explained there i have done and it is effective especially if you have just gone thru high trauma .EXERCISE
Just a simple walk will do . When finnished take a seat for a bit before you head home and just observe s~~~ . Animals birds people whatever .
Food
Stay the f~~~ away from junk food . Ever notice how when you eat mcdonalds you feel tired and like s~~~ . Dark choclate is actually good . It increases serotonin in your brain . Lots of other things do to .
If you take any medications stay away from hi citrus fruits like grape fruit because it can interact . Anyone on here with high blood pressure should not eat black licorice .
Have you had a recent blood test for diabetes . Does a family member have it .
Sense of humour is very good medicine . Things that f~~~ you of twist in your mind by looking at it with amusement . I remember your thread on ya want to f~~~ with people . Ok if ya want to go do that do it with the intention for laughs . Amusement pranks for you that are harmless .
Some times with mental health problems people don’t recognize it is happening to them selves . I myself lots of people wouldn’t even know in the community that i suffer ptsd . I whare a mask due to my situation . Unfortunately people do treat people with mental health problems different . But it is good to havd a few people that are close to you that know whats going on . Ask someone you trust if they have noticed any change in you .
But do brother get a blood test .
THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .
Ps . I have seroquell that i only take when i need to . I really need to be on medical weed . Something i am going to look into but it is very hard to get put on . F~~~ head government and profit making pharmaceutical industry . Arseholes i need f~~~ing weed .
THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .
Irregular sleeping pattern really f~~~s with your brain to .
Horse radish and garlic pills from health shop are very good . They say it is fkr keeping of colds but don’t listen to that s~~~ . It works better than any other vitamin that they say is good for consentration and the mind .
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I don’t write mutch, but it’s not that I don’t think hard. I know a lot of dudes with ptsd, having to run over kids and s~~~. They do good with dogs man. I’m serious. Call them “fur missle” in combat. They are amazing creatures. Looking for a German shepherd if anyone has one.
When you find yourself in the majority, it's time to reflect.
I live in a unit but am going to speak to young crew next door to walk there shepard because some arseholes have complained about dog barkinb . Young crew are good and no problems and wrote an apology letter to everyone . Complainer is an old c~~~ woman in front unit that writes complaint letters and rings complaining . Ps bro live in housing commision with my father who is 78 with parkinsons . Lost everything due to ex wonder c~~~
THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .
Go for walks on beach everday so taking the poor c~~~ for a walk every day is good for him and good for me . Young crew at work or out all the time . So he can hang with me. He is just past pup stage so i can train him up good to . Going to tell them i want no money because there are people who do it for a bit of cash . I just want a dog and this would work good me and the young crew in house next door . You could do this yams . Dog walking
THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .
Try smaller segments of life at a time.
@@@@. Now = live in the moment, use it to invest some in the future as you are doing here.
@@@@. This hour = “a physical exercise, a mental exercise, something I’ve put off doing, something for someone else, something for myself, make a prayer.”
@@@@. Today = one day at a time. What if I told you it was 24 hours long for a reason.
“Tomorrow is the best thing in life. It comes to us at midnight very clean. It hopes we’ve learned something from yesterday.” John Wayne
"It seems like there's times a body gets struck down so low, there ain't a power on earth that can ever bring him up again. Seems like something inside dies so he don't even want to get up again. But he does."
Anonymous18OP,
I have an analogy for you. Something that will hit home.
Imaging yourself as a married 41-year old with 3 kids. You are the director/CEO of a big company. You built it yourself since you graduated from high school. Fell in love with some sweet tittied charming babe – and now she is 89.2 pounds overweight- and also doesn’t work.
You are sitting at some marriage therapist fancy office paying $120/hr because she isn’t happy. Her favorite ice cream flavor is still being sold but she is unhappy nonetheless.
You are told it is your fault. And you want to make it work – to keep your sexless marriage going. Say for the sake of kids.
But later you find out not only she was 95 overweight (instead of 89.2 as she used to lament) but she also be-friended a long gone high school crush on facebook and spread her cellulite legs for him.
As a blue pill executive of multimillion $$ company you named about your sweetheart (Landwhale Corp. Est 1999) you are heartbroken and ruined. And worse you feel it was all your fault. Because the fat woman, errr, your wife is saying so. And wants you to upgrade to a fancier therapist charging $500/hr.
Now that guy if blue pilled will consider himself a failure and let the therapist and his wife team tag his ass.
But as a mgtow you see it as clear as sunny day.
There is perception.
Intrusive thoughts. You can change your thoughts. Your feelings will follow. But change them passively. The harder you try to force change them, the worse it will feel. Let the thoughts come and go and train yourself to gain some pleasure out of the absurdity of your thoughts.
Regarding the genetic f~~~ list – sorry brother but that sounds like you are trying to avoid responsibility for your actions. No genetic disorder exists where you can get a woman pregnant and claim disability. Your actions. Your choices.
Anonymous43The way I fixed f~~~ed in the brain was the racquetball court.
It’s just you, the racquet and the ball. You are stuck in a white box. No phones, no people, no nothing except you and your brain. First, exhaust the body. Run after that f~~~ing ball beat the s~~~ out of it, it will laugh at you every time you hit it. Is that all you got, harder, harder, run faster. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! come on get the lead out! You want to move until you fall down. Not falling down, keep running, use the other arm. Move!
After 2 hours of this, the thinking starts, sit down and literally ask yourself why things are all f~~~ed up, and you will get an answer. There is something inside you called the inner voice. You know why you are all screwed up, you may not want to admit it. The thing we need to do most is the thing we dislike to do the most. Yeah, ponder that one for a little while. This nugget comes courtesy of a bike racing coach…asshole made us do impossible workouts but omg the actual racing was easy. You are welcome.
Racquetball not your thing? chase a soccerball all over a field, ride a bike as far as you can, work out to failure find a way to tell your body to f~~~ off, let the brain speak.
OK so the inner voice told you what to do. Do it or not do it, your choice. You need to get angry with the way things are and have the resolve to make changes. Floating along is easy. 99% of the world floats along, not caring. They are stuck. You could free yourself of all the bulls~~~ if you want.
For this to work, you don’t need booze, drugs, or religion. You need you. The part of you that you don’t want to hear from. Men really resent women who nag because we have our own internal nagging thing…the inner voice.
Listen to what you have to say, deep inside your self. These are lessons your parents taught you, things you have seen and done and filed away, forgotten or put away until you need them and you cant quite find it.
I live in a unit but am going to speak to young crew next door to walk there shepard because some arseholes have complained about dog barkinb .
Anyone wanting a dog that doesn’t bark I would recommend a Malamute. But it has to be a pure-bred. Very quite animal. My last pure-bred Malamute only every made one ‘woof’ all the many years that I had her.
The drawbacks are that a pure-bred can be expensive and they shed hair like 24/7…
Regarding the genetic f~~~ list – sorry brother but that sounds like you are trying to avoid responsibility for your actions. No genetic disorder exists where you can get a woman pregnant and claim disability. Your actions. Your choices.
I know if that was to happen it would be my fault. What i mean by genetic f~~~ list is simply what i am driven to do over anything else. So that i will have the tendencies to do what my ancestors did but they do not erode my free will.
So if i ever come back in so many years and say i knocked someone up ill admit that i f~~~ed up and the precautions i would take include a DNA test and ever moving homes if i cannot afford the s~~~ (meaning try to find me in Alaska pigs).
Sense of humour is very good medicine . Things that f~~~ you of twist in your mind by looking at it with amusement . I remember your thread on ya want to f~~~ with people . Ok if ya want to go do that do it with the intention for laughs . Amusement pranks for you that are harmless .
I am mostly just listening to old broadcasts of the opie and anthony show for humor right now this is am example of it.
As for my plan i cannot guarantee people will see it as a harmless prank in anyway. I can’t guarantee that there will be no risk in it at all or anything like that and i could possibly get killed by people offended by it so living day to day is the best solution as of now.If someone were to hunt me down for the music (or the radio or whatever form of media i will use) there would be no f~~~ing stopping them from hunting me down so i will just have to live in spite of any risk of that.
Just an east coast asshole who likes to curse, If you get offended by words like fuck, cunt, shit, piss, bitch or any racial slurs then you just scroll down.
Sounds like you might have OCD. I’m not a medical professional but i’ve suffered from it for most of my life. The compulsions only developed later in life. I used to have a worry that i’d hurt complete strangers (not in my nature). Couldn’t walk next to someone in case i punched them in the face. I’m a non-violent guy but i was consumed with this fear.
I recommend mindfulness mediation, a healthy diet and exercise. Try to drown out the thoughts with activities and positive thinking.
"The secret to happiness is freedom... And the secret to freedom is courage." - Thucydides
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