I am such a pussy.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

No, I’m not a tuna but I might as well be one. I have always had a sensitive side and looked to be loved. I put personality before looks and thought I would do well, how wrong I was. My heart was put into my music as I have been a songwriter as far back as my memory goes, before age six. About that time, I had my first girlfriend, though I didn’t kiss a girl till I was nine. Most of my music was destroyed via my first wife in 1996 and it was the start of destroying my heart. But I was still a pussy and was stupid enough to marry again. I’m still married to the cheating bitch but after her announcing her 2nd affair last Christmas, I kicked her ass out of the house. I HATE and dread next Christmas! I marked it off my calendar and will instead recognize “Three days of death”, 26-29 December. Those were the days I broke down and tried to drink myself to death. I planned on a trip driving off a 3,000 foot cliff but that God damned dachshund! He stood up as only dachshunds and meerkats can do as if to say: “But what about me and my Love for you?” If you tried to talk to me, my words could not be heard. I faced a total nervous breakdown and begged for death. I have a gun but swore to never use it on myself, I didn’t want to be a statistic for the gun grabbers and that is why I planned my last car trip. My dad was MGTOW long before MGTOW existed and I wish I had listened to his advice. Like a song says: “The more I tried to prove you wrong, the more I proved you right”. God, how I miss him! There are times I feel so alone. I’m a 54 year old man and feel like a lost child wanting his daddy back. What a weak pussy I am. I am almost calling “Tuna” on myself.

[JakeParticipant 908]

so you had a couple of bad days men are very sensitive we just hide it its very simple I tell this to a lot of people if you can stop the bleeding you may survive but you got to stop bleeding don’t let them bleed you if they hurt you show them the door and kick the door so it hits them on the way out that would be good never confuse enemy with friend that’s how this s~~~ begins

[Anonymous 43]

Amigo, go do something good just for you for Christmas. I’d go someplace warm, and sit on a beach all day and look at the ocean, have a good experience to replace the bad.

I miss my dad too. Think of the good times, and the advice he gave you, the good stuff that one man passes down to a son. I didn’t have sons, and my time with my daughters was cut short. I feel cheated not being able to pass a father’s wisdom down to children.

Sparky, make a new tradition for Christmas. When I lived in Illinois, I used to stay at a nice hotel downtown, and hit the big museums downtown. The Art institute, the Field Museum and the Science and industry, and follow up with the planetarium and Aquarium. I would go soak up all the accumulated knowledge of 2000 years of science and information, immerse myself in culture and all the good that mankind is capable of producing. I would go to the Sears tower and watch the sun set and all the lights turn on, watch the airplanes take off from Ohare and look at the lights reflecting off the Lake Michigan if it hadn’t frozen over. I would take my kids with me and share all this with them some years.

Find something big, something good something pure like this to replace the garbage that is heaped upon us day after day. let that Christmas time be a time to shrug all of that off, and find something good.

Now that I am in Kansas, I will need to find something like that to replace going to Chicago, 600 miles is a bit far. Maybe there will be a gathering of MGTOW or who knows what will happen

s~~~ a gathering of MGTOWS, all you sick f~~~s are going to bring me ugly couches or some stupid s~~~ like that.

When I was in western Kansas, I worked with a group that gave coats and clothing to needy kids. Find something like that, I think I bought $200 worth of clothes, hats and gloves. A lot of the kids I taught were from Mexico, and didn ‘t have anything for winter. Granted, a western Kansas is not as intense as Buffalo in January. but find something good, something to make yourself proud this winter.

[Anonymous 18]

Brother, human emotions are complex entity.

You will drive yourself insane trying to forge every emotion in some rational basket. More specifically, any emotion that goes against MGTOW philosophy is just that – a fleeting moment of days goneby.

There is no reason to be hard on yourself. Life isn’t perfect, and people certainly aren’t.

Make the best of what you got.

We are all pussies time to time. Takes a man to accept the f~~~ed up situation we create/find ourselves in.

Pick yourself up man. You got a place here with brothers in arms.

Ruining your day for a c~~~ is a c~~~y thing to do though.

[bladeParticipant]

Astro wrote:

There are times I feel so alone. I’m a 54 year old man and feel like a lost child wanting his daddy back. What a weak pussy I am. I am almost calling “Tuna” on myself.

Bro there are so many things out there you can join . There are things like fishing clubs , shooting clubs , bush walking all kinds of s~~~ like that where you can interact with other blokes .

I have been putting up hobby threads where there are groups of men that get together .

Near me there is a lake . A big group mainly old blokes meet up and sail radio controlled yachts . They have a barbie and all .

Some hobby shops if you walk into one normally have info of the different groups and get togethers . There are lots of hobbies out there .

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[HitmanParticipant]

sparky,
get over it.
plan something GREAT…!!!
and bring the dog.
drive to the rocky mountains,
explore the southwest.
climb a trail.
go on a cruise.
travel to japan.
go to nevada and visit a brothel.
change your diet and your attitude.
be a vegan for a week,
then go out and get a STEAK..( save some for the dog..!..).
LIVE.
stop wallowing in pain.
get out there and ENJOY yourself.
JUST DO IT !!!
life is too short man.
start living in the NOW,
not the yesterday.

[bladeParticipant]

Have a listen to old greg . Good advice on how to meet people and its dangers . Lol

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[KeymasterKeymaster]

Astro wrote:

There are times I feel so alone. I’m a 54 year old man and feel like a lost child wanting his daddy back. What a weak pussy I am. I am almost calling “Tuna” on myself.

Are you BUSY enough?

Wouldn’t call you “pussy” for this, but when I’m super busy, I need to be left alone. I PREFER it. If you don’t prefer your own company, it can be a problem.

First time I felt “alone” – like really alone – was Thanksgiving 2005. Depressed about it. New city. After a breakup. Major life upheaval. Ate Thanksgiving dinner by myself. It was pathetic. But I was so goddam busy . . . the next year, that’s all I wanted! To have 5 days all to myself!. NO HOLIDAY OBLIGATIONS. No flying or forced visits with family when a simple phone call would do. It was so fantastic.

You know who’s really lonely?
Married men.

Hitman wrote:

sparky,
get over it.
plan something GREAT…!!!
and bring the dog.
drive to the rocky mountains,
explore the southwest . . . .

I don’t know when it happens, but its’ like some men stop asking themselves what they REALY WANT to do. They are so busy doing things for other people, working, obligations, kids, maintaining an even strain, running a business, fixing the car… that they stop asking themselves “WHAT DO I REALLY WANT TO DO” – even when they are totally free to do it.

I was once on a Cruise Ship. All those who sailed were older and very wealthy. Mostly over 50. Not a young crowd like on Carnival. They could afford to do whatever they wanted.

When the ship would dock in Portofino , or Rio, it really surprised me how much they didn’t even want to get off and explore. They just wanted to go down to the dark hall and play Bingo. They even squabbled over the T-SHIRT prize and who would win. They could each buy a shirt in the gift shop, but they were hell bent on sitting there , playing Bingo all day, while others went ashore.

What’s the point in having all that money, and working your life to retire in luxury, and when you’re FINALLY THERE, you just wanna play Bingo?

Get busy living.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Hay men, we all have a weak spot.
Damned if I don’t have it.
I went through the same, lonely in 2015 Christmas, after 13,5 years I was alone, used, embarrassed, dishonored. Imagine paying for your wife lovers dinner… hilarious isn’t it?

Anyway, Christmas is not true, it’s all bulls~~~ to sell, I try not to get busy, I try to have nothing to do, so I can improvise and spend time with ME.

Feelings, emotions ARE NOT REAL, loneliness is not real, we are all alone, the only way to not be alone is to have split personality.

Our stupid brains create all that crap, becouse he is an addict to neurotransmitters. BLOCK IT OFF.

Remember this line from matrix “don’t try to bend the spoon, that’s impossible, learn the truth, THERE IS NO SPOON”

Emotions aren’t real, hunger is real, love is not, thirst is real, loneliness is not, wanting to have sex is real, the emotional conection is not, ITS ALL BULLS~~~.

Why we feel sad if mom dies? It is stupid, she was old and had to die someday, you weren’t the one who died, so why are you all beat up?

It’s all egocentric brain emotional masturbation. Learn to be objective. What they say make us humans actually makes us monsters that hurt others.

Máster the no f~~~s given, don’t f~~~ anyone, don’t get f~~~ed by anyone, don’t help anyone, don’t call for help.

The world wold be a perfect place if EVERYONE MINDED THEIR OWN F~~~ING BUSINESS.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[bladeParticipant]

If ya going to be an emotional f~~~~~ you are going to make the world a hard ride for ya self .

Just f~~~in with ya bro .

HUMOR GIVE IT A GO

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[bladeParticipant]

Bro i know you love your doll f~~~ing hobby but how about trying a new hobbie .

Like come on you spent money on clothes and s~~~ for her and forgot about your self .

F~~~ that plastic c~~~ put her in the cupboard .

Here is a hobby where you can hang with some crew

Its the dolls fault she is draining him financially and emotionally . ADALT . Beware doll f~~~ers this can happen to you

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[AttonParticipant]

What a weak pussy I am. I am almost calling “Tuna” on myself.

You learned from your f~~~ ups and you aren’t a red stain on some rocks in butt f~~~ nowhere. Your no tuna and if you where you would likely end up on miscopy. You learned and you actually have the guts not to be a woman’s bitch. That is a f~~~ of a lot more than what most men even half your age could ever hope to do.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[Anonymous 1]

Astro wrote:

I kicked her ass out of the house.

^^There’s a positive.^^

You have good years ahead. Find something to pour your energy into, whether it’s music again or another hobby/ambition. You’re a man, men are powerful beings, we dominate s~~~, go dominate at something. Build your self-worth back up; you’ll look back and realize you should’ve dumped that dumpster-fire years ago, and you’ll be grateful you didn’t waste another damn day on her.

It sucks you’re hurting bro, but you’ll pull through. Lean on the guys here, they have great insight. Best wishes brother.

[Two Time WinnerParticipant 1090]

Sparky: Good advice above, people going through the s~~~ we are, have a few down days at times. I know you are doing some things now that will improve your future.

We should get together on Sunday and do something fun. Think about it and let me know what you would like to do. My shift starts at five on Sunday.

TTW

I ain't got a wife to spend my money, I have to do that all by myself.

[ForeverDoneParticipant 2928]

If you kill yourself, she wins. You need to have more respect for yourself. Suicide is for weak minded people. You are not weak minded. Next time you are close to that edge, please call 1-800-273-8255. Plus, what will happen to your dog if you 86 yourself? Don’t let her win. You are better and stronger than that.

[HermitParticipant]

ForeverDone wrote:

If you kill yourself, she wins. You need to have more respect for yourself. Suicide is for weak minded people. You are not weak minded. Next time you are close to that edge, please call 1-800-273-8255. Plus, what will happen to your dog if you 86 yourself? Don’t let her win. You are better and stronger than that.

Strongly agree with this. I am ashamed to admit it, but I was weak for a moment when I was married and had a gun to my head. Thank God I came to my senses. That woman is no where near worth offing yourself. You may feel weak now, but you can overcome and be strong again. I shook that s~~~ off and committed myself to taking my life back. You can do the same.

Another thing, about being lonely….. As Carnage said, it’s not real. It’s just a state of mind. When I spent my first night in my brand new house, I thought of my son and the family life I left behind and I allowed this stupid weak emotion to begin creeping in for literally just a few seconds. I quickly told my self, “No…..you’re not going to do this…you’re going to snap outta’ that s~~~ and be a man and start your new life.” Immediately I overcame that s~~~ and got my mind right. You just gotta’ take control of yourself and your emotions and be a man. You just do it. You make a decision to straighten up. You get mad and set your mind to get your s~~~ together.

You kicked her outta’ the house. You’ve begun an awesome journey to peace and happiness. This is a time to be strong and rejoice. You have a wonderful opportunity to be reborn and begin anew.

The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

We should get together on Sunday and do something fun. Think about it and let me know what you would like to do. My shift starts at five on Sunday.

You are my favorite MGTOW but I start work at 5:30 pm on Sundays. What I dread is Christmas. I curse that day! I wish it didn’t exist.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

ForeverDone wrote:

Plus, what will happen to your dog if you 86 yourself? Don’t let her win. You are better and stronger than that.

Oscar is what kept me from death on those three days and nothing else. I plan to live at least as long as he does. After that, all bets are off. He is the only reason to go on and my life has no other purpose. Stupid, is it not to survive because of a dog? But at least he gave me a reason to survive.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Will I be put on a list? If so, I want nothing to do with it. My freedom comes first as that is my oath.

[dobsin593Participant 239]

There is a guy who brings up ‘alone time’ on an awesome youtube video. It may put things in a more positive perspective for you. Must watch till end.
Enlightened Kiwi is his handle.
Find his ‘Being Alone’ video. Great stuff.

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