Are there really women who will allow a man intimate emotional contact? Alien concept from my experiences.
Yes, my first girlfriend was like that. She actually did a lot of the initiating because she was a huge nympho, but she had no problem with me coming up to her and touching her and then leading to sex. Feminists would hate me because I never even had to get a verbal yes from her lol. On top of that she remembered where I liked being touch during sex and making out too. I am starting to really regret breaking up with her years ago lol.
If you are so desperate to get your weasel greased, pay for a higher-end call girl and be done with the matter.
I want a relationship, family and children. I want a real woman, not the plastic version. That is all I have ever wanted.
Even though I am 10 years younger I am a lot like you. I didn’t get my first girlfriend until 21 and she was my first everything. Date, kiss, affection, and sex. I liked dating and even though I only dated 2 women and only the first was enjoyable I always wanted to get married and have kids because my life isn’t too crazy and I really want a daughter. However I grew to learn not only to do have bad luck with women, but American women are a pain in the ass and most can’t be trusted nor do they really want a relationship. I have never seriously thought about suicide or actually trying to do it, but I really want a daughter before 30 and have often thought about what might happen to me if I don’t get one. I have looked into surrogacy like Keymaster mentioned as well as adoption but they are expensive. I love the idea of being in a committed relationship with a woman and having a daughter, but now I am very picky to avoid choosing the wrong woman and having to pay child support while not seeing my kid when I want. I still try to look for women to date, but I am very very picky and look for red flags to cover my ass. My advice would be to only get involved with a woman who makes less then you, less education, not more attractive then you, not in better shape then you, no debt, no kids, and in a life worse then you that you can “rescue” her from while at the same time not bringing that drama into your life. Basically a woman who is upgrading by dating you and having a kid, but can’t find anyone better. Sounds harsh, but in the long run it will be better then f~~~ing a pretty hot woman and getting her pregnant only to have her leave 2 years later because she found a richer man and you hardly get to see you kid.
Try to find something to keep your mind off of it, which I admit isn’t always easy. DC comics really helps me. Reading a comic, watching movie or tv show, or playing a game based on DC comics really helps me out but even then that can’t help when I go out in public and get envious when I see a guy with his daughter. I wouldn’t recommend getting a hooker or having sex with a woman you are not dating simply because like I said you remind me a lot of me based off of what you said and I don’t think emotionally you could handle your first time being with a hooker. After my first kiss/make out session with my first girlfriend on our first date that was a lot to process. I started to cry the next morning because she took too long to text me and I thought she used me haha 😉
