Hello to those who know what this is all like

[Mr LogicParticipant 625]

I’m what you guys refer to as a blue pill, or former now. I didn’t take the red one but I might not need to. I was raised by women because my dad had better s~~~ to do apparently. I am all for the female, right? Because I swallowed all the filth that I am about to tell you. The most pathetic thing? I thought I was doing right by sticking with it.

I’m 43 and divorced. My ex-wife and I get along great. Known her for 20 years. My kid is the bomb. This is not about her and I will never speak negatively of her. We were pretty much best friends that made the mistake of taking to marriage.

My ex gf (32 at the time) drove me to this point. She is swirling around in my head and not because I want her back or miss her. It’s the result of the insanity that took place on and off for two years. I haven’t seen this evil contraption in 5 months but the “idea” of us was hardcoded into me from the beginning. Long story short…told me she loved me within the first two weeks, wanted to get married the following month. You know the story. The thoughts of living together, constant love emoticons being dropped in your messenger, etc.

But once the panic and insecurity set in…pretended to be her own mother via text and started a fight with me while I was dropping my son off in OH. Always complained about her weight. Would start a fight by sending a passive aggressive text, just so she could block me before responding. That would enrage me so I would send her emails trying to explain to her why she is wrong in what she was doing. WTF at this point. Once she sent a pic of a ring and a dude and told me it should have been me, just to test my dedication. She never told me why she ever loved me to begin with and then she wanted a baby. I say no and then two weeks later she’s gay. On and off. I love you, I don’t like this. I love you, I’m done. I love you, you’re a dick. Break up, try again. Try again, break up. Always made every single thing about her and her kid. You ever get that selfie, compliment it and when it’s your turn, she says nothing? Her in a nutshell. Never about me or my kid. The worst night is when she started hitting me in my car after I asked if she was always this mean to her ex and that’s why it didn’t work. About 5 to the top of my head and a scratch to my forehead when she flipped my hat off. (Maybe it would have been acceptable if she was Jets fan). After that it faded.

There was a three month period towards the end where we did not communicate. I was messed up. I reached out to her because I thought the only way to solve my inner struggle was to work it out. Stupid, stupid. She ended up getting surgery to lose the weight, dragged me to a party and told me once we got there that if anyone asks, we are friends. I said screw this I’m getting bombed. I got along with everyone (I usually do). On the ride home she yelled at me because I was drunk (I hardly ever drink) and wanted to talk about us. We get back in front of my place she tells me to get out. I knew right there and then how I was had from the start. I tried to get out of the car asap and the handle broke. I get out, slam the door and kick that car twice as hard as I can because now I’m over the edge. I give it a good old knock with the hand and I walk away, go to the corner store, try to settle down. I walk back 10 minutes later and she is still there. She’s calling the cops. No charges but after they and her leave, I send some emails telling her how messed up she is calling her the worst c~~~ ever. It was just a bunch of drunken, emotional, non-threatening, you suck dick for this stuff. Now I have a restraining order on me. She “fears” for her life from a guy who never once threatened her, never once went near her without her consent, never once touched her in any harmful way. I wasn’t going to fight it because what I did that night was wrong and I don’t care if I see her again. She doesn’t fear me because I’m nerd form the 80’s and never hit a fly. She got the order knowing I have all the sick she did to me when she was fat. Now that she isn’t and has more options…uh huh.

I should have walked when I knew it. But I didn’t. I white knighted and this is where I am. The worst part is she lives 2 miles away from me. Everywhere I go around here I’m reminded of it. It’s been 5 months and it’s this icky feeling that will not go away. Sometimes I pace and do nothing. Other times I smoke 6 bowls instead of 3. I’m starting to draw again but I keep stopping. I wish my job was 80 hours a week instead of 40. I did quit smoking cigarettes after 27 years so I physically feel awesome. I just want to quit her. I want to quit the idea that being with someone is the key to happiness. It never works, it’s always a distraction and I would be happier pumping and dumping by chance, not by looking. She must not be the last person I ever screwed.

Other than that, the whole thing is a goddamn scam, isn’t it? It was always about the idea because I don’t recall ever having any real fun with her, just eggshells and more emotion I can handle. Getting through the divorce was a change of life and I understand that now. This? An ugly lesson. If this is what is risked because I can be easily emotionally trapped with someone, forget it. F~~~ these needy, self-righteous bitches.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Ohhh god, someone drop ice cold water on this guy.

Welcome to the dark side of internet, welcome to the incel, losers, misogynist world.

You are gonna love it in here, you see that hell you came from?

Well here is the cure.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[Anonymous 42]

Mr Logic wrote:

She “fears” for her life from a guy who never once threatened her

It’s all part of the dialog (they know by heart) to use the system for man disposal! You were canned and shipped down the line for disposal! Don’t take it personal, it’s all part of modern woman’s weaponry of equality and power, they’ve become masters at it!

Mr Logic wrote:

Other than that, the whole thing is a goddamn scam, isn’t it?

Yup! The entire damn thing from soup to nuts is all a f~~~ing scam!

Welcome to MGTOW, the scam stops here!

[Anonymous 54]

Now think of a peacful life of solitude.

Logic reason and calm.

Better, yes?

[Mr LogicParticipant 625]

Because I live on a main street, I’m one of those assholes who will become a little envy of the couple walking past me laughing and enjoying each others company.

Now my mind has begun a different line of thinking. It’s probably their first date and she is going to screw it up somehow.

[Mr. SpockParticipant 10907]

Welcome sir. Things are much better here. Be yourself and enjoy the forums.

Feminism isn't about equality with men, it's about leverage over men.

[ArcturisParticipant 2819]

Mr Logic wrote:

the “idea” of us was hardcoded into me from the beginning

It happens to the best of us mate. That’s how we’re raised. To be the nice guy. The provider.

Mr Logic wrote:

I should have walked when I knew it. But I didn’t. I white knighted and this is where I am.

Hindsight…Our intuition is so underestimated. It picks up on all the TINY subconcious messages that our senses and ‘love striken brain’ miss.

Now your eyes are open. DON’T DO IT AGAIN.

Mr Logic wrote:

I just want to quit her. I want to quit the idea that being with someone is the key to happiness.

One of my greatest red pill moments was understanding: I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR SOMEONE ELSES HAPPINESS.

A cupcake will NEVER be happy mate. She will ALWAYS want more.

Now’s the time to put yourself first!

Welcome Brother.

Protect Your Sovereignty. Women WILL TRY To Manipulate You. #NOCONTACT #ICETHEMOUT

[GregB0Participant]

Welcome to MGTOW.com and thank you for your introduction. Know that the MGTOW.com forum is here for you 24/7 and you can post your questions, opinions, and thoughts regarding you life or the world at large.

You have made the first step toward reclaiming you life, now you just have to make it until the R.O. is vacated.

​"​My father didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it.​" - Clarence Buddinton Kelland

[Secret Agent MGTOWParticipant 22507]

Well, welcome.

You are now very, very wide awake. You see things a lot more clearly now.

Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

[Anonymous 7]

Welcome home Mr. Purple.
BTW, this is not an insult.

[bladeParticipant]

Welcome bro .

Mr Logic wrote:

Because I live on a main street, I’m one of those assholes who will become a little envy of the couple walking past me laughing and enjoying each others company.

F~~~ envying that s~~~ . The blokes are like walking time clocks . No freedom to do what the f~~~ you want .

In time bro you will have a s~~~ grin on ya face when looking at these simp pussies .

The men attached to to these things are just f~~~ed up slaves .

I love my freedom .

Anyway welcome again bro .

And

Works good in public and a catchy tune . A chick sits next to you when ya out and about hit play .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[RomulusParticipant 4667]

Welcome home. Thank you for the introduction.

You’re in the company of many men who have similar tales and were as devastated as you sometimes feel now. They survived and have prospered as humans and men. You will too.

There is a lot of information here and some wisdom that can help you. Drink some of that in right now.

I sense you are still struggling with the right and wrong of the whole situation. But you’ve found a place that is beyond that kind of right and wrong.

You will grow to understand you need not defend how you live your life, and that you have a responsibility to first look after yourself. You are not the keeper of some other person’s happiness. You need only develop your own path as a man, and live THAT with integrity.

Stay strong. Work, eat, sleep, focus on basics of daily activities.

The pain you have now is you waking up. View it as an opportunity.

How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being.

[HitmanParticipant]

welcome.
stay and learn.
you will be amazed.

[Anonymous 3]

Stick with the winners
Stick with MGTOW

blade wrote:

In time bro you will have a s~~~ grin on ya face when looking at these simp pussies .

[Anonymous 0]

Mr Logic wrote:

The worst part is she lives 2 miles away from me.

Welcome home, Brady
Beer’s in the fridge

THERE IS NOTHING HERE THAT 500 MILES OF BLACKTOP WON’T FIX.

Consider this:
If you aren’t around to be bullied, she has nothing.

[Solo MAN’S WisdomParticipant]

Here’s the science behind her horse s~~~.

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/sex/9126265/Research-finds-women-feel-happy-when-their-husband-or-partner-is-upset.html

When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

[JustAnotherGuyParticipant]

Arcturis wrote:

It happens to the best of us mate. That’s how we’re raised. To be the nice guy. The provider.

I prefer to use the loaded term “groomed.”

Cupcakes are Cold. MGTOW is Absolute Zero.
“Let us wait a little; when your enemy is executing a false movement, never interrupt him” –Napoleon Bonaparte, 1805

[Mr LogicParticipant 625]

Solo MAN’S Wisdom wrote:

Here’s the science behind her horse s~~~.

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/sex/9126265/Research-finds-women-feel-happy-when-their-husband-or-partner-is-upset.html

Well now…

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