Found sex tape of me and ex….

[surfdude12Participant 4103]

Hey guys, ok some of you know I broke up with Ex recently.

Well last week I remembered that I had filmed several sex videos with her and looked them up on my computer. As I did it, I knew it was a bad idea, but was like “f~~~ it”. No joke – as I’m watching the first one, the power chord falls out of laptop and it killed ther power, deleting the file (when I powered back on, it was gone). That was a sign from God “stay away from this s~~~”. But did I listen? oh no! So of course I watched some videos and all it did was make me miss (a) sex, (b) her and (c) think “holy f~~~, she was SO INTO the sex early on when I shot this” The next day I talked to a buddy of mine (not in MGTOW, but shares our thinking). He said “delete that s~~~, NOW!!” So I did and they’re all gone now. Then later in the week I accidentally butt dialed her (I know, I haven’ deleted her from my contacts). So of course she calls me RIGHT back “did you call me????” And honestly guys, I wouldn’t have even picked up the phone but was so f~~~ing horny from watching the videos I talked to her. Didn’t ask her to come over and f~~~ but CAME SO CLOSE. The devil was on my shoulders whispering in my ear. I knew if I said come over she would have and would have f~~~ed me as enthusiastically as in that video, which was NOTHING like end of relationship. Watching those porn videos f~~~ed me up (I’m ok now). So we talked , with her yapping about “let’s get back together!!” and the whole time me just thinking “why can’t I just f~~~ you without any strings attached??” Thankfully I didn’t make any major mistakes.

Next day I’m talking to my buddy and went blue pill asking him “Why can’t I just do friends with benefits with her?” and he’s like “dude first off you could get her pregnant, then you’re f~~~ed. Second, you know she wants more than sex so even if she agreed to that verbally, she wouldn’t mean it…etc”. Basically he gave me a red pill talk and quieted the blue pill thoughts, but honestly watching that porn video really f~~~ed with my head. Glad I deleted them. Really made me forget what the relationship would do TO ME ($$$, divorce, alimony, blah blah) and only remember what the relationship would do FOR ME (sex).

[Can’t Stump TrumpParticipant]

I have some advice, but I think you already know what everyone who responds is going to say. What are you hoping to get out of this? Aside from relieving your libido (there’s other solutions for that), what’s in it for you? There’s no such thing as f~~~ing a woman with no strings attached, and for good reason. That’s not what sex is for.

surfdude12 wrote:

the power chord falls out of laptop and it killed ther power, deleting the file

How on earth did that happen? Files can be deleted just by cutting the power?

Women are better at multitasking? Fucking up several things at once is not multitasking.

[Anonymous 14]

I had some sex tapes of a few exes, I mean actual tapes, from back in the day… I destroyed them all long ago. Silly to keep stuff like that laying around for multiple reasons, the dumbest of which being nostalgia.

[surfdude12Participant 4103]

Can’t Stump Trump wrote:

I have some advice, but I think you already know what everyone who responds is going to say. What are you hoping to get out of this? Aside from relieving your libido (there’s other solutions for that), what’s in it for you? There’s no such thing as f~~~ing a woman with no strings attached, and for good reason. That’s not what sex is for.

Agree 100%. I wasn’t thinking with my brain, just my dick. Plain and simple. I honestly can’t dress it up. LOL

Yeah you’re right about the “no strings attached”. I think its just like a lot of the (occasional) thoughts I’ll get about the relationship – I call them “buffet” thoughts, where I’m saying to myself “Why can’t I have X about the relationship but not have Y”? X= good stuff/sex Y=bad stuff/bitchy attidue/etc. Its almost like a bargaining I’m doing with myself , even though I know its dumb. Its not usually that strong, but just became strong after seeing the tape.

How on earth did that happen? Files can be deleted just by cutting the power?

THe laptop was playing the video when power got cut. When I looked in videos folder, file is gone. Its not in “trash” folder either. Weirdest thing.

[surfdude12Participant 4103]

Anonymous wrote:

I had some sex tapes of a few exes, I mean actual tapes, from back in the day… I destroyed them all long ago. Silly to keep stuff like that laying around for multiple reasons, the dumbest of which being nostalgia.

Dude, that’s AWESOME. Actual tapes?? Nice. Back when it wasn’t as easy as holding an Iphone! 🙂
Yes, agreed about silly to keep them. Thanks!

[joetechParticipant]

They’re always into the sex when they’re trying to set you up for a pregnancy. You already know what happens next. Get your head out of her pussy, dude, before she farts all over your life.

"Don't follow in my footsteps...I stepped in something."

[surfdude12Participant 4103]

joetech wrote:

Get your head out of her pussy, dude, before she farts all over your life.

LOLOLOLOL thanks dude needed that laugh

You’re 100% right

[GregB0Participant]

In addition to thanking your friend, you need to introduce him to MGTOW.

Regarding your ex, pack up everything that reminds you of her and get rid of it. Pictures or personalized material goes back to her and everything else gets donated to Goodwill or a shelter.

Get her completely out of your life, the videos were a warning of the power she still has over you.

​"​My father didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it.​" - Clarence Buddinton Kelland

[NomadicExpatParticipant 1785]

You guys delete your stuff? I’ve got a collection and it’s not going anywhere!

It doesn’t make me nostalgic or miss them in any way, sometimes it’s just nice to just it to a former trophy. None of them look nearly like what they used to, so even if I was “trifgered” it would be a lost cause. The wall has not been nice to them.

[Ranger OneParticipant 16836]

I don’t have any tapes. I do have dozens upon dozens of nude pics of the ex. Weird thing is, I don’t feel anything looking at them. I might as well be looking at a seed catalog from Burpees.

I guess I should assume that my lack of reaction/feelings towards such is not the norm?

All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Exes are exes for a reason.

“One chance. Per chick. Per lifetime. No exceptions”.

Feels great to say.
Especially when she contacts YOU.

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I forget which male celebrity said this, but when asked “what do men fantasize about?” , he said “ex girlfriends”. I thought it was very funny.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Anonymous 42]

Ranger One wrote:

I guess I should assume that my lack of reaction/feelings towards such is not the norm?

It’s more than normal, it’s organic and the mechanism that’s driving the exodus of men away from society and women in general.

We’ve adapted to our new surroundings, hope they can, these changes are permanent and pervasive in all things.

They changed the landscape from lush green forest to a desolate lifeless desert.

I Like my bungalow next to the MGTOW oasis, it’s better than walking the hot sands of gynocentrism without water and wandering aimlessly forever.

Here’s to you pumpkin, may sand permeate your petri dish and spawn the necessary bacteria needed to consume you.

[Anonymous 4]

When the divorce that she initiated came through I literally deleted her from my life. She died that day there’s no going back.

[Anonymous 0]

Keymaster wrote:

“One chance. Per chick. Per lifetime. No exceptions”.

Those are wise words. I’ll take it to my heart.

[ModR8Participant 89]

Anonymous wrote:

We’ve adapted to our new surroundings, hope they can, these changes are permanent and pervasive in all things.

They changed the landscape from lush green forest to a desolate lifeless desert.

I Like my bungalow next to the MGTOW oasis, it’s better than walking the hot sands of gynocentrism without water and wandering aimlessly forever.

Love the way you write, @MG-ɹǝʍo┴, although I can’t figure out your handle. What is that? I say it and my cat looks at me like I just called her for dinner.

“pervasive in all things” During the face punching after I introduced myself this weekend, I got to thinking that MGTOW isn’t only about avoiding relationships. It extends to a lot of areas of life. I got through the weekend just thinking about ME, something blue pill world has told me not to do less I be a selfish man.

I’ve got sex tapes. I’m keeping them because I’M in them and I don’t want to delete ME.

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