Hello Brothers. I’ve been registered on the site for a couple months now and have been a lurker for almost a year. I figured its time for my introduction. This is going to be a long one so bear with me.
First off I’m quite young, turning 24 this Friday, but I have had a MGTOW mentality for the greater part of my life. While my personal relationships regarding women is short I have still a few experiences that opened my eyes and made me vow not to ever be in any sort of relationship. But my personal experiences aren’t what led me down this path, no, it was in fact how I saw women treating the men I respect and love and how the women selfishness and entitlement has left them a broken shell of what they were. Most notably my own Father, and Brother.
But First lets talk about me. I have lived on my own since I was kicked out at 16 by my Father, and have had a Full time job and my own place since then. I dropped out of high school for some very personal reasons ill get into later.
Now when I was 15 I met this girl who was adopted by my aunt and uncle because she had a bad home life etc. When I met her she instantly took a liking to me and I her, however she was a bit older than me being 17 and close to turning 18 so for some obvious reasons our relationship was kept to ourselves. She lived a state away however so we didn’t see each other much and when we did we made the most of it.
Now looking back there was some serious red flags with this girl. One being she ALWAYS tried to make me f~~~ her without a condom and expressed many times she wanting to marry me and have kids (I’m still 15 btw) which made me uncomfortable since I have always been against the idea of having children of my own, I believe it is irresponsible to have kids in this day and age and would adopt before having any of my own. But I was 15 and getting laid so I brushed it all off, and thought that maybe one day sure.
One day almost a year later she had planned to come down with my family for a summer and she would be staying at my house which we were pretty excited about, however before the summer came I got a once in a lifetime opportunity to take 1 month long trip to Europe. Greece, Italy and France respectively. Needless to say I chose Europe over spending a summer with her. As you can imagine this didn’t sit well with her.
Well I proceed to go on my trip and when I came back to US soil my phone was blowing up. All texts. All form her. She informed me that she went to a party with my cousin and got DP’d by my cousin and friend, then went to find my brother and f~~~ him too. Now sure some might expect id be mad It my Brother and Cousin but I was not, as our relationship was hidden and they had no idea.
Honestly though it came to me more as a relief than anything. At the time I really didn’t care, I just had an experience of a lifetime and she was the furthest from my mind. It was only later I realized she did this simply to spite me and she wanted to ruin me.
She tried to apologize and make up only so I assume she could try and get me to impregnate her. After that I had a few more relationships but nothing lasting over a month. Women don’t like it when you aren’t following them around like a puppy dog kissing their ass and since I refuse to do that, its safe to say I don’t date anymore. And I refuse to play the stupid game just to get laid. The only women In my life besides my mother are honest working ladies of the night. However due to fact I live in s~~~stain Virginia right outside of Charlottesville (yes the one and the same, STAY THE F~~~ AWAY FROM C-VILLE, people that live there are nuts) Prostitution isn’t something easily accessible to me but I digress. However this girl was a goddamn saint to this next creature I will tell you about.
Now this is where s~~~ gets real and its a doozy so try and stay with me. This is about my Fathers current wife. We will call her Becky. This is my Fathers THIRD wife. Now I could write a book on his first two marriages and how they ruined him but I don’t have enough space to write all of this down. Now this next part may be a bit compressed as It would take me quite some time to type everything out but here goes.
After MY parents divorce my dad would date many a girl but was quite adamant on not getting married ever gain. In fact when dating he ad some very simple rules. She must have her own place, she must have a job, and she has to be older than her eldest son. Well my dad met this actually very pleasant women of whom I had no problems with. (not saying she was a unicorn, she wasn’t) and started dating.
She was about his age had full grown kids, a job, a house, and she ran every day and kept quite fit. Very pretty for an older women.
Well things didn’t quite work out and they broke up, fine whatever, but not even a week later she had a very serious out of nowhere heart attack and lost oxygen to the brain for ovr 7 minutes leaving her with some brain damage. When my dad found out he rushed to the hospital to support her only due to the brain damage she couldn’t remember ever braking up with him and acted like they were sill dating.
This must have really messed my dad up. Shortly after he started drinking again and going to bars. Well one Halloween night almost as if out of a horror film he met Becky. Now Becky was a young land whale recovering meth addict who was out prospecting for a new daddy since the money her daddy left her was about to run out.
Well seeing my father drinking alone at the bar she approached him and asked for a dance. He said no. She didn’t care and kept harassing him until he got up to dance. Well he ended up bringing her back him and “fell” for her. Now I’m still in highshool at this point and live with my dad so pretty much what he said went. He told us she was going to be moving in with her youngest son and that her twins from another guy would visit every other weekend.
Now I wasn’t happy about this but what could I do. This bitch formed a relationship with my dad based upon lie after lie. Here is some stuff she claimed. She had a college degree, she had a over a million dollars left from her day, she owned a house, had three children and was 34yo. Here is the truth. She grew up in foster care and spent her entire childhood in juvy or alternative schooling where she dropped out, all her father money was spent on drugs she has 3 kids but SHE ISNT ALLOWED TO SEE ANY OF THEM and she was actually 29.
Did my dad care about these lies? no.
Well I voiced my concerns and made let her know I want going to put up with her s~~~ which My dad want happy with me about so tensions grew and grew over time. Well one day I’m at school and get called to the office only to see a professional looking women and Police Sheriff waiting for me in a conference room. I thought I was in trouble but when I sat doen the introduced themselves and asked if my father had been seeing a new women. Becky. I said yes and they proceeded to tell me that they were form CPS and they are collecting evidence on her to take her son away and that they have been fighting her for years after already taking her twins from her even though they were younger and they wanted me to record her and keep notes on her activities. seeing an opportunity to f~~~ her over I said yes, which would later be a bad move.
Now her oldest son, I really feel bad for him. This women f~~~ed him up and it isn’t his fault. She admitted to me in that she took him to sketch drug deals when he was a toddler and I assume she molested him or let others pay her to molest him. No proof of that but hear this. Now I talked to this kid and he seemed like a pretty normal boy to me but he had some demons. At 9yo he had already molested 4 people in his school and home. Two girls in a bathroom and his twin brothers.
This doesn’t just happen, she exposed him to some s~~~ when he was little she had to of. She did other f~~~ed up things to like locking him in his room for days at a time, punching him, saying horrible things to him. Well I proceeded to collect evidence until one night.
Becky was in court fighting for her son and was subject to drug tests so she quit temporarily and just drank high quantities of alcohol instead. So my dad takes her out to a bar so she can get good and drunk and then she had planned to come back and drink some vodka she had just bought. Now I’m my young jealous stupor I dumped all her vodka down the sink just to p~~~ her off, and when she came back and found out it was gone she LOST HER S~~~. Started blaming my brother and his friends for drinking it and went on to call my dad everything under the sun for allowing this to happen.
My Father started to get p~~~ed off at her belligerence that he takes a bag of clothes walks out to his truck drives off and gets a motel cuz he has work in the morning. Well as she was following may dad out assaulting him and throwing s~~~ at him I lost MY S~~~ and slammed a glass cup at her feet then pushed her back up against a wall and told her if she ever says s~~~ like that to my dad again I will staight f~~~ her up with NFG.
Now I didn’t actually hit her, even though I wanted too, my father always told me if I ever hit a women he would hit me as many times and twice as hard. Also note I’m 16 at the time so still a minor howevr she actually ends up attacking me by diggng her nails into the back of my neck and ripping open my skin. After I push her off she tumbles and get in her car and very drunkenly drives off.
At this point I’m thinking “I got you now bitch” and went to call the cops on her for driving drunk, but when I go to call my brother stops me. He tells me that I need rally think about this. If I get his wife arrested my father will not be pleased and I still have to live here for two more years. so I didn’t call. However I did report it to the CPS worker and the sheriff I was in contact with. When they found out however they asked me if I would like to press charges against her, to which I replied no.
They began to inform me howver that I am a minor and by law don’t have any say and that the state can use my likeness to sue on my behalf without my say or consent, so they made me press charges on my own father. Well My dad was p~~~ed and proceeded to make my life hell t the point I actually had to run way and squat in a house until police found me.
Well the day of court came and I was introduced to my lawyer whome I never spoke to before and then I was told that the sheriff in charge of my case was out of state for training and the CPS worker was not allowed to testify. So in the court room I wasn’t allowed to speak at all unless direct asked by the judge. So the whole time I had to sit there and listen to my s~~~ public defender talk about my case he knows nothing about. When Becky had to speak she claimed, I s~~~ you not, that I threw a glass at her head which shattered then I proceeded to hit her until she “drop kicked” me in self defense.
I showed the judge my picture of my wounds from her nails and he said they were fake because they didn’t have a date stamp on them, and concluded that this was a classic case of child jealousy over a parents spouse and all charges were drpped. I even had to stare my dad directly in the eyes while he lied and said he was there and saw the whole thing which he wasn’t cuz he left for a motel. (sigh)
I feel like I just wrote a book…
Well I think I ranted on a little more than necessary but it does feel good to have written all this out. I could seriously go on for hours about this but I will stop right there for now. Anyways thanks for reading and I hope to be more active member of this community.
I accidentally stumbled upon this site while researching something. I honesty forget what is was but this discovery was so great in trumped whatever I was looking up.
I’m glad to found you guys and I hope to contribute to this site in the years to come. Stay Single stay Happy. Crank out
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Wildwalker57 2 years, 3 months ago.
