Childhood

[Colin Combover in a ComaParticipant 5068]

Marble on carpet, mastication in flow, a stitched patch quilt keeps the cold from the toe

A parting of Auburn and a speckle of freckle touches a slight skeletal frame, lost in neural serenity from the battlefield game

Inhibited, the decadent prohibited. The marrow seeps whilst dreams infest sleep

Sped forward multiple morrows brings it’s own troubles and sorrows

Lines as a splintered wall tell the tall tale from tears of joy as a boy and tears of fail

The cerebellum clings to childhood whilst the shell only yearns that it could……..

[bladeParticipant]

Sounds f~~~in miserable to me col . But i like how your a wierd c~~~ and s~~~ . Poet thing i know .

Something funny press play to read bro

When i was a kid me and a mate stole money out of a blind dog plastic donation jar . We used the money at our local takeaway to buy hamburgers and play pinnies . It was a f~~~ed thing to do and we felt like s~~~ after .

So to this day i still put loose coins in those plastic blind dog donation jars but never give to others . A woman who works in a shop who kinda knows me and knows i don’t give to charity and how i feel about alot of them arseholes like unicef and s~~~ (motherf~~~ers)

So i told her the story to why i drop coin in it . She f~~~in laughed no s~~~ and said i am so funny .

Not funny its my self punishment for being a thoughtless arsehole . I was kinda expecting a bulls~~~ smiling pout you know when deep down they are thinking what an arsehole . Nup thought i was funny and laughed that i robbed a blind dog as a kid .

F~~~ back then if anyone found out we would of had s~~~ beat out of us and it wouldn’t of finnished in the home either .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[hmskl’dParticipant 6413]

Colin Combover in a Coma wrote:

cerebellum clings to childhood

When I was child ……

I had no internet, only books and a radio, no TV .. so I sometimes escaped at movie theatre “those times when I could afford the price of ticket” .. no VCR .. no DVD nothing .. wasn’t invented yet
When I went to movie theatre .. I still remember what hit me like brick wall when I walked into lobby .. and when I smell fresh popcorn to this day it reminds me of those movies. I can still see that old theatre with the huge posters behind glass on the wall showing coming attractions .. and the long sloped walkway from the door to the entrance of the seating. I thought it was so cool to have little lights in the steps so people could see where to walk in the dark .. I always wanted to run the projectors in a big movie theatre ..but they all went out of style so I never had a chance. Movie theatre projectionist, that was my dream
… as a child .. run the big machines, and watch all the movies .. and those thoughts still cling

[SandalsParticipant 4253]

Great video Blade. Almost made me cry. By the way, I absolve you of having to ever put another dime in a blind dog jar. Koreans eat dogs. Go and sin no more.

[Colin Combover in a ComaParticipant 5068]

blade wrote:

Sounds f~~~in miserable to me col . But i like how your a wierd c~~~ and s~~~ . Poet thing i know .
Something funny press play to read bro
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When i was a kid me and a mate stole money out of a blind dog plastic donation jar . We used the money at our local takeaway to buy hamburgers and play pinnies . It was a f~~~ed thing to do and we felt like s~~~ after .
So to this day i still put loose coins in those plastic blind dog donation jars but never give to others . A woman who works in a shop who kinda knows me and knows i don’t give to charity and how i feel about alot of them arseholes like unicef and s~~~ (motherf~~~ers)
So i told her the story to why i drop coin in it . She f~~~in laughed no s~~~ and said i am so funny .
Not funny its my self punishment for being a thoughtless arsehole . I was kinda expecting a bulls~~~ smiling pout you know when deep down they are thinking what an arsehole . Nup thought i was funny and laughed that i robbed a blind dog as a kid .
F~~~ back then if anyone found out we would of had s~~~ beat out of us and it wouldn’t of finnished in the home either .

Don’t tell me, relay to the man in the box. He may forgive, can his sins however be forgiven……
You make Chopper Read look like a choirboy.

[Colin Combover in a ComaParticipant 5068]

hmskl’d wrote:

Colin Combover in a Coma wrote:

cerebellum clings to childhood

When I was child ……
I had no internet, only books and a radio, no TV .. so I sometimes escaped at movie theatre “those times when I could afford the price of ticket” .. no VCR .. no DVD nothing .. wasn’t invented yetWhen I went to movie theatre .. I still remember what hit me like brick wall when I walked into lobby .. and when I smell fresh popcorn to this day it reminds me of those movies. I can still see that old theatre with the huge posters behind glass on the wall showing coming attractions .. and the long sloped walkway from the door to the entrance of the seating. I thought it was so cool to have little lights in the steps so people could see where to walk in the dark .. I always wanted to run the projectors in a big movie theatre ..but they all went out of style so I never had a chance. Movie theatre projectionist, that was my dream… as a child .. run the big machines, and watch all the movies .. and those thoughts still cling

The days of innocence never to be begot again. No worries of cerebral pain, delivering letters in the rain, only joy to be gain.
Don’t f~~~ with me Grim Reaper, I am not ready to depart just yet. Loosen me awhile….

[hmskl’dParticipant 6413]

[Colin Combover in a ComaParticipant 5068]

Keep the dream alive baby.

[QuellParticipant 2538]

We have all of this stuff. I sit here with my 65″ TV, 2 computers, a bed that automatically adjusts to my sleeping patters and none of it matters.

What I wouldn’t give to play a game of basketball in my childhood driveway with my brother just one more time. That was living.

[Gravel PitParticipant]

Blade, like Sandal’s said. That crime has been served for. You confessed and made restitution. You no longer have to give yourself s~~~.

Myself, I’ve done much worse. I’m still dropping coins in the blind-dog-jar to get right with society. Some wrongs cant be righted. But so long as we forgive ourselves, that is the most important thing.

We are not the people we once were. Even on an atomic level, every fiber of your being has been replaced block for block since you were a boy. You are a different person all together, materially and psychologically. You aren’t him.

Shame has no logical basis. You are not responsible for that s~~~, just accountable for it. And you made right so its all good.

[bladeParticipant]

Colin Combover in a Coma wrote:

You make Chopper Read look like a choirboy.

Or f~~~ i dun no , seen myself as a …….

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Colin Combover in a ComaParticipant 5068]

Quell wrote:

We have all of this stuff. I sit here with my 65″ TV, 2 computers, a bed that automatically adjusts to my sleeping patters and none of it matters.
What I wouldn’t give to play a game of basketball in my childhood driveway with my brother just one more time. That was living.

One can only enter the kingdom of heaven with a childlike innocence. Don’t horde and procure inanimate objects, get your Hippocampus in order.

[Colin Combover in a ComaParticipant 5068]

Gravel Pit wrote:

Blade, like Sandal’s said. That crime has been served for. You confessed and made restitution. You no longer have to give yourself s~~~.
Myself, I’ve done much worse. I’m still dropping coins in the blind-dog-jar to get right with society. Some wrongs cant be righted. But so long as we forgive ourselves, that is the most important thing.
We are not the people we once were. Even on an atomic level, every fiber of your being has been replaced block for block since you were a boy. You are a different person all together, materially and psychologically. You aren’t him.
Shame has no logical basis. You are not responsible for that s~~~, just accountable for it. And you made right so its all good.

Nah, burn him at the stake.

[Colin Combover in a ComaParticipant 5068]

blade wrote:

Colin Combover in a Coma wrote:

You make Chopper Read look like a choirboy.

Or f~~~ i dun no , seen myself as a …….
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