childhood experiences with women

[TaoTheMgtowWandererParticipant 263]

Due to how horribly introverted i am, I had always found getting along with/(romancing) the opposite sex.  this is mostly due to hearing whispered rumors in high-school of girls getting pregnant, said girl disappearing for a semester, and said boyfriend disappearing soon after.   Now, I was young, and surprisingly ill informed and completely out of my depth when it came to relationships back then.  But lets back up, way back to grade school, where I had my first gf experience.  I wont name the shameful little c~~~ teasing flirty bitch(due to my own piece of mind), but in high school she ended up f~~~ing the school jock, moved to Toronto, and haven’t seen her since.

 

High school came, and along with it, prom night with one crazy c~~~ teasing bitch who (when I got a little too intimate, she freaked and dumped me.) met the broad after college, she had NO F~~~ING TEETH!! XDDDD.  The best part, was she wanted to go out to dinner with me sometime!! HAHAHA!  Best decision that was ever made for me, since she “dumped me” looking back :>

 

But, lets back up to before college through the second semester.  The third girlfriend, did the most amount of damage that anyone has ever done.  Ill take my licks for this one, because i made the mistake of letting her “in.”  SO… this bitch walked into my glass filled heart with a sledge hammer, and when she walked back out, all that was left was pulverized red sand.  It took a good six months to recover.  Even still, im still wary of the crazy bitches that i meet every single f~~~ing day.  Turned out she had gotten out of a psychiatric facility about a year ago when we met, and when she did the heart smashing, she had gone off her medications when she went “nutty(bat-s~~~ insane cough cough)”

 

The above heart shattering experiences began my search for information(or WHY?!), and my thought process on the whole “female” thing, and through the process of refining my search terms, I eventually stumbled upon feminism, hated what i saw, and discovered you guys when i ran like hell from that hellish end of the internet.

 

So, I read your about: MGTOW page and…it just clicked, it just, fit me to a Tee, it fit every single last experience with women that i have ever had, and it all makes sense.  For that, i thank all of you for your hard work.

Just so you know, as I write this, I am 29 years old, and I thank all of you for helping me discover all of this so early, so I know what im getting into.

My peace of mind is worth more then your vagina...cunt.

[experiencedParticipant]

Third grade crush on my teacher.  Made her a green candle. Receiving it she said, “Oh, xxxxx, this is so special, when I light it I will think of you.”

End of schoolyear, glance up, she’d just removed the candle from her drawer, looks at it quizzically, tosses it into the trash.

"It seems like there's times a body gets struck down so low, there ain't a power on earth that can ever bring him up again. Seems like something inside dies so he don't even want to get up again. But he does."

[ExsliventxsParticipant 1067]

experienced wrote:

Third grade crush on my teacher.  Made her a green candle. Receiving it she said, “Oh, xxxxx, this is so special, when I light it I will think of you.” End of schoolyear, glance up, she’d just removed the candle from her drawer, looks at it quizzically, tosses it into the trash.

Eh.. .better than her lighting it and thinking of you.. honestly..

Debra Lafave was hot n all, but still… I dunno, these female pedos get off really easy and they can f~~~ your head for life.

[RennieParticipant]

Not good. I bore the strain of their psycho/nasty/abusive/self-destructive behavior(over many years) to the point where I no longer trust them at all, nor do I want anything to do with them.

My experiences are why I am here today.

[TaoTheMgtowWandererParticipant 263]

Thank-you Rennie, it feels pretty dam good to have my horrible experiences validated, that the horrible behavior done by the women in my life is not unusual, that my experiences are not “unusual,” that the horribly emotionally damaging s~~~ that i have seen is not unusual, and my experience is not unique.  Does not make it hurt any less though.

 

in the mean time, im going to work on myself, and will keep you all posted as important events occur.

 

Thanks for your support guys, i really appreciate it.

 

Ian.

My peace of mind is worth more then your vagina...cunt.

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