Bunny & Black Eyed Dog

[ILiveAgainParticipant]

For my friend Stuart:

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

I shall not comment…peace

[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

Ok first off, we never asked for this f~~~ed up society that demonises us. It was imposed on us for political gain to destabalise the West. The results of femmininism are the downgrading of Men to the point that we are worthless and, being logical creatures, see no point in our continued existence in a world that has taken everything from us and condems us to eternal servitude.

I weighed up my options and decided on my exit strategy. I purchased the necessary tools of my self destruction and set a date for execution of my plan. Fortunately for me, the things I needed to accomplish before I was ready to leave took longer than expected and in the interviening time I discovered MGTOW.

I have strong spiritual reservations about overriding Gods will and as I didn’t create my life I am not the owner of my destiny and have no right to take it away without permission from a higher power.

I feel deep sadness for those who have cast themselves in Limbo by their own hand. I pray that God have mercy on their souls.

Peace and fortitude in hard times. The End is near. We must endure.

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[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

Thanks RedpillBibile,

I appreciate your support. I’m not able to private message but if I could you would be No.1 on my list. I search for people who know the spiritual truth. Most people can’t handle it but as a “Flatliner” I know there is more that awaits us.

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[WA4SWJParticipant 366]

Guys,

Please do not take your life no matter how bad things get. You will likely give up the coming world that God and His son Jesus will bring to us in His own time. Bless you and don’t give up!

Ed

[Anonymous 1]

I thought about suicide many times in the past. I think that many of us did but it is hard to admit(do you think that a society in which a large number of people think about suicide or actually do it is a good one? I don’t), it takes guts to speak with people about you wanting to take out yourself and IMO that is wrong. It is wrong because any problem is better to be solved if you speak of it(unless it is private and you want it to stay that way) and if you find people that are really able to help you out.

Suicidal thoughts are due to some personal situations, and it could look like a great idea when you are depressed and/or alone and you think that nothing in the world is worth living and suffering anymore. That pain is temporary, it can go on and off for a day, weeks, months, years. You can change that by improving your life.

Fact is, life is full of surprises and since no one knows what is there after death, you probably have one shot at it. So why focus on the bad things, why focus on the past that makes you suffer rather than the past that makes you smile.

From time to time I dream my father, sometimes I am running to reach him, sometimes we are speaking. I always wake up crying after one of those dreams, because I know it was just a dream and I miss him a lot, and because I am happy that at least in a dream I can still see him.

I try to focus on the good things that my father teached me, I try to focus on being a man as good as he was or even better. And one thing is sure, my father would have never killed himself.

Do I feel shame for having suicidal thoughts in the past? No, I have gone through some hard s~~~, and I am still here, it explains a lot about me.

[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

Ok, I’m not going into details, but I was a teenager, no drugs, no trauma, just a loss of the will to live. I concentrated on my breathing and thought to myself what a useless pastime. I don’t want to be alive. I want it all to end. My souls in agony and was crying out for release. I concentrated and slowly slowly resatricted my breathing. I could hear an unearthly wailing in my mind. I equate this to the holy spirit. The spirit heard my cry and summouned the higher power – Jesus, to decide if I should be released. I stopped breathing and lay there no breath, no heartbeat. All of a sudden I saw a bright blue light appear in the ceiling. Like the kind of electric blue you see on a spark plug. The light formed into a tubluar circle like a shower cable. The circle spiraled out to create a vortex tube that encircled my entire body. I lay there no nbreathing, no heatbeat just my eyes open. I saw a Hand, a human Hand outstreched to pick me up, like my hand would pick up a toy soldier. The same scale. There was total silence just me and the hand comming down to pick me up. I felt a lightness of spirit. I felt alive, more alive than I’d ever been. I realised in that that moment that this was “It” my prayers were answered and I was about to be taken. But in that moment I felt fear I screamed out in my head No No I want to live I don’t want to go.

The hand stopped, It faltered and slowly withdrew up though the the bright blue vortex. The vortex uncurrled itself and unravveled up to the ceiling and “Popped” out of existernce. At that moment I had the breath of life given back to me, a huge gulp of air bringing life back to my body. I didn’t know what to think.

The next morning I nwent dowstairs as usual to get breakfast before going to school. My mother and father starred at me and said “What happened to you?” your eyers are bright blue. The colour of my eyes changed. I had seen the hand of God.

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[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

Epic Greg, Epic. You are fortunate indeed.

[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

@ Math,

Your father is still with you. There is no death and he watches your life and want’s the best for you. You will find your path. We get to visit the spirit world in deep sleep. You see your father there. It not “just a dream” its real. This world we live in is only real to our bodies. Our souls are carried in our bodies so that they can exist in this reality. When our bodies expire our souls return to the true reality. The reality where all your loved ones dwell.

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[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

Thanks Pete,

I can’t tell this story in open society as people get freaked out. I’m well known as being a truth teller, even if if it makes me look stupid. People know I don’t bulls~~~, so when I have tried to share this expreience with others that know me, at first they dissbeleive, then I see the realisation on their face that this is a person that doesn’t Lie and they become scarred, they know it’s the truth and it scares them. They ask me not to talk about it again. But I need to share. What other rason to be allowed to live if not to share the truth?

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[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

Greg Honda wrote:

I can’t tell this story in open society as people get freaked out

You have more courage than I do. I can’t talk about my own experience…it was far from beautific.

Maybe someday I will.

[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

pete, Have you been there too?

Do you know what I know to be true? Did your heart stop? Did you ask to come back?

Where else can we talk without being labelled insane?

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[Anonymous 1]

Greg Honda wrote:

@ Math,

Your father is still with you. There is no death and he watches your life and want’s the best for you. You will find your path. We get to visit the spirit world in deep sleep. You see your father there. It not “just a dream” its real. This world we live in is only real to our bodies. Our souls are carried in our bodies so that they can exist in this reality. When our bodies expire our souls return to the true reality. The reality where all your loved ones dwell.

I thank you for your kind words, but I do not believe any of those things, I would like to and I did in the past in order to carry on. What I think is that we know too little about the brain and how it works, and I prefer to live without explaining things with god and religion or any kind of magic, and with the soul concept. Even if I was to witness a thing that you can call a miracle I would still try to understand how and why that happened instead of accepting it with a simple answer.

I do not know if the soul exists or not, I do not know if it is immortal or not. What I know is that until I have a scientific proof about the matter, I will refrain from saying it exist or it does not exist. And PLEASE do not use the “it is a matter of faith you cannot prove it scientifically” because that argument is good with anything, I can say that magic exists and that The Lord of the Rings is real, and that it is a matter of faith.

My father is dead, I accepted it, a part of him is still with me because I am a lot like him, so somehow he still lives inside of me because we share a lot of genetic material, and that is a good thing for me.

I hope that I do not sound like an asshole, but I want to be honest here.

[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

Most of the world has fallen for the materialistic BS that has replaced the truth. Only a few know that this is the Matrix. It’s just a sandbox to -play a game called “life” they think that they can screw us over and no consequences. That when you’re dead you’re dead and lights out so get as much out of life as you can without a care for others. They are wrong. This existence is just a level in a computer game. How you play this level decides what the the next level you can attain. If you f~~~ this life up you have to re-live it. You have to come back and re-play the level in another time scale. I think we all have to experience life from all perspectives. In one life a poor man, the next a rich man etc. How do you treat your fellow men? Do you do the right thing? We all know instinctively what is “Right”. Do we do the right thing or do we deceive and cheat and exploit our fellow Man? for rewards in this life that are only temporary. This life is short. The soul is eternal.

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[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

@ Math,

I accept your viewpoint. I can’t prove to you anything on a multimeter or graph. My truth is my truth. Your truth is yours.

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[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

Greg Honda wrote:

pete, Have you been there too?

Do you know what I know to be true? Did your heart stop? Did you ask to come back?

Where else can we talk without being labelled insane?

My experience was different. I was attacked physically by an “entity”. It was so profoundly evil and malevolent it defies description. I really don’t want to talk about it because I don’t want to be branded a liar or insane but also because this thing evoked such terror/fear. I’m German and we consider it disgraceful and shameful to experience fear–and to experience it on the level I did is beyond disgrace. The room was dark, about a little after 3 am. I could see it because it was darker than the room. I could see it moving and when it attacked me. I suspect I would have been killed. I could tell it wanted to, (although I could tell it was trying to force me into some kind of submission. It was holding me down crushing me and I can remember trying to reach the gun I keep next to the bed and it knocked it away. IT was crushing me trying to get me to submit. I could feel the hate and evil like physical waves.

Well these entities have their opposite number. For some reason I uttered the name of Christ AND

I had been an atheist for 30 years but that night some force of light came to help me. It kicked that things ass. I was told mentally to close my eyes and imagine myself glowing with light. I did this and the light became so bright that even with my eyes closed it was blinding. I was told to think about a rosary of all things—I hadn’t thought about such an object in decades but I did it. The other entity backed off, retreated and was gone.

Even so I still ran down to my arms room pushed the safe in front of the door and loaded up everything I had and waited. Nothing else happened that night.

As a reformed atheist I determined that all logical possibilities had to be exhausted before I accept this experience as fact. I met with my doctor and some other folks—no it was not a hallucination (never had any) I wasn’t dreaming (I could move with difficulty so it wasn’t night paralyization) No this was a singular event.

I did some research afterwards. The house was previously owned by a family that had a teen-age girl who was into “Goth” The room below mine had been hers. The ceiling was painted black and apparently she used to play with a Ouija board down there and hold seances etc. And I had noticed scratching noises coming from the wall in the spot where the dark essence of the evil entity materialized. The scratching went on for weeks before the attack and I dismissed it as mice even though it was high up in the wall and any noise made by me had no effect. I found out these were signs that an entity was present.

After the event I would get little messages written on the bathroom mirror (in reverse). Just stupid childish s~~~ like I hate you, I will kill you etc. I left that house shortly thereafter and fortunately or unfortunately the entity was not tied to me rather to the place. And I know where it hides. There is a cold dark culvert on the property, that connects to a drain, guess where? the room with the black ceiling.

I sold the house and God forgive me I didn’t tell the new owner. I was too ashamed of my cowardice to do so. I knew where that thing was hiding I thought about going after it, but with what? Despite knocking the pistol from my hand I doubt anything I could shoot would even phase it.

So I learned the hard way there is another realm of existence and it is populated by spirits of light/goodness and those of indescribable evil. IT was years ago and its still hard to talk about.

[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

I hope you do Red. People need to know. It’s kinda wierd being me and knowing what I know. Chicks don’t get it, not even my wife. No one want’s to hear. They live for today, they don’t see the Big Picture. It seems to me that humanity is on a mad trajectry towards self destruction for monetary gain. Fools all of them. We need to transcend to a higher plain. I don’t fear death. It’s only the body. The soul is eternal. Think of the future, not ten years from now but eternity. we can be all we want to be. It only takes the decision to do the right thing, regardless of the personal consequences. We are strong. We will carry on.

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[Greg HondaParticipant 6406]

Hi Pete, I was just about to log off but but I read your post and I had to respond. I know about evil entities trying to get hold of you. I was in my twenties and was using Acid for fun. I also was studying the occult, Tarrot cards and palmistry. I was on a trip and had gone to bed with the evil Ex. there were a few friends in the next room. I wanted sex (obviously) but she rejected me. I lay there in bed feeling resentmet and bitterness while under the influence of Acid. All of a sudden, I had a vision of spirits roaming free in the night looking for weak or drunk people to invade. They showed me how easy it was to swoop down and invade a person and posses their body to have evil acts of fun. Rape, Murder etc. The invading sprit gets all the fun and the owner of the body is just a spectator. In the morning the spirit leaves and the victim of the possession has to account for the crimes. They offered me the chance to participate, but the knowledge I had through flatlining told me this was wrong and I refussed. On refussal to participate they they became angry and tried to forcibly enter my my head. To take me over. Everyone in that flat would have died if I had submitted. I fought against them but I was weak. I was under the influence of Acid and had no strength. I could Literally feel the claws of fingernails digging into my skull to rip open my head and enter to posses me.

I was terrified I knew what would happen if they got into me. I cried out for help. I cried out to Jesus to protect me. All of a sudden I felt a calm and strong pressence envelope me. I was protected. The demons flew away and I was safe. I made a deal with God. Protect me now and I will give up the occult. I kept my bargain and I have never since had any problems from evil spirits. I could have been a killer. But I resisted, but I needed help. Since then I have seen new reports of people who have killed and say “It wasn’t Me I had no control” and I understand what happened. They were possesed. The evil spirits prey on the weak, the drunk, the drugged.

I’m sorry if I sound insane. I can assure you I’m not. I just have an exeptional experience. I have to keep quiet about my knowledge as I will be judged insane by an insane society.

By the way, All my love to Deutschland. Ich verbrachet ein Jahr in Berlin und es war das besste Jahr meines Lebens! Ich habe das grosste liebe fuer mien Deutsche Brueder. 🙂

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[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

No you’re no more insane than I am brother. Drugs and booze open a door to their influence. I’ve never done drugs but I do understand. You were lucky to escape.

Final thought: Atheists (Like I was) are fond of the refrain ” If God would only prove to me he exists…” Well sometimes God says OK wise guy—want proof—you got it. And it just might make you sorry you asked.

I no longer rely upon faith. I had proof.

For the non-believers there is a short U-tube of a security camera shot of an event like this. I’ve seen it but can’t find now. It shows a guy walking down a well lit hallway and from behind one of these entities materializes and attacks him, grabbing one of his legs and trying to drag him off. He escapes but that clip hits a little too close to home.

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

Sorry ILA if we sort of high-jacked your thread I apologize, to you and Stewart.

One final thought, maybe its for the best if everyone dismisses us as kooks and leaves it at that.

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