Brief new mgtow intro

[INFINITYmachineSpectator 83]

Hey! I have been in the process of getting divorced from my wife this year. Compared to other stories I’ve heard, the divorce process has been pretty easy on me. I left town, and had to move in with my Mom for a while. I didn’t have a choice, I was broke.

So speaking of money, it has been an extremely precious commodity when I was married. I couldn’t work. I have a serious mental illness. I graduated from college but I’ve never had a job that required it. Even the jobs I have had, mostly entry-level retail jobs, I couldn’t hold down for too long. I’ve averaged about 3 jobs a year or more since I was 16.

It’s sad that this mental illness I’ve had became much more severe since we got married. I’m sure she feels cheated. That was not my intention. We were married for almost 10 years, together some more years, and part of that we were living together. But my mental health just has basically deteriorated year after year.

2017 however, I really seemed to have come unglued. Simultaneously, she was feeling frustration at my absolute inability to get much done at all, taking her frustration out on me, fighting about it endlessly, and in the process she did several things that weren’t too cool.

I don’t need to drudge up all of it, but there was an incident where she humiliated me in front of a next door neighbor, and this neighbor person was a person who was committing crimes right outside of our door. I couldn’t catch him, nor prove what he was doing to the authorities, it was nearly impossible. But it was happening, and I wanted not to go out and have fisticuffs with him, but at least try to let him know, hopefully in a polite way, we did not like what was going on. But she took the opportunity to humiliate me at that time in front of this weirdo neighbor.

It was such a seminal event, had it been the only problem, it could have stood alone to give me cause for divorce. But there were just countless situations and arguments, and frankly I got tired of living in an atmosphere of constant anger.

So I left. It wasn’t the first time anyway. I had done it some time before, but because I was Christian, and still am, decided that I might not be on the right side of God’s heart with this thing. It immediately got bad between us when I went back, however. There was some hope when we had worked out “a problem” that I could not get her to understand, the councelor seemed to be able to help us. As the sessions progressed in the ensuing months, the councellor seemed focused on the wrong things.

The fighting then resumed. I just couldn’t take it. So I left. There were no affairs, the main thing was that we just started hating each other.

My life was initially better when I moved over here, but I’ve really had to rely on Mom’s financial support. Benefits do not pay the bills. I wouldn’t mind working, honestly, but nobody in their right mind is going to hire me. My sanity is really not solid enough. I can’t deal with people, and that’s why I feel like some portion of my diagnosis is likely to be Schizoid/Avoidant.

I can’t really say I’ve had in my life a good solid male friend. I have had a lot of guys who’ve been alright friends, but they’ve always … I don’t know, fallen short of making a solid friendship. My own diagnosis is partly to blame, I spent most of elementary years on my own. I wasn’t an athlete, which severely disappointed my Dad, also not a great scholar. It seemed like I had some guys to hang around in high school, but there were also friendless voids. In college I made a good friend, and have tried to keep up with him, but he’s always been extremely busy, the blue pill.

Maybe that’s why I always went back to the woman. She always seemed to be available, and they deceive a man into believing they are providing some kind of pseudo-companionship. All I really wanted from them was sex. I did see through that deception but still I had to go back because she was making me believe, (not just my ex-wife, but all the women I had been with) that some kind of friendship void in my heart was being filled.

But the truth of the matter is, women can’t really bring “friendship” or “companionship” to any relationship. A man believes that she is offering “companionship”. She may even believe it too, however, what the time is focused on is her “mindgame hex” that is sending the man subliminal or subtile signals that she wants him to transmit resources to her. That’s it.

That’s why women don’t have hobbies, do not succeed in business, can’t manage money, and the list goes on, and this is because she is 99.9% consumed with operating her mindgame hex. Everything else that cannot be a tool in the hex is a distraction, and she will not invest in something that potentially is an obstruction to the hex.

I really do not like the way things are, men being blue pill providers after falling prey to the mindgame hex. I am not certain God really approves of the kind of mental and emotional manipulation mindgame hex tactics that women use to survive. But it seems that society could have put them into this position, because of the incredible expense of resources, from gasoline to food, you name it. There is no resource that people use that hasn’t increased in price and simultaneously decreased in supply. The only exception to that might be the cheap labor provided by certain southerners, who think that picking lettuce is the pathway to a better life. But even that will change in the future, to be sure. Those people will wise up, and will probably adjust because they feel the incredible difficulties of the extreme costs of the modern era as much if not more than the natives.

But what came first? The chicken or the egg? Was it not the mindgame hex that has caused the incredible drain on the resources in the first place? After all, it is population growth that is the major factor in the increase of economic demand for goods. And population growth is directly attributable to the mindgame hex. Birthing is a tool of the mindgame hex. Most men, caught up in a blue pill world, having already fallen into the mindgame hex via dating, marriage, and sex, are going to do anything other than become The Provider as new lives are created?

So I’ve been out of this treadmill now for some years, but I would have preferred to work. So for the moment, things are going to have to continue unless I find a better way to pay for things. I realize many mgtows will reject me based on certain things I have written.

I had to communicate with somebody, somewhere. I believe in the movement, as long as there are no conflicts with my beliefs.

Thanks for reading.

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[Jan SobieskiParticipant 28791]

welcome home.

Love is just alimony waiting to happen. Visit mgtow.com.

[Remove me!Participant]

Welcome, brother. Don’t worry, we have men of all beliefs in here, I’m a devout Christian. I think you’ll find it alright in here.

Like a bird on the wire, like a drunk midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free.

[Point Of No ReturnParticipant 4074]

Welcome to the fold INFINITYmachine.

Know when it is your duty to give them zero explanations for your actions.

[MarketWatcherParticipant]

INFINITYmachine wrote:

Thanks for reading

Thank you for writing. Great intro and know that the men here will help with any legitimate problem you might have.

We are all in this together.

[AkhilleusParticipant 2486]

Welcome bro time helps your in good company now

Aloha means family you don't leave family behind. Who will be the next Draconarius for MGTOW? MGTOW = brothers = acceptance = belonging

[ghostParticipant]

INFINITYmachine wrote:

Thanks for reading.

You are not alone, bro. Welcome!

[INFINITYmachineSpectator 83]

Thanks guys for the warm welcomes!

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[Prophet MicahParticipant 1972]

Welcome INFINITYmachine!

INFINITYmachine wrote:

I really do not like the way things are, men being blue pill providers after falling prey to the mindgame hex. I am not certain God really approves of the kind of mental and emotional manipulation mindgame hex tactics that women use to survive.

More and more men are discovering MGTOW every day and it’s only a matter of time before an entire generation are MGTOW and the parasitic bitches get back in line. The mindgames will cease or they will be replaced.
God definitely does not approve of what women do these days. The bible clearly states they are to be submissive and shut their pie holes.

No Wife - No Strife

[INFINITYmachineSpectator 83]

I think you’re right about that. What I think the greater problem about the mindgame hex is that I really believe it is a form of witchcraft. There is a video series on youtube called “Know Your Enemy” and this theme kind of weaves in and out quite a lot of the series. The way he puts it is that a woman uses “Plan A” tactics, which are non-violent, completely mental, and is based on a system of enticements and rewards. “Plan B” is the outright use of physical force and intimidation. Satan and witches use both tactics, although Plan A is traditionally the feminine way. Using Plan A tactics to control another person is witchcraft. Witchcraft is a spiritual method of mind control. Anyone knows women are always trying to bogart spirituality and reconform it to their own agenda. They may not be overtly worshiping a pentagram in some kind of seance, but that is the only difference. And in my opinion, that difference is immaterial.

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[FrostByteParticipant 19005]

Welcome
This is a good place to be heard.

If you rescue a damsel in distress, all you will get is a distressed damsel.

[TrailbossParticipant 1844]

Welcome to MGTOW brother! Maybe it’s women making you feel crazy? Stay away from them and see if you get better! #MANOUT! and dump the stress of relations~~~s and stuff….

An educated, armed populace cannot be enslaved.

[Anonymous 3]

Now that your off the treadmill, get out of the squirrel cage. Relax. This is the place for you
Write as much as you want & know this: No hex works against a MGTOW (MGHOW)

[INFINITYmachineSpectator 83]

That’s funny! Maybe being single again will cure my mental illness? Interesting theory… Only one way to find out!

Thanks guys.

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[MACHOParticipant]

It’s been a while now since I came across such an unusual intro. Welcome anyway INFINITYmachine.

INFINITYmachine wrote:

I have a serious mental illness.

A very interesting text you provided.

INFINITYmachine wrote:

My life was initially better when I moved over here, but I’ve really had to rely on Mom’s financial support

Mom is still in the picture!?

INFINITYmachine wrote:

My sanity is really not solid enough. I can’t deal with people, and that’s why I feel like some portion of my diagnosis is likely to be Schizoid/Avoidant.

Mgtow.com might be a tight fit for you!

INFINITYmachine wrote:

I realize many mgtows will reject me based on certain things I have written.

Good predictions!

INFINITYmachine wrote:

I believe in the movement, as long as there are no conflicts with my beliefs.

Brace yourself!

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

INFINITYmachine wrote:
That’s funny! Maybe being single again will cure my mental illness? Interesting theory… Only one way to find out!
AND Anyone knows women are always trying to bogart spirituality and reconform it to their own agenda.

Women are acting on their selfish nature when using spiritual weapons of the mind.

Remember Love concurs all and perfect love is not selfish but selfless.
Men have and will put their own lives at risk for others. That shows the selfless nature of men.

No witchcraft or hex is stronger than the highest authority. You keep the faith you have in the most selfless man to ever walk this earth.. I pray in his name you gain the understanding needed to overcome
your mental issues.
Amen

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[Anonymous 0]

Welcome home, Infinity
Beer’s in the fridge

[INFINITYmachineSpectator 83]

MACHO wrote:

It’s been a while now since I came across such an unusual intro. Welcome anyway INFINITYmachine.

INFINITYmachine wrote:

I have a serious mental illness.

A very interesting text you provided.

INFINITYmachine wrote:

My life was initially better when I moved over here, but I’ve really had to rely on Mom’s financial support

Mom is still in the picture!?

So I will address that directly, and the answer is yes. I’ve been on benefits for some time, and it never paid everything even back then. The money is even more stretched these days since I am living independently. I try to use coupons, not eat out too much, and kind of be minimalist, but there’s only so much you can do. I have squirrelled away some money over the years into a Roth. I am trying to take steps to get to the point where I can make some amount of money, but as for a job/career, it’s not likely. I delivered pizza in 2010. That was my last job. Even if I was not ill, I don’t know what it would be like to work after that long of an absence. Things change, as you know. But I really even hated that job. The manager was a very Type-A, high stress guy, a walking heart attack. I never came to blows with him, but I was afraid. Simultanously, the other drivers, the majority of which were Russian, were fighting me to the death to get a run. The dispatcher of course would usually hog them up. It was all kinds of crap. There also was a class action lawsuit against the company over the wages. They did, in the short amount of time I worked there, jack them up and down several times. What was the end result of all that heartache? Some small chunk of money? It’s not for me, and likely since I’m middle aged, on benefits, and have almost no recent experience in anything, probably unemployable. These are the facts.

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[INFINITYmachineSpectator 83]

harpo-my-“SON” wrote:

INFINITYmachine wrote:
That’s funny! Maybe being single again will cure my mental illness? Interesting theory… Only one way to find out!
AND Anyone knows women are always trying to bogart spirituality and reconform it to their own agenda.

Women are acting on their selfish nature when using spiritual weapons of the mind.

Remember Love concurs all and perfect love is not selfish but selfless.
Men have and will put their own lives at risk for others. That shows the selfless nature of men.

No witchcraft or hex is stronger than the highest authority. You keep the faith you have in the most selfless man to ever walk this earth.. I pray in his name you gain the understanding needed to overcome
your mental issues.
Amen[/quote
Fantastic reply! I got myself into that mess, and it could be possible that God used that bizarre situation to get me out of it…

If I could ask you one question Sir, I’m looking at your avatar thing, and I wonder why you chose what looks like the corner of a window. Is there something else there I am not seeing?

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[INFINITYmachineSpectator 83]

Anonymous wrote:

Welcome home, Infinity
Beer’s in the fridge

Thanks man! Be cool!

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