Blue days

[Jeremiah JohnsonParticipant 2219]

I’m just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I’d rather swim ashore

Without a life that’s sadly stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like ‘fourteen miles away’

You’re floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I’m sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I’m cold as cold as cold can be
be

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jets, I’m sunk, I’m left behind
I’m treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I’m reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It’s midnight’s late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean…end it all

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

I want to swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now…come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

 

Men are at a time when panning for gold in a urinal has a higher probability of success than finding a faithful and loving woman, it is time to go your own way.....

[Jeremiah JohnsonParticipant 2219]

Do not want my brothers to be to blue, so I will also leave this little ditty for you earbudliciousness….

Check out my melody
Check out my melody
Special, you think you’re special, you do
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me and walk around on me
Just one more fight about your leadership
And I will straight up leave your s~~~
‘Cause I’ve had enough of this
And now I’m p~~~ed, yeah
This time I’ma let it all come out
This time I’ma stand up and shout
I’ma do things my way, it’s my way
My way or the highway
This me I’ma let it all come out
This time I’ma stand up and shout
I’ma do things my way, it’s my way
My way or the highway
Check out my melody
Check out my melody
Check out my melody
Check out my melody
Just one more fight about a lot of things
And I will give up everything
To be on my own again
Free again, yeah
This time I’ma let it all come out
This time I’ma stand up and shout
I’ma do things my way, it’s my way
My way or the highway
This time I’ma let it all come out
This time I’ma stand up and shout
I’ma do things my way, it’s my way
My way or the highway
Some day you’ll see things my way
‘Cause you never know, no you never know when you’re gonna go
Some day you’ll see things my way
‘Cause you never know, no you never know when you’re gonna go
Check out my melody
Check out my melody
Check out my melody
Check out my melody
Just one more fight and I’ll be history
Yes, I will straight up leave your s~~~
And you’ll be the one who’s left
Missing me, yeah
This time I’ma let it all come out
This time I’ma stand up and shout
I’ma do things my way, it’s my way
My way or the highway
This time I’ma let it all come out
This time I’ma stand up and shout
I’ma do things my way, it’s my way
My way or the highway
Some day you’ll see things my way
‘Cause you never know, no you never know when you’re gonna go
Some day you’ll see things my way
‘Cause you never know, no you never know when you’re gonna go
Check out my melody
Check out my melody

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WvnzxeqCpcw

Men are at a time when panning for gold in a urinal has a higher probability of success than finding a faithful and loving woman, it is time to go your own way.....

[HitmanParticipant]

have you slept  ?

[Jeremiah JohnsonParticipant 2219]

I am on Day 15 – at this point I have slept between 8 and 10 hours in 15 Days. So no. I am so damned tired, and my mind feels numbed and twisted. I am hoping for a few hours tonight though.

Men are at a time when panning for gold in a urinal has a higher probability of success than finding a faithful and loving woman, it is time to go your own way.....

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